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Title: The Conquest of Canaan
Author: Booth Tarkington
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THE CONQUEST OF CANAAN
BY
BOOTH TARKINGTON
To
L.F.T.
CONTENTS
CHAPTER
I. ENTER CHORUS
II. A RESCUE
III. OLD HOPES
IV. THE DISASTER
V. BEAVER BEACH
VI. "YE'LL TAK' THE HIGH ROAD AND I'LL TAK' THE LOW ROAD"
VII. GIVE A DOG A BAD NAME
VIII. A BAD PENNY TURNS UP
IX. OUTER DARKNESS
X. THE TRYST
XI. WHEN HALF-GODS GO
XII. TO REMAIN ON THE FIELD OF BATTLE IS NOT ALWAYS A VICTORY
XIII. THE WATCHER AND THE WARDEN
XIV. WHITE ROSES IN A LAW-OFFICE
XV. HAPPY FEAR GIVES HIMSELF UP
XVI. THE TWO CANAANS
XVII. MR. SHEEHAN'S HINTS
XVIII. IN THE HEAT OF THE DAY
XIX. ESKEW ARP
XX. THREE ARE ENLISTED
XXI. NORBERT WAITS FOR JOE
XXII. MR. SHEEHAN SPEAKS
XXIII. JOE WALKS ACROSS THE COURT-HOUSE YARD
XXIV. MARTIN PIKE KEEPS AN ENGAGEMENT
XXV. THE JURY COMES IN
XXVI. "ANCIENT OF DAYS"
THE CONQUEST OF CANAAN
I
ENTER CHORUS
A dry snow had fallen steadily throughout the still night, so that when
a cold, upper wind cleared the sky gloriously in the morning the
incongruous Indiana town shone in a white harmony--roof, ledge, and
earth as evenly covered as by moonlight. There was no thaw; only where
the line of factories followed the big bend of the frozen river, their
distant chimneys like exclamation points on a blank page, was there a
first threat against the supreme whiteness. The wind passed quickly
and on high; the shouting of the school-children had ceased at nine
o'clock with pitiful suddenness; no sleigh-bells laughed out on the
air; and the muffling of the thoroughfares wrought an unaccustomed
peace like that of Sunday. This was the phenomenon which afforded the
opening of the morning debate of the sages in the wide windows of the
"National House."
Only such unfortunates as have so far failed to visit Canaan do not
know that the "National House" is on the Main Street side of the
Court-house Square, and has the advantage of being within two minutes'
walk of the railroad station, which is in plain sight of the
windows--an inestimable benefit to the conversation of the aged men who
occupied these windows on this white morning, even as they were wont in
summer to hold against all comers the cane-seated chairs on the
pavement outside. Thence, as trains came and went, they commanded the
city gates, and, seeking motives and adding to the stock of history,
narrowly observed and examined into all who entered or departed. Their
habit was not singular. He who would foolishly tax the sages of Canaan
with a bucolic light-mindedness must first walk in Piccadilly in early
June, stroll down the Corso in Rome before Ash Wednesday, or regard
those windows of Fifth Avenue whose curtains are withdrawn of a winter
Sunday; for in each of these great streets, wherever the windows, not
of trade, are widest, his eyes must behold wise men, like to those of
Canaan, executing always their same purpose.
The difference is in favor of Canaan; the "National House" was the
club, but the perusal of traveller or passer by was here only the spume
blown before a stately ship of thought; and you might hear the sages
comparing the Koran with the speeches of Robert J. Ingersoll.
In the days of board sidewalks, "mail-time" had meant a precise moment
for Canaan, and even now, many years after the first postman, it
remained somewhat definite to the aged men; for, out of deference to a
pleasant, olden custom, and perhaps partly for an excuse to "get down
to the hotel" (which was not altogether in favor with the elderly
ladies), most of them retained their antique boxes in the post-office,
happily in the next building.
In this connection it may be written that a subscription clerk in the
office of the Chicago Daily Standard, having noted a single subscriber
from Canaan, was, a fortnight later, pleased to receive, by one mail,
nine subscriptions from that promising town. If one brought nine
others in a fortnight, thought he, what would nine bring in a month?
Amazingly, they brought nothing, and the rest was silence. Here was a
matter of intricate diplomacy never to come within that youth his ken.
The morning voyage to the post-office, long mocked as a fable and
screen by the families of the sages, had grown so difficult to
accomplish for one of them, Colonel Flitcroft (Colonel in the war with
Mexico), that he had been put to it, indeed, to foot the firing-line
against his wife (a lady of celebrated determination and hale-voiced at
seventy), and to defend the rental of a box which had sheltered but
three missives in four years. Desperation is often inspiration; the
Colonel brilliantly subscribed for the Standard, forgetting to give his
house address, and it took the others just thirteen days to wring his
secret from him. Then the Standard served for all.
Mail-time had come to mean that bright hour when they all got their
feet on the brass rod which protected the sills of the two big windows,
with the steam-radiators sizzling like kettles against the side wall.
Mr. Jonas Tabor, who had sold his hardware business magnificently (not
magnificently for his nephew, the purchaser) some ten years before, was
usually, in spite of the fact that he remained a bachelor at
seventy-nine, the last to settle down with the others, though often the
first to reach the hotel, which he always entered by a side door,
because he did not believe in the treating system. And it was Mr. Eskew
Arp, only seventy-five, but already a thoroughly capable cynic, who,
almost invariably "opened the argument," and it was he who discovered
the sinister intention behind the weather of this particular morning.
Mr. Arp had not begun life so sourly: as a youth he had been proud of
his given name, which had come to him through his mother's family, who
had made it honorable, but many years of explanations that Eskew did
not indicate his initials had lowered his opinion of the intelligence
and morality of the race.
The malevolence of his voice and manner this morning, therefore, when
he shook his finger at the town beyond the windows, and exclaimed, with
a bitter laugh, "Look at it!" was no surprise to his companions. "Jest
look at it! I tell you the devil is mighty smart. Ha, ha! Mighty
smart!"
Through custom it was the duty of Squire Buckalew (Justice of the Peace
in '59) to be the first to take up Mr. Arp. The others looked to him
for it. Therefore, he asked, sharply:
"What's the devil got to do with snow?"
"Everything to do with it, sir," Mr. Arp retorted. "It's plain as day
to anybody with eyes and sense."
"Then I wish you'd p'int it out," said Buckalew, "if you've got either."
"By the Almighty, Squire"--Mr. Arp turned in his chair with sudden
heat--"if I'd lived as long as you--"
"You have," interrupted the other, stung. "Twelve years ago!"
"If I'd lived as long as you," Mr. Arp repeated, unwincingly, in a
louder voice, "and had follered Satan's trail as long as you have, and
yet couldn't recognize it when I see it, I'd git converted and vote
Prohibitionist."
"_I_ don't see it," interjected Uncle Joe Davey, in his querulous
voice. (He was the patriarch of them all.) "_I_ can't find no
cloven-hoof-prints in the snow."
"All over it, sir!" cried the cynic. "All over it! Old Satan loves
tricks like this. Here's a town that's jest one squirmin' mass of lies
and envy and vice and wickedness and corruption--"
"Hold on!" exclaimed Colonel Flitcroft. "That's a slander upon our
hearths and our government. Why, when I was in the Council--"
"It wasn't a bit worse then," Mr. Arp returned, unreasonably. "Jest
you look how the devil fools us. He drops down this here virgin mantle
on Canaan and makes it look as good as you pretend you think it is: as
good as the Sunday-school room of a country church--though THAT"--he
went off on a tangent, venomously--"is generally only another whited
sepulchre, and the superintendent's mighty apt to have a bottle of
whiskey hid behind the organ, and--"
"Look here, Eskew," said Jonas Tabor, "that's got nothin' to do with--"
"Why ain't it? Answer me!" cried Mr. Arp, continuing, without pause:
"Why ain't it? Can't you wait till I git through? You listen to me,
and when I'm ready I'll listen to--"
"See here," began the Colonel, making himself heard over three others,
"I want to ask you--"
"No, sir!" Mr. Arp pounded the floor irascibly with his hickory stick.
"Don't you ask me anything! How can you tell that I'm not going to
answer your question without your asking it, till I've got through?
You listen first. I say, here's a town of nearly thirty thousand
inhabitants, every last one of 'em--men, women, and children--selfish
and cowardly and sinful, if you could see their innermost natures; a
town of the ugliest and worst built houses in the world, and governed
by a lot of saloon-keepers--though I hope it 'll never git down to
where the ministers can run it. And the devil comes along, and in one
night--why, all you got to do is LOOK at it! You'd think we needn't
ever trouble to make it better. That's what the devil wants us to
do--wants us to rest easy about it, and paints it up to look like a
heaven of peace and purity and sanctified spirits. Snowfall like this
would of made Lot turn the angel out-of-doors and say that the old home
was good enough for him. Gomorrah would of looked like a Puritan
village--though I'll bet my last dollar that there was a lot, and a
WHOLE lot, that's never been told about Puritan villages. A lot that--"
"WHAT never was?" interrupted Mr. Peter Bradbury, whose granddaughter
had lately announced her discovery that the Bradburys were descended
from Miles Standish. "What wasn't told about Puritan villages?"
"Can't you wait?" Mr. Arp's accents were those of pain. "Haven't I got
ANY right to present my side of the case? Ain't we restrained enough
to allow of free speech here? How can we ever git anywhere in an
argument like this, unless we let one man talk at a time? How--"
"Go on with your statement," said Uncle Joe Davey, impatiently.
Mr. Arp's grievance was increased. "Now listen to YOU! How many more
interruptions are comin'? I'll listen to the other side, but I've got
to state mine first, haven't I? If I don't make my point clear, what's
the use of the argument? Argumentation is only the comparison of two
sides of a question, and you have to see what the first side IS before
you can compare it with the other one, don't you? Are you all agreed
to that?"
"Yes, yes," said the Colonel. "Go ahead. We won't interrupt until
you're through."
"Very well," resumed Mr. Arp, with a fleeting expression of
satisfaction, "as I said before, I wish to--as I said--" He paused, in
some confusion. "As I said, argumentation is--that is, I say--" He
stopped again, utterly at sea, having talked himself so far out of his
course that he was unable to recall either his sailing port or his
destination. Finally he said, feebly, to save the confession, "Well,
go on with your side of it."
This generosity was for a moment disconcerting; however, the quietest
of the party took up the opposition--Roger Tabor, a very thin, old man
with a clean-shaven face, almost as white as his hair, and melancholy,
gentle, gray eyes, very unlike those of his brother Jonas, which were
dark and sharp and button-bright. (It was to Roger's son that Jonas
had so magnificently sold the hardware business.) Roger was known in
Canaan as "the artist"; there had never been another of his profession
in the place, and the town knew not the word "painter," except in
application to the useful artisan who is subject to lead-poisoning.
There was no indication of his profession in the attire of Mr. Tabor,
unless the too apparent age of his black felt hat and a neat patch at
the elbow of his shiny, old brown overcoat might have been taken as
symbols of the sacrifice to his muse which his life had been. He was
not a constant attendant of the conclave, and when he came it was
usually to listen; indeed, he spoke so seldom that at the sound of his
voice they all turned to him with some surprise.
"I suppose," he began, "that Eskew means the devil is behind all
beautiful things."
"Ugly ones, too," said Mr. Arp, with a start of recollection. "And I
wish to state--"
"Not now!" Colonel Flitcroft turned upon him violently. "You've
already stated it."
"Then, if he is behind the ugly things, too," said Roger, "we must take
him either way, so let us be glad of the beauty for its own sake.
Eskew says this is a wicked town. It may be--I don't know. He says
it's badly built; perhaps it is; but it doesn't seem to me that it's
ugly in itself. I don't know what its real self is, because it wears
so many aspects. God keeps painting it all the time, and never shows
me twice the same picture; not even two snowfalls are just alike, nor
the days that follow them; no more than two misty sunsets are
alike--for the color and even the form of the town you call ugly are a
matter of the season of the year and of the time of day and of the
light and air. The ugly town is like an endless gallery which you can
walk through, from year-end to year-end, never seeing the same canvas
twice, no matter how much you may want to--and there's the pathos of
it. Isn't it the same with people with the characters of all of us,
just as it is with our faces? No face remains the same for two
successive days--"
"It don't?" Colonel Flitcroft interrupted, with an explosive and rueful
incredulity. "Well, I'd like to--" Second thoughts came to him almost
immediately, and, as much out of gallantry as through discretion,
fearing that he might be taken as thinking of one at home, he relapsed
into silence.
Not so with the others. It was as if a firecracker had been dropped
into a sleeping poultry-yard. Least of all could Mr. Arp contain
himself. At the top of his voice, necessarily, he agreed with Roger
that faces changed, not only from day to day, and not only because of
light and air and such things, but from hour to hour, and from minute
to minute, through the hideous stimulus of hypocrisy.
The "argument" grew heated; half a dozen tidy quarrels arose; all the
sages went at it fiercely, except Roger Tabor, who stole quietly away.
The aged men were enjoying themselves thoroughly, especially those who
quarrelled. Naturally, the frail bark of the topic which had been
launched was whirled about by too many side-currents to remain long in
sight, and soon became derelict, while the intellectual dolphins dove
and tumbled in the depths. At the end of twenty minutes Mr. Arp
emerged upon the surface, and in his mouth was this:
"Tell me, why ain't the Church--why ain't the Church and the rest of
the believers in a future life lookin' for immortality at the other end
of life, too? If we're immortal, we always have been; then why don't
they ever speculate on what we were before we were born? It's because
they're too blame selfish--don't care a flapdoodle about what WAS, all
they want is to go on livin' forever."
Mr. Arp's voice had risen to an acrid triumphancy, when it suddenly
faltered, relapsed to a murmur, and then to a stricken silence, as a
tall, fat man of overpowering aspect threw open the outer door near by
and crossed the lobby to the clerk's desk. An awe fell upon the sages
with this advent. They were hushed, and after a movement in their
chairs, with a strange effect of huddling, sat disconcerted and
attentive, like school-boys at the entrance of the master.
The personage had a big, fat, pink face and a heavily undershot jaw,
what whitish beard he wore following his double chin somewhat after the
manner displayed in the portraits of Henry the Eighth. His eyes, very
bright under puffed upper lids, were intolerant and insultingly
penetrating despite their small size. Their irritability held a kind
of hotness, and yet the personage exuded frost, not of the weather, all
about him. You could not imagine man or angel daring to greet this
being genially--sooner throw a kiss to Mount Pilatus!
"Mr. Brown," he said, with ponderous hostility, in a bull bass, to the
clerk--the kind of voice which would have made an express train leave
the track and go round the other way--"do you hear me?"
"Oh yes, Judge," the clerk replied, swiftly, in tones as unlike those
which he used for strange transients as a collector's voice in his
ladylove's ear is unlike that which he propels at delinquents.
"Do you see that snow?" asked the personage, threateningly.
"Yes, Judge." Mr. Brown essayed a placating smile. "Yes, indeed,
Judge Pike."
"Has your employer, the manager of this hotel, seen that snow?" pursued
the personage, with a gesture of unspeakable solemn menace.
"Yes, sir. I think so. Yes, sir."
"Do you think he fully understands that I am the proprietor of this
building?"
"Certainly, Judge, cer--"
"You will inform him that I do not intend to be discommoded by his
negligence as I pass to my offices. Tell him from me that unless he
keeps the sidewalks in front of this hotel clear of snow I will cancel
his lease. Their present condition is outrageous. Do you understand
me? Outrageous! Do you hear?"
"Yes, Judge, I do so," answered the clerk, hoarse with respect. "I'll
see to it this minute, Judge Pike."
"You had better." The personage turned himself about and began a grim
progress towards the door by which he had entered, his eyes fixing
themselves angrily upon the conclave at the windows.
Colonel Flitcroft essayed a smile, a faltering one.
"Fine weather, Judge Pike," he said, hopefully.
There was no response of any kind; the undershot jaw became more
intolerant. The personage made his opinion of the group
disconcertingly plain, and the old boys understood that he knew them
for a worthless lot of senile loafers, as great a nuisance in his
building as was the snow without; and much too evident was his unspoken
threat to see that the manager cleared them out of there before long.
He nodded curtly to the only man of substance among them, Jonas Tabor,
and shut the door behind him with majestic insult. He was Canaan's
millionaire.
He was one of those dynamic creatures who leave the haunting impression
of their wills behind them, like the tails of Bo-Peep's sheep, like the
evil dead men have done; he left his intolerant image in the ether for
a long time after he had gone, to confront and confound the aged men
and hold them in deferential and humiliated silence. Each of them was
mysteriously lowered in his own estimation, and knew that he had been
made to seem futile and foolish in the eyes of his fellows. They were
all conscious, too, that the clerk had been acutely receptive of Judge
Pike's reading of them; that he was reviving from his own squelchedness
through the later snubbing of the colonel; also that he might further
seek to recover his poise by an attack on them for cluttering up the
office.
Naturally, Jonas Tabor was the first to speak. "Judge Pike's lookin'
mighty well," he said, admiringly.
"Yes, he is," ventured Squire Buckalew, with deference; "mighty well."
"Yes, sir," echoed Peter Bradbury; "mighty well."
"He's a great man," wheezed Uncle Joe Davey; "a great man, Judge Martin
Pike; a great man!"
"I expect he has considerable on his mind," said the Colonel, who had
grown very red. "I noticed that he hardly seemed to see us."
"Yes, sir," Mr. Bradbury corroborated, with an attempt at an amused
laugh. "I noticed it, too. Of course a man with all his cares and
interests must git absent-minded now and then."
"Of course he does," said the colonel. "A man with all his
responsibilities--"
"Yes, that's so," came a chorus of the brethren, finding comfort and
reassurance as their voices and spirits began to recover from the
blight.
"There's a party at the Judge's to-night," said Mr. Bradbury--"kind of
a ball Mamie Pike's givin' for the young folks. Quite a doin's, I
hear."
"That's another thing that's ruining Canaan," Mr. Arp declared,
morosely. "These entertainments they have nowadays. Spend all the
money out of town--band from Indianapolis, chicken salad and darkey
waiters from Chicago! And what I want to know is, What's this town
goin' to do about the nigger question?"
"What about it?" asked Mr. Davey, belligerently.
"What about it?" Mr. Arp mocked, fiercely. "You better say, 'What about
it?'"
"Well, what?" maintained Mr. Davey, steadfastly.
"I'll bet there ain't any less than four thousand niggers in Canaan
to-day!" Mr. Arp hammered the floor with his stick. "Every last one of
'em criminals, and more comin' on every train."
"No such a thing," said Squire Buckalew, living up to his bounden duty.
"You look down the street. There's the ten-forty-five comin' in now.
I'll bet you a straight five-cent Peek-a-Boo cigar there ain't ary
nigger on the whole train, except the sleepin'-car porters."
"What kind of a way to argue is that?" demanded Mr. Arp, hotly.
"Bettin' ain't proof, is it? Besides, that's the through express from
the East. I meant trains from the South."
"You didn't say so," retorted Buckalew, triumphantly. "Stick to your
bet, Eskew, stick to your bet."
"My bet!" cried the outraged Eskew. "Who offered to bet?"
"You did," replied the Squire, with perfect assurance and sincerity.
The others supported him in the heartiest spirit of on-with-the-dance,
and war and joy were unconfined.
A decrepit hack or two, a couple of old-fashioned surreys, and a few
"cut-unders" drove by, bearing the newly arrived and their valises, the
hotel omnibus depositing several commercial travellers at the door. A
solitary figure came from the station on foot, and when it appeared
within fair range of the window, Uncle Joe Davey, who had but hovered
on the flanks of the combat, first removed his spectacles and wiped
them, as though distrusting the vision they offered him, then,
replacing them, scanned anew the approaching figure and uttered a
smothered cry.
"My Lord A'mighty!" he gasped. "What's this? Look there!"
They looked. A truce came involuntarily, and they sat in paralytic
silence as the figure made its stately and sensational progress along
Main Street.
Not only the aged men were smitten. Men shovelling snow from the
pavements stopped suddenly in their labors; two women, talking busily
on a doorstep, were stilled and remained in frozen attitudes as it
passed; a grocer's clerk, crossing the pavement, carrying a heavily
laden basket to his delivery wagon, halted half-way as the figure came
near, and then, making a pivot of his heels as it went by, behaved
towards it as does the magnetic needle to the pole.
It was that of a tall gentleman, cheerfully, though somewhat with
ennui, enduring his nineteenth winter. His long and slender face he
wore smiling, beneath an accurately cut plaster of dark hair cornicing
his forehead, a fashion followed by many youths of that year. This
perfect bang was shown under a round black hat whose rim was so small
as almost not to be there at all; and the head was supported by a
waxy-white sea-wall of collar, rising three inches above the blue
billows of a puffed cravat, upon which floated a large, hollow pearl.
His ulster, sporting a big cape at the shoulders, and a tasselled hood
over the cape, was of a rough Scotch cloth, patterned in faint,
gray-and-white squares the size of baggage-checks, and it was so long
that the skirts trailed in the snow. His legs were lost in the
accurately creased, voluminous garments that were the tailors' canny
reaction from the tight trousers with which the 'Eighties had begun:
they were, in color, a palish russet, broadly striped with gray, and,
in size, surpassed the milder spirit of fashion so far as they
permitted a liberal knee action to take place almost without
superficial effect. Upon his feet glistened long shoes, shaped, save
for the heels, like sharp racing-shells; these were partially protected
by tan-colored low gaiters with flat, shiny, brown buttons. In one
hand the youth swung a bone-handled walking-stick, perhaps an inch and
a half in diameter, the other carried a yellow leather banjo-case, upon
the outer side of which glittered the embossed-silver initials, "E. B."
He was smoking, but walked with his head up, making use, however, of a
gait at that time new to Canaan, a seeming superbly irresponsible
lounge, engendering much motion of the shoulders, producing an effect
of carelessness combined with independence--an effect which the
innocent have been known to hail as an unconscious one.
He looked about him as he came, smilingly, with an expression of
princely amusement--as an elderly cabinet minister, say, strolling
about a village where he had spent some months in his youth, a hamlet
which he had then thought large and imposing, but which, being
revisited after years of cosmopolitan glory, appeals to his whimsy and
his pity. The youth's glance at the court-house unmistakably said:
"Ah, I recall that odd little box. I thought it quite large in the days
before I became what I am now, and I dare say the good townsfolk still
think it an imposing structure!" With everything in sight he deigned to
be amused, especially with the old faces in the "National House"
windows. To these he waved his stick with airy graciousness.
"My soul!" said Mr. Davey. "It seems to know some of us!"
"Yes," agreed Mr. Arp, his voice recovered, "and _I_ know IT."
"You do?" exclaimed the Colonel.
"I do, and so do you. It's Fanny Louden's boy, 'Gene, come home for
his Christmas holidays."
"By George! you're right," cried Flitcroft; "I recognize him now."
"But what's the matter with him?" asked Mr. Bradbury, eagerly. "Has he
joined some patent-medicine troupe?"
"Not a bit," replied Eskew. "He went East to college last fall."
"Do they MAKE the boys wear them clothes?" persisted Bradbury. "Is it
some kind of uniform?"
"I don't care what it is," said Jonas Tabor. "If I was Henry Louden I
wouldn't let him wear 'em around here."
"Oh, you wouldn't, wouldn't you, Jonas?" Mr. Arp employed the accents
of sarcasm. "I'd like to see Henry Louden try to interfere with 'Gene
Bantry. Fanny'd lock the old fool up in the cellar."
The lofty vision lurched out of view.
"I reckon," said the Colonel, leaning forward to see the last of it--"I
reckon Henry Louden's about the saddest case of abused step-father I
ever saw."
"It's his own fault," said Mr. Arp--"twice not havin' sense enough not
to marry. Him with a son of his own, too!"
"Yes," assented the Colonel, "marryin' a widow with a son of her own,
and that widow Fanny!"
"Wasn't it just the same with her first husband--Bantry?" Mr. Davey
asked, not for information, as he immediately answered himself. "You
bet it was! Didn't she always rule the roost? Yes, she did. She made
a god of 'Gene from the day he was born. Bantry's house was run for
him, like Louden's is now."
"And look," exclaimed Mr. Arp, with satisfaction, "at the way he's
turned out!"
"He ain't turned out at all yet; he's too young," said Buckalew.
"Besides, clothes don't make the man."
"Wasn't he smokin' a cigareet!" cried Eskew, triumphantly. This was
final.
"It's a pity Henry Louden can't do something for his own son," said Mr.
Bradbury. "Why don't he send him away to college?"
"Fanny won't let him," chuckled Mr. Arp, malevolently. "Takes all
their spare change to keep 'Gene there in style. I don't blame her.
'Gene certainly acts the fool, but that Joe Louden is the orneriest boy
I ever saw in an ornery world-full."
"He always was kind of misCHEEvous," admitted Buckalew. "I don't think
he's mean, though, and it does seem kind of not just right that Joe's
father's money--Bantry didn't leave anything to speak of--has to go to
keepin' 'Gene on the fat of the land, with Joe gittin' up at half-past
four to carry papers, and him goin' on nineteen years old."
"It's all he's fit for!" exclaimed Eskew. "He's low down, I tell ye.
Ain't it only last week Judge Pike caught him shootin' craps with
Pike's nigger driver and some other nigger hired-men in the alley back
of Pike's barn."
Mr. Schindlinger, the retired grocer, one of the silent members,
corroborated Eskew's information. "I heert dot, too," he gave forth, in
his fat voice. "He blays dominoes pooty often in der room back off
Louie Farbach's tsaloon. I see him myself. Pooty often. Blayin' fer a
leedle money--mit loafers! Loafers!"
"Pretty outlook for the Loudens!" said Eskew Arp, much pleased. "One
boy a plum fool and dressed like it, the other gone to the dogs
already!"
"What could you expect Joe to be?" retorted Squire Buckalew. "What
chance has he ever had? Long as I can remember Fanny's made him fetch
and carry for 'Gene. 'Gene's had everything--all the fancy clothes,
all the pocket-money, and now college!"
"You ever hear that boy Joe talk politics?" asked Uncle Joe Davey,
crossing a cough with a chuckle. "His head's so full of schemes fer
running this town, and state, too, it's a wonder it don't bust. Henry
Louden told me he's see Joe set around and study by the hour how to
save three million dollars for the state in two years."
"And the best he can do for himself," added Eskew, "is deliverin' the
Daily Tocsin on a second-hand Star bicycle and gamblin' with niggers
and riff-raff! None of the nice young folks invite him to their doin's
any more."
"That's because he's got so shabby he's quit goin' with em," said
Buckalew.
"No, it ain't," snapped Mr. Arp. "It's because he's so low down. He's
no more 'n a town outcast. There ain't ary one of the girls 'll have a
thing to do with him, except that rip-rarin' tom-boy next door to
Louden's; and the others don't have much to do with HER, neither, I can
tell ye. That Arie Tabor--"
Colonel Flitcroft caught him surreptitiously by the arm. "SH, Eskew!"
he whispered. "Look out what you're sayin'!"
"You needn't mind me," Jonas Tabor spoke up, crisply. "I washed my
hands of all responsibility for Roger's branch of the family long ago.
Never was one of 'em had the energy or brains to make a decent livin',
beginning with Roger; not one worth his salt! I set Roger's son up in
business, and all the return he ever made me was to go into bankruptcy
and take to drink, till he died a sot, like his wife did of shame. I
done all I could when I handed him over my store, and I never expect to
lift a finger for 'em again. Ariel Tabor's my grandniece, but she
didn't act like it, and you can say anything you like about her, for
what I care. The last time I spoke to her was a year and a half ago,
and I don't reckon I'll ever trouble to again."
"How was that, Jonas?" quickly inquired Mr. Davey, who, being the
eldest of the party, was the most curious. "What happened?"
"She was out in the street, up on that high bicycle of Joe Louden's.
He was teachin' her to ride, and she was sittin' on it like a man does.
I stopped and told her she wasn't respectable. Sixteen years old, goin'
on seventeen!"
"What did she say?"
"Laughed," said Jonas, his voice becoming louder as the recital of his
wrongs renewed their sting in his soul. "Laughed!"
"What did you do?"
"I went up to her and told her she wasn't a decent girl, and shook the
wheel." Mr. Tabor illustrated by seizing the lapels of Joe Davey and
shaking him. "I told her if her grandfather had any spunk she'd git an
old-fashioned hidin' for behavin' that way. And I shook the wheel
again." Here Mr. Tabor, forgetting in the wrath incited by the
recollection that he had not to do with an inanimate object, swung the
gasping and helpless Mr. Davey rapidly back and forth in his chair. "I
shook it good and hard!"
"What did she do then?" asked Peter Bradbury.
"Fell off on me," replied Jonas, violently. "On purpose!"
"I wisht she'd killed ye," said Mr. Davey, in a choking voice, as,
released, he sank back in his chair.
"On purpose!" repeated Jonas. "And smashed a straw hat I hadn't had
three months! All to pieces! So it couldn't be fixed!"
"And what then?" pursued Bradbury.
"SHE ran," replied Jonas, bitterly--"ran! And Joe Louden--Joe
Louden--" He paused and gulped.
"What did he do?" Peter leaned forward in his chair eagerly.
The narrator of the outrage gulped again, and opened and shut his mouth
before responding.
"He said if I didn't pay for a broken spoke on his wheel he'd have to
sue me!"
No one inquired if Jonas had paid, and Jonas said no more. The
recollection of his wrongs, together with the illustrative violence
offered to Mr. Davey, had been too much for him. He sank back,
panting, in his chair, his hands fluttering nervously over his heart,
and closed his eyes.
"I wonder why," ruminated Mr. Bradbury--"I wonder why 'Gene Bantry
walked up from the deepo. Don't seem much like his style. Should
think he'd of rode up in a hack."
"Sho!" said Uncle Joe Davey, his breath recovered. "He wanted to walk
up past Judge Pike's, to see if there wasn't a show of Mamie's bein' at
the window, and give her a chance to look at that college uniform and
banjo-box and new walk of his."
Mr. Arp began to show signs of uneasiness.
"I'd like mighty well to know," he said, shifting round in his chair,
"if there's anybody here that's been able to answer the question I PUT,
yesterday, just before we went home. You all tried to, but I didn't
hear anything I could consider anyways near even a fair argument."
"Who tried to?" asked Buckalew, sharply, sitting up straight. "What
question?"
"What proof can you bring me," began Mr. Arp, deliberately, "that we
folks, modernly, ain't more degenerate than the ancient Romans?"
II
A RESCUE
Main Street, already muffled by the snow, added to its quietude a
frozen hush where the wonder-bearing youth pursued his course along its
white, straight way. None was there in whom impertinence overmastered
astonishment, or who recovered from the sight in time to jeer with
effect; no "Trab's boy" gathered courage to enact in the thoroughfare a
scene of mockery and of joy. Leaving business at a temporary
stand-still behind him, Mr. Bantry swept his long coat steadily over
the snow and soon emerged upon that part of the street where the mart
gave way to the home. The comfortable houses stood pleasantly back
from the street, with plenty of lawn and shrubbery about them; and
often, along the picket-fences, the laden branches of small cedars,
bending low with their burden, showered the young man's swinging
shoulders glitteringly as he brushed by.
And now that expression he wore--the indulgent amusement of a man of
the world--began to disintegrate and show signs of change. It became
finely grave, as of a high conventionality, lofty, assured, and
mannered, as he approached the Pike mansion. (The remotest stranger
must at once perceive that the Canaan papers could not have called it
otherwise without pain.)
It was a big, smooth-stone-faced house, product of the 'Seventies,
frowning under an outrageously insistent mansard, capped by a cupola,
and staring out of long windows overtopped with "ornamental" slabs.
Two cast-iron deer, painted death-gray, twins of the same mould, stood
on opposite sides of the front walk, their backs towards it and each
other, their bodies in profile to the street, their necks bent,
however, so that they gazed upon the passer-by--yet gazed without
emotion. Two large, calm dogs guarded the top of the steps leading to
the front-door; they also were twins and of the same interesting metal,
though honored beyond the deer by coats of black paint and shellac. It
was to be remarked that these dogs were of no distinguishable species
or breed, yet they were unmistakably dogs; the dullest must have
recognized them as such at a glance, which was, perhaps, enough. It
was a hideous house, important-looking, cold, yet harshly aggressive, a
house whose exterior provoked a shuddering guess of the brass
lambrequins and plush fringes within; a solid house, obviously--nay,
blatantly--the residence of the principal citizen, whom it had grown to
resemble, as is the impish habit of houses; and it sat in the middle of
its flat acre of snowy lawn like a rich, fat man enraged and sitting
straight up in bed to swear.
And yet there was one charming thing about this ugly house. Some
workmen were enclosing a large side porch with heavy canvas, evidently
for festal purposes. Looking out from between two strips of the canvas
was the rosy and delicate face of a pretty girl, smiling upon Eugene
Bantry as he passed. It was an obviously pretty face, all the youth
and prettiness there for your very first glance; elaborately pretty,
like the splendid profusion of hair about and above it--amber-colored
hair, upon which so much time had been spent that a circle of large,
round curls rose above the mass of it like golden bubbles tipping a
coronet.
The girl's fingers were pressed thoughtfully against her chin as Eugene
strode into view; immediately her eyes widened and brightened. He
swung along the fence with the handsomest appearance of
unconsciousness, until he reached a point nearly opposite her. Then he
turned his head, as if haphazardly, and met her eyes. At once she
threw out her hand towards him, waving him a greeting--a gesture which,
as her fingers had been near her lips, was a little like throwing a
kiss. He crooked an elbow and with a one-two-three military movement
removed his small-brimmed hat, extended it to full arm's-length at the
shoulder-level, returned it to his head with Life-Guard precision. This
was also new to Canaan. He was letting Mamie Pike have it all at once.
The impression was as large as he could have desired. She remained at
the opening in the canvas and watched him until he wagged his shoulders
round the next corner and disappeared into a cross street. As for
Eugene, he was calm with a great calm, and very red.
He had not covered a great distance, however, before his gravity was
replaced by his former smiling look of the landed gentleman amused by
the innocent pastimes of the peasants, though there was no one in sight
except a woman sweeping some snow from the front steps of a cottage,
and she, not perceiving him, retired in-doors without knowing her loss.
He had come to a thinly built part of the town, the perfect quiet of
which made the sound he heard as he opened the picket gate of his own
home all the more startling. It was a scream--loud, frantic, and
terror-stricken.
Eugene stopped, with the gate half open.
Out of the winter skeleton of a grape-arbor at one side of the
four-square brick house a brown-faced girl of seventeen precipitated
herself through the air in the midst of a shower of torn card-board
which she threw before her as she leaped. She lit upon her toes and
headed for the gate at top speed, pursued by a pale young man whose
thin arms strove spasmodically to reach her. Scattering snow behind
them, hair flying, the pair sped on like two tattered branches before a
high wind; for, as they came nearer Eugene (of whom, in the tensity of
their flight, they took no note), it was to be seen that both were so
shabbily dressed as to be almost ragged. There was a brown patch upon
the girl's faded skirt at the knee; the shortness of the garment
indicating its age to be something over three years, as well as
permitting the knowledge to become more general than befitting that her
cotton stockings had been clumsily darned in several places. Her
pursuer was in as evil case; his trousers displayed a tendency to
fringedness at pocket and heel; his coat, blowing open as he ran, threw
pennants of torn lining to the breeze, and made it too plain that there
were but three buttons on his waistcoat.
The girl ran beautifully, but a fleeter foot was behind her, and though
she dodged and evaded like a creature of the woods, the reaching hand
fell upon the loose sleeve of her red blouse, nor fell lightly. She
gave a wrench of frenzy; the antique fabric refused the strain; parted
at the shoulder seam so thoroughly that the whole sleeve came away--but
not to its owner's release, for she had been brought round by the jerk,
so that, agile as she had shown herself, the pursuer threw an arm about
her neck, before she could twist away, and held her.
There was a sharp struggle, as short as it was fierce. Neither of
these extraordinary wrestlers spoke. They fought. Victory hung in the
balance for perhaps four seconds; then the girl was thrown heavily upon
her back, in such a turmoil of snow that she seemed to be the mere
nucleus of a white comet. She struggled to get up, plying knee and
elbow with a very anguish of determination; but her opponent held her,
pinioned both her wrists with one hand, and with the other rubbed great
handfuls of snow into her face, sparing neither mouth nor eyes.
"You will!" he cried. "You will tear up my pictures! A dirty trick,
and you get washed for it!"
Half suffocated, choking, gasping, she still fought on, squirming and
kicking with such spirit that the pair of them appeared to the beholder
like figures of mist writhing in a fountain of snow.
More violence was to mar the peace of morning. Unexpectedly attacked
from the rear, the conqueror was seized by the nape of the neck and one
wrist, and jerked to his feet, simultaneously receiving a succession of
kicks from his assailant. Prompted by an entirely natural curiosity, he
essayed to turn his head to see who this might be, but a twist of his
forearm and the pressure of strong fingers under his ear constrained
him to remain as he was; therefore, abandoning resistance, and, oddly
enough, accepting without comment the indication that his captor
desired to remain for the moment incognito, he resorted calmly to
explanations.
"She tore up a picture of mine," he said, receiving the punishment
without apparent emotion. "She seemed to think because she'd drawn it
herself she had a right to."
There was a slight whimsical droop at the corner of his mouth as he
spoke, which might have been thought characteristic of him. He was an
odd-looking boy, not ill-made, though very thin and not tall. His
pallor was clear and even, as though constitutional; the features were
delicate, almost childlike, but they were very slightly distorted,
through nervous habit, to an expression at once wistful and humorous;
one eyebrow was a shade higher than the other, one side of the mouth
slightly drawn down; the eyelids twitched a little, habitually; the
fine, blue eyes themselves were almost comically reproachful--the look
of a puppy who thinks you would not have beaten him if you had known
what was in his heart. All of this was in the quality of his voice,
too, as he said to his invisible captor, with an air of detachment from
any personal feeling:
"What peculiar shoes you wear! I don't think I ever felt any so
pointed before."
The rescuing knight took no thought of offering to help the persecuted
damsel to arise; instead, he tightened his grip upon the prisoner's
neck until, perforce, water--not tears--started from the latter's eyes.
"You miserable little muff," said the conqueror, "what the devil do you
mean, making this scene on our front lawn?"
"Why, it's Eugene!" exclaimed the helpless one. "They didn't expect you
till to-night. When did you get in?"
"Just in time to give you a lesson, my buck," replied Bantry, grimly.
"In GOOD time for that, my playful step-brother."
He began to twist the other's wrist--a treatment of bone and ligament
in the application of which school-boys and even freshmen are often
adept. Eugene made the torture acute, and was apparently enjoying the
work, when suddenly--without any manner of warning--he received an
astounding blow upon the left ear, which half stunned him for the
moment, and sent his hat flying and himself reeling, so great was the
surprise and shock of it. It was not a slap, not an open-handed push,
nothing like it, but a fierce, well-delivered blow from a clinched fist
with the shoulder behind it, and it was the girl who had given it.
"Don't you dare to touch Joe!" she cried, passionately. "Don't you lay
a finger on him."
Furious and red, he staggered round to look at her.
"You wretched little wild-cat, what do you mean by that?" he broke out.
"Don't you touch Joe!" she panted. "Don't you--" Her breath caught
and there was a break in her voice as she faced him. She could not
finish the repetition of that cry, "Don't you touch Joe!"
But there was no break in the spirit, that passion of protection which
had dealt the blow. Both boys looked at her, something aghast.
She stood before them, trembling with rage and shivering with cold in
the sudden wind which had come up. Her hair had fallen and blew across
her streaming face in brown witch-wisps; one of the ill-darned
stockings had come down and hung about her shoe in folds full of snow;
the arm which had lost its sleeve was bare and wet; thin as the arm of
a growing boy, it shook convulsively, and was red from shoulder to
clinched fist. She was covered with snow. Mists of white drift blew
across her, mercifully half veiling her.
Eugene recovered himself. He swung round upon his heel, restored his
hat to his head with precision, picked up his stick and touched his
banjo-case with it.
"Carry that into the house," he said, indifferently, to his
step-brother.
"Don't you do it!" said the girl, hotly, between her chattering teeth.
Eugene turned towards her, wearing the sharp edge of a smile. Not
removing his eyes from her face, he produced with deliberation a flat
silver box from a pocket, took therefrom a cigarette, replaced the box,
extracted a smaller silver box from another pocket, shook out of it a
fusee, slowly lit the cigarette--this in a splendid silence, which he
finally broke to say, languidly, but with particular distinctness:
"Ariel Tabor, go home!"
The girl's teeth stopped chattering, her lips remaining parted; she
shook the hair out of her eyes and stared at him as if she did not
understand, but Joe Louden, who had picked up the banjo-case
obediently, burst into cheerful laughter.
"That's it, 'Gene," he cried, gayly. "That's the way to talk to her!"
"Stow it, you young cub," replied Eugene, not turning to him. "Do you
think I'm trying to be amusing?"
"I don't know what you mean by 'stow it,'" Joe began, "but if--"
"I mean," interrupted the other, not relaxing his faintly smiling stare
at the girl--"I mean that Ariel Tabor is to go home. Really, we can't
have this kind of thing occurring upon our front lawn!"
The flush upon her wet cheeks deepened and became dark; even her arm
grew redder as she gazed back at him. In his eyes was patent his
complete realization of the figure she cut, of this bare arm, of the
strewn hair, of the fallen stocking, of the ragged shoulder of her
blouse, of her patched short skirt, of the whole dishevelled little
figure. He was the master of the house, and he was sending her home as
ill-behaved children are sent home by neighbors.
The immobile, amused superiority of this proprietor of silver boxes,
this wearer of strange and brilliant garments, became slightly
intensified as he pointed to the fallen sleeve, a rag of red and snow,
lying near her feet.
"You might take that with you?" he said, interrogatively.
Her gaze had not wavered in meeting his, but at this her eyelashes
began to wink uncontrollably, her chin to tremble. She bent over the
sleeve and picked it up, before Joe Louden, who had started towards
her, could do it for her. Then turning, her head still bent so that
her face was hidden from both of them, she ran out of the gate.
"DO go!" Joe called after her, vehemently. "Go! Just to show what a
fool you are to think 'Gene's in earnest."
He would have followed, but his step-brother caught him by the arm.
"Don't stop her," said Eugene. "Can't you tell when I AM in earnest,
you bally muff!"
"I know you are," returned the other, in a low voice. "I didn't want
her to think so for your sake."
"Thousands of thanks," said Eugene, airily. "You are a wise young
judge. She couldn't stay--in THAT state, could she? I sent her for
her own good."
"She could have gone in the house and your mother might have loaned her
a jacket," returned Joe, swallowing. "You had no business to make her
go out in the street like that."
Eugene laughed. "There isn't a soul in sight--and there, she's all
right now. She's home."
Ariel had run along the fence until she came to the next gate, which
opened upon a walk leading to a shabby, meandering old house of one
story, with a very long, low porch, once painted white, running the
full length of the front. Ariel sprang upon the porch and disappeared
within the house.
Joe stood looking after her, his eyelashes winking as had hers. "You
oughtn't to have treated her that way," he said, huskily.
Eugene laughed again. "How were YOU treating her when I came up? You
bully her all you want to yourself, but nobody else must say even a
fatherly word to her!"
"That wasn't bullying," explained Joe. "We fight all the time."
"Mais oui!" assented Eugene. "I fancy!"
"What?" said the other, blankly.
"Pick up that banjo-case again and come on," commanded Mr. Bantry,
tartly. "Where's the mater?"
Joe stared at him. "Where's what?"
"The mater!" was the frowning reply.
"Oh yes, I know!" said Joe, looking at his step-brother curiously.
"I've seen it in stories. She's up-stairs. You'll be a surprise.
You're wearing lots of clothes, 'Gene."
"I suppose it will seem so to Canaan," returned the other, weariedly.
"Governor feeling fit?"
"I never saw him," Joe replied; then caught himself. "Oh, I see what
you mean! Yes, he's all right."
They had come into the hall, and Eugene was removing the long coat,
while his step-brother looked at him thoughtfully.
"'Gene," asked the latter, in a softened voice, "have you seen Mamie
Pike yet?"
"You will find, my young friend," responded Mr. Bantry, "if you ever go
about much outside of Canaan, that ladies' names are not supposed to be
mentioned indiscriminately."
"It's only," said Joe, "that I wanted to say that there's a dance at
their house to-night. I suppose you'll be going?"
"Certainly. Are you?"
Both knew that the question was needless; but Joe answered, gently:
"Oh no, of course not." He leaned over and fumbled with one foot as if
to fasten a loose shoe-string. "She wouldn't be very likely to ask me."
"Well, what about it?"
"Only that--that Arie Tabor's going."
"Indeed!" Eugene paused on the stairs, which he had begun to ascend.
"Very interesting."
"I thought," continued Joe, hopefully, straightening up to look at him,
"that maybe you'd dance with her. I don't believe many will ask
her--I'm afraid they won't--and if you would, even only once, it would
kind of make up for"--he faltered--"for out there," he finished,
nodding his head in the direction of the gate.
If Eugene vouchsafed any reply, it was lost in a loud, shrill cry from
above, as a small, intensely nervous-looking woman in blue silk ran
half-way down the stairs to meet him and caught him tearfully in her
arms.
"Dear old mater!" said Eugene.
Joe went out of the front-door quickly.
III
OLD HOPES
The door which Ariel had entered opened upon a narrow hall, and down
this she ran to her own room, passing, with face averted, the entrance
to the broad, low-ceilinged chamber that had served Roger Tabor as a
studio for almost fifty years. He was sitting there now, in a hopeless
and disconsolate attitude, with his back towards the double doors,
which were open, and had been open since their hinges had begun to give
way, when Ariel was a child. Hearing her step, he called her name, but
did not turn; and, receiving no answer, sighed faintly as he heard her
own door close upon her.
Then, as his eyes wandered about the many canvases which leaned against
the dingy walls, he sighed again. Usually they showed their brown
backs, but to-day he had turned them all to face outward. Twilight,
sunset, moonlight (the Court-house in moonlight), dawn, morning, noon
(Main Street at noon), high summer, first spring, red autumn,
midwinter, all were there--illimitably detailed, worked to a smoothness
like a glaze, and all lovingly done with unthinkable labor.
And there were "Italian Flower-Sellers," damsels with careful hair, two
figures together, one blonde, the other as brunette as lampblack, the
blonde--in pink satin and blue slippers--leaning against a pillar and
smiling over the golden coins for which she had exchanged her posies;
the brunette seated at her feet, weeping upon an unsold bouquet. There
were red-sashed "Fisher Lads" wading with butterfly-nets on their
shoulders; there was a "Tying the Ribbon on Pussy's Neck"; there were
portraits in oil and petrifactions in crayon, as hard and tight as the
purses of those who had refused to accept them, leaving them upon their
maker's hands because the likeness had failed.
After a time the old man got up, went to his easel near a window, and,
sighing again, began patiently to work upon one of these failures--a
portrait, in oil, of a savage old lady, which he was doing from a
photograph. The expression of the mouth and the shape of the nose had
not pleased her descendants and the beneficiaries under the will, and
it was upon the images of these features that Roger labored. He leaned
far forward, with his face close to the canvas, holding his brushes
after the Spencerian fashion, working steadily through the afternoon,
and, when the light grew dimmer, leaning closer to his canvas to see.
When it had become almost dark in the room, he lit a student-lamp with
a green-glass shade, and, placing it upon a table beside him, continued
to paint. Ariel's voice interrupted him at last.
"It's quitting-time, grandfather," she called, gently, from the doorway
behind him.
He sank back in his chair, conscious, for the first time, of how tired
he had grown. "I suppose so," he said, "though it seemed to me that I
was just getting my hand in." His eyes brightened for a moment. "I
declare, I believe I've caught it a great deal better. Come and look,
Ariel. Doesn't it seem to you that I'm getting it? Those pearly
shadows in the flesh--"
"I'm sure of it. Those people ought to be very proud to have it." She
came to him quietly, took the palette and brushes from his hands and
began to clean them, standing in the shadow behind him. "It's too good
for them."
"I wonder if it is," he said, slowly, leaning forward and curving his
hands about his eyes so as to shut off everything from his view except
the canvas. "I wonder if it is!" he repeated. Then his hands dropped
sadly in his lap, and he sank back again with a patient kind of
revulsion. "No, no, it isn't! I always think they're good when I've
just finished them. I've been fooled that way all my life. They don't
look the same afterwards."
"They're always beautiful," she said, softly.
"Ah, ah!" he sighed.
"Now, Roger!" she cried, with cheerful sharpness, continuing her work.
"I know," he said, with a plaintive laugh,--"I know. Sometimes I think
that all my reward has been in the few minutes I've had just after
finishing them. During those few minutes I seem to see in them all
that I wanted to put in them; I see it because what I've been trying to
express is still so warm in my own eyes that I seem to have got it on
the canvas where I wanted it."
"But you do," she said. "You do get it there."
"No," he murmured, in return. "I never did. I got out some of the old
ones when I came in this morning, some that I hadn't looked at for
years, and it's the same with them. You can do it much better
yourself--your sketches show it."
"No, no!" she protested, quickly.
"Yes, they do; and I wondered if it was only because you were young.
But those I did when I was young are almost the same as the ones I
paint now. I haven't learned much. There hasn't been any one to show
me! And you can't learn from print, never! Yet I've grown in what I
SEE--grown so that the world is full of beauty to me that I never
dreamed of seeing when I began. But I can't paint it--I can't get it on
the canvas. Ah, I think I might have known how to, if I hadn't had to
teach myself, if I could only have seen how some of the other fellows
did their work. If I'd ever saved money to get away from Canaan--if I
could have gone away from it and come back knowing how to paint it--if
I could have got to Paris for just one month! PARIS--for just one
month!"
"Perhaps we will; you can't tell what MAY happen." It was always her
reply to this cry of his.
"PARIS--for just one month!" he repeated, with infinite wistfulness,
and then realizing what an old, old cry it was with him, he shook his
head, impatiently sniffing out a laugh at himself, rose and went
pottering about among the canvases, returning their faces to the wall,
and railing at them mutteringly.
"Whatever took me into it, I don't know. I might have done something
useful. But I couldn't bring myself ever to consider doing anything
else--I couldn't bear even to think of it! Lord forgive me, I even
tried to encourage your father to paint. Perhaps he might as well, poor
boy, as to have put all he'd made into buying Jonas out. Ah me! There
you go, 'Flower-Girls'! Turn your silly faces to the wall and smile
and cry there till I'm gone and somebody throws you on a bonfire. I'LL
never look at you again." He paused, with the canvas half turned.
"And yet," he went on, reflectively, "a man promised me thirty-five
dollars for that picture once. I painted it to order, but he went away
before I finished it, and never answered the letters I wrote him about
it. I wish I had the money now--perhaps we could have more than two
meals a day."
"We don't need more," said Ariel, scraping the palette attentively.
"It's healthier with only breakfast and supper. I think I'd rather
have a new dress than dinner."
"I dare say you would," the old man mused. "You're young--you're young.
What were you doing all this afternoon, child?"
"In my room, trying to make over mamma's wedding-dress for to-night."
"To-night?"
"Mamie Pike invited me to a dance at their house."
"Very well; I'm glad you're going to be gay," he said, not seeing the
faintly bitter smile that came to her face.
"I don't think I'll be very gay," she answered.
"I don't know why I go--nobody ever asks me to dance."
"Why not?" he asked, with an old man's astonishment.
"I don't know. Perhaps it's because I don't dress very well." Then,
as he made a sorrowful gesture, she cut him off before he could speak.
"Oh, it isn't altogether because we're poor; it's more I don't know how
to wear what I've got, the way some girls do. I never cared much
and--well, I'M not worrying, Roger! And I think I've done a good deal
with mamma's dress. It's a very grand dress. I wonder I never thought
of wearing it until to-day. I may be"--she laughed and blushed--"I may
be the belle of the ball--who knows!"
"You'll want me to walk over with you and come for you afterwards, I
expect."
"Only to take me. It may be late when I come away--if a good many
SHOULD ask me to dance, for once! Of course I could come home alone.
But Joe Louden is going to sort of hang around outside, and he'll meet
me at the gate and see me safe home."
"Oh!" he exclaimed, blankly.
"Isn't it all right?" she asked.
"I think I'd better come for you," he answered, gently. "The truth is,
I--I think you'd better not be with Joe Louden a great deal."
"Why?"
"Well, he doesn't seem a vicious boy to me, but I'm afraid he's getting
rather a bad name, my dear."
"He's not getting one," she said, gravely. "He's already got one.
He's had a bad name in Canaan for a long while. It grew in the first
place out of shabbiness and mischief, but it did grow; and if people
keep on giving him a bad name the time will come when he'll live up to
it. He's not any worse than I am, and I guess my own name isn't too
good--for a girl. And yet, so far, there's nothing against him except
his bad name."
"I'm afraid there is," said Roger. "It doesn't look very well for a
young man of his age to be doing no better than delivering papers."
"It gives him time to study law," she answered, quickly. "If he
clerked all day in a store, he couldn't."
"I didn't know he was studying now. I thought I'd heard that he was in
a lawyer's office for a few weeks last year, and was turned out for
setting fire to it with a pipe--"
"It was an accident," she interposed.
"But some pretty important papers were burned, and after that none of
the other lawyers would have him."
"He's not in an office," she admitted. "I didn't mean that. But he
studies a great deal. He goes to the courts all the time they're in
session, and he's bought some books of his own."
"Well--perhaps," he assented; "but they say he gambles and drinks, and
that last week Judge Pike threatened to have him arrested for throwing
dice with some negroes behind the Judge's stable."
"What of it? I'm about the only nice person in town that will have
anything to do with him--and nobody except you thinks I'M very nice!"
"Ariel! Ariel!"
"I know all about his gambling with darkies," she continued, excitedly,
her voice rising, "and I know that he goes to saloons, and that he's an
intimate friend of half the riffraff in town; and I know the reason for
it, too, because he's told me. He wants to know them, to understand
them; and he says some day they'll make him a power, and then he can
help them!"
The old man laughed helplessly. "But I can't let him bring you home,
my dear."
She came to him slowly and laid her hands upon his shoulders.
Grandfather and granddaughter were nearly of the same height, and she
looked squarely into his eyes. "Then you must say it is because you
want to come for me, not because I mustn't come with Joe."
"But I think it is a little because you mustn't come with Joe," he
answered, "especially from the Pikes'. Don't you see that it mightn't
be well for Joe himself, if the Judge should happen to see him? I
understand he warned the boy to keep away from the neighborhood
entirely or he would have him locked up for dice-throwing. The Judge
is a very influential man, you know, and as determined in matters like
this as he is irritable."
"Oh, if you put it on that ground," the girl replied, her eyes
softening, "I think you'd better come for me yourself."
"Very well, I put it on that ground," he returned, smiling upon her.
"Then I'll send Joe word and get supper," she said, kissing him.
It was the supper-hour not only for them but everywhere in Canaan, and
the cold air of the streets bore up and down and around corners the
smell of things frying. The dining-room windows of all the houses
threw bright patches on the snow of the side-yards; the windows of
other rooms, except those of the kitchens, were dark, for the rule of
the place was Puritanical in thrift, as in all things; and the good
housekeepers disputed every record of the meters with unhappy
gas-collectors.
There was no better housekeeper in town than Mrs. Louden, nor a
thriftier, but hers was one of the few houses in Canaan, that evening,
which showed bright lights in the front rooms while the family were at
supper. It was proof of the agitation caused by the arrival of Eugene
that she forgot to turn out the gas in her parlor, and in the chamber
she called a library, on her way to the evening meal.
That might not have been thought a cheerful feast for Joe Louden. The
fatted calf was upon the board, but it had not been provided for the
prodigal, who, in this case, was the brother that stayed at home: the
fete rewarded the good brother, who had been in strange lands, and the
good one had found much honor in his wanderings, as he carelessly let
it appear. Mrs. Louden brightened inexpressibly whenever Eugene spoke
of himself, and consequently she glowed most of the time. Her
husband--a heavy, melancholy, silent man with a grizzled beard and no
mustache--lowered at Joe throughout the meal, but appeared to take a
strange comfort in his step-son's elegance and polish. Eugene wore new
evening clothes and was lustrous to eye and ear.
Joe escaped as soon as he could, though not before the count of his
later sins had been set before Eugene in detail, in mass, and in all of
their depth, breadth, and thickness. His father spoke but once, after
nodding heavily to confirm all points of Mrs. Louden's recital.
"You better use any influence you've got with your brother," he said to
Eugene, "to make him come to time. I can't do anything with him. If
he gets in trouble, he needn't come to me! I'll never help him again.
I'm TIRED of it!"
Eugene glanced twinklingly at the outcast. "I didn't know he was such
a roarer as all that!" he said, lightly, not taking Joe as of enough
consequence to be treated as a sinner.
This encouraged Mrs. Louden to pathos upon the subject of her shame
before other women when Joe happened to be mentioned, and the supper
was finished with the topic. Joe slipped away through the kitchen,
sneakingly, and climbed the back fence. In the alley he lit a cheap
cigarette, and thrusting his hands into his pockets and shivering
violently--for he had no overcoat,--walked away singing to himself, "A
Spanish cavalier stood in his retreat," his teeth affording an
appropriate though involuntary castanet accompaniment.
His movements throughout the earlier part of that evening are of
uncertain report. It is known that he made a partial payment of
forty-five cents at a second-hand book-store for a number of
volumes--Grindstaff on Torts and some others--which he had negotiated
on the instalment system; it is also believed that he won twenty-eight
cents playing seven-up in the little room behind Louie Farbach's bar;
but these things are of little import compared to the established fact
that at eleven o'clock he was one of the ball guests at the Pike
Mansion. He took no active part in the festivities, nor was he one of
the dancers: his was, on the contrary, the role of a quiet observer.
He lay stretched at full length upon the floor of the enclosed porch
(one of the strips of canvas was later found to have been loosened),
wedged between the outer railing and a row of palms in green tubs. The
position he occupied was somewhat too draughty to have been recommended
by a physician, but he commanded, between the leaves of the screening
palms, an excellent view of the room nearest the porch. A long window,
open, afforded communication between this room, one of those used for
dancing, and the dim bower which had been made of the veranda, whither
flirtatious couples made their way between the dances.
It was not to play eavesdropper upon any of these that the uninvited
Joe had come. He was not there to listen, and it is possible that, had
the curtains of other windows afforded him the chance to behold the
dance, he might not have risked the dangers of his present position.
He had not the slightest interest in the whispered coquetries that he
heard; he watched only to catch now and then, over the shoulders of the
dancers, a fitful glimpse of a pretty head that flitted across the
window--the amber hair of Mamie Pike. He shivered in the draughts; and
the floor of the porch was cement, painful to elbow and knee, the space
where he lay cramped and narrow; but the golden bubbles of her hair,
the shimmer of her dainty pink dress, and the fluffy wave of her lace
scarf as she crossed and recrossed in a waltz, left him, apparently, in
no discontent. He watched with parted lips, his pale cheeks reddening
whenever those fair glimpses were his. At last she came out to the
veranda with Eugene and sat upon a little divan, so close to Joe that,
daring wildly in the shadow, he reached out a trembling hand and let
his fingers rest upon the end of her scarf, which had fallen from her
shoulders and touched the floor. She sat with her back to him, as did
Eugene.
"You have changed, I think, since last summer," he heard her say,
reflectively.
"For the worse, ma cherie?" Joe's expression might have been worth
seeing when Eugene said "ma cherie," for it was known in the Louden
household that Mr. Bantry had failed to pass his examination in the
French language.
"No," she answered. "But you have seen so much and accomplished so
much since then. You have become so polished and so--" She paused, and
then continued, "But perhaps I'd better not say it; you might be
offended."
"No. I want you to say it," he returned, confidently, and his
confidence was fully justified, for she said:
"Well, then, I mean that you have become so thoroughly a man of the
world. Now I've said it! You ARE offended--aren't you?"
"Not at all, not at all," replied Mr. Bantry, preventing by a masterful
effort his pleasure from showing in his face. "Though I suppose you
mean to imply that I'm rather wicked."
"Oh no," said Mamie, with profound admiration, "not exactly wicked."
"University life IS fast nowadays," Eugene admitted. "It's difficult
not to be drawn into it!"
"And I suppose you look down on poor little Canaan now, and everybody
in it!"
"Oh no," he laughed, indulgently. "Not at all, not at all! I find it
very amusing."
"All of it?"
"Not you," he answered, becoming very grave.
"Honestly--DON'T you?" Her young voice trembled a little.
"Honestly--indeed--truly--" Eugene leaned very close to her and the
words were barely audible.
"You KNOW I don't!"
"Then I'm--glad," she whispered, and Joe saw his step-brother touch her
hand, but she rose quickly. "There's the music," she cried, happily.
"It's a waltz, and it's YOURS!"
Joe heard her little high heels tapping gayly towards the window,
followed by the heavier tread of Eugene, but he did not watch them go.
He lay on his back, with the hand that had touched Mamie's scarf
pressed across his closed eyes.
The music of that waltz was of the old-fashioned swingingly sorrowful
sort, and it would be hard to say how long it was after that before the
boy could hear the air played without a recurrence of the bitterness of
that moment. The rhythmical pathos of the violins was in such accord
with a faint sound of weeping which he heard near him, presently, that
for a little while he believed this sound to be part of the music and
part of himself. Then it became more distinct, and he raised himself
on one elbow to look about.
Very close to him, sitting upon the divan in the shadow, was a girl
wearing a dress of beautiful silk. She was crying softly, her face in
her hands.
IV
THE DISASTER
Ariel had worked all the afternoon over her mother's wedding-gown, and
two hours were required by her toilet for the dance. She curled her
hair frizzily, burning it here and there, with a slate-pencil heated
over a lamp chimney, and she placed above one ear three or four large
artificial roses, taken from an old hat of her mother's, which she had
found in a trunk in the store-room. Possessing no slippers, she
carefully blacked and polished her shoes, which had been clumsily
resoled, and fastened into the strings of each small rosettes of red
ribbon; after which she practised swinging the train of her skirt until
she was proud of her manipulation of it. She had no powder, but found
in her grandfather's room a lump of magnesia, that he was in the habit
of taking for heart-burn, and passed it over and over her brown face
and hands. Then a lingering gaze into her small mirror gave her joy at
last: she yearned so hard to see herself charming that she did see
herself so. Admiration came and she told herself that she was more
attractive to look at than she had ever been in her life, and that,
perhaps, at last she might begin to be sought for like other girls.
The little glass showed a sort of prettiness in her thin, unmatured
young face; tripping dance-tunes ran through her head, her feet keeping
the time,--ah, she did so hope to dance often that night!
Perhaps--perhaps she might be asked for every number. And so, wrapping
an old waterproof cloak about her, she took her grandfather's arm and
sallied forth, high hopes in her beating heart.
It was in the dressing-room that the change began to come. Alone, at
home in her own ugly little room, she had thought herself almost
beautiful, but here in the brightly lighted chamber crowded with the
other girls it was different. There was a big cheval-glass at one end
of the room, and she faced it, when her turn came--for the mirror was
popular--with a sinking spirit. There was the contrast, like a picture
painted and framed. The other girls all wore their hair after the
fashion introduced to Canaan by Mamie Pike the week before, on her
return from a visit to Chicago. None of them had "crimped" and none
had bedecked their tresses with artificial flowers. Her alterations of
the wedding-dress had not been successful; the skirt was too short in
front and higher on one side than on the other, showing too plainly the
heavy-soled shoes, which had lost most of their polish in the walk
through the snow. The ribbon rosettes were fully revealed, and as she
glanced at their reflection she heard the words, "LOOK AT THAT TRAIN
AND THOSE ROSETTES!" whispered behind her, and saw in the mirror two
pretty young women turn away with their handkerchiefs over their mouths
and retreat hurriedly to an alcove. All the feet in the room except
Ariel's were in dainty kid or satin slippers of the color of the
dresses from which they glimmered out, and only Ariel wore a train.
She went away from the mirror and pretended to be busy with a hanging
thread in her sleeve.
She was singularly an alien in the chattering room, although she had
been born and lived all her life in the town. Perhaps her position
among the young ladies may be best defined by the remark, generally
current among them, that evening, to the effect that it was "very sweet
of Mamie to invite her." Ariel was not like the others; she was not of
them, and never had been. Indeed, she did not know them very well.
Some of them nodded to her and gave her a word of greeting pleasantly;
all of them whispered about her with wonder and suppressed amusement;
but none talked to her. They were not unkindly, but they were young
and eager and excited over their own interests,--which were then in the
"gentlemen's dressing-room."
Each of the other girls had been escorted by a youth of the place, and,
one by one, joining these escorts in the hall outside the door, they
descended the stairs, until only Ariel was left. She came down alone
after the first dance had begun, and greeted her young hostess's mother
timidly. Mrs. Pike--a small, frightened-looking woman with a prominent
ruby necklace--answered her absently, and hurried away to see that the
imported waiters did not steal anything.
Ariel sat in one of the chairs against the wall and watched the dancers
with a smile of eager and benevolent interest. In Canaan no parents,
no guardians nor aunts, were haled forth o' nights to duenna the
junketings of youth; Mrs. Pike did not reappear, and Ariel sat
conspicuously alone; there was nothing else for her to do. It was not
an easy matter.
When the first dance reached an end, Mamie Pike came to her for a
moment with a cheery welcome, and was immediately surrounded by a
circle of young men and women, flushed with dancing, shouting as was
their wont, laughing inexplicably over words and phrases and
unintelligible mono-syllables, as if they all belonged to a secret
society and these cries were symbols of things exquisitely humorous,
which only they understood. Ariel laughed with them more heartily than
any other, so that she might seem to be of them and as merry as they
were, but almost immediately she found herself outside of the circle,
and presently they all whirled away into another dance, and she was
left alone again.
So she sat, no one coming near her, through several dances, trying to
maintain the smile of delighted interest upon her face, though she felt
the muscles of her face beginning to ache with their fixedness, her
eyes growing hot and glazed. All the other girls were provided with
partners for every dance, with several young men left over, these
latter lounging hilariously together in the doorways. Ariel was careful
not to glance towards them, but she could not help hating them. Once
or twice between the dances she saw Miss Pike speak appealingly to one
of the superfluous, glancing, at the same time, in her own direction,
and Ariel could see, too, that the appeal proved unsuccessful, until at
last Mamie approached her, leading Norbert Flitcroft, partly by the
hand, partly by will-power. Norbert was an excessively fat boy, and at
the present moment looked as patient as the blind. But he asked Ariel
if she was "engaged for the next dance," and, Mamie having flitted
away, stood disconsolately beside her, waiting for the music to begin.
Ariel was grateful for him.
"I think you must be very good-natured, Mr. Flitcroft," she said, with
an air of raillery.
"No, I'm not," he replied, plaintively. "Everybody thinks I am because
I'm fat, and they expect me to do things they never dream of asking
anybody else to do. I'd like to see 'em even ASK 'Gene Bantry to go
and do some of the things they get me to do! A person isn't
good-natured just because he's fat," he concluded, morbidly, "but he
might as well be!"
"Oh, I meant good-natured," she returned, with a sprightly laugh,
"because you're willing to waltz with me."
"Oh, well," he returned, sighing, "that's all right."
The orchestra flourished into "La Paloma"; he put his arm mournfully
about her, and taking her right hand with his left, carried her arm out
to a rigid right angle, beginning to pump and balance for time. They
made three false starts and then got away. Ariel danced badly; she
hopped and lost the step, but they persevered, bumping against other
couples continually. Circling breathlessly into the next room, they
passed close to a long mirror, in which Ariel saw herself, although in
a flash, more bitterly contrasted to the others than in the
cheval-glass of the dressing-room. The clump of roses was flopping
about her neck, her crimped hair looked frowzy, and there was something
terribly wrong about her dress. Suddenly she felt her train to be
ominously grotesque, as a thing following her in a nightmare.
A moment later she caught her partner making a burlesque face of
suffering over her shoulder, and, turning her head quickly, saw for
whose benefit he had constructed it. Eugene Bantry, flying expertly by
with Mamie, was bestowing upon Mr. Flitcroft a condescendingly
commiserative wink. The next instant she tripped in her train and fell
to the floor at Eugene's feet, carrying her partner with her.
There was a shout of laughter. The young hostess stopped Eugene, who
would have gone on, and he had no choice but to stoop to Ariel's
assistance.
"It seems to be a habit of mine," she said, laughing loudly.
She did not appear to see the hand he offered, but got to her feet
without help and walked quickly away with Norbert, who proceeded to
live up to the character he had given himself.
"Perhaps we had better not try it again," she laughed.
"Well, I should think not," he returned, with the frankest gloom. With
the air of conducting her home he took her to the chair against the
wall whence he had brought her. There his responsibility for her
seemed to cease. "Will you excuse me?" he asked, and there was no
doubt that he felt that he had been given more than his share that
evening, even though he was fat.
"Yes, indeed." Her laughter was continuous. "I should think you WOULD
be glad to get rid of me after that. Ha, ha, ha! Poor Mr. Flitcroft,
you know you are!"
It was the deadly truth, and the fat one, saying, "Well, if you'll just
excuse me now," hurried away with a step which grew lighter as the
distance from her increased. Arrived at the haven of a far doorway, he
mopped his brow and shook his head grimly in response to frequent
rallyings.
Ariel sat through more dances, interminable dances and intermissions,
in that same chair, in which, it began to seem, she was to live out the
rest of her life. Now and then, if she thought people were looking at
her as they passed, she broke into a laugh and nodded slightly, as if
still amused over her mishap.
After a long time she rose, and laughing cheerfully to Mr. Flitcroft,
who was standing in the doorway and replied with a wan smile, stepped
out quickly into the hall, where she almost ran into her great-uncle,
Jonas Tabor. He was going towards the big front doors with Judge Pike,
having just come out of the latter's library, down the hall.
Jonas was breathing heavily and was shockingly pale, though his eyes
were very bright. He turned his back upon his grandniece sharply and
went out of the door. Ariel turned from him quite as abruptly and
re-entered the room whence she had come. She laughed again to her fat
friend as she passed him, and, still laughing, went towards the fatal
chair, when her eyes caught sight of Eugene Bantry and Mamie coming in
through the window from the porch. Still laughing, she went to the
window and looked out; the porch seemed deserted and was faintly
illuminated by a few Japanese lanterns. She sprang out, dropped upon
the divan, and burying her face in her hands, cried heart-brokenly.
Presently she felt something alive touch her foot, and, her breath
catching with alarm, she started to rise. A thin hand, issuing from a
shabby sleeve, had stolen out between two of the green tubs and was
pressing upon one of her shoes.
"'SH!" said Joe. "Don't make a noise!"
His warning was not needed; she had recognized the hand and sleeve
instantly. She dropped back with a low sound which would have been
hysterical if it had been louder, while he raised himself on his arm
until she could see his face dimly, as he peered at her between the
palms.
"What were you going on about?" he asked, angrily.
"Nothing," she answered. "I wasn't. You must go away, and quick.
It's too dangerous. If the Judge found you--"
"He won't!"
"Ah, you'd risk anything to see Mamie Pike--"
"What were you crying about?" he interrupted.
"Nothing, I tell you!" she repeated, the tears not ceasing to gather in
her eyes. "I wasn't."
"I want to know what it was," he insisted. "Didn't the fools ask you to
dance? Ah! You needn't tell me. That's it. I've been here for the
last three dances and you weren't in sight till you came to the window.
Well, what do you care about that for?"
"I don't!" she answered. "I don't!" Then suddenly, without being able
to prevent it, she sobbed.
"No," he said, gently, "I see you don't. And you let yourself be a
fool because there are a lot of fools in there."
She gave way, all at once, to a gust of sorrow and bitterness; she bent
far over and caught his hand and laid it against her wet cheek. "Oh,
Joe," she whispered, brokenly, "I think we have such hard lives, you
and I! It doesn't seem right--while we're so young! Why can't we be
like the others? Why can't we have some of the fun?"
He withdrew his hand, with the embarrassment and shame he would have
felt had she been a boy. "Get out!" he said, feebly.
She did not seem to notice, but, still stooping, rested her elbows on
her knees and her face in her hands. "I try so hard to have fun, to be
like the rest,--and it's always a mistake, always, always, always!"
She rocked herself, slightly, from side to side. "I am a fool, it's
the truth, or I wouldn't have come to-night. I want to be
attractive--I want to be in things. I want to laugh like they do--"
"To laugh just to laugh, and not because there's something funny?"
"Yes, I do, I do! And to know how to dress and to wear my hair--there
must be some place where you can learn those things. I've never had
any one to show me! Ah! Grandfather said something like that this
afternoon--poor man! We're in the same case. If we only had some one
to show us! It all seems so BLIND, here in Canaan, for him and me! I
don't say it's not my own fault as much as being poor. I've been a
hoyden; I don't feel as if I'd learned how to be a girl yet, Joe. It's
only lately I've cared, but I'm seventeen, Joe, and--and
to-day--to-day--I was sent home--and to-night--" She faltered, came to
a stop, and her whole body was shaken with sobs. "I hate myself so for
crying--for everything!"
"I'll tell you something," he whispered, chuckling desperately. "'Gene
made me unpack his trunk, and I don't believe he's as great a man at
college as he is here. I opened one of his books, and some one had
written in it, 'Prigamaloo Bantry, the Class Try-To-Be'! He'd never
noticed, and you ought to have heard him go on! You'd have just died,
Ariel--I almost bust wide open! It was a mean trick in me, but I
couldn't help showing it to him."
Joe's object was obtained. She stopped crying, and, wiping her eyes,
smiled faintly. Then she became grave. "You're jealous of Eugene,"
she said.
He considered this for a moment. "Yes," he answered, thoughtfully, "I
am. But I wouldn't think about him differently on that account. And I
wouldn't talk about him to any one but you."
"Not even to--" She left the question unfinished.
"No," he said, quietly. "Of course not."
"No? Because it wouldn't be any use?"
"I don't know. I never have a chance to talk to her, anyway."
"Of course you don't!" Her voice had grown steady. "You say I'm a
fool. What are you?"
"You needn't worry about me," he began. "I can take care--"
"'SH!" she whispered, warningly. The music had stopped, a loud clatter
of voices and laughter succeeding it.
"What need to be careful," Joe assured her, "with all that noise going
on?"
"You must go away," she said, anxiously. "Oh, please, Joe!"
"Not yet; I want--"
She coughed loudly. Eugene and Mamie Pike had come to the window, with
the evident intention of occupying the veranda, but perceiving Ariel
engaged with threads in her sleeve, they turned away and disappeared.
Other couples looked out from time to time, and finding the solitary
figure in possession, retreated abruptly to seek stairways and remote
corners for the things they were impelled to say.
And so Ariel held the porch for three dances and three intermissions,
occupying a great part of the time with entreaties that her obdurate
and reckless companion should go. When, for the fourth time, the music
sounded, her agitation had so increased that she was visibly trembling.
"I can't stand it, Joe," she said, bending over him.
"I don't know what would happen if they found you. You've GOT to go!"
"No, I haven't," he chuckled. "They haven't even distributed the
supper yet!"
"And you take all the chances," she said, slowly, "just to see her pass
that window a few times."
"What chances?"
"Of what the Judge will do if any one sees you."
"Nothing; because if any one saw me I'd leave."
"Please go."
"Not till--"
"'SH!"
A colored waiter, smiling graciously, came out upon the porch bearing a
tray of salad, hot oysters, and coffee. Ariel shook her head.
"I don't want any," she murmured.
The waiter turned away in pity and was re-entering the window, when a
passionate whisper fell upon his ear as well as upon Ariel's.
"TAKE IT!"
"Ma'am?" said the waiter.
"I've changed my mind," she replied, quickly. The waiter, his elation
restored, gave of his viands with the superfluous bounty loved by his
race when distributing the product of the wealthy.
When he had gone, "Give me everything that's hot," said Joe. "You can
keep the salad."
"I couldn't eat it or anything else," she answered, thrusting the plate
between the palms.
For a time there was silence. From within the house came the
continuous babble of voices and laughter, the clink of cutlery on
china. The young people spent a long time over their supper. By-and-by
the waiter returned to the veranda, deposited a plate of colored ices
upon Ariel's knees with a noble gesture, and departed.
"No ice for me," said Joe.
"Won't you please go now?" she entreated!
"It wouldn't be good manners," he responded. "They might think I only
came for supper--"
"Hand me back the things. The waiter might come for them any minute."
"Not yet. I haven't quite finished. I eat with contemplation, Ariel,
because there's more than the mere food and the warmth of it to
consider. There's the pleasure of being entertained by the great Martin
Pike. Think what a real kindness I'm doing him, too. I increase his
good deeds and his hospitality without his knowing it or being able to
help it. Don't you see how I boost his standing with the Recording
Angel? If Lazarus had behaved the way I do, Dives needn't have had
those worries that came to him in the after-life."
"Give me the dish and coffee-cup," she whispered, impatiently.
"Suppose the waiter came and had to look for them? Quick!"
"Take them, then. You'll see that jealousy hasn't spoiled my
appetite--"
A bottle-shaped figure appeared in the window and she had no time to
take the plate and cup which were being pushed through the palm-leaves.
She whispered a syllable of warning, and the dishes were hurriedly
withdrawn as Norbert Flitcroft, wearing a solemn expression of injury,
came out upon the veranda.
He halted suddenly. "What's that?" he asked, with suspicion.
"Nothing," answered Ariel, sharply. "Where?"
"Behind those palms."
"Probably your own shadow," she laughed; "or it might have been a
draught moving the leaves."
He did not seem satisfied, but stared hard at the spot where the dishes
had disappeared, meantime edging back cautiously nearer the window.
"They want you," he said, after a pause. "Some one's come for you."
"Oh, is grandfather waiting?" She rose, at the same time letting her
handkerchief fall. She stooped to pick it up, with her face away from
Norbert and towards the palms, whispering tremulously, but with
passionate urgency, "Please GO!"
"It isn't your grandfather that has come for you," said the fat one,
slowly. "It is old Eskew Arp. Something's happened."
She looked at him for a moment, beginning to tremble violently, her
eyes growing wide with fright.
"Is my grandfather--is he sick?"
"You better go and see. Old Eskew's waiting in the hall. He'll tell
you."
She was by him and through the window instantly. Norbert did not follow
her; he remained for several moments looking earnestly at the palms;
then he stepped through the window and beckoned to a youth who was
lounging in the doorway across the room.
"There's somebody hiding behind those plants," he whispered, when his
friend reached him. "Go and tell Judge Pike to send some of the
niggers to watch outside the porch, so that he doesn't get away. Then
tell him to get his revolver and come here."
Meanwhile Ariel had found Mr. Arp waiting in the hall, talking in a low
voice to Mrs. Pike.
"Your grandfather's all right," he told the frightened girl, quickly.
"He sent me for you, that's all. Just hurry and get your things."
She was with him again in a moment, and seizing the old man's arm,
hurried him down the steps and toward the street almost at a run.
"You're not telling me the truth," she said. "You're not telling me the
truth!"
"Nothing has happened to Roger," panted Mr. Arp. "Nothing to mind, I
mean. Here! We're going this way, not that." They had come to the
gate, and as she turned to the right he pulled her round sharply to the
left. "We're not going to your house."
"Where are we going?"
"We're going to your uncle Jonas's."
"Why?" she cried, in supreme astonishment. "What do you want to take me
there for? Don't you know that he's stopped speaking to me?"
"Yes," said the old man, grimly, with something of the look he wore
when delivering a clincher at the "National House,"--"he's stopped
speaking to everybody."
V
BEAVER BEACH
The Canaan Daily Tocsin of the following morning "ventured the
assertion" upon its front page that "the scene at the Pike Mansion was
one of unalloyed festivity, music, and mirth; a fairy bower of airy
figures wafting here and there to the throb of waltz-strains; a
veritable Temple of Terpsichore, shining forth with a myriad of lights,
which, together with the generous profusion of floral decorations and
the mingled delights afforded by Minds's orchestra of Indianapolis and
Caterer Jones of Chicago, was in all likelihood never heretofore
surpassed in elegance in our city.... Only one incident," the Tocsin
remarked, "marred an otherwise perfect occasion, and out of regard for
the culprit's family connections, which are prominent in our social
world, we withhold his name. Suffice it to say that through the
vigilance of Mr. Norbert Flitcroft, grandson of Colonel A. A.
Flitcroft, who proved himself a thorough Lecoq (the celebrated French
detective), the rascal was seized and recognized. Mr. Flitcroft,
having discovered him in hiding, had a cordon of waiters drawn up
around his hiding-place, which was the charmingly decorated side piazza
of the Pike Mansion, and sent for Judge Pike, who came upon the
intruder by surprise. He evaded the Judge's indignant grasp, but
received a well-merited blow over the head from a poker which the Judge
had concealed about his person while pretending to approach the
hiding-place casually. Attracted to the scene by the cries of Mr.
Flitcroft, who, standing behind Judge Pike, accidentally received a
blow from the same weapon, all the guests of the evening sprang to view
the scene, only to behold the culprit leap through a crevice between
the strips of canvas which enclosed the piazza. He was seized by the
colored coachman of the Mansion, Sam Warden, and immediately pounced
upon by the cordon of Caterer Jones's dusky assistants from Chicago,
who were in ambush outside. Unfortunately, after a brief struggle he
managed to trip Warden, and, the others stumbling upon the prostrate
body of the latter, to make his escape in the darkness.
"It is not believed by many that his intention was burglary, though
what his designs were can only be left to conjecture, as he is far
beyond the age when boys perform such actions out of a sense of
mischief. He had evidently occupied his hiding-place some time, and an
idea of his coolness may be obtained from his having procured and eaten
a full meal through an unknown source. Judge Pike is justly incensed,
and swears that he will prosecute him on this and other charges as soon
as he can be found. Much sympathy is felt for the culprit's family,
who feel his shame most keenly, but who, though sorrowing over the
occurrence, declare that they have put up with his derelictions long
enough, and will do nothing to step between him and the Judge's
righteous indignation."
The Pike Mansion, "scene of festivity, music, and mirth" (not quite so
unalloyed, after all, the stricken Flitcroft keeping his room for a
week under medical supervision), had not been the only bower of the
dance in Canaan that evening: another Temple of Terpsichore had shone
forth with lights, though of these there were not quite a myriad. The
festivities they illumined obtained no mention in the paper, nor did
they who trod the measures in this second temple exhibit any sense of
injury because of the Tocsin's omission. Nay, they were of that class,
shy without being bashful, exclusive yet not proud, which shuns
publicity with a single-heartedness almost unique in our republic,
courting observation neither in the prosecution of their professions
nor in the pursuit of happiness.
Not quite a mile above the northernmost of the factories on the
water-front, there projected into the river, near the end of the
crescent bend above the town, a long pier, relic of steamboat days,
rotting now, and many years fallen from its maritime uses. About
midway of its length stood a huge, crazy shed, long ago utilized as a
freight storeroom. This had been patched and propped, and a
dangerous-looking veranda attached to it, over-hanging the water.
Above the doorway was placed a sign whereon might be read the words,
"Beaver Beach, Mike's Place." The shore end of the pier was so ruinous
that passage was offered by a single row of planks, which presented an
appearance so temporary, as well as insecure, that one might have
guessed their office to be something in the nature of a drawbridge.
From these a narrow path ran through a marsh, left by the receding
river, to a country road of desolate appearance. Here there was a
rough enclosure, or corral, with some tumble-down sheds which afforded
shelter, on the night of Joseph Louden's disgrace, for a number of
shaggy teams attached to those decrepit and musty vehicles known
picturesquely and accurately as Night-Hawks. The presence of such
questionable shapes in the corral indicated that the dance was on at
Beaver Beach, Mike's Place, as surely as the short line of cabs and
family carriages on upper Main Street made it known that gayety was the
order of the night at the Pike Mansion. But among other differences
was this, that at the hour when the guests of the latter were leaving,
those seeking the hospitalities of Beaver Beach had just begun to
arrive.
By three o'clock, however, joy at Mike's Place had become beyond
question unconfined, and the tokens of it were audible for a long
distance in all directions. If, however, there is no sound where no
ear hears, silence rested upon the country-side until an hour later.
Then a lonely figure came shivering from the direction of the town, not
by the road, but slinking through the snow upon the frozen river. It
came slowly, as though very tired, and cautiously, too, often turning
its head to look behind. Finally it reached the pier, and stopped as
if to listen.
Within the house above, a piano of evil life was being beaten to death
for its sins and clamoring its last cries horribly. The old shed
rattled in every part with the thud of many heavy feet, and trembled
with the shock of noise--an incessant roar of men's voices, punctuated
with women's screams. Then the riot quieted somewhat; there was a
clapping of hands, and a violin began to squeak measures intended to be
Oriental. The next moment the listener scrambled up one of the rotting
piles and stood upon the veranda. A shaft of red light through a
broken shutter struck across the figure above the shoulders, revealing
a bloody handkerchief clumsily knotted about the head, and, beneath it,
the face of Joe Louden.
He went to the broken shutter and looked in. Around the blackened walls
of the room stood a bleared mob, applausively watching, through a fog
of smoke, the contortions of an old woman in a red calico wrapper, who
was dancing in the centre of the floor. The fiddler--a rubicund person
evidently not suffering from any great depression of spirit through the
circumstance of being "out on bail," as he was, to Joe's intimate
knowledge--sat astride a barrel, resting his instrument upon the foamy
tap thereof, and playing somewhat after the manner of a 'cellist; in no
wise incommoded by the fact that a tall man (known to a few friends as
an expert in the porch-climbing line) was sleeping on his shoulder,
while another gentleman (who had prevented many cases of typhoid by
removing old plumbing from houses) lay on the floor at the musician's
feet and endeavored to assist him by plucking the strings of the fiddle.
Joe opened the door and went in. All of the merry company (who were
able) turned sharply toward the door as it opened; then, recognizing
the new-comer, turned again to watch the old woman. One or two nearest
the door asked the boy, without great curiosity, what had happened to
his head. He merely shook it faintly in reply, and crossed the room to
an open hallway beyond. At the end of this he came to a frowzy bedroom,
the door of which stood ajar. Seated at a deal table, and working by a
dim lamp with a broken chimney, a close-cropped, red-bearded,
red-haired man in his shirt-sleeves was jabbing gloomily at a column of
figures scrawled in a dirty ledger. He looked up as Joe appeared in
the doorway, and his eyes showed a slight surprise.
"I never thought ye had the temper to git somebody to split yer head,"
said he. "Where'd ye collect it?"
"Nowhere," Joe answered, dropping weakly on the bed. "It doesn't
amount to anything."
"Well, I'll take just a look fer myself," said the red-bearded man,
rising. "And I've no objection to not knowin' how ye come by it.
Ye've always been the great one fer keepin' yer mysteries to yerself."
He unwound the handkerchief and removed it from Joe's head gently.
"WHEE!" he cried, as a long gash was exposed over the forehead. "I
hope ye left a mark somewhere to pay a little on the score o' this!"
Joe chuckled and dropped dizzily back upon the pillow. "There was
another who got something like it," he gasped, feebly; "and, oh, Mike,
I wish you could have heard him going on! Perhaps you did--it was only
three miles from here."
"Nothing I'd liked better!" said the other, bringing a basin of clear
water from a stand in the corner. "It's a beautiful thing to hear a
man holler when he gits a grand one like ye're wearing to-night."
He bathed the wound gently, and hurrying from the room, returned
immediately with a small jug of vinegar. Wetting a rag with this
tender fluid, he applied it to Joe's head, speaking soothingly the
while.
"Nothing in the world like a bit o' good cider vinegar to keep off the
festerin'. It may seem a trifle scratchy fer the moment, but it
assassinates the blood-p'ison. There ye go! It's the fine thing fer
ye, Joe--what are ye squirmin' about?"
"I'm only enjoying it," the boy answered, writhing as the vinegar
worked into the gash. "Don't you mind my laughing to myself."
"Ye're a good one, Joe!" said the other, continuing his ministrations.
"I wisht, after all, ye felt like makin' me known to what's the
trouble. There's some of us would be glad to take it up fer ye, and--"
"No, no; it's all right. I was somewhere I had no business to be, and
I got caught."
"Who caught ye?"
"First, some nice white people"--Joe smiled his distorted smile--"and
then a low-down black man helped me to get away as soon as he saw who
it was. He's a friend of mine, and he fell down and tripped up the
pursuit."
"I always knew ye'd git into large trouble some day." The red-bearded
man tore a strip from an old towel and began to bandage the boy's head
with an accustomed hand. "Yer taste fer excitement has been growin' on
ye every minute of the four years I've known ye."
"Excitement!" echoed Joe, painfully blinking at his friend. "Do you
think I'm hunting excitement?"
"Be hanged to ye!" said the red-bearded man. "Can't I say a teasing
word without gittin' called to order fer it? I know ye, my boy, as
well as ye know yerself. Ye're a queer one. Ye're one of the few that
must know all sides of the world--and can't content themselves with
bein' respectable! Ye haven't sunk to 'low life' because ye're low
yourself, but ye'll never git a damned one o' the respectable to
believe it. There's a few others like ye in the wide world, and I've
seen one or two of 'em. I've been all over, steeple-chasin',
sailorman, soldier, pedler, and in the PO-lice; I've pulled the Grand
National in Paris, and I've been handcuffed in Hong-Kong; I've seen all
the few kinds of women there is on earth and the many kinds of men.
Yer own kind is the one I've seen the fewest of, but I knew ye belonged
to it the first time I laid eyes on ye!" He paused, then continued
with conviction: "Ye'll come to no good, either, fer yerself, yet no
one can say ye haven't the talents. Ye've helped many of the boys out
of a bad hole with a word of advice around the courts and the jail.
Who knows but ye'd be a great lawyer if ye kept on?"
Young people usually like to discuss themselves under any
conditions--hence the rewards of palmistry,--but Joe's comment on this
harangue was not so responsive as might have been expected. "I've got
seven dollars," he said, "and I'll leave the clothes I've got on. Can
you fix me up with something different?"
"Aha!" cried the red-bearded man. "Then ye ARE in trouble! I thought
it 'd come to ye some day! Have ye been dinnymitin' Martin Pike?"
"See what you can do," said Joe. "I want to wait here until daybreak."
"Lie down, then," interrupted the other. "And fergit the hullabaloo in
the throne-room beyond."
"I can easily do that"--Joe stretched himself upon the bed,--"I've got
so many other things to remember."
"I'll have the things fer ye, and I'll let ye know I have no use fer
seven dollars," returned the red-bearded man, crossly. "What are ye
sniffin' fer?"
"I'm thinking of the poor fellow that got the mate to this," said Joe,
touching the bandage. "I can't help crying when I think they may have
used vinegar on his head, too."
"Git to sleep if ye can!" exclaimed the Samaritan, as a hideous burst
of noise came from the dance-room, where some one seemed to be breaking
a chair upon an acquaintance. "I'll go out and regulate the boys a
bit." He turned down the lamp, fumbled in his hip-pocket, and went to
the door.
"Don't forget," Joe called after him.
"Go to sleep," said the red-bearded man, his hand on the door-knob.
"That is, go to thinkin', fer ye won't sleep; ye're not the kind. But
think easy; I'll have the things fer ye. It's a matter of pride with
me that I always knew ye'd come to trouble."
VI
YE'LL TAK' THE HIGH ROAD AND I'LL TAK' THE LOW ROAD
The day broke with a scream of wind out of the prairies and such
cloudbursts of snow that Joe could see neither bank of the river as he
made his way down the big bend of ice. The wind struck so bitterly that
now and then he stopped and, panting and gasping, leaned his weight
against it. The snow on the ground was caught up and flew like sea
spume in a hurricane; it swirled about him, joining the flakes in the
air, so that it seemed to be snowing from the ground upward as much as
from the sky downward. Fierce as it was, hard as it was to fight
through, snow from the earth, snow from the sky, Joe was grateful for
it, feeling that it veiled him, making him safer, though he trusted
somewhat the change of costume he had effected at Beaver Beach. A
rough, workman's cap was pulled down over his ears and eyebrows; a
knitted comforter was wound about the lower part of his face; under a
ragged overcoat he wore blue overalls and rubber boots; and in one of
his red-mittened hands he swung a tin dinner-bucket.
When he reached the nearest of the factories he heard the exhaust of
its engines long before he could see the building, so blinding was the
drift. Here he struck inland from the river, and, skirting the edges of
the town, made his way by unfrequented streets and alleys, bearing in
the general direction of upper Main Street, to find himself at last,
almost exhausted, in the alley behind the Pike Mansion. There he
paused, leaning heavily against a board fence and gazing at the vaguely
outlined gray plane which was all that could be made of the house
through the blizzard. He had often, very often, stood in this same
place at night, and there was one window (Mrs. Pike's) which he had
guessed to be Mamie's.
The storm was so thick that he could not see this window now, but he
looked a long time through the thickness at that part of the gray plane
where he knew it was. Then his lips parted.
"Good-bye, Mamie," he said, softly. "Goodbye, Mamie."
He bent his body against the wind and went on, still keeping to the
back ways, until he came to the alley which passed behind his own home,
where, however, he paused only for a moment to make a quick survey of
the premises. A glance satisfied him; he ran to the next fence,
hoisted himself wearily over it, and dropped into Roger Tabor's back
yard.
He took shelter from the wind for a moment or two, leaning against the
fence, breathing heavily; then he stumbled on across the obliterated
paths of a vegetable-garden until he reached the house, and beginning
with the kitchen, began to make the circuit of the windows, peering
cautiously into each as he went, ready to tap on the pane should he
catch a glimpse of Ariel, and prepared to run if he stumbled upon her
grandfather. But the place seemed empty: he had made his reconnaisance
apparently in vain, and was on the point of going away, when he heard
the click of the front gate and saw Ariel coming towards him, her old
water-proof cloak about her head and shoulders, the patched, scant,
faded skirt, which he knew so well, blowing about her tumultuously. At
the sound of the gate he had crouched close against the side of the
house, but she saw him at once.
She stopped abruptly, and throwing the water-proof back from her head,
looked at him through the driven fog of snow. One of her hands was
stretched towards him involuntarily, and it was in that attitude that
he long remembered her: standing in the drift which had piled up
against the gate almost knee-deep, the shabby skirt and the black
water-proof flapping like torn sails, one hand out-stretched like that
of a figure in a tableau, her brown face with its thin features mottled
with cold and unlovely, her startled eyes fixed on him with a strange,
wild tenderness that held something of the laughter of whole
companionship in it mingling with a loyalty and championship that was
almost ferocious--she looked an Undine of the snow.
Suddenly she ran to him, still keeping her hand out-stretched until it
touched his own.
"How did you know me?" he said.
"Know you!" was all the answer she made to that question. "Come into
the house. I've got some coffee on the stove for you. I've been up
and down the street waiting for you ever since it began to get light."
"Your grandfather won't--"
"He's at Uncle Jonas's; he won't be back till noon. There's no one
here."
She led him to the front-door, where he stamped and shook himself; he
was snow from head to foot.
"I'm running away from the good Gomorrah," he said, "but I've stopped
to look back, and I'm a pretty white pillar."
"I know where you stopped to look back," she answered, brushing him
heartily with her red hands. "You came in the alley way. It was
Mamie's window."
He did not reply, and the only visible token that he had any
consciousness of this clairvoyance of hers was a slight lift of his
higher eyebrow. She wasted no time in getting him to the kitchen,
where, when she had removed his overcoat, she placed him in a chair,
unwound the comforter, and, as carefully as a nurse, lifted the cap
from his injured head. When the strip of towel was disclosed she stood
quite still for a moment with the cap in her hand; then with a broken
little cry she stooped and kissed a lock of his hair, which escaped,
discolored, beneath the bandage.
"Stop that!" he commanded, horribly embarrassed.
"Oh, Joe," she cried, "I knew! I knew it was there--but to SEE it!
And it's my fault for leaving you--I HAD to go or I wouldn't have--I--"
"Where'd you hear about it?" he asked, shortly.
"I haven't been to bed," she answered. "Grandfather and I were up all
night at Uncle Jonas's, and Colonel Flitcroft came about two o'clock,
and he told us."
"Did he tell you about Norbert?"
"Yes--a great deal." She poured coffee into a cup from a pot on the
stove, brought it to him, then placing some thin slices of bread upon a
gridiron, began to toast them over the hot coals. "The Colonel said
that Norbert thought he wouldn't get well," she concluded; "and Mr. Arp
said Norbert was the kind that never die, and they had quite an
argument."
"What were you doing at Jonas Tabor's?" asked Joe, drinking his coffee
with a brightening eye.
"We were sent for," she answered.
"What for?"
She toasted the bread attentively without replying, and when she
decided that it was brown enough, piled it on a warm plate. This she
brought to him, and kneeling in front of him, her elbow on his knee,
offered for his consideration, looking steadfastly up at his eyes. He
began to eat ravenously.
"What for?" he repeated. "I didn't suppose Jonas would let you come in
his house. Was he sick?"
"Joe," she said, quietly, disregarding his questions---"Joe, have you
GOT to run away?"
"Yes, I've got to," he answered.
"Would you have to go to prison if you stayed?" She asked this with a
breathless tensity.
"I'm not going to beg father to help me out," he said, determinedly.
"He said he wouldn't, and he'll be spared the chance. He won't mind
that; nobody will care! Nobody! What does anybody care what _I_ do!"
"Now you're thinking of Mamie!" she cried. "I can always tell.
Whenever you don't talk naturally you're thinking of her!"
He poured down the last of the coffee, growing red to the tips of his
ears. "Ariel," he said, "if I ever come back--"
"Wait," she interrupted. "Would you have to go to prison right away if
they caught you?"
"Oh, it isn't that," he laughed, sadly. "But I'm going to clear out.
I'm not going to take any chances. I want to see other parts of the
world, other kinds of people. I might have gone, anyhow, soon, even if
it hadn't been for last night. Don't you ever feel that way?"
"You know I do," she said. "I've told you--how often! But, Joe,
Joe,--you haven't any MONEY! You've got to have money to LIVE!"
"You needn't worry about that," returned the master of seven dollars,
genially. "I've saved enough to take care of me for a LONG time."
"Joe, PLEASE! I know it isn't so. If you could wait just a little
while--only a few weeks,--only a FEW, Joe--"
"What for?"
"I could let you have all you want. It would be such a beautiful thing
for me, Joe. Oh, I know how you'd feel; you wouldn't even let me give
you that dollar I found in the street last year; but this would be only
lending it to you, and you could pay me back sometime--"
"Ariel!" he exclaimed, and, setting his empty cup upon the floor, took
her by the shoulders and shook her till the empty plate which had held
the toast dropped from her hand and broke into fragments. "You've been
reading the Arabian Nights!"
"No, no," she cried, vehemently. "Grandfather would give me anything.
He'll give me all the money I ask for!"
"Money!" said Joe. "Which of us is wandering? MONEY? Roger Tabor give
you MONEY?"
"Not for a while. A great many things have to be settled first."
"What things?"
"Joe," she asked, earnestly, "do you think it's bad of me not to feel
things I OUGHT to feel?"
"No."
"Then I'm glad," she said, and something in the way she spoke made him
start with pain, remembering the same words, spoken in the same tone,
by another voice, the night before on the veranda. "I'm glad, Joe,
because I seemed all wrong to myself. Uncle Jonas died last night, and
I haven't been able to get sorry. Perhaps it's because I've been so
frightened about you, but I think not, for I wasn't sorry even before
Colonel Flitcroft told me about you."
"Jonas Tabor dead!" said Joe. "Why, I saw him on the street yesterday!"
"Yes, and I saw him just before I came out on the porch where you were.
He was there in the hall; he and Judge Pike had been having a long
talk; they'd been in some speculations together, and it had all turned
out well. It's very strange, but they say now that Uncle Jonas's heart
was weak--he was an old man, you know, almost eighty,--and he'd been
very anxious about his money. The Judge had persuaded him to risk it;
and the shock of finding that he'd made a great deal suddenly--"
"I've heard he'd had that same shock before," said Joe, "when he sold
out to your father."
"Yes, but this was different, grandfather says. He told me it was in
one of those big risky businesses that Judge Pike likes to go into.
And last night it was all finished, the strain was over, and Uncle
Jonas started home. His house is only a little way from the Pikes',
you know; but he dropped down in the snow at his own gate, and some
people who were going by saw him fall. He was dead before grandfather
got there."
"I can't be sorry," said Joe, slowly.
"Neither can I. That's the dreadful part of it! They say he hadn't
made a will, that though he was sharper than anybody else in the whole
world about any other matter of business, that was the one thing he put
off. And we're all the kin he had in the world, grandfather and I.
And they say"--her voice sank to a whisper of excitement--"they say he
was richer than anybody knew, and that this last business with Judge
Pike, the very thing that killed him--something about grain--made him
five times richer than before!"
She put her hand on the boy's arm, and he let it remain there. Her
eyes still sought his with a tremulous appeal.
"God bless you, Ariel!" he said. "It's going to be a great thing for
you."
"Yes. Yes, it is." The tears came suddenly to her eyes. "I was
foolish last night, but there had been such a long time of WANTING
things; and now--and now grandfather and I can go--"
"You're going, too!" Joe chuckled.
"It's heartless, I suppose, but I've settled it! We're going--"
"_I_ know," he cried. "You've told me a thousand times what HE'S
said--ten times a thousand. You're going to Paris!"
"Paris! Yes, that's it. To Paris, where he can see at last how the
great ones have painted,--where the others can show him! To Paris,
where we can study together, where he can learn how to put the pictures
he sees upon canvas, and where I--"
"Go on," Joe encouraged her. "I want to hear you say it. You don't
mean that you're going to study painting; you mean that you're going to
learn how to make such fellows as Eugene ask you to dance. Go ahead
and SAY it!"
"Yes--to learn how to DRESS!" she said.
Joe was silent for a moment. Then he rose and took the ragged overcoat
from the back of his chair. "Where's that muffler?" he asked.
She brought it from where she had placed it to dry, behind the stove.
"Joe," she said, huskily, "can't you wait till--"
"Till the estate is settled and you can coax your grandfather to--"
"No, no! But you could go with us."
"To Paris?"
"He would take you as his secretary."
"Aha!" Joe's voice rang out gayly as he rose, refreshed by the coffee,
toast, and warmth she had given him. "You've been story-reading,
Ariel, like Eugene! 'Secretary'!"
"Please, Joe!"
"Where's my tin dinner-pail?" He found it himself upon the table where
he had set it down. "I'm going to earn a dishonest living," he went on.
"I have an engagement to take a freight at a water-tank that's a friend
of mine, half a mile south of the yards. Thank God, I'm going to get
away from Canaan!"
"Wait, Joe!" She caught at his sleeve. "I want you to--"
He had swung out of the room and was already at the front-door. She
followed him closely.
"Good-bye, Ariel!"
"No, no! WAIT, Joe!"
He took her right hand in his own, and gave it a manly shake. "It's
all right," he said.
He threw open the door and stepped out, but she sought to detain him.
"Oh, have you GOT to go?" she cried.
"Don't you ever worry about me." He bent his head to the storm as he
sprang down the steps, and snow-wreaths swirled between them.
He disappeared in a white whirlwind.
She stood for several minutes shivering in the doorway. Then it came
to her that she would not know where to write to him. She ran down to
the gate and through it. Already the blizzard had covered his
footprints.
VII
GIVE A DOG A BAD NAME
The passing of Joseph from Canaan was complete. It was an evanishment
for which there was neither sackcloth nor surprise; and though there
came no news of him it cannot be said that Canaan did not hear of him,
for surely it could hear itself talk. The death of Jonas Tabor and
young Louden's crime and flight incited high doings in the "National
House" windows; many days the sages lingered with the broken meats of
morals left over from the banquet of gossip. But, after all, it is
with the ladies of a community that reputations finally rest, and the
matrons of Canaan had long ago made Joe's exceedingly uncertain. Now
they made it certain.
They did not fail of assistance. The most powerful influence in the
town was ponderously corroborative: Martin Pike, who stood for all that
was respectable and financial, who passed the plate o' Sundays, who
held the fortunes of the town in his left hand, who was trustee for the
widow and orphan,--Martin Pike, patron of all worthy charities, courted
by ministers, feared by the wicked and idle, revered by the
good,--Judge Martin Pike never referred to the runaway save in the
accents of an august doomster. His testimony settled it.
In time the precise nature of the fugitive's sins was distorted in
report and grew vague; it was recalled that he had done dread things;
he became a tradition, a legend, and a warning to the young; a Richard
in the bush to frighten colts. He was preached at boys caught playing
marbles "for keeps": "Do you want to grow up like Joe Louden?" The
very name became a darkling threat, and children of the town would have
run had one called suddenly, "HERE COMES JOE LOUDEN!" Thus does the
evil men do live after them, and the ill-fame of the unrighteous
increase when they are sped!
Very little of Joseph's adventures and occupations during the time of
his wandering is revealed to us; he always had an unwilling memory for
pain and was not afterwards wont to speak of those years which cut the
hard lines in his face. The first account of him to reach Canaan came
as directly to the windows of the "National House" as Mr. Arp,
hastening thither from the station, satchel in hand, could bring it.
This was on a September morning, two years after the flight, and Eskew,
it appears, had been to the State Fair and had beheld many things
strangely affirming his constant testimony that this unhappy world
increaseth in sin; strangest of all, his meeting with our vagrant
scalawag of Canaan. "Not a BLAMEBIT of doubt about it," declared Eskew
to the incredulous conclave. "There was that Joe, and nobody else,
stuck up in a little box outside a tent at the Fair Grounds, and
sellin' tickets to see the Spotted Wild Boy!" Yes, it was Joe Louden!
Think you, Mr. Arp could forget that face, those crooked eyebrows? Had
Eskew tested the recognition? Had he spoken with the outcast? Had he
not! Ay, but with such peculiar result that the battle of words among
the sages began with a true onset of the regulars; for, according to
Eskew's narrative, when he had delivered grimly at the boy this charge,
"I know you--YOU'RE JOE LOUDEN!" the extraordinary reply had been made
promptly and without change of countenance: "POSITIVELY NO FREE SEATS!"
On this, the house divided, one party maintaining that Joe had thus
endeavored to evade recognition, the other (to the embitterment of Mr.
Arp) that the reply was a distinct admission of identity and at the
same time a refusal to grant any favors on the score of past
acquaintanceship.
Goaded by inquiries, Mr. Arp, who had little desire to recall such
waste of silver, admitted more than he had intended: that he had
purchased a ticket and gone in to see the Spotted Wild Boy, halting in
his description of this marvel with the unsatisfactory and acrid
statement that the Wild Boy was "simply SPOTTED,"--and the stung query,
"I suppose you know what a spot IS, Squire?" When he came out of the
tent he had narrowly examined the ticket-seller,--who seemed unaware of
his scrutiny, and, when not engaged with his tickets, applied himself
to a dirty law-looking book. It was Joseph Louden, reasserted Eskew, a
little taller, a little paler, incredibly shabby and miraculously thin.
If there were any doubt left, his forehead was somewhat disfigured by
the scar of an old wound--such as might have been caused by a blunt
instrument in the nature of a poker.
"What's the matter with YOU?" Mr. Arp whirled upon Uncle Joe Davey, who
was enjoying himself by repeating at intervals the unreasonable words,
"Couldn't of be'n Joe," without any explanation. "Why couldn't it?"
shouted Eskew. "It was! Do you think my eyes are as fur gone as yours?
I saw him, I tell you! The same ornery Joe Louden, run away and
sellin' tickets for a side-show. He wasn't even the boss of it; the
manager was about the meanest-lookin' human I ever saw--and most humans
look mighty mean, accordin' to my way of thinkin'! Riffraff of the
riffraff are his friends now, same as they were here. Weeds! and HE'S
a weed, always was and always will be! Him and his kind ain't any more
than jimpsons; overrun everything if you give 'em a chance.
Devil-flowers! They have to be hoed out and scattered--even then, like
as not, they'll come back next year and ruin your plantin' once more.
That boy Joe 'll turn up here again some day; you'll see if he don't.
He's a seed of trouble and iniquity, and anything of that kind is sure
to come back to Canaan!"
Mr. Arp stuck to his prediction for several months; then he began to
waver and evade. By the end of the second year following its first
utterance, he had formed the habit of denying that he had ever made it
at all, and, finally having come to believe with all his heart that the
prophecy had been deliberately foisted upon him and put in his mouth by
Squire Buckalew, became so sore upon the subject that even the hardiest
dared not refer to it in his presence.
Eskew's story of the ticket-seller was the only news of Joe Louden that
came to Canaan during seven years. Another citizen of the town
encountered the wanderer, however, but under circumstances so
susceptible to misconception that, in a moment of illumination, he
decided to let the matter rest in a golden silence. This was Mr.
Bantry.
Having elected an elaborate course in the Arts, at the University which
was of his possessions, what more natural than that Eugene should seek
the Metropolis for the short Easter vacation of his Senior year, in
order that his perusal of the Masters should be uninterrupted? But it
was his misfortune to find the Metropolitan Museum less interesting
than some intricate phases of the gayety of New York--phases very
difficult to understand without elaborate study and a series of
experiments which the discreetly selfish permit others to make for
them. Briefly, Eugene found himself dancing, one night, with a young
person in a big hat, at the "Straw-Cellar," a crowded hall, down very
deep in the town and not at all the place for Eugene.
Acute crises are to be expected at the "Straw-Cellar," and Eugene was
the only one present who was thoroughly surprised when that of this
night arrived, though all of the merrymakers were frightened when they
perceived its extent. There is no need to detail the catastrophe. It
came suddenly, and the knife did not flash. Sick and thinking of
himself, Eugene stood staring at the figure lying before him upon the
reddening floor. A rabble fought with the quick policemen at the
doors, and then the lights went out, extinguished by the proprietor,
living up to his reputation for always being thoughtful of his patrons.
The place had been a nightmare; it became a black impossibility. Eugene
staggered to one of the open windows, from the sill of which a man had
just leaped.
"Don't jump," said a voice close to his ear. "That fellow broke his
leg, I think, and they caught him, anyway, as soon as he struck the
pavement. It's a big raid. Come this way."
A light hand fell upon his arm and he followed its leading, blindly, to
find himself pushed through a narrow doorway and down a flight of
tricky, wooden steps, at the foot of which, silhouetted against a
street light, a tall policeman was on guard. He laid masterful hands on
Eugene.
"'SH, Mack!" whispered a cautious voice from the stairway. "That's a
friend of mine and not one of those you need. He's only a student and
scared to death."
"Hurry," said the policeman, under his breath, twisting Eugene sharply
by him into the street; after which he stormed vehemently: "On yer
way, both of ye! Move on up the street! Don't be tryin' to poke yer
heads in here! Ye'd be more anxious to git out, once ye got in, I tell
ye!"
A sob of relief came from Bantry as he gained the next corner, the
slight figure of his conductor at his side. "You'd better not go to
places like the 'Straw-Cellar,'" said the latter, gravely. "I'd been
watching you for an hour. You were dancing with the girl who did the
cutting."
Eugene leaned against a wall, faint, one arm across his face. He was
too ill to see, or care, who it was that had saved him. "I never saw
her before," he babbled, incoherently, "never, never, never! I thought
she looked handsome, and asked her if she'd dance with me. Then I saw
she seemed queer--and wild, and she kept guiding and pushing as we
danced until we were near that man--and then she--then it was all
done--before--"
"Yes," said the other; "she's been threatening to do it for a long
time. Jealous. Mighty good sort of a girl, though, in lots of ways.
Only yesterday I talked with her and almost thought I'd calmed her out
of it. But you can't tell with some women. They'll brighten up and
talk straight and seem sensible, one minute, and promise to behave, and
mean it too, and the next, there they go, making a scene, cutting
somebody or killing themselves! You can't count on them. But that's
not to the point, exactly, I expect. You'd better keep away from the
'Straw-Cellar.' If you'd been caught with the rest you'd have had a
hard time, and they'd have found out your real name, too, because it's
pretty serious on account of your dancing with her when she did it, and
the Canaan papers would have got hold of it and you wouldn't be invited
to Judge Pike's any more, Eugene."
Eugene dropped his arm from his eyes and stared into the face of his
step-brother.
"Joe Louden!" he gasped.
"I'll never tell," said Joe. "You'd better keep out of all this sort.
You don't understand it, and you don't--you don't do it because you
care." He smiled wanly, his odd distorted smile of friendliness. "When
you go back you might tell father I'm all right. I'm working through a
law-school here--and remember me to Norbert Flitcroft," he finished,
with a chuckle.
Eugene covered his eyes again and groaned.
"It's all right," Joe assured him. "You're as safe as if it had never
happened. And I expect"--he went on, thoughtfully--"I expect, maybe,
you'd prefer NOT to say you'd seen me, when you go back to Canaan.
Well, that's all right. I don't suppose father will be asking after
me--exactly."
"No, he doesn't," said Eugene, still white and shaking. "Don't stand
talking. I'm sick."
"Of course," returned Joe. "But there's one thing I would like to ask
you--"
"Your father's health is perfect, I believe."
"It--it--it was something else," Joe stammered, pitifully. "Are they
all--are they all--all right at--at Judge Pike's?"
"Quite!" Eugene replied, sharply. "Are you going to get me away from
here? I'm sick, I tell you!"
"This street," said Joe, and cheerfully led the way.
Five minutes later the two had parted, and Joe leaned against a cheap
restaurant sign-board, drearily staring after the lamps of the gypsy
night-cab he had found for his step-brother. Eugene had not offered to
share the vehicle with him, had not even replied to his good-night.
And Joe himself had neglected to do something he might well have done:
he had not asked Eugene for news of Ariel Tabor. It will not justify
him entirely to suppose that he assumed that her grandfather and she
had left Canaan never to return, and therefore Eugene knew nothing of
her; no such explanation serves Joe for his neglect, for the fair truth
is that he had not thought of her. She had been a sort of playmate,
before his flight, a friend taken for granted, about whom he had
consciously thought little more than he thought about himself--and
easily forgotten. Not forgotten in the sense that she had passed out
of his memory, but forgotten none the less; she had never had a place
in his imaginings, and so it befell that when he no longer saw her from
day to day, she had gone from his thoughts altogether.
VIII
A BAD PENNY TURNS UP
Eugene did not inform Canaan, nor any inhabitant, of his adventure of
"Straw-Cellar," nor did any hear of his meeting with his step-brother;
and after Mr. Arp's adventure, five years passed into the imperishable
before the town heard of the wanderer again, and then it heard at first
hand; Mr. Arp's prophecy fell true, and he took it back to his bosom
again, claimed it as his own the morning of its fulfilment. Joe Louden
had come back to Canaan.
The elder Louden was the first to know of his prodigal's return. He
was alone in the office of the wooden-butter-dish factory, of which he
was the superintendent, when the young man came in unannounced. He was
still pale and thin; his eyebrows had the same crook, one corner of his
mouth the same droop; he was only an inch or so taller, not enough to
be thought a tall man; and yet, for a few moments the father did not
recognize his son, but stared at him, inquiring his business. During
those few seconds of unrecognition, Mr. Louden was somewhat favorably
impressed with the stranger's appearance.
"You don't know me," said Joe, smiling cheerfully. "Perhaps I've
changed in seven years." And he held out his hand.
Then Mr. Louden knew; he tilted back in his desk-chair, his mouth
falling open. "Good God!" he said, not noticing the out-stretched
hand. "Have YOU come back?"
Joe's hand fell.
"Yes, I've come back to Canaan."
Mr. Louden looked at him a long time without replying; finally he
remarked:
"I see you've still got a scar on your forehead."
"Oh, I've forgotten all about that," said the other, twisting his hat
in his hands. "Seven years wipes out a good many grievances and
wrongs."
"You think so?" Mr Louden grunted. "I suppose it might wipe out a good
deal with some people. How'd you happen to stop off at Canaan? On your
way somewhere, I suppose."
"No, I've come back to stay."
Mr. Louden plainly received this as no pleasant surprise. "What for?"
he asked, slowly.
"To practise law, father."
"What!"
"Yes," said the young man. "There ought to be an opening here for me.
I'm a graduate of as good a law-school as there is in the country--"
"You are!"
"Certainly," said Joe, quietly. "I've put myself through, working in
the summer--"
"Working!" Mr. Louden snorted. "Side-shows?"
"Oh, worse than that, sometimes," returned his son, laughing.
"Anything I could get. But I've always wanted to come back home and
work here."
Mr. Louden leaned forward, a hand on each knee, his brow deeply
corrugated. "Do you think you'll get much practice in Canaan?"
"Why not? I've had a year in a good office in New York since I left
the school, and I think I ought to get along all right."
"Oh," said Mr. Louden, briefly. "You do?"
"Yes. Don't you?"
"Who do you think in Canaan would put a case in your hands?"
"Oh, I don't expect to get anything important at the start. But after
a while--"
"With your reputation?"
The smile which had faded from Joe's lips returned to them. "Oh, I
know they thought I was a harum-scarum sort of boy," he answered
lightly, "and that it was a foolish thing to run away for nothing; but
you had said I mustn't come to you for help--"
"I meant it," said Mr. Louden.
"But that's seven years ago, and I suppose the town's forgotten all
about it, and forgotten me, too. So, you see, I can make a fresh
start. That's what I came back for."
"You've made up your mind to stay here, then?"
"Yes."
"I don't believe," said Mr. Louden, with marked uneasiness, "that Mrs.
Louden would be willing to let you live with us."
"No," said Joe, gently. "I didn't expect it." He turned to the window
and looked out, averting his face, yet scoring himself with the
contempt he had learned to feel for those who pity themselves. His
father had not even asked him to sit down. There was a long silence,
disturbed only by Mr. Louden's breathing, which could be heard, heavy
and troubled.
At last Joe turned again, smiling as before. "Well, I won't keep you
from your work," he said. "I suppose you're pretty busy--"
"Yes, I am," responded his father, promptly. "But I'll see you again
before you go. I want to give you some advice."
"I'm not going," said Joe. "Not going to leave Canaan, I mean. Where
will I find Eugene?"
"At the Tocsin office; he's the assistant editor. Judge Pike bought the
Tocsin last year, and he thinks a good deal of Eugene. Don't forget I
said to come to see me again before you go."
Joe came over to the older man and held out his hand. "Shake hands,
father," he said. Mr. Louden looked at him out of small implacable
eyes, the steady hostility of which only his wife or the imperious
Martin Pike, his employer, could quell. He shook his head.
"I don't see any use in it," he answered. "It wouldn't mean anything.
All my life I've been a hard-working man and an abiding man. Before
you got in trouble you never did anything you ought to; you ran with
the lowest people in town, and I and all your folks were ashamed of
you. I don't see that we've got a call to be any different now." He
swung round to his desk emphatically, on the last word, and Joe turned
away and went out quietly.
But it was a bright morning to which he emerged from the outer doors of
the factory, and he made his way towards Main Street at a lively gait.
As he turned the corner opposite the "National House," he walked into
Mr. Eskew Arp. The old man drew back angrily.
"Lord 'a' mercy!" cried Joe, heartily. "It's Mr. Arp! I almost ran
you down!" Then, as Mr. Arp made no response, but stood stock-still in
the way, staring at him fiercely, "Don't you know me, Mr. Arp?" the
young man asked. "I'm Joe Louden."
Eskew abruptly thrust his face close to the other's. "NO FREE SEATS!"
he hissed, savagely; and swept across to the hotel to set his world
afire.
Joe looked after the irate, receding figure, and watched it disappear
into the Main Street door of the "National House." As the door closed,
he became aware of a mighty shadow upon the pavement, and turning,
beheld a fat young man, wearing upon his forehead a scar similar to his
own, waddling by with eyes fixed upon him.
"How are you, Norbert?" Joe began. "Don't you remember me? I--" He
came to a full stop, as the fat one, thrusting out an under lip as his
only token of recognition, passed balefully on.
Joe proceeded slowly until he came to the Tocsin building. At the foot
of the stairway leading up to the offices he hesitated for a few
moments; then he turned away and walked towards the quieter part of
Main Street. Most of the people he met took no notice of him, only two
or three giving him second glances of half-cognizance, as though he
reminded them of some one they could not place, and it was not until he
had come near the Pike Mansion that he saw a full recognition in the
eyes of one of the many whom he knew, and who had known him in his
boyhood in the town. A lady, turning a corner, looked up carelessly,
and then half-stopped within a few feet of him, as if startled. Joe's
cheeks went a sudden crimson; for it was the lady of his old dreams.
Seven years had made Mamie Pike only prettier. She had grown into her
young womanhood with an ampleness that had nothing of oversufficiency
in it, nor anywhere a threat that some day there might be too much of
her. Not quite seventeen when he had last seen her, now, at
twenty-four, her amber hair elaborately becoming a plump and regular
face, all of her old charm came over him once more, and it immediately
seemed to him that he saw clearly his real reason for coming back to
Canaan. She had been the Rich-Little-Girl of his child days, the
golden princess playing in the Palace-Grounds, and in his early boyhood
(until he had grown wicked and shabby) he had been sometimes invited to
the Pike Mansion for the games and ice-cream of the daughter of the
house, before her dancing days began. He had gone timidly, not daring
ever to "call" her in "Quaker Meeting" or "Post-office," but watching
her reverently and surreptitiously and continually. She had always
seemed to him the one thing of all the world most rare, most
mysterious, most unapproachable. She had not offered an apparition
less so in those days when he began to come under the suspicion of
Canaan, when the old people began to look upon him hotly, the young
people coldly. His very exclusion wove for him a glamour about her,
and she was more than ever his moon, far, lovely, unattainable, and
brilliant, never to be reached by his lifted arms, but only by his
lifted eyes. Nor had his long absence obliterated that light;
somewhere in his dreams it always had place, shining, perhaps, with a
fainter lustre as the years grew to seven, but never gone altogether.
Now, at last, that he stood in her very presence again, it sprang to
the full flood of its old brilliance--and more!
As she came to her half-stop of surprise, startled, he took his courage
in two hands, and, lifting his hat, stepped to her side.
"You--you remember me?" he stammered.
"Yes," she answered, a little breathlessly.
"Ah, that's kind of you!" he cried, and began to walk on with her,
unconsciously. "I feel like a returned ghost wandering
about--invisible and unrecognized. So few people seem to remember me!"
"I think you are wrong. I think you'll find everybody remembers you,"
she responded, uneasily.
"No, I'm afraid not," he began. "I--"
"I'm afraid they do!"
Joe laughed a little. "My father was saying something like that to me
a while ago. He meant that they used to think me a great scapegrace
here. Do you mean that?"
"I'd scarcely like to say," she answered, her face growing more
troubled; for they were close on the imperial domain.
"But it's long ago--and I really didn't do anything so outrageous, it
seems to me." He laughed again. "I know your father was angry with me
once or twice, especially the night I hid on your porch to watch
you--to watch you dance, I mean. But, you see, I've come back to
rehabilitate myself, to--"
She interrupted him. They were not far from her gate, and she saw her
father standing in the yard, directing a painter who was at work on one
of the cast-iron deer. The Judge was apparently in good spirits,
laughing with the workman over some jest between them, but that did not
lessen Mamie's nervousness.
"Mr. Louden," she said, in as kindly a tone as she could, "I shall have
to ask you not to walk with me. My father would not like it."
Joe stopped with a jerk.
"Why, I--I thought I'd go in and shake hands with him,--and tell him
I--"
Astonishment that partook of terror and of awe spread itself instantly
upon her face.
"Good gracious!" she cried. "NO!"
"Very well," said Joe, humbly. "Good-bye."
He was too late to get away with any good grace. Judge Pike had seen
them, and, even as Joe turned to go, rushed down to the gate, flung it
open, and motioned his daughter to enter. This he did with one wide
sweep of his arm, and, with another sweep, forbade Joe to look upon
either moon OR sun. It was a magnificent gesture: it excluded the
young man from the street, Judge Pike's street, and from the town,
Judge Pike's town. It swept him from the earth, abolished him, denied
him the right to breathe the common air, to be seen of men; and, at
once a headsman's stroke and an excommunication, destroyed him, soul
and body, thus rebuking the silly Providence that had created him, and
repairing Its mistake by annihilating him. This hurling Olympian
gesture smote the street; the rails of the car-track sprang and
quivered with the shock; it thundered, and, amid the dumfounding uproar
of the wrath of a god, the Will of the Canaanite Jove wrote the words
in fiery letters upon the ether:
"CEASE TO BE!"
Joe did not go in to shake hands with Judge Pike.
He turned the next corner a moment later, and went down the quiet
street which led to the house which had been his home. He did not
glance at that somewhat grim edifice, but passed it, his eyes averted,
and stopped in front of the long, ramshackle cottage next door. The
windows were boarded; the picket-fence dropped even to the ground in
some sections; the chimneys sagged and curved; the roof of the long
porch sprinkled shingles over the unkempt yard with every wind, and
seemed about to fall. The place was desolate with long emptiness and
decay: it looked like a Haunted House; and nailed to the padlocked gate
was a sign, half obliterated with the winters it had fronted, "For Sale
or Rent."
Joe gat him meditatively back to Main Street and to the Tocsin
building. This time he did not hesitate, but mounted the stairs and
knocked upon the door of the assistant editor.
"Oh," said Eugene. "YOU'VE turned up, you?"
Mr. Bantry of the Tocsin was not at all the Eugene rescued from the
"Straw-Cellar." The present gentleman was more the electric Freshman
than the frightened adventurer whom Joe had encountered in New York.
It was to be seen immediately that the assistant editor had nothing
undaintily business-like about him, nor was there the litter on his
desk which one might have expected. He had the air of a gentleman
dilettante who amused himself slightly by spending an hour or two in
the room now and then. It was the evolution to the perfect of his
Freshman manner, and his lively apparel, though somewhat chastened by
an older taste, might have been foretold from that which had smitten
Canaan seven years before. He sat not at the orderly and handsome
desk, but lay stretched upon a divan of green leather, smoking a cigar
of purest ray and reading sleepily a small verse-looking book in
morocco. His occupation, his general air, the furniture of the room,
and his title (doubtless equipped with a corresponding salary) might
have inspired in an observant cynic the idea that here lay a pet of
Fortune, whose position had been the fruit of nepotism, or, mayhap, a
successful wooing of some daughter, wife, or widow. Eugene looked
competent for that.
"I've come back to stay, 'Gene," said Joe.
Bantry had dropped his book and raised himself on an elbow.
"Exceedingly interesting," he said. "I suppose you'll try to find
something to do. I don't think you could get a place here; Judge Pike
owns the Tocsin, and I greatly fear he has a prejudice against you."
"I expect he has," Joe chuckled, somewhat sadly. "But I don't want
newspaper work. I'm going to practice law."
"By Jove! you have courage, my festive prodigal. VRAIMENT!"
Joe cocked his head to one side with his old look of the friendly
puppy. "You always did like to talk that noveletty way, 'Gene, didn't
you?" he said, impersonally.
Eugene's color rose. "Have you saved up anything to starve on?" he
asked, crisply.
"Oh, I'm not so badly off. I've had a salary in an office for a year,
and I had one pretty good day at the races--"
"You'd better go back and have another," said his step-brother. "You
don't seem to comprehend your standing in Canaan."
"I'm beginning to." Joe turned to the door. "It's funny, too--in a
way. Well--I won't keep you any longer. I just stopped in to say
good-day--" He paused, faltering.
"All right, all right," Eugene said, briskly. "And, by-the-way, I
haven't mentioned that I saw you in New York."
"Oh, I didn't suppose that you would."
"And you needn't say anything about it, I fancy."
"I don't think," said Joe,--"I don't think that you need be afraid I'll
do that. Good-bye."
"Be sure to shut the door, please; it's rather noisy with it open.
Good-bye." Eugene waved his hand and sank back upon the divan.
Joe went across the street to the "National House." The sages fell as
silent as if he had been Martin Pike. They had just had the pleasure
of hearing a telephone monologue by Mr. Brown, the clerk, to which they
listened intently: "Yes. This is Brown. Oh--oh, it's Judge Pike?
Yes indeed, Judge, yes indeed, I hear you--ha, ha! Of course, I
understand. Yes, Judge, I heard he was in town. No, he hasn't been
here. Not yet, that is, Judge. Yes, I hear. No, I won't, of course.
Certainly not. I will, I will. I hear perfectly, I understand. Yes,
sir. Good-bye, Judge."
Joe had begun to write his name in the register. "My trunk is still at
the station," he said. "I'll give you my check to send down for it."
"Excuse me," said the clerk. "We have no rooms."
"What!" cried Joe, innocently. "Why, I never knew more than eight
people to stay here at the same time in my life."
"We have no rooms," repeated the clerk, curtly.
"Is there a convention here?"
"We have no rooms, I say!"
Joe looked up into the condensed eyes of Mr. Brown. "Oh," he said, "I
see."
Deathly silence followed him to the door, but, as it closed behind him,
he heard the outbreak of the sages like a tidal wave striking a
dump-heap of tin cans.
Two hours later he descended from an evil ark of a cab at the corral
attached to Beaver Beach, and followed the path through the marsh to
the crumbling pier. A red-bearded man was seated on a plank by the
water edge, fishing.
"Mike," said Joe, "have you got room for me? Can you take me in for a
few days until I find a place in town where they'll let me stay?"
The red-bearded man rose slowly, pushed back his hat, and stared hard
at the wanderer; then he uttered a howl of joy and seized the other's
hands in his and shook them wildly.
"Glory be on high!" he shouted. "It's Joe Louden come back! We never
knew how we missed ye till ye'd gone! Place fer ye! Can I find it?
There ain't a imp o' perdition in town, includin' myself, that wouldn't
kill me if I couldn't! Ye'll have old Maggie's room, my own aunt's; ye
remember how she used to dance! Ha, ha! She's been burnin' below
these four years! And we'll have the celebration of yer return this
night. There'll be many of 'em will come when they hear ye're back in
Canaan! Praise God, we'll all hope ye're goin' to stay a while!"
IX
"OUTER DARKNESS"
If any echo of doubt concerning his undesirable conspicuousness sounded
faintly in Joe's mind, it was silenced eftsoons. Canaan had not
forgotten him--far from it!--so far that it began pointing him out to
strangers on the street the very day of his return. His course of
action, likewise that of his friends, permitted him little obscurity,
and when the rumors of his finally obtaining lodging at Beaver Beach,
and of the celebration of his installation there, were presently
confirmed, he stood in the lime-light indeed, as a Mephistopheles
upsprung through the trap-door.
The welcoming festivities had not been so discreetly conducted as to
accord with the general policy of Beaver Beach. An unfortunate
incident caused the arrest of one of the celebrators and the
ambulancing to the hospital of another on the homeward way, the ensuing
proceedings in court bringing to the whole affair a publicity devoutly
unsought for. Mr. Happy Fear (such was the habitual name of the
imprisoned gentleman) had to bear a great amount of harsh criticism for
injuring a companion within the city limits after daylight, and for
failing to observe that three policemen were not too distant from the
scene of operations to engage therein.
"Happy, if ye had it in mind to harm him," said the red-bearded man to
Mr. Fear, upon the latter's return to society, "why didn't ye do it out
here at the Beach?"
"Because," returned the indiscreet, "he didn't say what he was goin' to
say till we got in town."
Extraordinary probing on the part of the prosecutor had developed at
the trial that the obnoxious speech had referred to the guest of the
evening. The assaulted party, one "Nashville" Cory, was not of Canaan,
but a bit of drift-wood haply touching shore for the moment at Beaver
Beach; and--strange is this world--he had been introduced to the
coterie of Mike's Place by Happy Fear himself, who had enjoyed a brief
acquaintance with him on a day when both had chanced to travel
incognito by the same freight. Naturally, Happy had felt responsible
for the proper behavior of his protege--was, in fact, bound to enforce
it; additionally, Happy had once been saved from a term of imprisonment
(at a time when it would have been more than ordinarily inconvenient)
by help and advice from Joe, and he was not one to forget. Therefore he
was grieved to observe that his own guest seemed to be somewhat jealous
of the hero of the occasion and disposed to look coldly upon him. The
stranger, however, contented himself with innuendo (mere expressions of
the face and other manner of things for which one could not squarely
lay hands upon him) until such time as he and his sponsor had come to
Main Street in the clear dawn on their way to Happy's apartment--a
variable abode. It may be that the stranger perceived what Happy did
not; the three bluecoats in the perspective; at all events, he now put
into words of simple strength the unfavorable conception he had formed
of Joe. The result was mediaevally immediate, and the period of Mr.
Cory's convalescence in the hospital was almost half that of his
sponsor's detention in the county jail.
It needed nothing to finish Joe with the good people of Canaan; had it
needed anything, the trial of Happy Fear would have overspilled the
necessity. An item of the testimony was that Joseph Louden had helped
to carry one of the ladies present--a Miss Le Roy, who had fainted--to
the open air, and had jostled the stranger in passing. After this, the
oldest woman in Canaan would not have dared to speak to Joe on the
street (even if she wanted to), unless she happened to be very poor or
very wicked. The Tocsin printed an adequate account (for there was "a
large public interest"), recording in conclusion that Mr. Louden paid
the culprit's fine which was the largest in the power of the presiding
judge in his mercy to bestow. Editorially, the Tocsin leaned to the
facetious: "Mr. Louden has but recently 'returned to our midst.' We
fervently hope that the distinguished Happy Fear will appreciate his
patron's superb generosity. We say 'his patron,' but perhaps we err in
this. Were it not better to figure Mr. Louden as the lady in distress,
Mr. Fear as the champion in the lists? In the present case, however,
contrary to the rules of romance, the champion falls in duress and
passes to the dungeon. We merely suggest, en passant, that some of our
best citizens might deem it a wonderful and beauteous thing if, in
addition to paying the fine, Mr. Louden could serve for the loyal Happy
his six months in the Bastile!"
"En passant," if nothing else, would have revealed to Joe, in this
imitation of a better trick, the hand of Eugene. And, little doubt, he
would have agreed with Squire Buckalew in the Squire's answer to the
easily expected comment of Mr. Arp.
"Sometimes," said Eskew, "I think that 'Gene Bantry is jest a leetle
bit spiderier than he is lazy. That's the first thing he's written in
the Tocsin this month--one of the boys over there told me. He wrote it
out of spite against Joe; but he'd ought to of done better. If his
spite hadn't run away with what mind he's got, he'd of said that both
Joe Louden and that tramp Fear ought to of had ten years!"
"'Gene Bantry didn't write that out of spite," answered Buckalew. "He
only thought he saw a chance to be kind of funny and please Judge Pike.
The Judge has always thought Joe was a no-account--"
"Ain't he right?" cried Mr. Arp.
"_I_ don't say he ain't." Squire Buckalew cast a glance at Mr. Brown,
the clerk, and, perceiving that he was listening, added, "The Judge
always IS right!"
"Yes, sir!" said Colonel Flitcroft.
"I can't stand up for Joe Louden to any extent, but I don't think he
done wrong," Buckalew went on, recovering, "when he paid this man
Fear's fine."
"You don't!" exclaimed Mr. Arp. "Why, haven't you got gumption enough
to see--"
"Look here, Eskew," interposed his antagonist. "How many friends have
you got that hate to hear folks talk bad about you?"
"Not a one!" For once Eskew's guard was down, and his consistency led
him to destruction. "Not a one! It ain't in human nature. They're
bound to enjoy it!"
"Got any friends that would FIGHT for you?"
Eskew walked straight into this hideous trap. "No! There ain't a dozen
men ever LIVED that had! Caesar was a popular man, but he didn't have
a soul to help him when the crowd lit on him, and I'll bet old Mark
Antony was mighty glad they got him out in the yard before it
happened,--HE wouldn't have lifted a finger without a gang behind him!
Why, all Peter himself could do was to cut off an ear that wasn't no
use to anybody. What are you tryin' to get AT?"
The Squire had him; and paused, and stroked his chin, to make the ruin
complete. "Then I reckon you'll have to admit," he murmured, "that,
while I ain't defendin' Joe Louden's character, it was kind of proper
for him to stand by a feller that wouldn't hear nothin' against him,
and fought for him as soon as he DID hear it!"
Eskew Arp rose from his chair and left the hotel. It was the only
morning in all the days of the conclave when he was the first to leave.
Squire Buckalew looked after the retreating figure, total triumph
shining brazenly from his spectacles. "I expect," he explained,
modestly, to the others,--"I expect I don't think any more of Joe
Louden than he does, and I'll be glad when Canaan sees the last of him
for good; but sometimes the temptation to argue with Eskew does lead me
on to kind of git the better of him."
When Happy Fear had suffered--with a give-and-take simplicity of
patience--his allotment of months in durance, and was released and sent
into the streets and sunshine once more, he knew that his first duty
lay in the direction of a general apology to Joe. But the young man
was no longer at Beaver Beach; the red-bearded proprietor dwelt alone
there, and, receiving Happy with scorn and pity, directed him to
retrace his footsteps to the town.
"Ye must have been in the black hole of incarceration indeed, if ye
haven't heard that Mr. Louden has his law-office on the Square, and his
livin'-room behind the office. It's in that little brick buildin'
straight acrost from the sheriff's door o' the jail--ye've been
neighbors this long time! A hard time the boy had, persuadin' any one
to rent to him, but by payin' double the price he got a place at last.
He's a practisin' lawyer now, praise the Lord! And all the boys and
girls of our acquaintance go to him with their troubles. Ye'll see him
with a murder case to try before long, as sure as ye're not worth yer
salt! But I expect ye can still call him by his name of Joe, all the
same!"
It was a bleak and meagre little office into which Mr. Fear ushered
himself to offer his amends. The cracked plaster of the walls was bare
(save for dust); there were no shelves; the fat brown volumes, most of
them fairly new, were piled in regular columns upon a cheap pine table;
there was but one window, small-paned and shadeless; an inner door of
this sad chamber stood half ajar, permitting the visitor unreserved
acquaintance with the domestic economy of the tenant; for it disclosed
a second room, smaller than the office, and dependent upon the window
of the latter for air and light. Behind a canvas camp-cot, dimly
visible in the obscurity of the inner apartment, stood a small
gas-stove, surmounted by a stew-pan, from which projected the handle of
a big tin spoon, so that it needed no ghost from the dead to whisper
that Joseph Louden, attorney-at-law, did his own cooking. Indeed, he
looked it!
Upon the threshold of the second room reposed a small, worn,
light-brown scrub-brush of a dog, so cosmopolitan in ancestry that his
species was almost as undeterminable as the cast-iron dogs of the Pike
Mansion. He greeted Mr. Fear hospitably, having been so lately an
offcast of the streets himself that his adoption had taught him to lose
only his old tremors, not his hopefulness. At the same time Joe rose
quickly from the deal table, where he had been working with one hand in
his hair, the other splattering ink from a bad pen.
"Good for you, Happy!" he cried, cheerfully. "I hoped you'd come to see
me to-day. I've been thinking about a job for you."
"What kind of a job?" asked the visitor, as they shook hands. "I need
one bad enough, but you know there ain't nobody in Canaan would gimme
one, Joe."
Joe pushed him into one of the two chairs which completed the furniture
of his office. "Yes, there is. I've got an idea--"
"First," broke in Mr. Fear, fingering his shapeless hat and fixing his
eyes upon it with embarrassment,--"first lemme say what I come here to
say. I--well--" His embarrassment increased and he paused, rubbing the
hat between his hands.
"About this job," Joe began. "We can fix it so--"
"No," said Happy. "You lemme go on. I didn't mean fer to cause you no
trouble when I lit on that loud-mouth, 'Nashville'; I never thought
they'd git me, or you'd be dragged in. But I jest couldn't stand him
no longer. He had me all wore out--all evening long a-hintin' and
sniffin' and wearin' that kind of a high-smile 'cause they made so much
fuss over you. And then when we got clear in town he come out with it!
Said you was too quiet to suit HIM--said he couldn't see nothin' TO
you! 'Well,' I says to myself, 'jest let him go on, jest one more,' I
says, 'then he gits it.' And he did. Said you tromped on his foot on
purpose, said he knowed it,--when the Lord-a'mightiest fool on earth
knows you never tromped on no one! Said you was one of the po'rest
young sports he ever see around a place like the Beach. You see, he
thought you was jest one of them fool 'Bloods' that come around raisin'
a rumpus, and didn't know you was our friend and belonged out there,
the same as me or Mike hisself. 'Go on,' I says to myself, 'jest one
more!' 'HE better go home to his mamma,' he says; 'he'll git in
trouble if he don't. Somebody 'll soak him if he hangs around in MY
company. _I_ don't like his WAYS.' Then I HAD to do it. There jest
wasn't nothin' LEFT--but I wouldn't of done you no harm by it--"
"You didn't do me any harm, Happy."
"I mean your repitation."
"I didn't have one--so nothing in the world could harm it. About your
getting some work, now--"
"I'll listen," said Happy, rather suspiciously.
"You see," Joe went on, growing red, "I need a sort of janitor here--"
"What fer?" Mr. Fear interrupted, with some shortness.
"To look after the place."
"You mean these two rooms?"
"There's a stairway, too," Joe put forth, quickly. "It wouldn't be any
sinecure, Happy. You'd earn your money; don't be afraid of that!"
Mr. Fear straightened up, his burden of embarrassment gone from him,
transferred to the other's shoulders.
"There always was a yellow streak in you, Joe," he said, firmly.
"You're no good as a liar except when you're jokin'. A lot you need a
janitor! You had no business to pay my fine; you'd ort of let me worked
it out. Do you think my eyes ain't good enough to see how much you
needed the money, most of all right now when you're tryin' to git
started? If I ever take a cent from you, I hope the hand I hold out
fer it 'll rot off."
"Now don't say that, Happy."
"I don't want a job, nohow!" said Mr. Fear, going to the door; "I don't
want to work. There's plenty ways fer me to git along without that.
But I've said what I come here to say, and I'll say one thing more.
Don't you worry about gittin' law practice. Mike says you're goin' to
git all you want--and if there ain't no other way, why, a few of us 'll
go out and MAKE some fer ye!"
These prophecies and promises, over which Joe chuckled at first, with
his head cocked to one side, grew very soon, to his amazement, to wear
a supernatural similarity to actual fulfilment. His friends brought
him their own friends, such as had sinned against the laws of Canaan,
those under the ban of the sheriff, those who had struck in anger,
those who had stolen at night, those who owed and could not pay, those
who lived by the dice, and to his other titles to notoriety was added
that of defender of the poor and wicked. He found his hands full,
especially after winning his first important case--on which occasion
Canaan thought the jury mad, and was indignant with the puzzled Judge,
who could not see just how it had happened.
Joe did not stop at that. He kept on winning cases, clearing the
innocent and lightening the burdens of the guilty; he became the most
dangerous attorney for the defence in Canaan; his honorable brethren,
accepting the popular view of him, held him in personal contempt but
feared him professionally; for he proved that he knew more law than
they thought existed; nor could any trick him--failing which, many
tempers were lost, but never Joe's. His practice was not all criminal,
as shown by the peevish outburst of the eminent Buckalew (the Squire's
nephew, esteemed the foremost lawyer in Canaan), "Before long, there
won't be any use trying to foreclose a mortgage or collect a
note--unless this shyster gets himself in jail!"
The wrath of Judge Martin Pike was august--there was a kind of
sublimity in its immenseness--on a day when it befell that the shyster
stood betwixt him and money.
That was a monstrous task--to stand between these two and separate
them, to hold back the hand of Martin Pike from what it had reached out
to grasp. It was in the matter of some tax-titles which the magnate
had acquired, and, in court, Joe treated the case with such horrifying
simplicity that it seemed almost credible that the great man had
counted upon the ignorance and besottedness of Joe's client--a
hard-drinking, disreputable old farmer--to get his land away from him
without paying for it. Now, as every one knew such a thing to be
ludicrously impossible, it was at once noised abroad in Canaan that Joe
had helped to swindle Judge Pike out of a large sum of money--it was
notorious that the shyster could bamboozle court and jury with his
tricks; and it was felt that Joe Louden was getting into very deep
waters indeed. THIS was serious: if the young man did not LOOK OUT, he
might find himself in the penitentiary.
The Tocsin paragraphed him with a fine regularity after this, usually
opening with a Walrus-and-the-Carpenter gravity: "The time has come
when we must speak of a certain matter frankly," or, "At last the time
has arrived when the demoralization of the bar caused by a certain
criminal lawyer must be dealt with as it is and without gloves." Once
when Joe had saved a half-witted negro from "the extreme penalty" for
murder, the Tocsin had declared, with great originality: "This is just
the kind of thing that causes mobs and justifies them. If we are to
continue to permit the worst class of malefactors to escape the
consequences of their crimes through the unwholesome dexterities and
the shifty manipulations and technicalities of a certain criminal
lawyer, the time will come when an outraged citizenry may take the
enforcement of the law in its own hands. Let us call a spade a spade.
If Canaan's streets ever echo with the tread of a mob, the fault lies
upon the head of Joseph Louden, who has once more brought about a
miscarriage of justice...."
Joe did not move into a larger office; he remained in the little room
with its one window and its fine view of the jail; his clients were
nearly all poor, and many of his fees quite literally nominal. Tatters
and rags came up the narrow stairway to his door--tatters and rags and
pitiful fineries: the bleared, the sodden, the flaunting and rouged,
the furtive and wary, some in rags, some in tags, and some--the
sorriest--in velvet gowns. With these, the distressed, the
wrong-doers, the drunken, the dirty, and the very poor, his work lay
and his days and nights were spent.
Ariel had told Roger Tabor that in time Joe might come to be what the
town thought him, if it gave him no other chance. Only its dinginess
and evil surrounded him; no respectable house was open to him; the
barrooms--except that of the "National House"--welcomed him gratefully
and admiringly. Once he went to church, on a pleasant morning when
nice girls wear pretty spring dresses; it gave him a thrill of delight
to see them, to be near clean, good people once more. Inadvertently, he
took a seat by his step-mother, who rose with a slight rustle of silk
and moved to another pew; and it happened, additionally, that this was
the morning that the minister, fired by the Tocsin's warnings, had
chosen to preach on the subject of Joe himself.
The outcast returned to his own kind. No lady spoke to him upon the
street. Mamie Pike had passed him with averted eyes since her first
meeting with him, but the shunning and snubbing of a young man by a
pretty girl have never yet, if done in a certain way, prevented him
from continuing to be in love with her. Mamie did it in the certain
way. Joe did not wince, therefore it hurt all the more, for blows from
which one cringes lose much of their force.
The town dog had been given a bad name, painted solid black from head
to heel. He was a storm centre of scandal; the entrance to his dingy
stairway was in square view of the "National House," and the result is
imaginable. How many of Joe's clients, especially those sorriest of
the velvet gowns, were conjectured to ascend his stairs for reasons
more convivial than legal! Yes, he lived with his own kind, and, so
far as the rest of Canaan was concerned, might as well have worn the
scarlet letter on his breast or branded on his forehead.
When he went about the streets he was made to feel his condition by the
elaborate avoidance, yet furtive attention, of every respectable person
he met; and when he came home to his small rooms and shut the door
behind him, he was as one who has been hissed and shamed in public and
runs to bury his hot face in his pillow. He petted his mongrel
extravagantly (well he might!), and would sit with him in his rooms at
night, holding long converse with him, the two alone together. The dog
was not his only confidant. There came to be another, a more and more
frequent partner to their conversations, at last a familiar spirit.
This third came from a brown jug which Joe kept on a shelf in his
bedroom, a vessel too frequently replenished. When the day's work was
done he shut himself up, drank alone and drank hard. Sometimes when the
jug ran low and the night was late he would go out for a walk with his
dog, and would awake in his room the next morning not remembering where
he had gone or how he had come home. Once, after such a lapse of
memory, he woke amazed to find himself at Beaver Beach, whither, he
learned from the red-bearded man, Happy Fear had brought him, having
found him wandering dazedly in a field near by. These lapses grew more
frequent, until there occurred that which was one of the strange things
of his life.
It was a June night, a little more than two years after his return to
Canaan, and the Tocsin had that day announced the approaching marriage
of Eugene Bantry and his employer's daughter. Joe ate nothing during
the day, and went through his work clumsily, visiting the bedroom shelf
at intervals. At ten in the evening he went out to have the jug
refilled, but from the moment he left his door and the fresh air struck
his face, he had no clear knowledge of what he did or of what went on
about him until he woke in his bed the next morning.
And yet, whatever little part of the soul of him remained, that night,
still undulled, not numbed, but alive, was in some strange manner
lifted out of its pain towards a strange delight. His body was an
automaton, his mind in bondage, yet there was a still, small
consciousness in him which knew that in his wandering something
incredible and unexpected was happening. What this was he did not
know, could not see, though his eyes were open, could not have told
himself any more than a baby could tell why it laughs, but it seemed
something so beautiful and wonderful that the night became a night of
perfume, its breezes bearing the music of harps and violins, while
nightingales sang from the maples that bordered the streets of Canaan.
X
THE TRYST
He woke to the light of morning amazed and full of a strange wonder
because he did not know what had amazed him. For a little while after
his eyes opened, he lay quite motionless; then he lifted his head
slightly and shook it with some caution. This had come to be custom.
The operation assured him of the worst; the room swam round him, and,
with a faint groan, he let his head fall back upon the pillow. But he
could not sleep again; pain stung its way through his heart as memory
began to come back to him, not of the preceding night--that was all
blank,--but realization that the girl of whom he had dreamed so long
was to be married. That his dreams had been quite hopeless was no balm
to his hurt.
A chime of bells sounded from a church steeple across the Square,
ringing out in assured righteousness, summoning the good people who
maintained them to come and sit beneath them or be taken to task; and
they fell so dismally upon Joe's ear that he bestirred himself and
rose, to the delight of his mongrel, who leaped upon him joyfully. An
hour later, or thereabout, the pair emerged from the narrow stairway
and stood for a moment, blinking in the fair sunshine, apparently
undecided which way to go. The church bells were silent; there was no
breeze; the air trembled a little with the deep pipings of the organ
across the Square, and, save for that, the town was very quiet. The
paths which crossed the Court-house yard were flecked with steady
shadow, the strong young foliage of the maples not moving, having the
air of observing the Sabbath with propriety. There were benches here
and there along the walks, and to one of these Joe crossed, and sat
down. The mongrel, at his master's feet, rolled on his back in morning
ecstasy, ceased abruptly to roll and began to scratch his ear with a
hind foot intently. A tiny hand stretched to pat his head, and the dog
licked it appreciatively. It belonged to a hard-washed young lady of
six (in starchy, white frills and new, pink ribbons), who had run ahead
of her mother, a belated church-goer; and the mongrel charmed her.
"Will you give me this dog?" she asked, without any tedious formalities.
Involuntarily, she departed before receiving a reply. The mother, a
red-faced matron whom Joe recognized as a sister of Mrs. Louden's,
consequently his step-aunt, swooped at the child with a rush and rustle
of silk, and bore her on violently to her duty. When they had gone a
little way the matron's voice was heard in sharp reproof; the child,
held by one wrist and hurried along on tiptoe, staring back over one
shoulder at Joe, her eyes wide, and her mouth the shape of the "O" she
was ejaculating.
The dog looked up with wistful inquiry at his master, who cocked an
eyebrow at him in return, wearing much the same expression. The mother
and child disappeared within the church doors and left the Square to
the two. Even the hotel showed no signs of life, for the wise men were
not allowed to foregather on Sundays. The organ had ceased to stir the
air and all was in quiet, yet a quiet which, for Louden, was not peace.
He looked at his watch and, without intending it, spoke the hour aloud:
"A quarter past eleven." The sound of his own voice gave him a little
shock; he rose without knowing why, and, as he did so, it seemed to him
that he heard close to his ear another voice, a woman's, troubled and
insistent, but clear and sweet, saying:
"REMEMBER! ACROSS MAIN STREET BRIDGE AT NOON!"
It was so distinct that he started and looked round. Then he laughed.
"I'll be seeing circus parades next!" His laughter fled, for, louder
than the ringing in his ears, unmistakably came the strains of a
far-away brass band which had no existence on land or sea or in the
waters under the earth.
"Here!" he said to the mongrel. "We need a walk, I think. Let's you
and me move on before the camels turn the corner!"
The music followed him to the street, where he turned westward toward
the river, and presently, as he walked on, fanning himself with his
straw hat, it faded and was gone. But the voice he had heard returned.
"REMEMBER! ACROSS MAIN STREET BRIDGE AT NOON!" it said again, close to
his ear.
This time he did not start. "All right," he answered, wiping his
forehead; "if you'll let me alone, I'll be there."
At a dingy saloon corner, near the river, a shabby little man greeted
him heartily and petted the mongrel. "I'm mighty glad you didn't go,
after all, Joe," he added, with a brightening face.
"Go where, Happy?"
Mr. Fear looked grave. "Don't you rec'lect meetin' me last night?"
Louden shook his head. "No. Did I?"
The other's jaw fell and his brow corrugated with self-reproach.
"Well, if that don't show what a thick-head I am! I thought ye was all
right er I'd gone on with ye. Nobody c'd 'a' walked straighter ner
talked straighter. Said ye was goin' to leave Canaan fer good and
didn't want nobody to know it. Said ye was goin' to take the
'leven-o'clock through train fer the West, and told me I couldn't come
to the deepo with ye. Said ye'd had enough o' Canaan, and of
everything! I follered ye part way to the deepo, but ye turned and
made a motion fer me to go back, and I done it, because ye seemed to be
kind of in trouble, and I thought ye'd ruther be by yerself. Well,
sir, it's one on me!"
"Not at all," said Joe. "I was all right."
"Was ye?" returned the other. "DO remember, do ye?"
"Almost," Joe smiled, faintly.
"ALMOST," echoed Happy, shaking his head seriously. "I tell ye, Joe, ef
I was YOU--" he began slowly, then paused and shook his head again. He
seemed on the point of delivering some advice, but evidently perceiving
the snobbishness of such a proceeding, or else convinced by his own
experience of the futility of it, he swerved to cheerfulness:
"I hear the boys is all goin' to work hard fer the primaries. Mike
says ye got some chances ye don't know about; HE swears ye'll be the
next Mayor of Canaan."
"Nonsense! Folly and nonsense, Happy! That's the kind of thing I used
to think when I was a boy. But now--pshaw!" Joe broke off with a tired
laugh. "Tell them not to waste their time. Are you going out to the
Beach this afternoon?"
The little man lowered his eyes moodily. "I'll be near there," he
said, scraping his patched shoe up and down the curbstone. "That
feller's in town agin."
"What fellow?"
"'Nashville' they call him; Ed's the name he give the hospital:
Cory--him that I soaked the night you come back to Canaan. He's after
Claudine to git his evens with me. He's made a raise somewheres, and
plays the spender. And her--well, I reckon she's tired waitin' table
at the National House; tired o' me, too. I got a hint that they're
goin' out to the Beach together this afternoon."
Joe passed his hand wearily over his aching forehead. "I understand,"
he said, "and you'd better try to. Cory's laying for you, of course.
You say he's after your wife? He must have set about it pretty openly
if they're going to the Beach to-day, for there is always a crowd there
on Sundays. Is it hard for you to see why he's doing it? It's because
he wants to make you jealous. What for? So that you'll tackle him
again. And why does he want that? Because he's ready for you!"
The other's eyes suddenly became bloodshot, his nostrils expanding
incredibly. "READY, is he? He BETTER be ready. I--"
"That's enough!" Joe interrupted, swiftly. "We'll have no talk like
that. I'll settle this for you, myself. You send word to Claudine
that I want to see her at my office to-morrow morning, and you--you
stay away from the Beach to-day. Give me your word."
Mr. Fear's expression softened. "All right, Joe," he said. "I'll do
whatever you tell me to. Any of us 'll do that; we sure know who's our
friend."
"Keep out of trouble, Happy." Joe turned to go and they shook hands.
"Good day, and--keep out of trouble!"
When he had gone, Mr. Fear's countenance again gloomed ominously, and,
shaking his head, he ruminatively entered an adjacent bar through the
alley door.
The Main Street bridge was an old-fashioned, wooden, covered one,
dust-colored and very narrow, squarely framing the fair, open country
beyond; for the town had never crossed the river. Joe found the cool
shadow in the bridge gracious to his hot brow, and through the slender
chinks of the worn flooring he caught bright glimpses of running water.
When he came out of the other end he felt enough refreshed to light a
cigar.
"Well, here I am," he said. "Across Main Street bridge--and it must be
getting on toward noon!" He spoke almost with the aspect of daring,
and immediately stood still, listening. "'REMEMBER,"' he ventured to
repeat, again daring, "'REMEMBER! ACROSS MAIN STREET BRIDGE AT NOON!'"
And again he listened. Then he chuckled faintly with relief, for the
voice did not return. "Thank God, I've got rid of that!" he whispered.
"And of the circus band too!"
A dust road turned to the right, following the river and shaded by big
sycamores on the bank; the mongrel, intensely preoccupied with this
road, scampered away, his nose to the ground. "Good enough," said the
master. "Lead on and I'll come after you."
But he had not far to follow. The chase led him to a half-hollow log
which lay on a low, grass-grown levee above the stream, where the dog's
interest in the pursuit became vivid; temporarily, however, for after a
few minutes of agitated investigation, he was seized with indifference
to the whole world; panted briefly; slept. Joe sat upon the log, which
was in the shade, and smoked.
"'REMEMBER!'" He tried it once more. "'ACROSS MAIN STREET BRIDGE AT
NOON!'" Safety still; the voice came not. But the sound of his own
repetition of the words brought him an eerie tremor; for the mist of a
memory came with it; nothing tangible, nothing definite, but something
very far away and shadowy, yet just poignant enough to give him a queer
feeling that he was really keeping an appointment here. Was it with
some water-sprite that would rise from the river? Was it with a dryad
of the sycamores? He knew too well that he might expect strange
fancies to get hold of him this morning, and, as this one grew
uncannily stronger, he moved his head briskly as if to shake it off.
The result surprised him; the fancy remained, but his headache and
dizziness had left him.
A breeze wandered up the river and touched the leaves and grass to
life. Sparrows hopped and chirped in the branches, absurdly surprised;
without doubt having concluded in the Sunday stillness that the world
would drowse forever; and the mongrel lifted his head, blinked at them,
hopelessly wishing they would alight near him, scratched his ear with
the manner of one who has neglected such matters overlong; reversed his
position; slept again. The young corn, deep green in the bottomland,
moved with a staccato flurry, and the dust ghost of a mad whirling
dervish sped up the main road to vanish at the bridge in a climax of
lunacy. The stirring air brought a smell of blossoms; the distance took
on faint lavender hazes which blended the outlines of the fields, lying
like square coverlets upon the long slope of rising ground beyond the
bottom-land, and empurpled the blue woodland shadows of the groves.
For the first time, it struck Joe that it was a beautiful day, and it
came to him that a beautiful day was a thing which nothing except
death, sickness, or imprisonment could take from him--not even the ban
of Canaan! Unforewarned, music sounded in his ears again; but he did
not shrink from it now; this was not the circus band he had heard as he
left the Square, but a melody like a far-away serenade at night, as of
"the horns of elf-land faintly blowing"; and he closed his eyes with
the sweetness of it.
"Go ahead!" he whispered. "Do that all you want to. If you'll keep it
up like this awhile, I'll follow with 'Little Brown Jug, How I Love
Thee!' It seems to pay, after all!"
The welcome strains, however, were but the prelude to a harsher sound
which interrupted and annihilated them: the Court-house bell clanging
out twelve. "All right," said Joe. "It's noon and I'm 'across Main
Street bridge.'"
He opened his eyes and looked about him whimsically. Then he shook his
head again.
A lady had just emerged from the bridge and was coming toward him.
It would be hard to get at Joe's first impressions of her. We can find
conveyance for only the broadest and heaviest. Ancient and modern
instances multiply the case of the sleeper who dreams out a long story
in accurate color and fine detail, a tale of years, in the opening and
shutting of a door. So with Joseph, in the brief space of the lady's
approach. And with him, as with the sleeper, it must have been--in
fact it was, in his recollections, later--a blur of emotion.
At first sight of her, perhaps it was pre-eminently the shock of seeing
anything so exquisite where he had expected to see nothing at all. For
she was exquisite--horrid as have been the uses of the word, its best
and truest belong to her; she was that and much more, from the ivory
ferrule of the parasol she carried, to the light and slender footprint
she left in the dust of the road. Joe knew at once that nothing like
her had ever before been seen in Canaan.
He had little knowledge of the millinery arts, and he needed none to
see the harmony--harmony like that of the day he had discovered a
little while ago. Her dress and hat and gloves and parasol showed a
pale lavender overtint like that which he had seen overspreading the
western slope. (Afterward, he discovered that the gloves she wore that
day were gray, and that her hat was for the most part white.) The
charm of fabric and tint belonging to what she wore was no shame to
her, not being of primal importance beyond herself; it was but the
expression of her daintiness and the adjunct of it. She was tall, but
if Joe could have spoken or thought of her as "slender," he would have
been capable of calling her lips "red," in which case he would not have
been Joe, and would have been as far from the truth as her lips were
from red, or as her supreme delicateness was from mere slenderness.
Under the summer hat her very dark hair swept back over her temples
with something near trimness in the extent to which it was withheld
from being fluffy. It may be that this approach to trimness, which
was, after all, only a sort of coquetry with trimness, is the true key
to the mystery of the vision of the lady who appeared to Joe. Let us
say that she suppressed everything that went beyond grace; that the
hint of floridity was abhorrent to her. "Trim" is as clumsy as
"slender"; she had escaped from the trimness of girlhood as wholly as
she had gone through its coltishness. "Exquisite." Let us go back to
Joe's own blurred first thought of her and be content with that!
She was to pass him--so he thought--and as she drew nearer, his breath
came faster.
"REMEMBER! ACROSS MAIN STREET BRIDGE AT NOON!" Was THIS the fay of
whom the voice had warned him? With that, there befell him the mystery
of last night. He did not remember, but it was as if he lived again,
dimly, the highest hour of happiness in a life a thousand years ago;
perfume and music, roses, nightingales and plucked harp-strings. Yes;
something wonderful was happening to him.
She had stopped directly in front of him; stopped and stood looking at
him with her clear eyes. He did not lift his own to hers; he had long
experience of the averted gaze of women; but it was not only that; a
great shyness beset him. He had risen and removed his hat, trying
(ineffectually) not to clear his throat; his every-day sense urging
upon him that she was a stranger in Canaan who had lost her way--the
preposterousness of any one's losing the way in Canaan not just now
appealing to his every--day sense.
"Can I--can I--" he stammered, blushing miserably, meaning to finish
with "direct you," or "show you the way."
Then he looked at her again and saw what seemed to him the strangest
sight of his life. The lady's eyes had filled with tears--filled and
overfilled. "I'll sit here on the log with you," she said. And her
voice was the voice which he had heard saying, "REMEMBER! ACROSS MAIN
STREET BRIDGE AT NOON!"
"WHAT!" he gasped.
"You don't need to dust it!" she went on, tremulously. And even then
he did not know who she was.
XI
WHEN HALF-GODS GO
There was a silence, for if the dazzled young man could have spoken at
all, He could have found nothing to say; and, perhaps, the lady would
not trust her own voice just then. His eyes had fallen again; he was
too dazed, and, in truth, too panic-stricken, now, to look at her,
though if he had been quite sure that she was part of a wonderful dream
he might have dared. She was seated beside him, and had handed him her
parasol in a little way which seemed to imply that of course he had
reached for it, so that it was to be seen how used she was to have all
tiny things done for her, though this was not then of his tremulous
observing. He did perceive, however, that he was to furl the dainty
thing; he pressed the catch, and let down the top timidly, as if
fearing to break or tear it; and, as it closed, held near his face, he
caught a very faint, sweet, spicy emanation from it like wild roses and
cinnamon.
He did not know her; but his timidity and a strange little choke in his
throat, the sudden fright which had seized upon him, were not caused by
embarrassment. He had no thought that she was one he had known but
could not, for the moment, recall; there was nothing of the awkwardness
of that; no, he was overpowered by the miracle of this meeting. And
yet, white with marvelling, he felt it to be so much more touchingly a
great happiness than he had ever known that at first it was
inexpressibly sad.
At last he heard her voice again, shaking a little, as she said:
"I am glad you remembered."
"Remembered what?" he faltered.
"Then you don't?" she cried. "And yet you came."
"Came here, do you mean?"
"Yes--now, at noon."
"Ah!" he half whispered, unable to speak aloud. "Was it you who
said--who said, 'Remember! Across--across--"'
"'Across Main Street bridge at noon!'" she finished for him, gently.
"Yes."
He took a deep breath in the wonder of it. "Where was it you said
that?" he asked, slowly. "Was it last night?"
"Don't you even know that you came to meet me?"
"_I_--came to--to meet--you!"
She gave a little pitying cry, very near a sob, seeing his utter
bewilderment.
"It was like the strangest dream in the world," she said. "You were at
the station when I came, last night. You don't remember at all?"
His eyes downcast, his face burning hotly, he could only shake his head.
"Yes," she continued. "I thought no one would be there, for I had not
written to say what train I should take, but when I stepped down from
the platform, you were standing there; though you didn't see me at
first, not until I had called your name and ran to you. You said,
'I've come to meet you,' but you said it queerly, I thought. And then
you called a carriage for me; but you seemed so strange you couldn't
tell how you knew that I was coming, and--and then I--I understood you
weren't yourself. You were very quiet, but I knew, I knew! So I made
you get into the carriage--and--and--"
She faltered to a stop, and with that, shame itself brought him
courage; he turned and faced her. She had lifted her handkerchief to
her eyes, but at his movement she dropped it, and it was not so much
the delicate loveliness of her face that he saw then as the tears upon
her cheeks.
"Ah, poor boy!" she cried. "I knew! I knew!"
"You--you took me home?"
"You told me where you lived," she answered. "Yes, I took you home."
"I don't understand," he stammered, huskily. "I don't understand!"
She leaned toward him slightly, looking at him with great intentness.
"You didn't know me last night," she said. "Do you know me now?"
For answer he could only stare at her, dumfounded. He lifted an
unsteady hand toward her appealingly. But the manner of the lady, as
she saw the truth, underwent an April change. She drew back lightly; he
was favored with the most delicious, low laugh he had ever heard, and,
by some magic whisk which she accomplished, there was no sign of tears
about her.
"Ah! I'm glad you're the same, Joe!" she said. "You never would or
could pretend very well. I'm glad you're the same, and I'm glad I've
changed, though that isn't why you have forgotten me. You've forgotten
me because you never thought of me. Perhaps I should not have known
you if you had changed a great deal--as I have!"
He started, leaning back from her.
"Ah!" she laughed. "That's it! That funny little twist of the head
you always had, like a--like a--well, you know I must have told you a
thousand times that it was like a nice friendly puppy; so why shouldn't
I say so now? And your eyebrows! When you look like that, nobody
could ever forget you, Joe!"
He rose from the log, and the mongrel leaped upon him uproariously,
thinking they were to go home, belike to food.
The lady laughed again. "Don't let him spoil my parasol. And I must
warn you now: Never, never TREAD ON MY SKIRT! I'm very irritable
about such things!"
He had taken three or four uncertain backward steps from her. She sat
before him, radiant with laughter, the loveliest creature he had ever
seen; but between him and this charming vision there swept, through the
warm, scented June air, a veil of snow like a driven fog, and, half
obscured in the heart of it, a young girl stood, knee-deep in a drift
piled against an old picket gate, her black water-proof and shabby
skirt flapping in the blizzard like torn sails, one of her hands
out-stretched toward him, her startled eyes fixed on his.
"And, oh, how like you," said the lady; "how like you and nobody else
in the world, Joe, to have a yellow dog!"
"ARIEL TABOR!"
His lips formed the words without sound.
"Isn't it about time?" she said. "Are strange ladies in the HABIT of
descending from trains to take you home?"
Once, upon a white morning long ago, the sensational progress of a
certain youth up Main Street had stirred Canaan. But that day was as
nothing to this. Mr. Bantry had left temporary paralysis in his wake;
but in the case of the two young people who passed slowly along the
street to-day it was petrifaction, which seemingly threatened in
several instances (most notably that of Mr. Arp) to become permanent.
The lower portion of the street, lined with three and four story
buildings of brick and stone, rather grim and hot facades under the
mid-day sun, afforded little shade to the church-comers, who were
working homeward in processional little groups and clumps, none walking
fast, though none with the appearance of great leisure, since neither
rate of progress would have been esteemed befitting the day. The
growth of Canaan, steady, though never startling, had left almost all
of the churches down-town, and Main Street the principal avenue of
communication between them and the "residence section." So, to-day,
the intermittent procession stretched along the new cement side-walks
from a little below the Square to Upper Main Street, where maples lined
the thoroughfare and the mansions of the affluent stood among pleasant
lawns and shrubberies. It was late; for this had been a communion
Sunday, and those far in advance, who had already reached the pretty
and shady part of the street, were members of the churches where
services had been shortest; though few in the long parade looked as if
they had been attending anything very short, and many heads of families
were crisp in their replies to the theological inquiries of their
offspring. The men imparted largely a gloom to the itinerant
concourse, most of them wearing hot, long black coats and having wilted
their collars; the ladies relieving this gloom somewhat by the lighter
tints of their garments; the spick-and-span little girls relieving it
greatly by their white dresses and their faces, the latter bright with
the hope of Sunday ice-cream; while the boys, experiencing some solace
in that they were finally out where a person could at least scratch
himself if he had to, yet oppressed by the decorous necessities of the
day, marched along, furtively planning, behind imperturbably secretive
countenances, various means for the later dispersal of an odious
monotony.
Usually the conversation of this long string of the homeward-bound was
not too frivolous or worldly; nay, it properly inclined to discussion
of the sermon; that is, praise of the sermon, with here and there a
mild "I-didn't-like-his-saying" or so; and its lighter aspects were apt
to concern the next "Social," or various pleasurable schemes for the
raising of funds to help the heathen, the quite worthy poor, or the
church.
This was the serious and seemly parade, the propriety of whose behavior
was to-day almost disintegrated when the lady of the bridge walked up
the street in the shadow of a lacy, lavender parasol carried by Joseph
Louden. The congregation of the church across the Square, that to
which Joe's step-aunt had been late, was just debouching, almost in
mass, upon Main Street, when these two went by. It is not quite the
truth to say that all except the children came to a dead halt, but it
is not very far from it. The air was thick with subdued exclamations
and whisperings.
Here is no mystery. Joe was probably the only person of respectable
derivation in Canaan who had not known for weeks that Ariel Tabor was
on her way home. And the news that she had arrived the night before
had been widely disseminated on the way to church, entering church, IN
church (even so!), and coming out of church. An account of her house
in the Avenue Henri Martin, and of her portrait in the Salon--a
mysterious business to many, and not lacking in grandeur for that!--had
occupied two columns in the Tocsin, on a day, some months before, when
Joe had found himself inimically head-lined on the first page, and had
dropped the paper without reading further. Ariel's name had been in
the mouth of Canaan for a long time; unfortunately for Joe, however,
not in the mouth of that Canaan which held converse with him.
Joe had not known her. The women recognized her, infallibly, at first
glance; even those who had quite forgotten her. And the women told
their men. Hence the un-Sunday-like demeanor of the procession, for
few towns hold it more unseemly to stand and stare at passers-by,
especially on the Sabbath.--BUT Ariel Tabor returned--and walking
with--WITH JOE LOUDEN! ...
A low but increasing murmur followed the two as they proceeded. It ran
up the street ahead of them; people turned to
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