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*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RALPH WILTON'S WEIRD ***
BY THE SAME AUTHOR
(_Leisure-Hour Series_)
THE WOOING O'T
WHICH SHALL IT BE?
RALPH WILTON'S WEIRD.
_LEISURE HOUR SERIES_
RALPH WILTON'S WEIRD
_A NOVEL_
BY
MRS. ALEXANDER
AUTHOR OF "THE WOOING O'T" AND "WHICH SHALL IT BE?"
[Illustration: Logo]
NEW YORK
HENRY HOLT AND COMPANY
1875
JOHN F. TROW & SON, PRINTERS,
205-213 EAST 12TH ST., NEW YORK.
RALPH WILTON'S WEIRD.
CHAPTER I.
The yellow sunlight of a crisp October day was lighting up the faded
though rich hangings, and the abundant but somewhat blackened gilding,
of a large study or morning-room in one of the stately mansions of
Mayfair, nearly fourteen years ago.
Bookcases and escritoires, writing-tables and reading-tables more or
less convenient, easy-chairs, print-stands furnished with well-filled
portfolios, pictures, bronzes, all the signs and tokens of wealth, were
there, but nothing new. An impress of extinct vitality was stamped upon
the chamber and all it contained. The very fire burned with a dull,
continuous glow, neither flaming nor crackling.
On one side of this fire, his back to the light, in a high leathern
chair, sat an old man. Originally slight in frame, he now looked
attenuated. His blue, brass-buttoned coat, though evidently from the
hands of an artist, hung loosely upon him. His thin gray hair was
carelessly brushed back from a brow not high but peculiarly wide, a
straight, refined nose, a square-cut chin, a thin-lipped, slightly cruel
mouth, a tint of the deadliest pallor--all these combined to make his
countenance at once attractive and repellent. There was a certain
dignity in his attitude as he leaned against the side of the large
chair, in which he was almost lost, one thin, small white hand resting
on the arm of his seat, the other playing, in a manner evidently
habitual, with a couple of seals hanging in by-gone fashion from a black
ribbon.
He was gazing at the fire, and listening to a meek looking semi-genteel
young man, who, seated at a table with a neatly folded packet of papers
before him, was reading aloud from a letter. But the lecture was
interrupted.
The door was thrown open by an archdeaconal butler, who announced, in a
suppressed voice and impressive manner, "Colonel Wilton, my lord."
Whereupon entered a soldierly looking man, above middle height, his
broad shoulders and compact waist, duly displayed by an incomparably
fitting frock-coat, closely buttoned, and worn with the indescribable
carriage that life-long assured position and habitual command only can
bestow. A bold, sunburnt, and somewhat aquiline face, a pair of
eagle-like brown eyes, and plenty of red-brown wavy hair, whisker, and
moustache, entitled the possessor to be termed by partial comrades "a
good-looking fellow."
The old nobleman stood up, and, raising his cold, steely, keen blue
eyes, with an extension of his thin lips intended for a smile, held out
his slight, fine hand.
"I am glad to see Colonel Wilton," he said, in a low, sweet voice, which
must have been peculiarly charming before age had thinned its
tones.--"You may leave us, Mr. Robbins," he added; whereupon the young
man at the writing-table took up his papers and departed.--"I am obliged
to you," continued Lord St. George, "for obeying my summons so promptly;
it was more than I expected, considering how often you must have been in
town without calling upon your recluse kinsman."
"My dear lord," said Colonel Wilton, with a frank smile, taking the
chair placed for him, "I never thought a visit from me would be
acceptable. I supposed that I must excite the natural aversion which is
generally felt for junior and unendowed relatives, so I kept out of the
way." Colonel Wilton's voice was not unlike his host's, though deeper
and richer.
"Unendowed or not, you are almost the only relative who has never asked
me a favor," returned the old man.
"Had I wanted anything I suppose I should have asked for it," said
Colonel Wilton, good-humoredly; "but my ambition is professional, and
fortune has favored me beyond my deserts."
"You are a young colonel."
"Only brevet."
"Ay, I remember; you got your first step after that affair of the
rifle-pits."
"Exactly; then I volunteered for our second battalion when the mutiny
broke out, saw a good deal of very unpleasant service, was slightly hit,
got fever, more from fatigue than wounds, was ordered home on sick
leave, and found my brevet awaiting me. I have just returned from the
German baths--and now, my lord, I am at your service."
"You want to know why I sent for you--you shall hear presently;" the old
men paused abruptly. "You are like, and yet unlike, your father," he
resumed; "you know, I suppose, that, although but first cousins, we
might have been brothers, we hated each other so well?"
"I have heard something of it," returned Wilton, coolly, though the
smiling, frank expression passed from his face; "but I have lived so
much among strangers that I am lamentably ignorant of the family
hatreds."
Lord St. George looked up, and played more rapidly with his seals. "I
have been a broken man for many years," he resumed, after a short
pause, "and latterly a complete recluse. Men are such knaves, and life
is such a round of folly, amusement, and ambition, and 'lofty
aspirations,' as modern scribblers have it, such dust and ashes, that I
can with unusual truth say I am weary! I dare say you are wondering why
I inflict this Jeremiad upon you--I hardly know myself; however, it is
finished. I suppose you are aware that a very small portion of my
property is attached to the title of St. George?"
Colonel Wilton bowed, and listened with increasing interest. "My
Worzelshire estates and Welsh mines," continued the old lord, "came to
me through my mother, and are to dispose of as I choose. A ruined tower
and some worthless moorland is all that will come by right to you. It is
in my power to make you that most wretched of failures--a poor nobleman,
or to bequeath you means to ruffle it with the best."
"You must do as seems best in your eyes," said Colonel Wilton, with the
same good-humored, well-bred independence which had characterized his
manner all through the interview, when the peer stopped, as if for a
reply.
"I am by no means inclined to separate my property from my title--but it
is all in my own hands--I have no claims upon me--no nearer relative
than yourself. All that I have heard of you is tolerably creditable to
the family name, and I am inclined to give you the means to keep up the
old title. There is one point, however, on which I should like you to
understand and conform to my wishes. You are, of course, aware of the
circumstance which has blighted my life--the latter half of it?"
Although it seemed impossible that any living cheek could be paler than
Lord St. George's, it grew a shade more ghastly as he spoke.
"Yes, yes," returned Colonel Wilton, with a sort of quick sympathy. "Do
not, if possible, distress yourself by alluding to it."
"I must, Ralph--I must!" It was the first time the viscount had called
him by his name; and he continued, in a firm but low voice: "When my
daughter, my only child, flung herself into an abyss of infamy by her
disgraceful marriage, I at once and forever renounced her. Now I only
care that the inheritors of my name and property may at least be free
from the taint of inferior race: promise me you will marry a
gentlewoman, a girl of some unblemished family, which, though they are
few, can still be found--promise me this, and I will leave you all I
possess."
"My dear lord, it is not necessary to promise. Poor as I am, I should
never dream of marrying a plebeian; but I would rather not marry for
some years to come. I am little more than thirty; you must really leave
me a longer spell of liberty."
"All young men are alike," returned Lord St. George. "You put off the
evil day until you are too old to see your children grow up, or to guide
them, or be anything but a semi-living mummy, fit only to sign checks
for other people to expend. Be ruled by me; accept my conditions, quit
the army, spend the coming season among the best country-houses, pick
out a suitable wife--as my heir, you _can_ choose--go into Parliament, a
Crimean man will be well received by country constituencies, and you
will be well before the world by the time I make way for you. I say
nothing," added the old peer, with an air of courtly humility, "of the
gratitude such a course would enlist from me personally. I have no claim
of that description to urge upon you."
"Your present intentions constitute a tolerable strong claim," replied
Wilton, smiling. "At any rate I should be very happy to please you, and
I heartily wish you could will away your title as your estates. However,
on the subject of marriage, I can make _no_ promise; at present, the
mere fact of being tied seems to me to outweigh all other advantages. I
hope my bluntness does not offend you. I should be sorry to do so. You
see, there is a strong dash of the Bohemian in my nature, though I am
not without ambition, and I am quite aware that a penniless peer is a
most unfortunate devil. Still I cannot make up my mind to matrimony.
Nevertheless, apart from promises, I do not think any man can be more
averse to the idea of marrying out of his own class than I am."
There was a moment's pause, Lord St. George looking keenly at his
companion.
"I do not think you seem likely to commit so egregious an error; but it
is impossible to rely on the prudence or common sense of any man; though
you are certainly past the age when men will sacrifice much for women.
So I must be content with probabilities."
Another short pause, during which Colonel Wilton took up his hat, which
he had laid on the carpet beside him.
"Stay," said the old peer. "It is long since I have endured to see any
of my own people, and the effort cost me something. Now you are here,
tell me where are your sisters, your brother?"
"My brother, poor fellow! he died of fever before he left college. My
sisters are both married, the eldest to General Ogilvie--he is in
command at Montreal--and Gertrude to the Dean of ----."
"I remember hearing of the first marriage," returned Lord St. George. "I
was then in Greece."
He continued to ask for various persons, respecting very few of whom
Colonel Wilton could give any information. Meantime the light was
fading, and Lord St. George's visitor growing somewhat impatient.
"You must forgive me, my lord, if I bid you good-morning. But when I
received your message I had arranged to run down to Scotland to-night
for some grouse-shooting, and I am to dine early with an old
brother-officer before starting."
"Then I must not detain you," replied Lord St. George, reluctantly. "I
am glad I have seen you. I feel a little more satisfied about the future
of my name and possessions. I wish you could meet my wishes completely.
I am singularly without near relatives--singularly free from claims of
any kind."
Colonel Wilton had stood up as if in the act to go; he hesitated an
instant, as his kinsman paused, and said, in a lower tone:
"I presume, then, my cousin--your daughter--left no children?"
"Do not dare to name her, sir!" cried the old man, fiercely, and
grasping the arms of his chair with nervous, twitching fingers. "She has
long ceased to live for me! She--the first woman in a long, unbroken
line--that ever brought disgrace upon her name! Living or dead, I refuse
all intelligence concerning her. Her children may exist, or not; the
poorest beggar that crawls in the street is more to me!"
"You have, certainly, a cruel disappointment to complain of, my lord,"
said Wilton, gravely and firmly. "But the children would be sinless. You
would not, I am sure, leave them to suffer poverty and--"
"I would--I would! I would stamp out the spawn of such a viper!
There--there, leave me. I believe you are an honest gentleman; but this
subject you must never touch again. Good-morning, Ralph! Let me see you
on your return from the north."
Colonel Wilton promised that he would call, and pressing the thin, wan
hand extended to him, left the room.
About two hours later, a couple of gentlemen sat at dinner in a private
room in Morley's Hotel. The cheese period had been reached, and the
sharp edge of appetite blunted. One, who seemed the host, was Ralph
Wilton; the guest was a tall, rugged-looking, bony man, with shaggy
eye-brows and a large hooked nose, slightly bent to one side, small,
sharp, dark-gray eyes, grizzled black hair, and a wide mouth, with a
strong projecting under-jaw. This does not sound like the perfection of
manly beauty, yet Major Moncrief was not a bad-looking man.
"And when do you intend to join me, Moncrief?" said Colonel Wilton.
"Not later than this day week."
"I hope not. For I have no fancy for being alone in my glory."
The conversation flowed somewhat intermittently until the waiter,
placing wine and olives on the table, left the friends alone.
"Help yourself," said Colonel Wilton, pushing the claret toward Major
Moncrief. "Do you know, I have had an interview with that curious old
hermit, Lord St. George, to-day?"
"Indeed! How did that come about?"
"I found a note from him at the club this morning, inviting me, very
politely, to call any day after three. So, as I hope not to see London
again for some months, I went at once."
"You are his heir, are you not?"
"To his barren title--yes; but he can will away his wealth as he likes.
Poor old fellow! He had an only child, a lovely girl, I believe, and,
after refusing some of the best matches in England, she ran off with an
artist fellow who played the fiddle, or sang divinely, and the viscount
never forgave her. I only know the general gossip, but I have been told
she died in frightful poverty. I ventured to say a word in favor of the
possible and probable children, and was soon pulled up for my pains.
How idiotic women are, and yet how keen and hard at times! This cousin
of mine was not so very young either; she must have been
four-and-twenty."
"Women are quite incomprehensible," ejaculated Moncrief.
Colonel Wilton laughed.
"Well, old St. George, it seems, sent for me to induce me to marry some
'Clara Vere de Vere,' in order to secure the sacred title and acres from
falling into the hands of a half-breed inheritor. However, though I
would not acknowledge his suzerainty by giving him the promise he
wanted, he may be tolerably sure I would never marry a second-rate
woman. I do not mean to say I care for rank, but good blood is
essential."
"I do not fancy you are much of a marrying man."
"No! not at present. I shall come to it some day. I have been too busy
to have had an attack of the love-fever for a long time."
"You were badly hit in that affair with Lady Mary," observed Moncrief.
"Well--yes! But I made a rapid recovery. Then, matrimony would be a
different matter. In short, if Lord St. George will just give me a year
or two more of liberty, I dare say I shall be ready to present him with
a bride of the desired pattern. I really have no democratic
proclivities."
"Ah ha, lad!" said Moncrief, in his unmistakable Scotch tones, "you must
just 'dree your weird.'"
"So must every one," returned Wilton, rising to fill his cigar-case from
a box that stood upon the sideboard. "But I think I have survived the
spooney period, and have sown my wild oats--not that I have had more
than a mere handful to dispose of. On the whole, I have been a pattern
man--eh, old fellow?"
"Hum! There have been more extensive crops," returned the major,
doubtfully. "Still, do not be too sure of yourself."
"Oh, I am safe enough. And, besides," he continued, returning to the
table and filling his glass, "I am very particularly anxious that Lord
St. George should leave me something wherewith to regild the faded
honors of his ancient peerage. I confess to a mortal dread of being a
poor peer. If my old kinsman does not leave me his property, I will
never adopt the title, but be plain 'Ralph Wilton' to the end of the
chapter."
"You might do worse," said Moncrief, dryly. "As I said before, you must
'dree your weird.'"
"Halloa!" cried Wilton, suddenly; "half-past seven, by Jove! I shall
have a close shave to catch the train!" He rang the bell, ordered a cab;
hastily donning his overcoat and thrusting his cigar-case into the
breast-pocket, he shook hands heartily with his friend. "Good-by, old
fellow; come as soon as you can, and let the moorland breeze sweep the
cobwebs from your brain. You are too solemn by half for so good a
comrade--good-by!"
It was a very close shave; but Ralph Wilton was just in time. The bell
had rung before he had taken his ticket, after seeing a favorite pointer
properly disposed of. "Here you are, sir," cried a porter, opening the
door of a carriage. Wilton jumped in, and the door was slammed. "Stop! I
say, porter," he shouted, as he glanced at the only other occupant,
thinking to himself, "An unprotected female! this is too formidable!"
But his voice was drowned in the loud panting of the engine, and they
were off. "It cannot be helped," he thought, and set about arranging
himself as comfortably as he could.
His companion was a young lady, he perceived, as his eyes became
accustomed to the lamp-light. She was in black, and rather thinly clad
for a night-journey. Her bonnet lay in the netting overhead. And a blue
scarf was loosely tied over her head and ears. She seemed already
asleep, though Wilton was dimly aware that she had opened a pair of
large dark eyes to look at him. She was a serious drawback to the
comfort of his journey. But for her he could make a bed of the
cushions, and stretch himself at full length; but for her he could
solace himself with unlimited cigars, and enjoy the freedom of
loneliness. Thinking thus, he stooped forward to take up an evening
paper he had snatched at the last moment, and his cigar-case fell from
his pocket. His obnoxious fellow-traveller opened her eyes. "If you
smoke," she said, "do not mind me; it may help me to sleep." With a
slight shiver she closed her eyes again, apparently without hearing
Wilton's thanks, while his unspoken maledictions on the ill chance that
placed her in the same carriage were, in some mysterious way, silenced
and arrested by the charm of a soft, sweet voice, delicate yet full,
with a certain sadness in its tones, and an accent not quite English. "A
gentlewoman, I imagine," thought Wilton, as he moved from his place to
the centre seat opposite her to be nearer the light. There was something
touching in the childlike abandonment of her attitude; her head lay back
in the angle of the division she occupied; her face was very pale, and a
dark shade under the eyes bespoke fatigue. Long black lashes fringed her
closed eyes, curling back at the ends, and all of color was concentrated
in her delicately-curved lips. Ralph Wilton could not help glancing from
his paper to her face, and forming conjectures respecting her. Why did
her people let so fair, so young a creature wander about by herself?
But he was by no means old enough to adopt a fatherly view of so pretty
a subject. She must be seventeen or eighteen--here his companion
murmured in her sleep, and sighed deeply; while Wilton, with a sudden
access of chivalrous modesty, reproaching himself for presuming upon her
unconsciousness to scan so closely the tender, childlike face that lay
hushed before him, withdrew to his original position. Here he tried to
read, but the face and figure of the old recluse nobleman flitted
between him and his paper, and the bittersweet of his tone sounded again
in his ears--what depths of disappointment and mortification that old
man must have fathomed! Well, worse endings might have come about than
the union of Lord St. George's title and property in his (Ralph
Wilton's) favor; and, if he ever inherited these good things, he would
certainly look up his erring cousin's children. These meditations were
varied by sundry glances at his companion, vague conjectures concerning
her. How soft and gentle her mouth looked! Yet there was a good deal of
power in the wide, smooth forehead and delicately but clearly marked
dark-brown eyebrows. As Wilton looked he perceived her shiver, without
waking, and make a sleepy effort to fold her shawl closer. The night was
growing colder, and Wilton, observing a small portion of the window next
his companion open, rose to shut it. In moving to accomplish this, he
touched the slumberer's foot. She opened her eyes with a sleepy,
startled look--great, dark, lustrous eyes, which seemed to banish the
childlike expression of her face.
"I beg your pardon," said Colonel Wilton; "but it is cold, and I thought
you would like the window shut."
"Oh, yes, thank you; it is very, very cold." She sat up and rubbed her
hands together, tying the blue scarf closer round her head, and
thrusting carelessly under it a heavy tress of very dark-brown hair,
that had become loosened, with utter disregard of appearances, as if
only desirous of rest. "I am so, so weary," she went on, "and I dream
instead of sleeping."
"That is probably because of your uneasy position," said Wilton. "If you
will allow me to arrange the cushions for you, I think you may rest
better--I am an old traveller."
"You are very good," she returned, hesitatingly; "how do you mean?"
"I will show you;" and he proceeded to make supports for one of the
unoccupied cushions with a walking-stick and umbrella so as to form a
couch, and then rolled up his plaid loosely for an _impromptu_ pillow.
"Now," he said, with frank good-nature, "you can rest really; and, if
you will wrap yourself in my cloak, I dare say you will soon forget you
are in a railway-carriage."
"Thank you very much," she replied. "How good of you to take so much
trouble--and your plaid, too! You have left yourself nothing!"
"Oh, I do not need anything! Take the cloak, and I wish you good-night."
He checked an inclination to wrap it round her, lest she might think him
too officious; and, smiling at the change in his own sentiments toward
his fellow-traveller, withdrew to his original position.
"At least you can smoke," said she, as she placed herself upon the couch
he had improvised. "I really like the perfume of a cigar."
Thus encouraged, Wilton drew forth his cigar-case and comforted himself
with a weed, while he had the satisfaction of observing the perfect
stillness of the rather shapeless mass of drapery made by his heavy
cloak round the slender form slumbering beneath it. So they sped on into
the night. Wilton's cigar was finished; he threw the end from the
window. Gazing a moment at the dim, uncanny trees and hedges as they
flew past with ghastly rapidity, and settling himself in his corner, he
too tried to sleep for a long time in vain. The past--the possible
future--the absolute present--his sudden interest in his companion,
crowded and jostled each other in his thoughts, but gradually all became
indistinct, and at last he slept.
Uneasily, though--visions of struggles--of men and horses dying--of a
desperate necessity to carry an order from the general to a remote
division, and the utter impossibility of getting his horse to
move--dreams like these distracted him; at last a heavy battery on his
left opened fire, and he woke.
Woke suddenly, completely, with a feeling that the end of everything was
at hand. A noise of tearing and crashing filled his ears, mingled with
shrieks and yells; the carriage heaved violently, first to one side, and
then to the other, in which position it remained.
As Wilton sprang to his feet, his fellow-traveller started quickly to
hers; and, grasping his arm, exclaimed, with a certain despairing calm
that struck him even in such a moment: "Is it--is it death?"
He did not reply; but, holding on by the bar which supports the netting
over the seats, he managed to open the door next him. It was on the
upheaved side, and he found a heap of clay jammed under the step of the
carriage.
"Come," he exclaimed, "give me your hand!--lean on my shoulder--there is
an open space beyond here."
His fellow-traveller obeyed, silently and steadily. Instinctively
Wilton groped his way across what seemed a truck laden with earth and
stones, and assisted his companion down the opposite side on to the
grass-grown border of the line, which was open, and only fenced by a low
bank and hedge. Placing her in safety, he turned to look at the scene of
fear and confusion. A few yards ahead lay the massive fragments of the
two engines heaped together, the foremost carriage smashed to pieces and
already blazing, having caught light from the guard's lamp, which had
been overturned. Two other carriages, more or less injured, were, like
the one he had just quitted, forced upon trucks laden with stone and
clay. The passengers were scrambling over them, the women screaming, the
men shouting directions and questions.
"If you will stay here, I will go and see if I can be of any use,"
exclaimed Wilton. "You are quite safe, and I will return as soon as I
can."
She murmured something in reply as he went forward.
CHAPTER II.
Wilton found an indescribable scene of confusion when he came up to the
overturned engine. The male passengers and some twenty navvies, who had
been with the ballast train, were trying frantically to separate the
burning carriages from the others by forcing them back; but, although
the coupling irons were broken, the foremost carriages had been so
violently dashed against the trucks that they had become too closely
entangled to be stirred, and it seemed highly probable that the whole
train would be consumed before any means could be devised for
extinguishing the flames. Wilton's quick eye took in the difficulty in a
moment, and noticed that the blazing van, having been the first to
encounter the shock, had fallen on the side away from the ballast train,
breaking the couplings and everything breakable as it crashed over. The
next carriage had been forced upon the second truck, and the others more
or less upon those nearest them, as they were farther from the actual
collision. The unhappy guard had been dragged senseless from the
_débris_; there was, therefore, no one to direct the willing but
fruitless efforts of the volunteers. Seeing this, Wilton sprang upon the
truck nearest him, and shouted, in clear, ringing tones:
"Hold, men! you will never move that wreck! Your only chance to put out
the flames is to smother it with the damp clay here. Get your shovels
and picks--some of you jump up with the picks and loosen the stuff;
another party be ready with the shovels to pile the clay over the fire."
At the first sound of authoritative direction the men sprang to obey,
and Wilton took as supreme command as if a party of his own pioneers
were at his orders. The men worked with a will, as men generally do when
intelligently and energetically commanded. It was a wild and not
unpicturesque scene. At first the flames from the dry varnished wood
streamed out upon the breeze, which, fortunately, was not high, though
it sometimes sent wreaths of smoke and fire against the men who were
toiling to extinguish it, and bringing out in strong relief the figure
of Wilton, who had climbed upon the side of the carriage nearest the
burning fragments, and, holding on with one hand, urged the working
party with quick, commanding gestures. By the time the truck had been
half emptied the fire was evidently arrested. Every now and then a jet
of flame shot up to the sky; a few more minutes of fierce exertion and
the enemy was got under, and Wilton descended from his post of
observation to find a new authority on the scene, who was bustling about
very actively. This was the master of a small station about half a mile
farther up the line, scarcely to be seen from the fast and express
trains, which never stopped there, but elevated by the present
catastrophe into importance and authority. By his directions the guard
and stoker, who were most injured, were removed to a small town at a
little distance, where medical aid could be procured. Having discovered
and liberated his yelping dog, Wilton sought what information he could
from this official.
"No, sir; there ain't much damage done. The stoker of the ballast train
is hurt a good deal; but the guard is more stunned than hurt. No lives
lost, thank God--only some bruises and a broken head. You see, it's
getting late for night-travelling, and there wasn't a soul in the first
carriage. How did it happen? You see, the ballast train was shunted here
to wait till yours was past; but those pointsmen are overworked, and
this here forgot to set back the points; so you see, right into the
other engine," etc., etc.
After mixing with the other passengers, and ascertaining what they
intended to do, or if he could be of any use to them, Wilton bethought
him of his lonely little travelling companion, and returned to seek
her. She had advanced nearer the scene of action, and climbed up the low
bank which here bordered the line, the better to see what was going on.
"I am afraid you must think I was not coming back," said Wilton,
offering his hand to help her down.
"I saw you were well occupied," she said, touching it lightly as she
descended.
"By Jove! you are shivering with cold--and no wonder, without a cloak or
plaid! Wait for a moment and I will bring you mine from our carriage."
"Would you also be so kind as to bring my bonnet and a small travelling
bag? I should have gone for them myself, only I could hardly stand."
But Wilton was gone, and returned quickly. "There are but three other
ladies," he said, assisting to wrap his plaid around her, "and they are
going up to a small town or village about two miles off, to rest at the
inn; and when they are refreshed, intend posting on to their
destination, which is somewhere in this district. Would you like to go
with them, or wait at a little station close to this, where a fresh
train will be sent as soon as they can clear the line?"
"Oh, I will go to the station. I am anxious to get on as soon as
possible."
"And so am I. I shall, therefore, remain there also, and shall be most
happy to be of any use to you."
"Thank you. Can I walk to this station at once?"
"Certainly, if you will take my arm."
"I feel I must to steady myself," she replied. "I did not know I was so
much frightened and shaken. I feel ashamed."
They walked on in silence for a few yards, and then Wilton asked if she
was going much farther.
"Yes," with a sigh, "a long way--over the Border to a place called
Monkscleugh."
"Indeed!" cried Wilton; "that is my destination also."
She made no reply, and they accomplished the short distance in silence,
save for a few friendly remarks and inquiries from Wilton. The station
was almost deserted when they reached it; but the gaslight and a good
fire were very welcome; and the station-master soon returned with the
intelligence that they had collected more men, who were working hard to
clear the line, and, that, as soon as it was passable, a fresh train
would be sent on from A----.
The station-master was a short man--broad without being stout--with a
peculiarly weather-beaten aspect, his mouth screwed to one side, and one
eye squeezed down to the other, as if in the habit of facing the sun's
glare without adequate shelter. He spoke, too, in a _staccato_ style, as
if some intermittent power pumped up his words.
"I dare say this lady would be glad of a cup of tea or something," said
Wilton, looking compassionately at the figure of his companion, who had
drawn a chair to the fire, and sat down wearily, putting a small,
well-booted foot upon the fender.
"I have sent up to the village for refreshments, sir; but I am sorry to
say I have nothing in the place. I generally go away for my meals."
So saying, the station-master hurried off.
"I do not feel to want anything but sleep," said the lady. "I have not
had any for many nights, and I am scarce awake now. If I could but close
my eyes, and rest."
She raised them as she spoke to Wilton--such large, black-blue eyes, so
heavy with fatigue, that his compassion for her evident exhaustion was
naturally increased by the admiration they excited.
"You really ought to take something, if we could get it," he said. "Such
a shock must have been too much for you, though you showed remarkable
pluck."
"Yet I was dreadfully frightened," she replied, clasping her hands over
one knee, and gazing dreamily into the fire. "I do not fear death so
much as being hurt and helpless."
"Well," said Wilton, cheerfully, "we must find a resting-place for you.
There ought to be a lady's waiting-room even here." He rose and looked
about as he spoke. "And so there is"--he opened a door on the right of
the fireplace--"a very desolate-looking chamber. Still there is an
uneasy-looking stuffed bench, and perhaps, with my cloak and plaid, you
might manage to get an hour's sleep while we are waiting."
"How good of you to think of all this!" she exclaimed, looking at him
more attentively than she had yet done. "But it is dark--and see! the
lock is broken. I do not think I should like to sleep with an open
door."
"Let me light the gas," said Wilton, turning the stiff tap and striking
one of his fusees. "Now the only objection is the broken lock. I will
mount guard outside, and, trust me, no one shall intrude upon you. What
do you say?"
"Many, many thanks. I will gladly lie down and try to sleep. Are _you_
not weary?"
"Not in the least. I would advise your trying to compose yourself at
once; the others will be here soon, and will probably talk and make a
row. By-the-way," interrupting himself, "would you like to telegraph to
your friends that you are all right? I am going to do so myself."
"Telegraph to my friends!" she replied, stopping and looking full at
him, her large, dark, dewy eyes lighting up as a half-sad, half scornful
smile dimpled her cheek. "It is not at all necessary; they will not
distress themselves."
She bent her head as Wilton held the door for her to pass through.
Closing it after her, he returned to his seat by the fire, wondering at
himself; for, though far too manly a man to adopt a tone of selfish
indifference toward others, though he would have shown kindly
consideration to a plain or an elderly woman in such circumstances, he
was conscious of an extraordinary degree of interest and admiration for
his quiet, undemonstrative fellow-traveller. She was so gentle, yet so
indifferent; so simple and so self-possessed; evidently grateful to him
for his attentions, and yet utterly regardless of him as a "good-looking
fellow," or as anything save a civil travelling-companion. There was
something marvellously attractive in the almost infantine sweetness of
her mouth and delicate chin, and the contrast of her earnest, expressive
eyes.
"Who can she be?" asked Wilton of himself; "though quite unconventional,
there is a high tone about her, poor little thing! It is as well she
fell in with such a steady fellow as myself. I must see her safe to the
end of her journey, and find out all about her before we part."
His reflections were interrupted by an influx of some of the passengers,
who now began to collect, having impeded the efforts of the railway
officials as much as possible by their attempts to afford assistance;
they were all exceedingly talkative and hungry, not to say hilarious,
from the reaction of their escape. The refreshments which had been sent
for had now arrived, and the little station looked quite crowded. In the
midst of the buzz of voices, while all except Wilton were gathered round
the table discussing the viands placed thereon, he observed the door of
the ladies' room open gently and his _protégé_ appear, his cloak over
one shoulder, and trailing behind. Wilton immediately went toward her.
"I cannot sleep," she said; "I dozed a little just at first, but now I
am quite awake and restless."
"That's bad," returned Wilton. "Will you come in here and sit by the
fire?"
"Oh no!" shrinking back, "not among all those people."
"Well, it would not be very pleasant; but shall you not be very cold?"
"Not if you will still allow me to have your cloak."
"Certainly; and I hope we shall not be kept much longer. Could we not
get you a fire here?" and he walked in unceremoniously.
"I do not think even you could manage that," she returned, with a quiet
smile, as she placed herself at a table under the gaslight, and opened a
large note-book, as if about to make some entries.
"Not a strong-minded female taking notes, I hope," thought Wilton. "She
is far too pretty for that."
"No," said he, aloud, as he observed there was no fireplace. "With all
the will imaginable, I cannot manage a fire; but can I do nothing more?
I must insist on your taking some wine or tea. They are all devouring
out there; and I have had some very tolerable brandy-and-water myself,"
and Wilton beckoned a waiter to bring some refreshment.
"I tell you what you could do for me," said the young lady, suddenly
looking up more brightly than she had yet done; "make the station-master
come in here and talk--ask him questions. Oh, you know what I mean!" she
went on, with a sort of graceful petulance as Wilton looked at her in no
small surprise, "anything to make him talk. There, I think I hear him in
the next room; please to watch for him and bring him here. I will begin,
you can follow me; when I say 'thank you,' send him away--there, please
to catch him."
Wilton, greatly wondering that the first signs of animation in his
interesting companion should be aroused by so rugged and commonplace a
subject, hastened to obey, and soon returned with the functionary.
"Oh!" said the lady, bending her head with such a proud yet gracious
air that the man involuntarily removed his hat. "Pray tell me, is there
really no serious injury? I should be more satisfied were I assured by
you."
"Well, mum, I am happy to say there is no one much hurt to speak of,"
etc., etc.
"Is it long since you have had an accident before?" asked Wilton, not
very well knowing how to proceed in compliance with a little private
imperative nod from the fair inquisitor.
The question was opportune, for it launched the station-master upon
quite a flood of memories into which he rushed and talked for good ten
minutes without intermission. How long he would have continued it is
impossible to say, but one of the porters came to call him, as there was
a telegraph from ----.
Wilton followed to hear the news, and returned, after a short absence,
with the intelligence that the expected train would not arrive for
another hour.
"That is long," replied the young lady, scarce lifting her head; then,
as Wilton, a little mortified by her tone, turned to leave the room, she
exclaimed, still looking down, "Stay one moment, if not inconvenient."
"Certainly," and Wilton stood still for another minute or two.
"There," she said, holding out the book, "is that like him?"
Wilton took it and uttered an exclamation of surprise. On the page
before him was a bold, rapid, admirable sketch of the station-master;
all the characteristic lines and puckers were there, but slightly
idealized.
"This is first-rate! You are quite an artist."
"I wish I was! Let me touch it a little more. What a capital face it
is--so rugged, so humorous--yet so English; not the least bit
picturesque. I shall work this into something some day."
"Then I am right in supposing you an artist? May I look again?" said
Wilton, sitting down beside her.
"Oh, yes; you may look at my scratchings. This is my note-book. I like
to draw everything--but, you see, most imperfectly."
"I do not, indeed. I know very little of art, though I can sketch
roughly--merely professional work--but you seem to me to have both
genius and skill."
"Some taste, scarce any skill."
There was something quite genuine in her tone--not the least tinge of
mock-modesty--as she turned over the pages, and touched them here and
there, while her manner was singularly devoid of coquetry. Wilton might
have been her grandfather for all of embarrassment or excitement his
attentions caused.
"And you can draw; perhaps you know these trees; they are not far from
Monkscleugh."
She showed him a group of beeches most delicately yet clearly drawn.
"I do not know the neighborhood. I am going there for the first time.
May I ask if you reside there?"
"Yes, at present. Oh, you will find a great deal to sketch all
about--especially by the river--and there is beauty, too, in the gray
skies and rich brown moors; but how unlike the beauty of the sunny
south!"
"It is not necessary to ask which you like; your voice tells that," said
Wilton.
"And are you not fond of drawing?" she resumed, as if the subject had an
irresistible attraction.
"You would not look at such school-boy productions as mine," returned
Wilton, smiling. "As I said before, they are mere rough professional
drawings."
"Professional! What is your profession?"
This rather leading question was put with the most straightforward
simplicity.
"I am a soldier."
"A soldier!"--looking very earnestly at him--"what a pity!"
"Why?" asked Wilton, surprised, and a little nettled. "Soldiers are
necessary evils."
"But what evils! what symbols of deeper evils than themselves! I do not
mean to say," interrupting herself with a sudden consciousness that her
words were rude, while a delicate tinge of color came and went in her
cheek, "that _you_ are bad or wicked; but it is so sad to think that
such things, or people rather, should be necessary still."
"No doubt it would be better for the world to be in an Arcadian or
paradisiacal condition; but, as it is, I am afraid it will be a long
time before we can dispense with fighting or fighting-men. However, you
are right--war is a horrible thing, and I hope we shall have no more for
a long time."
"Alas! how dare we hope that, so long as it is in the power of three or
four men to plunge three or four nations into such horrors?"
"Ah, I see I have encountered a dangerous democrat," said Wilton,
laughing; and, vaguely pleased to see her drawn out of her cool
composure, he watched the varying color in her cheek while she was
turning over the leaves of her sketch-book, seeming to seek for
something. "Pardon me," said Wilton, after waiting for a reply, and
determined to speak again, "but I imagine you are not English."
"I scarcely know--yes, I believe I am." She spoke in her former quiet
tone again.
"In England all young ladies are conservative, at least all I have ever
known," continued Wilton.
"Conservative!--I have read that word often in the journals. Is it
legitimacy, Church and state, and all that?"
"Exactly."
"Well, the young ladies I know--and they are but few--are very charming,
very accomplished; but they know nothing, absolutely nothing. Is it not
strange?"
There was not the slightest approach to cynicism in her tone, but she
looked at Wilton as if fully expecting him to share her wonder.
"Is this the character of the young ladies of the unknown land into
which I am about to plunge? I fancied Scotchwomen were educated within
an inch of their lives."
"I know English girls best. Some are very learned; have been taught
quantities; they can tell the very year when printing was tried, and
when Queen Elizabeth first wore silk stockings, and when every great
pope was born; and they read French and German; and oh, I cannot tell
all they can do and say. And yet--yet, they know nothing--they care for
nothing--they lead such strange lives."
"I suppose the lives of all girls are much alike," observed Wilton, more
and more curious to find out some leading acts concerning his rather
original companion. "But, as we are both bound for the same place,
perhaps I may have some opportunity of communicating my observations on
the intellectual status of the Monkscleugh young ladies?"
"There is very little probability of such an event," said she, with an
amused smile.
"Then you do not reside at Monkscleugh?"
"Within three miles of it."
"I am going down to a shooting-lodge called Glenraven," hoping she would
respond by naming her own abode.
"Indeed! I know it; there are some lovely bits about there."
"We shall be neighbors, then?"
"Yes, in a certain sense. Here," she continued, turning over a fresh
page of her book, "this is the outline of a very lovely brae and burn
close to your abode."
It was only a bit of broken bank; a stream, dotted with stones, lay
below, with some mountain ash trees spreading their feathery foliage
against the sky; but there were wonderful grace and beauty in the
sketch. "This gives you a very faint idea of the reality," she resumed,
in a low, soft tone, as if inwardly contemplating it. "The water is
clear brown; it foams and chafes round these large black stones, and all
sorts of delicious mosses and leaves lurk below the edge; and then ferns
wave about the rocks on the brae, and there are gleams of purple heather
and tufts of green, green grass, and behind here a great, wild, free
hill-side. Oh, it is so quiet and dreamy there--delicious!"
"And this delightful brae is near the lodge?" said Wilton, when she
paused, after listening an instant in hopes she would speak on, there
was such caressing sweetness in her voice.
"No, not very near; almost a mile away, I think." She evidently knew the
place well.
"I hope you will continue to transfer the beauties of Glenraven after I
become a dweller there."
"Oh, yes; whenever I have time; to draw is my greatest pleasure."
With all her frankness, he was not an inch nearer the discovery of her
actual abode.
"I suppose you do not live far from the scene of your sketch?"
"Not far: Brosedale is quite a mile and a half on this side," touching
the page with her pencil; "and the pathway to Monkscleugh goes over the
brae."
"Indeed! I imagine I have heard the name of Brosedale before."
"Very likely; it is, I believe, the largest gentleman's seat in the
neighborhood."
"Yes, yes; I remember now: it belongs to Sir Peter Fergusson."
"Exactly."
"She cannot be his daughter," thought Wilton; "I suppose she must be
the governess.--I understand he is quite the grand seigneur of
Monkscleugh," he said aloud.
"Well, I suppose so. He is a good little man--at least, whenever I see
him he is very kind." After some further, but intermittent conversation,
there was a sort of movement in the next room, and Wilton's companion
begged him to go and see what was the matter.
The matter was the arrival of the promised engine and train; so Wilton's
conversation and inquiries were put an end to for the present.
To his infinite disgust, when they resumed their places, a fat elderly
man, a commercial traveller from Glasgow, intruded upon their
_tête-à-tête_, and absorbed all the talk to himself. He was great in
railway experiences, accidents included, and addressed a steady,
unceasing flow of talk to Wilton, who burned to eject him summarily from
the window.
The young lady had sunk to sleep at last, carefully wrapped in Wilton's
cloak, and the bagman, having exhausted either his powers or his
subject, composed himself to slumber. But Wilton could not rest for a
long time, and he seemed hardly to have lost consciousness before they
stopped at Carlisle. Here the commercial traveller alighted, and
Wilton's puzzling companion woke up.
"We shall be at Monkscleugh in three-quarters of an hour," said Wilton;
"can I be of any further use to you if your friends are not there to
meet you, as may be the case?"
"There will be no friends to meet me," she replied; "but I need trouble
you no more: I go to the house of one of the Brosedale employés, who
will send me on."
"After a hair-breadth 'scape, such as ours," said Wilton, amused at his
own unwonted bashfulness and difficulty in putting the question, "may I
ask the name of my comrade in danger?"
"My name?" with some surprise. "Oh, Ella--Ella Rivers."
"And mine; do you not care to inquire?" said Wilton, bending forward to
look into her eyes.
"Yes," she said, slowly, with a slight sigh; "what is your name?"
"Wilton."
"Have you no other?--there is always more character in a Christian
name."
"Mine is Ralph."
"Ralph--Ralph--I do not seem to understand it. Are you noble?"
"No; simply Colonel Wilton."
"Ah! a colonel is higher than a captain, and lower than a general?"
"Just so."
She relapsed into silence, scarcely responding to Wilton's endeavor to
make her talk and turn her eyes upon him. He was surprised to find
himself counting the minutes that remained before he should be compelled
to lose sight of his curiously fascinating companion. The parting moment
came all too quickly, and Wilton was obliged to say "Good-by."
"I hope to have the pleasure of seeing you again," he said, politely.
"There is nothing so unlikely," she returned, with a slight blush;
"but," holding out her hand, "your kindness will always be a pleasant
recollection."
She bowed and turned away so decidedly that Wilton felt he must not
follow.
CHAPTER III.
Major Moncrief was as good as his word, and joined his friend before the
stipulated ten days had expired. Nor had time hung heavily on Wilton's
hands. He was up early, and turned out every day to tramp through the
heather, or among the wooded valleys of the picturesque country
surrounding the lodge. He was an active pedestrian and a good shot;
moreover, he went thoroughly into the pursuit or amusement that engaged
him. The game-keeper pronounced him a real sportsman, but thought it
rather odd that, whatever line of country they had beaten, or were going
to beat, Colonel Wilton generally contrived to pass across the brae, or
the path leading from Brosedale to Monkscleugh. The evening was
generally spent in arranging and correcting his Crimean and Indian
diaries, so, with the help of a couple of horses, which arrived under
the care of his soldier servant, he had no lack of amusement and
occupation. Nevertheless, he welcomed Moncrief very warmly.
"You are a first-rate fellow for joining me so soon. It certainly is
not good for man to live alone. These are capital quarters--lots of
game, beautiful country, hospitable neighbors. Look here! I found these
when I came in yesterday."
So spoke Wilton, handing a card and a note to his friend as they drew
near the fire after dinner.
"Hum!--ah!--Sir Peter, or rather Lady Fergusson has lost no time,"
returned the major, laying down the card, which was inscribed "Sir Peter
J. Fergusson, Brosedale," and, opening the note, which bore a crest and
monogram in lilac and gold, "her ladyship is anxious we should partake
of the hospitality of Brosedale on Thursday next, '_sans cérémonie_.' I
am to bring my friend Colonel Wilton."
"Who are these people?" asked Wilton, as he peeled a walnut.
"Oh, Sir Peter is a man who made a big fortune in China; a very decent
little fellow. He married an Honorable widow with a string of daughters,
who manages a happy amalgamation of her old and her new loves by styling
herself the Honorable Lady Fergusson. Sir Peter bought a large estate
here for a song when the Grits of Brosedale smashed up. I met the
baronet in London at General Maclellan's, and my lady was monstrously
civil; hoped to see me when I was in their neighborhood, and all that;
but, of course, Wilton, you will not go? We did not come down here for
polite society--it would be a bore."
Wilton did not answer immediately. "I do not know," he said, at last.
"It would not do to give such near neighbors the cold shoulder. We might
be glad of them if we tire of each other. Suppose we go this time, and
see what sort of neighbors we have?"
Moncrief looked at his friend with some surprise. "As you like," he
said. "I should have thought it anything but a temptation to you."
"My dear fellow, the weather and the sport and the scenery have made me
so confoundedly amiable that I am indisposed to say 'No' to any one."
"Very well, I will write and accept; but if you think I am going to dine
with every resident who chooses to enliven his dulness by entertaining
two such choice spirits as ourselves, you are very much mistaken, my
lad. I suppose you are anxious to prosecute your search for a wife, in
obedience to that crotchety old peer."
"Not I," returned Wilton, laughing; "and, if I were, I do not think it
very likely I should find the desired article among the Honorable Lady
Fergusson's daughters."
"I believe Fergusson was married before," said the major, "in his
earlier, humbler days, when he little thought he would reign in the
stead of old Jammie Grits at Brosedale." Whereupon the major branched
off into some local anecdotes, which he told with much dry humor. Wilton
listened and laughed, but did not forget to put him in mind of the
necessary reply to Lady Fergusson's invitation.
The major was by no means well pleased at being obliged to dress after a
severe day's work, for which he was not as yet in training; moreover, he
was full fifteen years older than his friend, and at no period of his
life possessed the fire, the eager energy which Wilton carried with him
into every pursuit, even into every whim. So he grumbled through the
purgatorial operation, and marvelled gloomily at Wilton's unusual
readiness to rush into the inanities of a country dinner.
As to Wilton, he felt quite angry with himself for the curious elation
with which he mounted the dog-cart that was to convey them to Brosedale.
He did not think there was so much boyish folly left in him; but, occupy
himself as he might, he could not banish the haunting eyes of Ella
Rivers. He could not forget the unconscious dignity of her question, "Is
it death?" The full knowledge of danger, and yet no wild terror! There
was a fascination about that insignificant stranger which, absurd and
unreasonable though it was, he could not shake off. This effect was
heightened by the peculiar, sad indifference of her manner. It was odd
that he had never met her in any of his varied and extensive
excursions. The weather had been beautiful, too--most favorable for
sketching, but she had never appeared. If he could see her again, and
disperse the species of mystery which formed part of her charm, by
ascertaining who and what she was, he felt as if he could better break
the spell. But all this was more vaguely felt than actually thought and
acknowledged. Wilton would have laughed at any one who told him that his
thoughts were all more or less pervaded by the quiet little girl who had
shown such an unusual dislike to soldiers.
The friends reached Brosedale just as Sir Peter hoped they would not be
late. The house--which was an old one, so largely added to, altered, and
improved, that scarcely any of the original could be traced--was very
like all rich men's houses where the women have no distinctive
taste--handsome, ornate, and commonplace. Lady Fergusson was a fine,
well-preserved woman, richly dressed in silk and lace. She received
Major Moncrief and his friend with much cordiality, and presented them
to her daughters, Miss Helen and Miss Gertrude Saville, and also to a
nephew and niece who were staying in the house.
"My eldest daughter, who was with me when we had the pleasure of meeting
you in town, is staying with her aunt, Lady Ashleigh, in Wiltshire,"
said the hostess to Moncrief. "She is quite enthusiastic about
archæology, and Ashleigh is in itself a treasure of antiquity."
Miss Helen Saville was a grand, tall brunette, with rich red lips and
cheeks, luxuriant if somewhat coarse black hair, and large, round black
eyes, that looked every one and everything full in the face. Her sister
was smaller, less dark, and in every way a faint copy of the great
original. The niece was a plain girl, with good points, dressed
effectively; and the nephew a young lieutenant in some hussar regiment,
who considered himself bound to fraternize with Wilton. The latter was
told off to take in Miss Saville by Sir Peter, a small man, whose
close-clipped white whiskers looked like mutton-chop patterns thickly
floured. He had a quiet, not to say depressed air, and a generally
dry-salted aspect, which made Wilton wonder, as he stood talking with
him before the fire, at the stuff out of which the conquerors of fortune
are sometimes made.
"What a beautiful country this is!" said Wilton to his neighbor, as his
soup-plate was removed, and Ganymede, in well-fitting broadcloth, filled
his glass.
"Strangers admire it, but it is by no means a good neighborhood."
"Indeed! I suppose, then, you are driven in upon your own resources."
"Such as they are," with a smile displaying white but not regular
teeth.
"No doubt they are numerous. Let me see; what are a young lady's
resources--crochet, croquet, and curates, healing the sick and feeding
the hungry?"
"Oh, I do none of those things. The crochet, croquet, and curates, are
my sister's amusements, and I dislike both the sick and the hungry,
although I have no objection to subscribe for them."
"Ah! you are terribly destitute; and you do not ride, or I should have
met you."
"Yes, I am very fond of riding; but we have scarcely returned a week,
and I have had a bad cold."
"Perhaps you draw?" asked Wilton, approaching his object from afar.
"No; I have always preferred music. None of us care for drawing, except
my youngest sister."
"Indeed!" (looking across the table), "that is a pleasant variety from
the crochet, croquet, and curates."
"No; not Gertrude--I mean Isabel. She is still in the school-room."
"Ah! And I suppose sketches with her governess?"
"Yes."
"As I imagined," thought Wilton, "my pretty companion is the governess.
Perhaps she will be in the drawing-room when we go there. If so, I must
lay the train for some future meeting."
"Pray, Colonel Wilton, are you any relation to a Mr. St. George Wilton
we met at Baden last summer? He was, or is, _attaché_ somewhere."
"He has the honor of being my first cousin once removed, or my third
cousin twice removed--some relation, at all events. I am not at all well
up in the ramifications of the family."
"Well, he is a very agreeable person, I assure you, quite a favorite
with every one, and speaks all sorts of languages. There was a Russian
princess at Baden, quite wild about him."
"Is it possible? These fair barbarians are impressionable, however. I
have met the man you mention years ago. We were at that happy period
when one can relieve the overburdened heart by a stand-up fight, and I
have a delightful recollection of thrashing him."
Miss Saville laughed, and then said, "I hope you will be better friends
when you meet again. I believe he is coming here next week."
"Oh, I promise to keep the peace--unless, indeed, I see him greatly
preferred before me," returned Wilton, with a rather audacious look,
which by no means displeased Miss Saville, who was of the order of young
ladies that prefer a bold wooer.
While the talk flowed glibly at Sir Peter's end of the table, Lady
Fergusson was delicately cross-examining Moncrief as to the social
standing of his friend.
"Try a little melon, Major Moncrief. Pray help yourself. That port is, I
believe, something remarkable. And you were saying Colonel Wilton is
related to that curious old Lord St. George. We met a cousin of his--his
heir, in fact--abroad last year, a very charming young man."
"Not his heir, Lady Fergusson, for my friend Ralph is the heir. I am
quite sure of that."
"Indeed!" returned Lady Fergusson, blandly. "I dare say you are right;"
and her countenance assumed a softer expression while she continued to
bestow most flattering attentions upon the rather obtuse major.
The after-dinner separation seemed very long to Wilton, although he was
a good deal interested by his host's observations upon Eastern matters;
for Sir Peter was a shrewd, intelligent man; but at last they joined the
ladies, and found their numbers augmented by a little girl of twelve or
thirteen, and a rigid lady in gray silk, who was playing a duet with
Miss Gertrude Saville. Wilton betook himself, coffee-cup in hand, to
Miss Saville, who was turning over a book of photographs in a
conspicuously-disengaged position.
"I have had quite an interesting disquisition with your father on the
East and China. He evidently knows his subject."
"Sir Peter is not my father," said the young lady, with a tinge of
haughtiness.
"True. I forgot," apologetically. "Ah! that is your little
artist-sister. I am very fond of children."
"Are you? I am sure I am not, little tiresome, useless animals."
"Human nature in the raw, eh!"
"Yes; I prefer it dressed. Still, to quote an inelegant proverb, 'Too
much cookery spoils the broth!' But some is quite essential. Here,
Isabel, take my cup." The little girl approached and offered to take
Wilton's.
"No, not at any age could I permit such a thing," said he, laughing.
"And so you are the artist in the house of Saville! Are you very fond of
drawing?"
"I used not to be until--" she began to reply, when her sister
interrupted her.
"Look, Isabel, Miss Walker wants you. Miss Walker (Hooky Walker, as my
Cousin Jim calls her, because she has a hooked nose) is the governess. I
think poor Isabel is a little afraid of her. She is awfully clever, and
very slow."
Wilton looked at her in deep disappointment; the mystery was growing
more difficult. Perhaps after all, Ella Rivers did _not_ live at
Brosedale! Now he recalled all she had said, he found she had not
positively asserted that she lived there, or anywhere. Could it be
possible that she had slipped from his grasp--that he would never see
her again--was she only the wraith of a charming, puzzling girl? Pooh!
what was it to him? His business was to enjoy three or four months'
sport and relaxation. He was so far fortunate. His chum, Moncrief, had
pitched on excellent shooting quarters for their joint occupation. His
campaign had proved a very remedial measure, for he was quite clear of
his debts, and the good intentions of Lord St. George formed a pleasing
if uncertain perspective. So Wilton reflected, while Miss Helen Saville
performed a _tarantella_ of marvellous difficulty, where accidentals,
abstruse harmonious discords, and double shakes, appalled the listening
ear. When it was finished, the audience were properly complimentary,
which homage the fair performer disregarded with a cool and lofty
indifference highly creditable to her training in the school of modern
young-ladyism.
"What an amount of study must be required to attain such skill!" said
Wilton, as she returned to her seat near him. "Is it indiscreet to ask
how many hours a day it took to produce all that?"
"Oh, not so very many. When I was in the school-room, I practised four
or five; now much less keeps me in practice. Are you fond of music,
Colonel Wilton?"
"Yes, I am extremely fond of it, in an ignorant way. I like old ballads,
and soft airs, and marches, and all that low style of music suited to
outside barbarians like myself." And Wilton, instinctively conscious
that the brilliant Miss Saville admired him, bestowed a mischievous
glance upon her as he spoke, not sorry, perhaps, to act upon the
well-known principle of counter-irritation, to cure himself of the
absurd impression made upon him by his chance encounter.
"I understand," returned Miss Saville, a little piqued, as he had
intended she should be. "You look upon such compositions as I have just
played as a horrid nuisance."
"Like a certain very bad spirit, I tremble and adore," said Wilton,
laughing. "I have no doubt however, that you could charm my savage
breast, or rouse my martial fire, with 'Auld Robin Gray' or 'Scots wha
hae wi' Wallace bled.'"
"No, I cannot," replied Miss Saville, haughtily. "Gertrude sings a
little, and, I believe, can give you 'Auld Robin Gray,' if you ask her."
"I shall try, at all events," said Wilton, amused at the slight
annoyance of her tone, and rising to execute his purpose, when Helen,
to his surprise, forestalled him by calling her sister to her very
amiably, "Gertrude, will you sing for Colonel Wilton? I will play your
accompaniment." So the desired ballad was sung, very correctly and quite
in tune, but as if performed by some vocal instrument utterly devoid of
human feeling.
There was more music, and a good deal of talk about hunting
arrangements; but Wilton was extremely pleased to be once more in the
dog-cart, cigar in mouth, facing the fresh, brisk breeze, on their
homeward way. The major, on the contrary, was in a far more happy frame
of mind than at starting. He preferred hunting to shooting, and was
highly pleased at the prospect of two days' hunting a week.
"You are right, Moncrief," said Wilton, as they bowled away over the
smooth, hard road; "these country dinners and family parties ought to be
devoutly avoided by all sensible men."
"I do not know," returned the mentor. "I think they are a very tolerable
lot; and I fancy you found amusement enough with that slashing fine
girl--you took very little notice of any one else, by Jove! I sometimes
think I hate the lassies, they are such kittle cattle. Now, a woman
that's 'wooed and married and a'' is safe, and may be just as pleasant."
"I acknowledge the fact, but I object to the morality," returned
Wilton, laughing.
"You do? I was not aware of your regeneration."
"Hallo!" cried Wilton. "There's some one in front there, just under the
shadow of that beech-tree."
"Yes, I thought I saw something. It's a child or a girl."
Wilton, who was driving, did not answer, though he drew up suddenly, and
made a movement as if to throw aside the plaid that wrapped his knees
and spring down.
"What are you about? are you daft, man?"
"Nothing, nothing. I fancied--here, Byrne, look at this trace; it is
loose."
"Sure it's all right, sir."
"Is it? Never mind." And Wilton, after casting an eager look up a
pathway which led from the beech-tree into the grounds of Brosedale,
gathered up the reins and drove rapidly home.
It was about a week after the Brosedale dinner that Wilton had sallied
forth, intending to ride over to Monkscleugh. He had nearly resigned the
idea of ever encountering his fair fellow-traveller again, though he
could not shake off the conviction that the slight dim figure which had
flitted from out the shade of the beech-tree, across the moonlight, and
into the gloom of the Brosedale plantations, was that of Miss Rivers.
Still, it was most strange that she should be there at such an
hour--half-past ten at least--rather too enterprising for a young lady.
Yet, if Moncrief had not been with him, he would certainly have given
chase, and satisfied himself as to the identity of the child or woman
who had crossed their path.
On this particular afternoon, however, Wilton's thoughts were occupied
by the letters he had received that morning, one of which was from Lord
St. George, who wrote to remind him of his promise to call when he
passed through London again. The viscount also mentioned that a former
friend of his, the Earl of D----, would be in his (Wilton's)
neighborhood early in November, and would probably call upon him.
Wilton smiled as he read this, remembering that the earl had three
unmarried daughters. "A young gentleman," the writer continued, "calling
himself St. George Wilton, left a card here some days ago, and was good
enough to say that he would call again, which enabled me to forbid his
admittance. He did repeat the attempt, when he told my valet, whom he
asked to see, that he was going to Scotland, and would probably see
Colonel Wilton, if I had any commands. I imagine my obliging namesake is
a son of Fred Wilton, who was in the navy--but not exactly the type of
an honest, simple sailor. I would advise you not to be on too cousinly
terms. I have heard, even in my cell, of the young gentleman's
diplomatic astuteness."
Pondering on this epistle, and smiling at the sudden interest evinced
toward him by the eccentric peer, Wilton rode leisurely toward
Monkscleugh, enjoying the splendid golden evening tinge in the sky, the
rich and varied hues of wood and moorland, when a sudden turn in the
road brought him face to face with a slight, gray figure, wearing a
wide-brimmed hat, and carrying a small parcel. In an instant all the
half-scorned but potent longings, the vivid picture-like recollections
of tones and glances, that had haunted him even while he laughed at
himself for being pervaded by them--all these absurd fancies he had so
nearly shaken off rushed back in a torrent, and made his pulses leap at
the immediate prospect of solving many mysteries.
He was dismounted and at her side in an instant. "I thought you had
vanished--that I had lost you forever!" he exclaimed, with the sort of
well-bred impetuosity peculiar to his manner; while, seeing that she
made no motion to hold out her hand, he only lifted his hat.
The faint color came to her cheek as she raised her eyes frankly to his,
with a brighter, merrier smile than he had seen upon her lip before.
"Nevertheless, I have not been very far away."
"Have you been at Brosedale all the time--then how is it we have not
met?"
"I cannot tell; but I have been at Brosedale."
Wilton threw the reins over his arm, and walked on beside her. "And are
you all right again--recovered from your fright, and had sleep enough?"
looking at her eagerly as he spoke, and noting the soft lustre of her
eyes, the clear, pale cheek, the ripe red though not full lips, all so
much fairer and fresher than when they parted.
"Yes, I am quite well, and rested." A pause. She was apparently not
inclined to talk more than she could help.
"Do you know I quite expected to see you when I dined at Brosedale the
other day--how was it you did not appear?"
"What! did you expect to see me at dinner? Do you, then, think I am a
much-disguised princess?"
"Not so very much disguised," he replied, rather surprised at her tone.
She raised her eyes fully to his, with a look half amused, half
scornful. "You might dine many times at Brosedale without seeing me. Do
you know that Sir Peter Fergusson was married before, and he has one
son--a poor, crippled, often-suffering boy of thirteen, I think? Well,
this boy can do very little to amuse himself; he does not care for
study, but he loves pictures and drawing, so I was engaged about a year
ago to be, not his governess--I am too ignorant--nor his companion--that
would be a lady-in-waiting--but a _souffre douleur_ and teacher of
drawing. I live with my poor boy, who is never shown to visitors; and we
are not unhappy together."
"I have heard of this son, but thought he was away; and you are always
with him--very fortunate for him, but what a life for you!"
"A far better life than many women have," she replied, softly, looking
away from him and speaking as if to herself.
"Still, it is an awful sacrifice!"
She laughed with real, sweet merriment. "That depends on what has been
sacrificed. And you," she went on, with the odd independence of manner
which, had her voice been less soft and low, her bearing less gentle,
might have seemed audacious, "do you like Glenraven? Have you found many
lovely bits of scenery?"
"I am charmed with the country; and, were I as fortunate as young
Fergusson in a companion, I might even try my 'prentice hand at
sketching."
"If you will not try alone, neither will you even if Claude Lorraine
came to cut your pencils."
"I wish," said Wilton, "I had a chance of cutting yours."
"But you have not," she returned, with a sort of indolent gravity not in
the least coquettish, and a pause ensued. Wilton had seldom felt so
adrift with any woman; perfectly frank and ready to talk, there was yet
a strange half-cold indifference in her manner that did not belong to
her fair youth, and upon which he dared not presume, though he chafed
inwardly at the mask her frankness offered.
"I suppose you are kept very much in the house with your--pupil?" asked
Wilton.
"Sometimes; he has been very unwell since I came back. But he has a
pony-carriage, and he drives about, and I drive it occasionally; but it
pains him to walk, poor fellow! He is interested in some things. He
wished much to see you and hear about the Crimea and India."
"I am sure," cried Wilton, with great readiness, "I should be most happy
to see him or contribute to his amusement--pray tell him so from me."
"No, I cannot," with a shake of the head; "Lady Fergusson is so very
good she thinks everything wrong; and to walk upon a country-road with a
great man like you would be worse than wrong--it would be shocking!"
Wilton could not refrain from laughing at the droll gravity of her
tone, though in some indefinable way it piqued and annoyed him.
"Well, they are all out of the way--they have driven over to A----. Have
they not?"
"Yes, and therefore there was no one to send to Monkscleugh to choose
some prints that Donald wanted very much for a screen we are making, so
I went."
"And so at last I had the pleasure of meeting you. I had begun to fear I
should never have a chance of asking if you had recovered from your
fright; for though no woman could have shown more pluck, you must have
been frightened."
"I was, indeed, and I do not think I am naturally brave; but I must bid
you good-morning--my way lies through the plantations."
"No, no! you must not send me adrift--are we not comrades? We have faced
danger together; and I am sure you are not influenced by Lady
Fergusson's views."
"Lady Fergusson! pooh!"
There was wonderful, airy, becoming grace in the pant which seemed to
blow defiance like a kiss to the immaculate Lady Fergusson.
"Nevertheless, I must say good-by, for your horse could not get through
that."
She pointed to a small swing-gate, which led from the road to a path
across a piece of rough heath-grown ground, between the road and the
woods.
"Do you forbid me to escort you farther?" said Wilton, quickly.
She thought an instant. "Were I going to walk along the road I should
not," the faintest color stealing over her cheek as she spoke; "it is
pleasant to talk with a new person sometimes, but I cannot alter my
route."
Wilton laughed, and, mounting rapidly, rode to the farther side of the
wide waste border, where there was almost a small common; rousing up his
horse he rushed him at the fence separating Sir Peter's land from the
road, and landed safely within the boundary just as his companion passed
through the gate.
She gave a slight suppressed scream, and as he again dismounted and
joined her she looked very pale.
"How could you be so foolish as to do so!" she exclaimed, almost angry.
"You have frightened me."
"I am extremely sorry, but you can know little of country-life; any man
accustomed to hunt, and tolerably mounted, could have done as much."
She shook her head and walked on in silence, most embarrassing to
Wilton. "I hope I have not displeased you," he said, earnestly, trying
to look into her eyes; "but I thought I had your permission to accompany
you a little farther."
"Yes, but who could imagine you would commit such an eccentricity as to
take a leap like that?"
"I do not allow it was an eccentricity, I suppose you absolve me?"
"_Absolvo te!_--and the horse also. What a beautiful horse; how gently
he follows you! I should so much like to sketch him; I fear I do not
sketch animals well; I do not catch their character. Oh! could I sketch
him now!" stopping short, and speaking with great animation. "Ah! I am
too unreasonable--how could I ask you?"
The faint flitting flush that gave so much charm to her countenance, the
sudden lighting up of her dark eyes with childlike eagerness, so unlike
their usual expression of rather sad indifference, fascinated Wilton
strangely; it was an instant before he replied, "Of course you shall
sketch him; I have nothing to do, and am very glad to be of any service
to you."
"Thank you, thank you very much! See," as she hastily unfolded her
parcel, "I had just bought a new sketch-book, and you have provided a
frontispiece." She seated herself on one of the large gray stones that
dotted the piece of ground they were crossing, and quickly pointed a
pencil. "There, turn his head a little toward me--not quite so much;
that will do."
For some time Wilton stood still and silent, watching the small, white,
deft fingers as they firmly and rapidly traced the outline, or put in
the shading with broad, bold strokes; occasionally he quieted the horse
with a word, while he stored his memory with the pretty graceful figure,
from a tiny foot half-buried in the soft, short grass to the well-set,
haughty head and neck. "It is curious," he thought; "here is a girl, in
almost a menial position, with all the attributes of race, and a pair of
eyes a king's daughter might pine to possess. Who can she be? What is
her history? Why did she venture out alone when she ought to have been
going to bed? I shall ask her." These ideas passed through Wilton's
brain, although any clear continuity of thought was considerably impeded
by the intermittent glimpses of a pair of full, deep-blue eyes,
alternately upturned and downcast.
Suddenly Wilton was ordered, "Look away--over your horse's neck;" and
when, having preserved this position for several moments, he attempted
to assume a more agreeable attitude, he was met with an eager "Pray be
still for a little longer."
At last he was released.
"There," said his new acquaintance, "I will keep you no longer; you have
been very kind. See, how have I done it?"
Wilton looked eagerly at the page held out to him.
"It is wonderfully good for so hasty a sketch," he said; "the head and
foreleg are capital, and as far as I can judge, the likeness to the
back of my head first-rate."
"I can generally catch the likeness of people," she returned, looking at
the page and touching it here and there.
"Was that the reason you told me to look away?" asked Wilton, smiling.
"No; I did not wish your face in my book." Then, coloring and looking
up, "Not that I forget your kindness to me. No; but, you understand, if
Lady Fergusson found Mr.--that is, Colonel--Wilton's face in my book it
would be the most shocking--the superlative shocking! Ah, there is no
word enormous enough for such a 'shocking!'" And she laughed low but
merrily. Wilton found it catching and laughed too, though it puzzled him
to reply. She went on, "You would have come in better for the picture
had you had your soldier's dress on, holding the horse and looking thus;
and then, with some bright coloring, it might have been called 'On the
Alert,' or some such thing, and sold for a hundred pence. I have seen
this sort of sketches often in picture-shops." She spoke quickly, as if
to cover a slight embarrassment, as she put away her pencils and book.
"Well, Miss Rivers, both Omar here and myself will be most happy to
sit, or rather stand, for you whenever you like."
"Ah, I shall never have another opportunity," she replied, walking
toward the next fence and swing-gate, which led into the wood.
"You threatened as much when I bade you good-by, that I was never to see
you again, and yet we have met; so I shall not be utterly downcast by
your present prophecy."
She did not reply for a minute, and then exclaimed, "Suppose I were ever
to succeed in making painting my career, would you, when you are a great
nobleman--as Miss Saville says you will be--sit to me for your picture?
And then we should have in the catalogue of the year's exhibition,
'Portrait of the Earl--or Duke--of Blank, by Ella Rivers.'"
"I can only say I will sit to you when and where you will."
"Ah, the possibility of independent work is too charming! But I forget
myself--what o'clock is it?"
"Quarter to three," said Wilton, looking at his watch.
"Then I have been out too long. See how low the sun is! What glorious
sunset hues! But I must not stay. Oh, how I hate to go in! How I love
the liberty of the open air--the free, unwalled space! I feel another
being in the prison of a great house. If you met me there, you would
not know me. I should not dare to look up; I should speak with bated
breath, as if you were a superior. Can you fancy such a thing?"
"No; the wildest stretch of my imagination could not suggest such an
idea. But can you not keep out a little longer?" There was a strained,
yearning look in her eyes that touched Wilton to the heart.
"Impossible! My poor Donald will be cross and wretched. And you--you
must go. I am foolish to have talked so much."
"You must let me come a little farther; that fence up there is
considerably stiffer than the last, but I think Omar will take it."
"No, no, no!" clasping her hands.
"Yet you are not easily frightened. A young lady that can venture on a
moonlight ramble when less adventurous people are going to bed must have
strong nerves."
"Did you recognize me, then?" she interrupted, not in the least
disturbed by his question, but offering no explanation of her appearance
at such an hour. "Yes, I am not cowardly in some things. However, I must
say good morning."
"And you will not permit me come any farther?"
"No!"--He felt her "no" was very earnest.--"Nay, more, I will stay here
until I see you safe at the other side of that fence again."
There was a quaint, unembarrassed decision in her tone that somewhat
lessened the pleasure with which he heard her.
"I assure you, it is not worth your while to watch so insignificant a
feat of horsemanship; that fence is a nothing."
"It does not seem so to me. It is possible an accident might happen, and
then you would have no help. It would not be right to go on, and leave
you to chance."
"If you will, then, I shall not keep you long. But, Miss Rivers, shall
you not want to visit Monkscleugh soon again? Have you abjured the
picturesque braes of Glenraven? Is there no chance of another artistic
talk with you?"
"No! Scarcely any possibility of such a thing. Good-by! I am much
obliged for the sketch you granted me. My good wishes!"--a slight,
proudly-gracious bend of the head--"but go!" She stood with her parcel
tightly held, not the slightest symptom of a shake of the hand; and,
bold man of the world as he was, Wilton felt he must not presume to hold
out his; he therefore sprung into the saddle, and was soon over the
fence and on the road. He raised his hat, and received a wave of the
hand in return.
He remained there until she vanished through the gate, and then,
touching his impatient horse with the heel, rode at speed to
Monkscleugh, whence, having accomplished his errand, he made a
considerable _détour_; so that evening had closed in, and the major was
waiting for dinner when he reached the lodge.
"Where have you been?" demanded his hungry senior. Wilton replied by an
elaborate description of his progress, _minus_ the leading incident. The
care he took to mislead his friend and mask his own movements was
surprising almost to himself. Yet, as he reflected, what was there in
the whole adventure to conceal? No harm, certainly. Nor was Moncrief a
man who would jest coarsely, or draw wicked inferences. Still, it was
impossible that he or any man could understand the sort of impression
Ella (it was extraordinary how readily her name came to his mind) had
made upon him, unless he knew her; and even then, what opinion would a
cool, shrewd, common-sense fellow like Moncrief form? He (Wilton)
himself was, he feared, an impressionable idiot, and, no doubt,
exaggerated effects. Nevertheless, those soft, deep eyes, with their
earnest, yearning expression, haunted him almost painfully. If he could
see them again, perhaps the effect would wear off; and, without thinking
of the consequences, he most resolutely determined to see her as soon as
he could possibly manage to do so, without drawing down any
unpleasantness on that curious, puzzling, _piquante_ girl. Major
Moncrief little imagined the vivid gleams of recollection and conjecture
which ever and anon shot athwart the current of his companion's ideas,
as he took his part in a discussion on the probable future of the army
in India with apparent interest, and even eagerness. The major's
intelligence was keen so far as it went, but that was not far;
therefore, though good comrades and excellent friends, they seldom
agreed in opinion, Wilton's mental views being greatly wider: the result
of the difference being that Moncrief considered Wilton "a fine fellow,
but deucedly visionary--unpractical, in short," except in regimental
matters; while Wilton spoke confidentially of the major as "a capital
old boy, but blind as a bat in some directions."
"Well, I maintain that we will never have such men again as the soldiers
and diplomates trained under the old company. Why, even the officers of
the humbler grade--the Jacobs and Greens, to say nothing of Edwards and
a lot more--have very few equals in the queen's service."
"True enough," replied Wilton, a little absently. "We have too much
pipe-clay and red-tape." So spake he with his lips, while his brain was
striving busily to solve the question, "What could have brought her out
at night through the lonely woods? Was it possible that any motive less
strong than an appointment with a lover could have braced a slight,
nervous girl (for, though plucky, she is nervous) to such an
undertaking? But, if she cared enough for any one to dare it, it would
be worth braving a good deal to meet her." The picture suggested was
rather fascinating, for the major exclaimed, "I say, Wilton, are you
asleep?" and brought their discussion to an end.
CHAPTER IV.
Another week passed rapidly over, assisted in its flight by two capital
runs with the Friarshire hounds and a dinner at a neighboring magnate's,
where Wilton made himself marvellously agreeable to Helen Saville, and
promised to ride with her next day; but neither at luncheon nor in the
house or grounds did he catch a glimpse of Ella Rivers; again she had
totally disappeared.
Miss Saville did not find Wilton so pleasant a companion, either during
their ride or the luncheon which preceded it, as he had been at dinner
the day before.
The accomplished Miss Walker and her pupil joined the party, but no
other junior member of the family.
"What an infamous shame," thought Wilton, "not to let that poor boy have
a little society!" However, Fortune was not quite inexorable. As Wilton
rode up to the door on their return, intending to bid the young ladies
under his escort good-by, he became aware of a small figure, with a
large head and prominent eyes, standing on the threshold, supported by
crutches, while a pony-carriage was just disappearing toward the
stables.
"What a nuisance!" said Helen to Gertrude. "I wonder what that boy
wants?"
"Well, Donald, you ought not to stay here after your drive. You will
take cold," said Miss Saville.
"Never you mind," retorted the boy, in a shrill, resentful voice. "I
want to speak to Colonel Wilton."
"To me?" said Wilton, coming forward.
"Yes, I have asked them all to bring you to see me, and they won't. I
believe they'd like to smother me altogether. Will you come and see me
and Ella? I want to hear about a battle and lots of things."
He spoke with a sort of querulous impetuosity.
"I shall be most happy to rub up my recollections for your benefit,"
said Wilton, good-humoredly, and taking the hand which the little
cripple contrived to hold out to him.
"When will you come? To-morrow?"
"I am afraid I cannot," replied Wilton, remembering an engagement with
Moncrief, and speaking with very genuine regret.
"Well, the day after?"
"Oh, don't tease, Donny," cried Gertrude Saville.
"The first time Colonel Wilton comes over to luncheon I will ask him to
come and talk to you," said Helen.
"Colonel Wilton, will you just ask for me--Master Fergusson! In the old
times, I would be 'Master of Brosedale.' I shall never see you if you do
not."
"Depend on my calling on you," returned Wilton, smiling.
"And soon?"
"Yes, very soon."
Without another word, the unfortunate heir of so much wealth turned and
limped into the hall with surprising rapidity.
"How annoying!" cried Gertrude.
"What an awful bore!" said Helen. "Really, Colonel Wilton, I am quite
vexed that he should intrude himself upon you."
"Why! I do not see anything vexatious in it."
"You are too good. Do you know that boy is the bane of our existence?"
"Do you wish me to shoot him?" asked Wilton, laughing. "I really cannot
wait to do so at present, so good morning, though closing shades almost
compel me to say good night."
It was nearly a week before Wilton permitted himself to accept the
invitation given him by the heir of Brosedale, and, in the interim, he
dined at D---- Castle. The Ladies Mowbray were pleasant, unaffected
girls, considerably less imposing and more simple than Helen Saville.
"These are exactly the style of women to please Lord St. George,"
thought Wilton, as he walked over to Brosedale a day or two after. "And
very much the style to please myself formerly; but at present--no. I am
wonderfully absorbed by this temporary insanity, which must not lead me
too far." Musing in this strain, he reached the grand, brand-new house,
where Lady Fergusson and her daughters received him in rich silk morning
costumes, very becoming and tasteful, but, somehow, not so pleasant to
his eye as the pretty, fresh print dresses of Lord D----'s daughters.
Sir Peter came in to luncheon, which he did not always. His presence
generally produced a depressing effect upon his fair step-daughters, and
Wilton began to fear that no one would give him an opening to fulfil his
promise to the crippled boy. At last he took the initiative himself;
and, when Sir Peter paused in an exposition of the opium-trade, Wilton
addressed Helen:
"You must not let me break my promise to your brother--step-brother, I
mean."
"How! what!" exclaimed Sir Peter to his wife. "Has he seen Donald?" He
spoke in a sharp, startled tone.
"The young gentleman introduced himself to me at the entrance of your
hospitable mansion the other day, and expressed a wish to hear my
warlike experiences, so I promised to give him a _séance_."
"You are very good," said Sir Peter, slowly, looking down. "Donald has
but few pleasures, poor fellow!"
After this, all the talk died out of the little baronet, and he soon
rose and left the room.
"Indeed!" cried Gertrude, as the door closed on her step-father, "Donald
has tormented us ever since to know when you were coming to see him. You
had better take Colonel Wilton to the school-room, Helen, and have done
with it."
"I am quite ashamed of troubling you, Colonel Wilton," said Lady
Fergusson. "But that boy's whims are very absurd, and Sir Peter is very
weak, I must say."
"However, we have had quite a respite since little Miss Rivers came
down," interrupted Helen Saville. "She manages him wonderfully. You
cannot think what a curious pair they are together. You have seen
Donald; and Miss Rivers, though not absolutely plain, is a cold,
colorless little thing, generally very silent."
"But she can tell stories delightfully," cried Isabella; "she makes
Donald laugh and be quite good-humored for hours together."
"I fear," interrupted the accomplished Miss Walker, "that, if my young
charge is too much with Master Fergusson and his companion, her mind
will be quite occupied with a very useless array of fairy tales and
legends, more calculated to distort than to illustrate historic truth."
"I am sure you are right, Miss Walker. Isabella, you must not go into
Donald's room without Miss Walker's permission," remarked Lady
Fergusson.
"And she will never let me," said Isabella, with a very rebellious pout.
"Well, well, let us get this visit over," cried Helen, rising. "I will
see if he is in the house and visible."
"You cannot think what a nuisance that poor boy was to my girls at
first, and how well they bore with him, particularly Helen," said Lady
Fergusson. "I am sure Miss Walker did the state great service when she
found little Miss Rivers. She suits Donald wonderfully, though she is an
oddity in her own way also."
Miss Walker murmured something about "being happy," but her tone was
melancholy and uncertain, as though she thought the introduction of an
element at variance with historic truth was a doubtful good.
Wilton made no direct reply; he was curious to ascertain if Miss Rivers
had mentioned him, and anxious in any case to play into her hands.
Helen Saville returned quickly.
"Yes," she said, "Donald is at home, and will be highly pleased to see
you."
Wilton accordingly followed her through various well-warmed and carpeted
passages to a handsome room on the sunny side of the house, which was
the dwelling-place of the heir. Books and music, a piano,
drawing-materials, globes, pictures, maps, all appliances for amusement
and study, gave a pleasant aspect to the apartment. The boy was seated
in a chair of elaborate make, furnished with a desk and candle-holder,
and which could be raised or lowered to any angle. His crutch lay at
hand, and he seemed engaged in drawing. He was plain and unattractive
enough--a shrivelled-looking frame, a large head, wide mouth, projecting
brow--all the characteristics of deformity. Even large and glittering
eyes did not redeem the pale, wan face, over which gleamed a malign
expression by no means pleasant to a stranger.
"I thought you would never come," he exclaimed, bluntly, in a harsh,
querulous voice, and holding out his hand.
"You will accept me now I am here, I hope," said Wilton, smiling.
"Oh, yes; I am very glad to see you."
"You are an artist, I see?"
"I hope to be one. Look here."
Wilton approached his desk. A sketch lay upon it. A confused mass of
figures, apparently intended for a desperate battle.
"This," continued Donald, "is what I wanted you for. This is a study for
a large picture in oils (I will begin it when I am a little stronger) of
the battle of Balaklava. Nothing has ever been made of this subject, and
I want to make something of it; so I thought you would just look at my
sketch and see if I have caught an idea of the scene, and correct any
inaccuracy that strikes you."
"I should be most happy to help you," returned Wilton, looking
hopelessly at the crowd of forms before him; "but I fear my capabilities
are not quite equal to the task. In the first place, I was not in the
Balaklava affair, and then one's recollections of a battle are not very
clear."
"If confusion is a true likeness, Donny's picture will be remarkably
successful," said Miss Saville, with a grave manner. Her words brought a
flush to the boy's pale brow.
"I wish you would go away," he said, rudely and abruptly. "I can never
talk about anything when you are by."
"To hear is to obey," replied Miss Saville, rising; "only do not try
Colonel Wilton's patience too much."
"Go! go!" returned Donald, almost fiercely.
Wilton could not refrain from smiling as she left the room.
"I hate those Savilles!" cried Donald, observing it; "and so would you
if you lived in the house with them."
"That is a subject on which we shall never agree. Let us return to your
picture," said Wilton, thinking what a thorough "sell" it would be if
Ella Rivers never made her appearance; for, with all his surface easy
good-nature, Wilton did not fancy sacrificing even a small share of his
time to an ill-natured imp like this.
"Look here! I have made this hussar grasp a lancer by the throat, and
thrust a sword into his side. Will that do?"
"I see. Well, hardly. You know both hussars and lancers were our men,
therefore you must not make them fight; and here you have not the
Russian uniform quite correctly. I think I have some sketches of the
Russians that would help you. But is it not rather ambitious for such a
youngster as yourself to aim at historical painting?"
"That is what Ella says; but it is my only chance of fame." The word on
his lips was suggestive of sadness, and Wilton looked at the frail
form, the pallid face, the thin, tremulous, feverish fingers with
compassion. Before he could reply, a door behind him opened softly. "Oh,
come here, Ella!" cried Donald. Wilton turned quickly, and just caught a
glimpse of a gray skirt vanishing. "Ella, come back! Ella! Ella!"
screamed the boy, with a sort of angry impatience that would not be
denied.
"I am here, then," she said, reopening the door and coming in.
Wilton felt his (not inexperienced) heart throb as she approached, her
cheek warm with a soft, flitting blush, a slight smile upon her lips,
but her large eyes grave and calm. It was the first time Wilton had seen
her in-doors, and the delicate dignity of her look, especially the
setting on of her head, charmed him. The excessive simplicity of her
perpetual gray dress could not hide the grace of her slim, round form,
and yet he could well imagine that the vulgar, common taste that looks
for rich color and striking outline might consider the quiet moonlight
beauty of this obscure girl something almost plain.
Wilton greeted her silently as she approached, with a profound bow. She
acknowledged him.
"I did not know you had any one with you," she said to her pupil.
"Do you know Colonel Wilton?" he asked, sharply.
"He was in the train with me when the collision occurred," she replied
quietly, the color fading away from her cheek, and leaving it very pale.
"Why did you not tell me?"
"There was nothing to tell, and you never asked me about my adventures."
"This young gentleman is very ambitious," said Wilton, to change the
subject. "He is designing to immortalize himself and the Six Hundred at
once."
"He will not have patience. I tell him that even the greatest genius
must wait and work." She sighed as she spoke. "Besides, it is almost
desecration for art to bestow itself on such a subject."
"There!" cried the boy, passionately, "you always discourage me; you are
cruel! Have I so much pleasure or hope that you should take this from
me?"
She rose from the seat she had taken and came to him, laying her hand on
his shoulder with a wonderfully tender gesture. "I do not discourage
you, _caro_! You have much ability, but you have scarcely fourteen
years. Twenty years hence you will still be young, quite young enough to
paint men tearing each other to pieces with immense success. Now, you
must learn to walk before you can fly upon the wings of fame. Let us put
this away."
"No, you shall not. As to twenty years hence, do not talk of them to
me!"
The fierce, complaining tone passed from his voice, and he leaned back,
raising his eyes to hers with a yearning, loving, sad expression that
struck Wilton with strange jealousy. The boy was old for his years, and
perhaps, unknown to himself, loved his gentle companion with more than
brotherly love. The idea chafed him, and to banish it he spoke:
"Why not make separate studies for your figures? It will practise your
hand and make material for your picture. I will send you over the
Russian views and figures I have; they will help you as to costume and
scenery."
There was a pause. Wilton was determined not to go away; and Donald, the
fire gone from his eyes, his very figure limp, would not speak. At last,
Miss Rivers, who was arranging a box of colors, said, "This
gentleman--Colonel Wilton's suggestion is very good. Suppose you act
upon it? And perhaps he will come again, and see how you go on."
She looked at Colonel Wilton as she spoke, and he tried to make out
whether she wished him to return, or to give him the opportunity of
escape. Although not inclined to under-estimate himself, he came to the
latter conclusion; but did not avail himself of it.
"You have something more to show me, have you not!" he asked, kindly.
"Yes; plenty much better," answered Ella Rivers for him; and, slipping
away the fatal battle-scene, she replaced it with a portfolio full of
sketches very unequal in merit. Ella quickly picked out the best, and
Donald appeared to cheer up under the encouragement of Wilton's praise.
"Show your sketch of 'Dandy,'" said the boy to Ella.--"She draws very
well.--Bring your portfolio, Ella," he went on.
"It is not necessary. You are keeping Colonel Wilton."
"You are not, indeed. I rather fancy you wish to get rid of me, Miss
Rivers."
"Miss Rivers! Miss Rivers! How did you know her name?"
"I? Oh, I have heard it several times! Your sister mentioned Miss Rivers
to-day at luncheon."
"Show your book, Ella, at all events."
She went to a distant table, after a full, searching look at Colonel
Wilton, and brought the book he well remembered.
"Here is a capital likeness of my pony and my father's pet Skye. But,
Ella, you have torn out a page--the first one. Why?"
"Because it pleased me to do so." She spoke very composedly, but the
color went and came faintly in her cheek.
"Do tell me why, Ella?" with sharp, angry entreaty.
"I will _not_, Donald! You are tyrannical."
His eyes flashed, but he controlled himself.
"Is not this capital?" he asked, holding out the book.
"Very good--first-rate," returned Wilton, looking at two admirably drawn
figures of a pony and dog.
"It is better. I want to improve in animals," said Ella, looking down
upon the page; and a little conversation ensued respecting this line of
art, in which Donald took no share. Suddenly Ella looked at him. "You
are ill! you are suffering!" she exclaimed, darting to his side, and
putting her arm round his neck, while, pale as death and half fainting,
he rested his head against her breast.
"Pray bring me that phial and glass from the cabinet," she said,
quickly. Wilton obeyed; he held the glass while she poured out the right
quantity; he took the bottle again, while she held the glass to the poor
boy's lips; he assisted to lower the wonderful chair till the weary head
could be gently placed in a restful position, all without a word being
exchanged; then Ella took the poor, thin hand in hers, and felt the
pulse, and stroked it.
Donald opened his eyes. "Ella, I am better; ask him to say nothing
about it."
"I will, dear Donald, I will."--Then, turning to Wilton, "Come, I will
show the way." The moment they crossed the threshold she exclaimed, "It
will be better to say nothing about it; Lady Fergusson would only come
and make a fuss and torment him, so I troubled you instead of ringing;
but I do not apologize. You would willingly help him, I am sure."
"Yes, of course; but what a responsibility for you!"
"Oh, I understand him, and I often see the doctor. Ah, what a life! what
suffering! what a terrible nature! But I must not stay. You, you were
prudent--that is--pooh! I am foolish. I mean to say, I am glad you
scarcely appeared to know me. I say nothing of myself here; I am an
abstraction, a machine, a companion! Good-by." For the first time she
held out her hand with a gracious, queenly gesture. Wilton took and held
it.
"One moment," he said, quickly. "Shall I never have another chance of a
word with you in the free air? Is there no errand to Monkscleugh that
may lead to a rencontre?"
"If I meet you," she said, "I will speak to you; but it is, and must be,
a mere chance. Follow that corridor, turn to the left, and you will be
in the hall. Good-by." She was gone.
"Well, what sort of fellow is this cousin of yours? I suppose you met
him last night? I never thought we should tumble into the trammels of
polite society when I recommended these shootings to you. I have
scarcely seen you the last ten days. What's come to you, lad?"
So growled Moncrief one morning as he smoked the after-breakfast cigar,
previous to turning out for a run with the "Friarshire."
"Oh! St. George Wilton is rather an amusing fellow; he is tolerably
good-looking, and has lots of small talk; one of those men who do not
believe much in anything, I fancy, except self and self-interest, but
for dear self-sake not disposed to rub other people the wrong way. He is
a favorite with the ladies--cuts me out with the fair Helen."
"Hum! I doubt that. I do not think you would let him if he tried; for of
course _that's_ the attraction to Brosedale."
"Is it?" returned Wilton, carelessly, as he prepared a cigar.
"Yes; I know you think I am as blind as a mole, but I can see there is
something that takes you to Brosedale. It's not Sir Peter, though he's
the best of the lot. It's not my lady; and it cannot be that imp of a
boy you are so fond of carrying pictures to--I suppose for a 'ploy to
get into the interior, though they are sweet enough upon you without
that; so it must be that girl."
"Your reasoning is so admirable," returned Wilton, laughing
good-humoredly, "that I should like to hear a little more."
"Eh!" said the major, looking up at him curiously. "Well, my lad, I am
only anxious for your own sake. Helen Saville is not the style of woman
Lord St. George would like; the family are by no means _sans reproche;_
and--I don't fancy her myself."
"That is conclusive," replied Wilton, gravely. "But make your mind easy;
I am not going to marry Helen Saville, nor do I think she expects me to
do so."
"What she expects, God knows, but there is something not all square
about you, Wilton."
"My dear fellow, do you want me to call you out?"
"You must just go your own way, which, no doubt, you would in any case;
but I am off on Monday next to pay my sister a visit. I have put her off
from time to time, but I must go now."
"By Jove, I shall be quite desolate! And will you not return, old
fellow?"
"I think not. At any rate, I shall not be able to come north again till
near Christmas; and I hardly suppose you will be here then."
"That depends," said Wilton, thoughtfully.
"On what?" asked the major, quickly.
"Oh! the sport--my own whims--the general attractions of the
neighborhood."
"----the attractions of the neighborhood!" cried Moncrief, profanely.
"Why do you not make up to Lady Mary or Lady Susan Mowbray? They are
nice girls and no mistake; just the very thing for you. But I am a fool
to trouble myself about you; only I have always looked after you since
you joined. However, you are old enough to take care of yourself."
"Perhaps I ought to be, at any rate; and although I have somehow managed
to 'rile' you, I have never forgotten, and never will forget, what a
brick you have always been."
Major Moncrief growled out some indistinct words, and went to the
window; Wilton followed him. "You'll scarcely manage a run to-day;" he
said; "the ground is very hard, and, if I am not much mistaken, there's
a lot of snow up there," pointing to a dense mass of heavy drab clouds
to windward.
"No," returned Moncrief, uncertainly, "it is considerably milder this
morning; besides, the wind is too high, and it is too early for snow."
"Not in these latitudes; and it has been deucedly cold for the week
past."
"At any rate, I will go to the meet," said Moncrief, leaving the room.
"What are you going to do?"
"I shall not hunt to-day; I am going over to Monkscleugh."
"Hum! to buy toys for the child?"
"Yes," said Wilton, laughing. "But for to-day I am safe: Lady Fergusson
and her fair daughter, attended by our diplomatic cousin, are going to
Brantwood, where there is a coming-of-age ball, or some such high-jinks.
They politely invited me to be of the party; but I resisted, Moncrief--I
resisted!"
"Did you, by George! That puzzles me."
"By St. George, you mean. Why, you suspicious old boy, you do seem not
satisfied; and yet Helen Saville will be away three or four days."
"I'll be hanged if I can make you out!" said the major, and walked away.
Wilton threw himself into an arm-chair and laughed aloud; then he turned
very grave, and thought long and deeply. If Moncrief only knew where the
real danger lay, and what it was! How was it that he had permitted this
mere whim, half curiosity, half compassion, to grow into such
troublesome proportions? He knew it was folly, and yet he could not
resist! He had always felt interested and attracted by that strange
girl whose mingled coldness and sweetness charmed and wounded him; but
now, since he had seen her oftener, and listened to her voice, and heard
the sudden but rare outbreaks of enthusiasm and feeling which would
force themselves into expression, as if in spite of her will, he was
conscious that his feelings were deepening into intense passion and
tenderness.
To catch a sympathetic look, a special smile, a little word to himself
alone--such were the nothings watched for, sought, treasured, remembered
by our patrician soldier. The vision of that poor, suffering boy leaning
his head against Ella and clasped in her arms, seemed indelibly stamped
upon his brain. It was constantly before him, though he fought gallantly
against it.
It seemed to have brought about a crisis of feeling. Before that, though
touched, interested, curious, he was not absorbed; now, reason as he
would, resist as he would, he could not banish the desperate longing to
be in that boy's place just for once. In short, Wilton was possessed by
one of those rare but real passions which, when they seize upon a man of
his age, are infinitely more powerful, more dangerous, or, as the case
may be, more noble, than when they partake of the eager effervescence of
youth.
And what was to be the end thereof?--so he asked himself as, starting
from his seat, he paced the room.
Ardently as he felt, he could not but acknowledge that to marry a girl,
not only in a position little more than menial, but of whose antecedents
he knew absolutely nothing--who, for some mysterious reason, did not
seem to have a friend on earth--was a piece of folly he ought to be
ashamed to commit. And yet to give her up--worse still, to leave her for
some demure curate, some enterprising bagman to win, perhaps to trample
upon? Impossible!
What then? It must not be asserted that the possibility of some tie less
galling and oppressive than matrimony never presented itself to Ralph
Wilton's mind. He had known such conditions among his friends, and some
(according to his lax but not altogether unpopular opinions) had not
turned out so badly for any of the parties concerned; but in this case
he rejected the idea as simply out of the question. He would no more
dare breathe it to that obscure little girl than to a princess. It would
be hard enough to win or rouse her to admit him as a lover, even on the
most honorable terms. She seemed not to think such things existed for
her. There was in her such a curious mixture of frankness and
indifference, coldness, sweetness, all flecked with sparks of occasional
fire, that Wilton could not help believing she had some uncommon
history; and there were times when he felt that, if he but asked her,
she would tell him everything he craved to know. Never had he met a
woman (for, young as she was, she was eminently womanly) so utterly
without coquetry. Her perfect freedom from this feminine ingredient was
almost insulting, and a certain instinct warned him from attempting to
break through the invisible barrier which her unconscious simplicity
created. Yet all this restraint was becoming intolerable. At Brosedale
he never saw her alone; out of it, he never saw her at all. The desire
to know all about her, to impress her, to win her, and the struggling
instinct of caste, the dread of making some false step that would ruin
him in her estimation, tormented him almost into a fever.
His long meditation ended in his ringing sharply, and ordering round the
dog-cart to drive into Monkscleugh.
"It's sure to snow, sir," said his servant.
"Not yet, I think. At any rate, I shall take my chance."
"Yes," he continued, half aloud, as the man disappeared, "I must make
the attempt; and if I meet her--why, what will be, will be!" With this
profoundly philosophic conclusion he proceeded to draw on an overcoat
and prepare for his cold drive.
The previous day, Wilton had managed, by a profound stratagem, to
procure an interview with Donald, and for his pains found that young
gentleman fearfully cross and rude, moreover alone: but, in the course
of their short conversation, the heir of Brosedale confessed to being
greatly enraged at the non-appearance of some fresh drawing-materials
which had been forwarded from London, and of which no tidings could be
heard; that "Dandy," his special pony, was ill or disabled, and no one
was at liberty to go for them; so Ella had promised to walk over to
Monkscleugh the next morning.
Of course Wilton discovered that he, too, had "urgent private affairs"
of his own to transact in the town, and, had it "rained elephants and
rhinoceroses," he would have persevered.
It was a still, cold morning. The bitter wind of the day before had
fallen, and a kind of expectant hush pervaded the air. The man who stood
at the horse's head, looked round him with a very dissatisfied air, not
seeing the necessity for driving to Monkscleugh.
However, the drive there was accomplished without any encounter, save
with a barefooted lassie on her way to market. At first Wilton drove
slowly, and then fast, and before they had reached the town the snow had
begun, in large, slow flakes. In spite of its increasing density, he
managed to call at the saddler's and the corn-factor's, and twice at
the railway-station, but all in vain; so, with a muttered malediction on
the weather, which had, no doubt, defeated the object of his expedition,
he turned his horse's head toward home.
"It's going to be a bad fall," he said to his servant, as they proceeded
through the thickly-descending snow, which scarcely permitted them to
see a yard right or left.
"It is so, sir; and I wish we were home, or, anyhow, across the brae
there, where the road turns to Brosedale."
"Do you think we will lose the track?"
"I'll be surprised if we do not, sir."
"I fancy I shall be able to make it out," returned Wilton, and drove on
as rapidly as he could in silence. Suddenly he pulled up. "Look," said
he, "there--to the right. Do you not see something like a figure--a
woman?"
"Faith, it's only a big stone, sir!"
"No--it moves!--Hallo!" shouted Wilton. "I think you are off the road."
The figure stopped, turned, and came toward them. Wilton immediately
sprang down and darted forward, exclaiming, "Miss Rivers! Good God! what
weather for you! How fortunate I overtook you.--Come, let me assist you
to reach my dog-cart. You must be nearly wet through."
She put her hand on his offered arm. "It is indeed fortunate you came
up. I had begun to feel bewildered." Nevertheless she spoke quite
calmly, and accepted his aid to mount the dog-cart with perfect
composure. As Wilton took his place beside her and gathered up the
reins, after wrapping his plaid round her, he made up his mind very
rapidly not to attempt the longer and more open route to Brosedale.
He drove more slowly, taking good heed of the objects he could make out,
and, to his great joy, recognized a certain stunted, gnarled oak, to the
right of which lay Glenraven, and, having passed it, somewhat increased
his speed.
"It is scarcely wise to push on to Brosedale until this heavy fall is
over. Besides, the Lodge is much nearer, and you ought not to be a
moment longer than you can help in these wet clothes. I am afraid you
must depend on the resources of our cook for dry garments."
"My clothes are not so very wet, but my boots are. I wish we could have
gone on to Brosedale; but, if it cannot be, I will not trouble you. This
snow is too heavy to last very long."
"Pray Heaven it may!" said Wilton inwardly.
Here was the first gleam of good fortune that had visited him. Ella was
to be all alone with him for two or three hours. Snow or no snow, he
would manage that, at all events. All the Brosedale women away,
Moncrief certain to be storm-stayed somewhere--what a glorious chance
for a long, confidential talk, for the solving of many doubts, for the
forging of some link that would bind this wild, free bird to him! The
excessive delight and exaltation that made his heart bound roused him to
the necessity of self-control, and he swore to himself that not a word
or a look should escape him to offend or startle his prize.
"How was it you ventured out on so unpromising a morning?" he asked, as
they proceeded, stopping from time to time to make sure of the road.
"Oh, Donald was so ravenous to get a parcel which he thought must be
mislaid at Monkscleugh, that I promised to go over for it; and you know
I love so much to be out. Still I do not think I should have attempted
it, only a Mr. Wilton, who was going somewhere in the phaeton, offered
to drive me to Monkscleugh. I thought it would snow, but I hoped to get
back before it began. However, I was overtaken; and I fancy I should
have wandered all day had you not found me."
"I thought Wilton was going with Lady Fergusson to the _fête_ at
Brantwood?"
"He was; but he was to take up some one on the way."
"He is a relation of mine," said Wilton, feeling marvellously crossed
by the simple fact of St. George having discovered the hidden treasure
as well as himself.
"I suppose so; but he is quite unlike you."
It would be hard to say, logically, why this comforted Colonel Wilton,
but it did.
"Hold hard, sir!" cried the groom, who was standing up and peering
ahead. "You will be right against the gate." And Wilton found he was at
home. Another moment and he pulled up at the door of the Lodge.
CHAPTER V.
"Send Mrs. McKollop here," cried Wilton, hastily and imperiously, to
Major Moncrief's servant, who advanced to the door. "One of the
Brosedale ladies has been caught in the snow, and is nearly wet
through."
He almost lifted Ella from the dog-cart as he spoke, and led her into
the warm, comfortable hall. While he removed the plaid that wrapped his
guest, the astonished Mrs. McKollop came quickly on the scene.
"Eh, my word! but ye're wet!" she exclaimed. "Come wi' me, missee, and
I'll see till ye; and you'd be the better of a drop of hot toddy
yerse'f, colonel."
"Oh, I shall be all right! Just look to Miss Rivers.--As soon as you
have got rid of your wet things we will have luncheon," he added,
addressing her. She bowed, and followed the portly Mrs. McKollop.
"I hope there is some place fit to take a lady into," said Wilton to
Major Moncrief's man, on whom the domestic arrangements devolved, for he
was barely acquainted with Mrs. McKollop's name. This important
functionary was attached to Glenraven Lodge, and let with the premises.
To this species of serfdom she was by no means averse, for the system
proved profitable, and, by a sort of mental inversion, she had grown to
regard the temporary proprietors as her guests and vassals.
"Yes, sir, I believe Mrs. McKollop keeps the top rooms pretty tidy."
"Well, get luncheon, will you? I hope the fire is good." So saying,
Wilton hastened to change his own damp clothes, and don a black velvet
shooting-jacket. His toilet was completed, and he was fully a quarter of
an hour in the dining-room before any one appeared. "Go and let Miss
Rivers know luncheon is ready." A few minutes more, and the door opened
to admit his guest. An expression of demure fun sparkled in her eyes as
she came in, holding up the voluminous drapery of Mrs. McKollop's best
dress--a strongly-pronounced Mac-something tartan, of bright red and
green and yellow--which was evidently a world too wide for her slight
waist. Above was the close-fitting gray jacket of her own dress, which
had been saved from wet by her water-proof.
"I trust you have been made tolerably comfortable?" said Wilton, placing
a chair for her, while he glanced with much satisfaction at the
fast-falling snow.
"Your house-keeper has been so good," she replied, with her sweetest,
frankest smile. "She exhausted all her resources to supply my wants,
and, I think, would fain have made me come to luncheon in her best
bonnet, which is the most wonderful thing you ever saw. It has feathers,
and flowers, and currants in it."
"I suppose carrots and turnips would be too much like the insignia of
office. But you must be exhausted. Pray sit down and have some
luncheon."
"Thank you. I do feel rather hungry."
It seemed almost incredible to be sitting _tête-à-tête_ with Ella, after
all his dreams and efforts; but even more surprising was her quiet,
unembarrassed manner. Had Wilton been her grandfather, she could not
have eaten with more composure, and, it must be added, zest, showing a
decided preference for cold game and sweets.
"Let me recommend some hot wine-and-water," said Wilton, as she put down
her knife and fork, after refusing a second supply of grouse.
"Thank you, no. I never take wine; but, if I might ask for something?"
"Certainly; anything within the resources of Glenraven and Mrs.
McKollop."
"Then may I have a cup of coffee?"
Wilton immediately ordered it; and, when it came, his guest expressed
high approval.
"Ah! your people have learned how to make this in France."
"From Frenchmen, at any rate. That was one accomplishment our servants
picked up."
"The coffee at Brosedale is so dead; it is not the least like coffee!
This reminds me of Italy and France."
"Then you have been a good deal abroad?"
"Nearly all my life." A full stop; and Wilton felt he had led up neatly
to the story of her past.
"As you will take nothing more, suppose we go into the next room?" She
rose, and then stopped.
"Oh! I have lost Mrs. McKollop's shoe under the table." Wilton laughed,
and assisted in the search.
"I wish we had anything nearer the mark to offer you," he said, as he
produced a huge, broad-soled thick shoe, tied on the instep. "They must
fit you like snow-shoes."
"There is a good deal of stocking to fill up with," she replied, as she
managed to shuffle into the room on the opposite side of the hall, which
was somewhat more ornamental than the one they left. Sundry sporting
prints, a deer's head, various pipes, and plenty of writing-materials,
with a splendid fire, and several comfortable easy-chairs, made it a
pleasant apartment.
"And you live here?" said Ella Rivers, moving round the room with some
curiosity; "and you smoke very good cigars. I recognize the perfume."
"I hope it is not very disagreeable?"
"Disagreeable? Oh, no! I love it. But how it snows! There is no chance
of my getting back till it abates."
"Certainly not," returned Wilton, cheerfully, and adopting her easy,
friendly tone. "So, pray sit down near the fire, and permit me to enjoy
the fruit of my treasure-trove--I mean, a little talk with you."
"Yes--it is very nice to talk over a good fire," she said, returning
slowly from the window and seating herself in a large chair; "but I wish
it would clear."
"I suppose young Fergusson will be very anxious about you?" remarked
Wilton, taking advantage of her steady gaze at the fire to study the
graceful outline of her head, and ear, and neck, the pale, delicate oval
of her face. There was a wonderfully-patrician look about this
mysterious girl; how small and white were the hands she had carelessly
clasped upon her knee! and, simple as were her manners, too, they were
infinitely more refined than the superb Miss Saville's; and, at all
events, he would have her all to himself for the next two hours.
"Anxious about me?" she said, after a moment's silence; "not very. He
will be anxious about his parcel (which, after all, I did not get), and
vexed at my absence. But Donald is a strange boy. I know him."
"He must be an ungrateful young dog," said Wilton, carefully averting
his eyes as she turned to him. "You are so good to him."
"It is not what you would call grateful, though he is very fond of
me--that is, I have become a necessity to him; then he knows I am fond
of him, and I believe no one else is, not even his father. Poor, poor
fellow! Ah, how I feel for him!"
"He cannot be a pleasant companion."
"At times most unpleasant; then, again, wonderfully sympathetic, and so
dependent that _I_ feel a great, strong, free creature, rich in youth,
and health, and strength, all grand things that Sir Peter's gold cannot
buy, and I can do anything for him. Then I forget the dark side of my
own lot, and only see the wealth that nature has given me."
"You are, indeed, wealthy!"
"In some ways, yes; in others--" She stopped, shook her head, with a
smile, half-sad, half-mocking, and resumed her gaze at the fire.
There was a short pause, and Wilton said:
"Still, to so bold a spirit as yours, it must be imprisonment, indeed;
and I am not surprised that you seize every chance of momentary relief.
But--forgive me if I am presumptuous--it was no ordinary courage that
would take you so far afield that night I caught a glimpse of you
retreating in the moonlight--no ordinary inducement that would tempt you
to such a distance."
"I had inducement enough," she returned, with a slight sigh. "Donald had
been in one of his worst moods all day--one of his mean, suspicious
tempers, and I could not persuade him to go to bed till late. Then, I
opened the study window, and looked out to breathe and grow tranquil
before I tried to sleep then the memory of the moonlight nights long
ago, when I used to sit in a corner by the window, before the lamp was
brought, and listen to my father talking (rather dreaming aloud--oh, so
gloriously!) came over me with a wild, irresistible longing to be out in
the free air, alone and standing upright before heaven, with things
_really_ greater than myself about me--_such_ an intense longing that I
sprang down the steps and away." As she said the last word she unclasped
her hands and threw one out with a sudden, expressive gesture full of
grace, and not without a certain dignity. "But I suppose to you it seems
shocking?" And again she turned to the fire.
"By no means!" exclaimed Wilton, eagerly. "Pray do not imagine me a
slave to 'the shocking.' What you do seems right and natural in you to
an extraordinary degree; but every one may not view matters as I do, and
I confess I wished to escort you back, but dared not intrude--besides, I
was not alone."
"Escort me back!" she replied, with a low, sweet laugh of genuine
merriment. "That would have put a climax to my misdoings, and also
(pardon the rudeness) destroyed the sense of freedom. As it was, my
outbreak was severely rebuked by Miss Walker, who was informed of my
absence, and talked yards of sense and propriety before I escaped to
bed. Ah, what a degrading _finale_ to a moment's outbreak into light and
liberty! But I must not quarrel with Miss Walker. She is 'Madonna dell'
Esperanza.'"
There was a wonderful charm in her voice and manner, a curious mixture
of softness and daring.
"And pray why do you dignify that iron-gray woman with so romantic a
title? I should not imagine her in the least hopeful."
"She found me when I was at a very low ebb, and placed me with Donald."
"Indeed! Then he ought to consider her his 'Dame de bon Secours.'"
"He thinks I am fortunate."
"And, when you found yourself so far from human aid that night, did you
not feel uncomfortable?" resumed Wilton, hoping to lead her back to her
reminiscences.
"Yes. When I turned to go back the fire had nearly burnt out in my
heart; but, you see, I have never been with women, so their fears are
not mine. I fear what they may think of me when I act differently from
them."
"I suppose, then, you have numerous brothers?"
"I have neither brother nor sister. My father--" She paused. "Ah, if you
could have known my father! He was a great politician, a great
philanthropist, a true man; and he was surrounded by men like himself,
devoted to humanity. They were all very good to me--when they remembered
my existence, which was not always, you know." A little arch smile, that
made Wilton burn to tell her how irresistibly she absorbed his mind,
heart, imagination!
"Well, your father," said he, with wonderful composure, rising as he
spoke to arrange the fire--"your father, I presume, adored you?"
"Alas, no!" There was great forgiving tenderness in her voice. "He
perhaps remembered me least of all; and when he did, I brought bitter
thoughts. My mother, whom he adored, died when I was born; so you see I
have been quite alone. Yet I grew to be of importance to him; for just
before he died he told me to take her ring, which he had always worn,
and wear it for both their sakes. See, there it is."
She held out her right hand to show where it encircled her slender third
finger.
"Then you lived in Italy?" said Wilton, to lead her on.
"Yes, my first memories are of Italy--a great, half-ruined villa on a
hill-side near Genoa; and my nurse, a Roman woman, with such grand,
black eyes. I used to love to look into them, and see myself in them.
How she loved me and spoiled me! My father must have had money then, for
he came and went, and seemed to me a great person; but I feared him,
though he was gentle and beautiful, for he shunned me. Oh, yes, how
noble he looked! None of the others were like him; and he was English on
his father's side, so he said, when he told me to keep the name of
Rivers; but we had many names: one in Italy, another in Paris, another
in Germany. I did not like Paris. The first time we were there I had a
_gouvernante_; she taught me a little and tormented me much; but still I
do know French best. I can write it well; but, though I speak Italian
and German, I cannot read or write either."
She had again clasped her hands over her knee, and went on softly and
dreamingly, as if to herself. Wilton still keeping silence, and gazing
intently at the speaker, earnestly hoping nothing would interrupt or
turn her from her spoken musing.
"But you evidently learned to draw," he suggested, softly.
"My father was a great artist--would have been acknowledged as a great
artist had he not been gradually absorbed in schemes for raising the
poor and ignorant and oppressed, for giving them political life. There
were many artists among our friends, and all were willing to teach me
and help me. To draw seemed to me as natural as to breathe, and if I
ever had a moment of personal ambition it was to be a true, a recognized
artist; but I had scarcely any. You, even you, patrician Englishman as
you are!" turning to him with sudden animation, "you would have admired
my father. He was my ideal of a true knight, so simple, so noble, so
refined; with such a deep, fervent faith in his fellow-men. Of course,
he and all our friends were hunted, proscribed; so I never knew a
relation. And he, my father, never could bear to speak of my mother; so
I only know from her picture that she was fair and sweet-looking."
"What a strange, sad life for a girl!" said Wilton, with genuine
sympathy.
"Strange, but not sad. Oh, no! I was ignorant (I am ignorant, by your
standard), and not a little neglected. But what delight it was to listen
to the men my father knew, to hear the grand schemes they planned; the
noble, tender pity for the suffering and oppressed; the real brotherhood
they acknowledged to all mankind, and the zest of danger; for often a
well-loved comrade was missing, and some never returned. Imprisonment in
Italy or Prussia for a political offence is a serious matter.
"The first time I ever won real notice from my father was at Naples.
There was a man we loved much; he was called Diego--it was not his real
name. He was very much suspected by the government. My father found out
he was to be seized that day, and he knew not whom to trust to send him
word; so I begged to be honored by his permission to carry the message,
and I managed it all. I borrowed a costume from my maid's niece; I went
alone on the Corso, and offered bunches of violets to every one--oh! I
had heaps of _paoli_--till I met him and said the word, which sufficed."
"You did this?" cried Wilton.
"Yes; I had but thirteen years then. Oh! my father always noticed me
after; and I would have dared much for that. Then we were in London, and
in many places--we grew poorer and poorer. I think my father helped the
cause largely. Two years ago we were in Paris, and then I saw my father
was dying. There were very few of our clique there, for the emperor's
spies were legion. I did not stop to think of fear or grief; I only
wanted to keep him quiet and content to the last, for, you see"--with a
sort of exultation very touching--"I was now very important to him--he
thought more of me, and I have always believed it was in the hope of
arranging some shelter, some refuge, for me that he came to London, now
more than two years ago. Diego came to see us. He had a long talk with
my father, who said to him, when he was going, 'Do your best for her
sake!'
"Two days after, Diego came again, and demanded to see my father alone.
Presently there was a cry; they called me, and, when I went in, my
father lay in Diego's arms, the blood streaming from his mouth. He died
two days after." An instant's pause, and she resumed, quickly: "I was
quite alone, and had but a few shillings. Poor Diego, how good he was!
He did much for me. My father had a diamond ring; they sold it, and so
things were paid for. Diego, poor fellow! he was rich then--he had five
gold-pieces--sovereigns. He left me two. He was obliged to go away; he
promised Mrs. Kershaw to come back for me, but he never came. He is no
doubt imprisoned or killed."
"Who was Mrs. Kershaw?" asked Wilton, huskily; "and how old is this
Diego?"
"Diego? Oh, fifty--sixty--I am not sure. Mrs. Kershaw is the landlady of
the lodgings where my father died. Such a strange woman! Not unkind--at
all events, to me. There was a lady in the rooms above ours who was very
kind to me, and felt for me; and nearly five months after I was left
quite alone. Miss Walker came to stay with this lady, and so they
managed to have me engaged as companion to Donald. Ah, it was all so
wretched! Nothing reconciled me to Brosedale but the scenery--that made
me remember there was a world of life and beauty beyond Donald's study."
She stopped, and leaning back, pressed both hands over her face, as if
to shut out the present. Wilton scarce knew how to speak to her without
saying too much. He had sufficiently delicate instincts to feel that he
must not, when she was in such a mood, show, by the slightest
indication, that he was her lover; nay, his deep sympathy made him for
the moment forget the fair woman in the lonely, suffering girl.
"And had none of your father's friends a wife or a sister with whom you
might have taken shelter? Brosedale, under such circumstances, must have
been a real _inferno_."
"No; I have met one or two ladies abroad connected with our cause, and
they were far away. But Brosedale was more astonishing than anything
else. Miss Walker, who likes me, although I shock her every hour in the
day, warned me of the respect I must show to 'miladi' and her daughters,
and I never dreamed of disrespect toward them; but they were--they are
so strange; they are so ignorant; they belong to the middle ages. When I
spoke to them of the scenery, when I asked them questions about their
country, when I addressed them as my fellow creatures, they were
petrified--they were indignant; they went through a little comedy of
insulted majesty, very droll, but not pleasant. Then I began to know
what it is to believe that you are made of different clay from certain
others of your fellows. Alas! what wide gulfs still yawn between man and
man, and what precious things must be cast in before they are filled
up!"
"Well, and Donald--how did you get on with Donald?"
"He was inclined to treat me like a petted animal; but, no! _Per
Baccho!_ that should not be. I said, 'If you are good, you shall call me
Ella, and I will call you Donald.' He replied, 'I am Master Fergusson;'
and I said, 'Not so--it is too long. Besides, I am your superior in age
and in knowledge, so between us there shall be kindness and freedom.'
Now I mark my displeasure by calling him Master Fergusson. Ah! how
astonished were Miss Walker and 'miladi,' but I laughed."
"I am surprised he can bear you out of his sight," exclaimed Wilton,
warmly, and checked himself; but she only noticed his words.
"He does not like me to be away. I am often imprisoned for weeks. Last
August I grew weak and languid; so Lady Fergusson gave me a holiday. I
had nowhere to go but to Mrs. Kershaw's; then she was taken ill--a bad
fever--so I nursed her, thankful to be of use. Then Donald summoned me
back, and"--turning with the peculiar air of gracious acknowledgment
which Wilton had before noticed, she added--"it was on my journey back I
met you. Oh, how weary I was! I had been awake night after night. I was
stupefied with fatigue, and you were so good. Could Death then have come
to me in sleep, I should have held out my arms to him. Yet you see I was
terrified at the idea of being hurt or torn when the train was overset."
"You behaved like--like an angel, or rather like a true, high-souled
woman."
She laughed softly, and rising, attempted to walk to the window.
"Ah!" she exclaimed, "I forgot my shoes;" then, resuming her seat, went
on: "There, I have told you all my life. Why, I cannot say; but, if I
have wearied you, it is your own fault. You listened as if you cared to
hear, while to me it has been sad, yet sweet, to recall the past, to
talk of my father to one who will not mock at his opinions--his dreams,
if you will. But, ah! what dreams! what hopes! Thank God! he lived to
know of Garibaldi's triumph--to see the papal throne tremble at the
upheaval of Italy! These glimpses of light gladdened him at the last;
for never was Christian martyr upheld by faith in a future world more
steadfastly than my father by his belief in the political regeneration
of this one. Yet I have, perhaps, forgotten myself in speaking so much."
She turned toward Wilton as she spoke, and, placing her elbow on the arm
of the chair, rested her chin in the palm of her hand, looking at him
with the large, deep-blue eyes which had so struck him at first, her
long lashes wet with tear drops, of which she was unconscious.
"At least," said Wilton, "you must feel that no speaker ever riveted
attention more than you have. As for the accuracy of the opinions so
disinterestedly upheld, I neither combat nor assent to them. I can only
think of you--so young, so alone?"
It is impossible to say how much passionate sympathy he was about to
express, when a sudden change in Ella Rivers's face made him stop and
turn round. To his infinite annoyance there stood Major Moncrief, with
the door in his hand, and an expression of utter blank astonishment on
his countenance, his coat covered with fast-melting snow, and evidently
just dismounted.
"Hallo, Moncrief!" cried Wilton, his every-day, sharp senses recalled in
a moment by this sudden, unwelcome apparition. "Wet to the skin, I
suppose, like Miss Rivers"--a wave of the hand toward her--"and myself.
I most fortunately overtook her half-way from Monkscleugh, and brought
her here for shelter."
"Oh!" ejaculated Moncrief: it sounded like a groan.
"You have met my chum, Major Moncrief, have you not, Miss Rivers?"
She shook her head. "You know I am always with Donald."
"Oh, ah, I see!" muttered Moncrief. "No, I have never had the pleasure
of meeting the young lady before; and so, Wilton, I will not interrupt
you. I will go and change my clothes."
"Interrupt!" said Ella, as he left the room. "What does he mean by
interrupt? Who is he?--your uncle--your guardian?"
"Do you think I require a guardian at my age?" replied Wilton, laughing,
though greatly annoyed at Moncrief's tone.
"How old are you?" asked Ella, but so softly and simply that the
question did not seem rude.
"Almost four and thirty; and, _en revanche_, how old are you?"
"Almost twenty."
"I should not have thought you so much: yet there are times you look
more. However, Moncrief is an old brother-officer of mine; really a
friend, but a queer fellow, a little odd."
"I see; and I do not think he likes me to be here. Can I not go?" said
Ella, starting up and making her way to the window, although she left a
shoe behind her in her progress.
"Not like you! More probably fascinated at first sight," returned
Wilton, attempting to laugh off the impression she had received, though
feeling terribly annoyed at Moncrief's manifestation. "And, as to
returning, you cannot stir just yet; the snow has only just cleared off
and may recommence."
"Still I should so much like to return; and I am sure I could manage to
walk very well."
"I do not wish to be oppressively hospitable, so I will leave you for a
moment to inquire what will be the best mode of reaching Brosedale."
So saying, he quitted the room and followed Major Moncrief.
He found that excellent soldier in his dressing-gown, and wearing a
more "gruesome" expression than could be accounted for by his
occupation, viz., sipping some scalding-hot whiskey-and-water.
"Have you had anything to eat?" asked Wilton, amiably. "I believe
luncheon is still on the table."
"No, it is not," replied the major, curtly; "and I do not want anything.
I had a crust of bread and cheese at that farmer's below the mill, so
you can go back to your charming guest."
"And you must come with me, Moncrief. Never mind the dressing-gown, man;
it is quite becoming. You frightened Miss Rivers, you looked so 'dour'
just now. I want her to see what a pleasant fellow you can be."
"Thank you; I am not quite such a muff as to spoil a _tête-à-tête_."
"Come, Moncrief, you know that is bosh. I overtook Miss Rivers as she
was struggling through the snow, and I do not suppose you or any other
man would have left her behind. Then I couldn't possibly pass my own
gate in such a storm; besides, the poor girl was so wet. Be that as it
may, you shall not be uncivil; so finish your grog, and come along."
"Let me put on my coat. If I am to play propriety, I must dress
accordingly. How in the name of Fortune did you come to know this Miss
Rivers?" growled Moncrief.
"Why, at Brosedale, of course. Whenever they dragged me in to see that
poor boy she was there, and one can't be uncivil to a woman, and a
pretty girl to boot."
"Pretty!" ejaculated the major, thrusting himself with unnecessary
vehemence into his coat. "I did not see much prettiness about her; she
has big eyes, that's all."
"Come and have another look then, and perhaps you will find it out,"
said Wilton, pleasantly, as sorely against his will Moncrief followed
him down stairs.
"I have much pleasure in introducing two such admirable representatives
of two great opposing systems. Major Moncrief is conservative among
conservatives; Miss Rivers revolutionary among democrats!" said Wilton.
"You say so for me; I myself scarce know enough to be anything," she
replied, in a low tone, turning from the window at which she was
standing when they entered, acknowledging the introduction and
Moncrief's "boo," as he would have called it, by a slight, haughty
courtesy, which even Mrs. McKollop's plaid dress did not spoil, as she
spoke.
"A young lady confessing ignorance on any subject is a _rara avis_
nowadays," returned Moncrief, gloomily.
Ella Rivers looked earnestly at him as he spoke, and then glanced, with
a sort of mute appeal, to Wilton, who felt instinctively that, in spite
of her composed, brave air, her heart was beating with sorrowful
indignation at the major's unfriendly aspect.
"You must know, Miss Rivers," said Wilton, with his pleasantest smile,
longing all the time to fall upon and thrash desperately his good friend
and comrade--"you must know that my friend Moncrief is the gloomy
ascetic of the regiment, always available for the skeleton's part at the
feast, that is, the mess, a terror to lively subs, and only cheerful
when some one in a terrible scrape requires his help to get out of it;
but one grows accustomed even to a skeleton. I have been shut up with
him for nearly six weeks, and, you see, I have not committed suicide
yet; but he is a first-rate old Bones after all!" (slapping the ungenial
major on the shoulder).
"Is he really unhappy?" asked Ella, with such genuine wonder and
curiosity that the "dour" major yielded to the irresistible influences,
and burst into a gracious laugh, in which Wilton joined, and the cloud
which Moncrief brought with him was almost dispersed--not quite, for
Ella was changed pale, composed, silent, with an evidently unconscious
drawing to Wilton's side, that did not help to steady his pulse or cool
his brain.
"It is quite clear," said Miss Rivers, anxiously; "may I not return?
for in another hour night will close. I must go!"
"Certainly!" cried Wilton, who was feeling dreadfully bored by the
flagging conversation and general restraint of Moncrief's presence;
"your dress will be dry by this time, and while you put it on I will
order the dog-cart. I will drive you over to Brosedale in half an hour,
snow or no snow."
"You--drive me--oh, no! I can walk quite well; I am not the least
afraid. Do not come out again."
"My dear Miss Rivers! allow you to walk alone? Impossible! Even this
stern Bones, this incarnation of inexorable Fate, would not demand such
a sacrifice.--Moncrief, ring the bell; summon Mrs. McKollop from the
vasty deep to attend our fair guest.--You must know, Miss Rivers, my
brother-in-arms is part proprietor of this sylvan lodge."
"Then will he forgive my intrusion," said their guest, with an air so
deprecating as to a man of his age, so certainly dignified as to
herself, yet so simple withal, that the hidden spring of chivalry far
down in the man's nature was struck and pushed to the surface all the
more strongly for the depth of the boring.
"You must think me 'a skeleton of the feast,' indeed, as Wilton has been
good enough to describe me, if I were not ready to welcome the chance
visit of a charming young lady; I am not quite so hopeless an old
'Bones' as you both make out."
"Bravo!" cried Wilton, highly pleased at his change of tone.
"Thank you!" said Miss Rivers, simply; and then the door opened to admit
Mrs. McKollop, who wore upon her arm a mass of drapery, and in her hand
a very small pair of boots, evidently the garments she had been drying.
"They are all nice an' weel aired, if you be going," said the benign
ruler of the roost. "It's a wee bit clear just noo, but I'm thinking the
frost is coming on, so the snaw will be harder by-an'-by; an' if the
major don't mind having dinner an hour before his usual time, a drap o'
hare soup and a cut out of a loin o' mountain mutton will warm ye up
weel, an' mak' ye ready for the road," or, as she pronounced it, "rod."
"Mrs. M'Kollop, you are a most sensible woman," said Wilton, gravely.
Moncrief looked alarmed; and Miss Rivers merely observed, "I will come
with you," and left the room, accompanied by the friendly cook. Wilton
followed immediately, to give orders about the dog-cart, and Major
Moncrief was left alone. He walked once or twice up and down the room
with a troubled and irate expression; he then stirred the fire
viciously, threw down the poker with a clang, and, drawing a chair close
up, thrust his feet almost against the bars. How long he sat in gloomy
reverie he knew not, but he was roused by the entrance of Wilton, who
ushered in their guest, saying, "Miss Rivers wants to say good-by,
Moncrief."
"Yes, good-by!" said she, in her soft yet clear voice, which always
seemed to fix attention. "Thank you--thank you both for your kind
hospitality."
With a slight, touching hesitation she held out her hand, and Moncrief
took it with much politeness and an altered expression.
"Good-by, then, as you will not stay for the hare soup and a cut of the
mountain mutton. I hope you will not take cold. Have you nothing to put
round your throat? You must have this muffler of mine, if you will
condescend to wear it.--Jump up, Wilton. I will help Miss Rivers."
So spoke the Major, in his joy to speed the parting guest. Wilton
obeyed, somewhat amused, and they started. But the drive was a silent
one on Miss Rivers's side; all Wilton's dexterous observations and
thoughtful care could not win a look--scarce a word. "Does she regret
she opened her heart to me?" he thought; and, as they neared the great
house, he could not refrain from saying, "I shall often think of the
interesting sketch you have given me of your wanderings in many lands,
Miss Rivers, though I shall only speak of them to yourself."
"Pray, pray, put it all out of your mind! I am half ashamed of having
talked so much of myself. Think no more of it."
"Suppose the subject will not be banished? I cannot. At least," resumed
Wilton, after a moment's pause to tighten the reins of his self-control,
"I shall look upon liberal politics with a new light, after the glimpse
you have given me of their inner life."
"If, when you have power, you will think of the people, I am not sorry I
spoke." She said it very softly, almost sadly.
"I shall look in to-morrow, to know if you are all right," he replied.
They had now reached the entrance. Wilton sprang down, and, as Miss
Rivers was muffled in plaids, nearly lifted her from the carriage,
though with all the deference he would have shown a princess.
"Good-by! I hope you will not be the worse."
"Adieu!" For a moment she raised her eyes to his with a frank, kind
glance, and vanished into the house.
For a moment Wilton hesitated, then mounted the dog-cart, and drove back
as fast as circumstances would allow. He was conscious of an angry,
uncomfortable sensation toward Moncrief--a feeling that it would be a
great relief to avoid dining with him--of a curious, uneasy strain of
dissatisfaction with himself--with the routine of life--with
everything! It was so infernally stupid, smoking and reading, or
listening to Moncrief's prosings, all the evening; while that cranky,
tiresome boy, Fergusson, would be talked to, and soothed, and petted by
Ella Rivers. And she--would she wish to be back at Glenraven, telling
the story of her simple yet stirring life to an absorbed listener? Yes,
without a shadow of conceit he might certainly conclude that she would
prefer an intelligent companion like himself to that cross-grained boy;
but he had very little to nourish conceit upon in the recollection of
the delightful _tête-â-tête_ he had enjoyed. Never before had he met a
woman so free from the indescribable consciousness by which the gentler
sex acknowledge the presence of the stranger. She must have been much in
the society of men, and of men, too, who were not lovers. Yet stop! How
much of her composure and frankness was due to the fact of her being
already wooed and promised to one of those confounded _carbonari_
fellows? The very idea made Wilton double-thong his leader--for tandem
stages had been thought necessary--to the infinite surprise of his
servant. However, he reached his destination at last, and as he threw
off his plaid in the hall Mrs. McKollop's broad and beaming face
appeared at a side-door.
"Aweel, sir, din ye win ower a' right to Brosedale wi' the young leddy?
I've been aye watching the weather; for I don't think she is just that
strong. Eh, sir! but she is a bonnie bird--sae saft and kind! When she
was going, after I had red up her things for her, she says, 'If you are
as good a cook as you are a ladies' maid, I am sure Major Moncrief must
be pleased with his dinners,' says she; an' wi' that she takes this
neckerchief from her pretty white throat, and says she, so gentle and so
grand, 'Wear this for me, Mrs. McKollop,' putting it round my neck her
ainsel'. 'Think, whenever ye put it on,' says she, 'that I shall always
remember your motherly care.' The bonnie bird! I'm thinking she has nae
mither, or they wouldn't let her be worrit wi' that ill-faured,
ill-tempered bairn at Brosedale."
"I left Miss Rivers quite safe, I assure you, and, as far as I could
observe, quite well, at the door," said Wilton, who had listened with
much attention to this long speech, looking all the time at the pretty
violet necktie held up in triumph by Mrs. McKollop, and conscious of a
boyish but strong inclination to purchase it, even at a high premium,
from the worthy house-keeper. "I am sure you did your best for our
charming visitor."
"That I did; an' I tauld her that it was a pleasure to cook for the
colonel; for though she spoke of the major, it was aye _you_ she thocht
on."
"Oh, nonsense!" returned Wilton, good-humoredly, and he left the
eloquent Mrs. McKollop, to join the moody Moncrief, with whom he
exchanged but few remarks, till dinner thawed them. The evening passed
much as usual, but neither mentioned their guest--a fact by no means
indicating that she was forgotten by either.
CHAPTER VI.
Wilton was true to his intention, and rode over the next day to make the
promised inquiry, when he had the pleasure of spending half an hour with
Donald, but Ella Rivers never appeared. The boy was in one of his better
moods, although that was a poor consolation.
"I thought Ella was never coming back yesterday," he said, in his
plaintive, querulous voice. "I could not make out whether she had been
lost in the snow, or whether your cousin, that Mr. St. George Wilton,
had run away with her. Oh! I had such a miserable day!--Miss Walker
fussing in and out, and no one able to do anything for me! Where did you
pick up Ella?"
"On that piece of common half-way to Monkscleugh; and it is very
fortunate I did so, or perhaps you might have been obliged to do without
her for some time longer. I fear she would have lost her way
altogether."
"Oh, she knows the country, and has plenty of pluck."
"Still, she might have been wandering about for hours, and I fancy she
is not over strong."
"She is well enough! Every one is well enough but me!"
"I suppose," said Wilton, to change the subject, "the rest of your party
return to-morrow?"
"I am afraid they do! I wish they would stay away! They have taken me up
disgustingly since _you_ came to see me. I was much happier alone with
Ella! I don't mind _your_ coming--you are not a humbug; but I hate
Helen, she is so insolent; and that cousin of yours is detestable. He is
so conceited--so ready to make allowance for everyone. And then he
always speaks Italian to Ella, and worries her; I know he does, though
she will not tell me what he says."
The boy's words struck an extraordinary pang to Wilton's heart. Had Ella
met this diplomatic sprig in Italy? Had he the enormous advantage of
having known her and her father in their old free wandering days? If so,
why had she not mentioned him? The irrepressible answer to this sprang
up with the query--whatever her antecedents, Ella spoke out of the
depths of a true soul.
"Well," exclaimed Wilton, while these thoughts revolved themselves, "if
you do not like him, do not let him come in here. But I thought he was
a universal genius, and an utterly fascinating fellow!"
"The women think so," returned young Fergusson, with an air of superior
wisdom, "but I think him a nuisance. Will you ring the bell, Colonel
Wilton?"
"What has become of Miss Rivers?" to the servant, who quickly appeared.
"Tell her to come here."
Though disposed to quarrel with the terms of the message, Wilton awaited
the result with some anxiety. The reply was, "Miss Walker's compliments;
Miss Rivers was hearing Miss Isabel read Italian, and she could not come
just yet."
"It is infamous!" exclaimed Donald, working himself into a fury. "They
all take her from me--they don't care what becomes of me! Give me my
crutches, James. I will go to the school-room myself; so I shall say
good-by to you, Colonel."
He dragged himself out of the room with surprising rapidity, and Wilton
felt he must not stay.
The rest of the day was rendered restless and uncomfortable by Donald's
words. But Wilton, though of a passionate and eager nature, had also a
strong will, and was too reasonable not to determine resolutely to
banish the tyrannic idea which had taken such possession of his heart or
imagination. He noticed, with mingled resentment and amusement, the
sudden silence and reserve of his friend Moncrief on the subject of
Brosedale and its inhabitants. What an absurd, strait-laced old Puritan
he was growing! Wilton felt it would be a relief when he departed to pay
his promised visit in the South. So, as the weather, after the memorable
snow-storm, moderated, and proved favorable for sport, hunting and
shooting were resumed with redoubled vigor, and the Major's solemn looks
gradually cleared up.
"I shall be rather in the blues here when you are gone," said Wilton, as
they sat together the evening before the Major was to leave. "You have
not been the liveliest companion in the world of late, still I shall
miss you, old boy."
The Major gave an inarticulate grunt, without removing his cigar from
his lips.
"So," continued Wilton, "as Lord D---- asks me over to dine and stay a
few days while General Loftus and another Crimean man are there, I shall
go; and perhaps I may look up the 15th afterwards; they are quartered at
C----."
"Do!" said the Major, emphatically, and with unusual animation. "There's
nothing more mischievous than moping along and getting into the blue
devils!--nothing more likely to drive a man to suicide or matrimony, or
some infernal entanglement even worse! Go over to D---- Castle by all
means--go and have a jolly week or two with the 15th; and, if you will
take my advice, do not return here."
"My dear Moncrief," interrupted Wilton coolly, for he was a little
nettled at the rapid disposal of his time, "why should I not return
here? What mischief do you fear for me? Don't turn enigmatical at this
time of day."
"What mischief do I fear? The worst of all--a _fair_ piece of mischief!
Not so pretty, perhaps, but 'devilish atthractive,' as poor O'Connor
used to say."
Wilton was silent a moment, to keep his temper quiet. He felt
unspeakably annoyed. Anything less direct he could have laughed off or
put aside, but to touch upon such a subject in earnest galled him to the
quick. To be suspected of any serious feeling toward Ella necessitated
either appearing an idiot in the eyes of a man like Moncrief--an idiot
capable of throwing away his future for the sake of a freak of
passion--or as entertaining designs more suited to worldly wisdom, yet
which it maddened him to think any man dared to associate with a
creature that somehow or other had managed to establish herself upon a
pedestal, such as no other woman had ever occupied, in his imagination.
"I think," said he at last--and Moncrief was struck by the stern
resentment in his tone--"I think that too much shooting has made you
mad! What, in the name of Heaven, are you talking of? Do you think I am
the same unlicked cub you took in hand twelve or fourteen years ago? If
you and I are to be friends, let me find my own road through the jungle
of life."
"All right," said the Major, philosophically. "Go your own way. I wash
my hands of you."
"It is your best plan," returned Wilton, dryly; and the evening passed
rather heavily.
The next morning Major Moncrief took leave of his friend. They parted
with perfect cordiality, and Wilton drove him over to Monkscleugh.
It is by no means clear that the Major's well-meant warning did the
least good. The vexation it caused helped to keep the subject working in
Wilton's mind. Certain it was, that after returning from Monkscleugh and
writing two or three letters, he took advantage of a fine wintry
afternoon to stroll leisurely to the brae before mentioned, and beyond
it, to the piece of border ground between the Brosedale plantations and
the road, where he had held his horse for Ella Rivers to sketch; but all
was silent and deserted, so he returned to dress and drive over to D----
Castle.
It was a pleasant party, and Wilton was a most agreeable addition. He
felt at home and at ease with the Earl's kindly, well-bred daughters;
and perhaps they would have been a little surprised, could they have
read his thoughts, to find that he classed them as unaffected
gentlewomen almost equal to the humble companion of Sir Peter
Fergusson's crippled boy.
Parties like this, of which Ralph Wilton formed one, are so much alike
that it is unnecessary to describe the routine. The third day of his
visit the Brosedale family came to dinner, and with them St. George
Wilton. Notwithstanding Sir Peter's wealth and Lady Fergusson's fashion,
invitations to D---- Castle were few and far between; nor did Ralph
Wilton's position as a visitor in the house--a favored, honored
guest--seem of small importance in Helen Saville's eyes.
Wilton took her down to dinner, with a sort of friendly glow pervading
his manner, well calculated to deceive the object of his attentions. He
was dimly aware that, after all his reasoning, all his struggles for
self-control, his dominant idea was that if Miss Saville was not the
rose, she lived with her.
"I have never seen you since the coming of age at Brantwood; you have
been out when I called, and in when I rode about in search of you--in
short, you have scarce cast me a crumb of notice since my polyglot
cousin has taken up the running and left me nowhere," said Wilton, under
the general buzz of talk, while the chief butler whispered a
confidential query as to whether he would have hock or champagne.
"If you will not come in search of the crumbs, you cannot expect to get
them," said Miss Saville, looking boldly into his eyes with a smile.
"Mamma asked you to dinner the day after our return, but in vain."
"Ah! that day I knew we were to hunt with the ----, and I feared I
should not be able to reach Brosedale in time for dinner. Now, tell me,
how is everyone? Your sister--I mean the school-room one--I see my
opposite neighbor is flourishing. How is young Fergusson?"
"Isabel has a cold; but Donald has been wonderfully well. I think we
cheer him up! Benevolence seems to run in your family, Colonel Wilton.
You set the example, and Mr. St. George Wilton followed it up. Now, we
are so anxious to amuse Donald that we congregate on wet, stormy
mornings or afternoons in his room, and try to draw--are fearfully
snubbed by the young heir! and silently endured by his little companion,
who is such a strange girl! By the way your cousin seems to have known
some of her clique abroad. He says they were a dreadful set of
communists and freethinkers."
"Indeed," he returned carelessly, as he raised his glass to his lips and
made a mental note of the information. "And, pray, how much longer do
you intend to foster my delightful relative in the genial warmth of
Brosedale?"
"As long as he likes to stay; but he talks of leaving next week."
"Ah! he finds it difficult to tear himself away?"
"That I know nothing about. How long do you remain here?"
"Till the day after to-morrow."
"Then you had better dine with us on the twentieth. I know mamma intends
to ask you. The Brantwood party are to be with us, and some people we
met at Scarborough last autumn."
"Of course I shall be most happy."
Now there was nothing Wilton hated more than dining at Brosedale; the
artificial tone of the house was detestable, and he was always
tantalized by knowing that although under the same roof with Ella, he
had not the least chance of seeing her; nevertheless, he was impelled to
go by a vague, unreasonable hope that some chance might bring about a
meeting; and now as he had absolutely written to his old friends of the
15th to say he would be with them the ensuing week, he felt ravenously
eager to encounter the very danger from which he had determined to fly.
But Helen Saville's hint had filled him with curiosity and uneasiness.
It was as he feared. St. George Wilton and Ella Rivers had doubtless
many experiences in common which both might prefer talking about in a
tongue unfamiliar to the rest of the audience, for he did not, of
course, attach any value to Donald's remark that Ella did not like the
clever _attaché_. Why should she not like him? He looked across the
table and studied his kinsman's face very carefully while Ellen Saville
told him of a run she had enjoyed with the ----shire hounds while
staying at Brantwood.
St. George Wilton was occupied in the agreeable task of entertaining
Lady Mary Mowbray, so his cousin could observe him with impunity. He was
a slight, delicate-looking man, with high, aristocratic features, pale,
with fair hair and light eyes, thin-lipped, and nominally near-sighted,
which entitled him to use a glass. He wore the neatest possible
moustaches and imperial, and when he smiled, which was not often (though
his face was always set in an amiable key), he showed a row of very
regular white teeth, but rather too pointed withal, especially the
molars, which were slightly longer than the rest, and gave a somewhat
wolfish, fang-like expression to that otherwise bland performance. His
voice was carefully modulated, his accent refined, and his ease of
manner the perfection of art. St. George Wilton, an ambitious poor
gentleman, determined to push his way upwards and onwards, had no doubt
sufficient experience to sharpen and harden his faculties. The struggle
of such a career ought to be, and is invigorating; but there are
ingredients which turn this tonic to poison--the greed for wealth and
rank, the hunger for self-indulgence and distinction, the
carefully-hidden envy that attributes the success of others to mere
good-luck, and curses blind fortune while congratulating the competitor
who has shot ahead--the gradually increasing tendency to regard all
fellow creatures as stepping stones or obstacles--the ever-growing,
devouring self which, after rejecting every joy that gladdens by
reciprocity, slowly starves to death in the Sahara of its own creation.
Although the cousins had seldom met before, they had heard of each
other, forming their respective estimates from their special
standpoints--St. George heartily despising Ralph, as a mere stupid,
honest, pig-headed soldier, whose luck in coming somewhat to the front
was a disgrace even to the whims of that feminine deity, Fortune. How
such rapid promotion could be brought about without finesse, without
tact, without anything more extraordinary than simple duty doing, was
beyond the peculiar construction of St. George's mind to conceive. While
Ralph scarcely bestowed any consideration whatever on his kinsman--he
had heard of him as a clever, rising man, and also as a "keen hand;" but
now he had acquired a sudden importance; and Ralph, as he gazed at the
bland countenance opposite, and traced the hard lines under its set
expression, laughed inwardly at the notion of extracting any information
which St. George was disinclined to give.
Nevertheless, when they joined the ladies, Wilton approached his cousin,
and opened the conversation by inquiring for a mutual acquaintance, one
of St. George's brother _attachés_; this naturally led to other topics,
and their talk flowed easily enough. "I am told you were received by our
eccentric relative, Lord St. George," said his namesake, at last;
"rather an unusual event for him to see any one, I believe?"
"Yes; he sent for me, or I should never have thought of presenting
myself. He looks very old and worn--and not particularly amiable."
"Well, he has had enough to sour him. How did he receive you?"
"With tolerable civility."
"He would not let me in! I wonder what he will do with all his property.
If he dies intestate, I suppose you will inherit everything?"
"I suppose so; but I strongly suspect he will not leave me a _sou_. I am
not pliant enough; and that unfortunate daughter of his may have left
children to inherit, after all. I fancy I heard she was dead."
"So have I," said St. George. "Who did she marry?"
"I believe a Spaniard--an adventurer, with fine eyes and a splendid
voice; I forget the name. Old Colonel du Cane, who was about town in
those days, remembers the affair and the scandal, but the whole thing is
forgotten now. I wonder old St. George did not marry and cut out every
one."
"Unless he makes a very distinct will, you will have to spend a large
slice of your fortune in defeating the pretenders who are sure to spring
up."
"Or you will," returned Wilton, laughing; "for he is as likely to leave
it to one as the other, or to some charity."
"To some charity? That is surely the last of improbabilities."
"It is impossible to say," returned Wilton; and there was a short pause,
during which he revolved rapidly in his own mind how he could best
approach the topic uppermost in his mind. "How long do you stay at
Brosedale?" he resumed abruptly, as St. George looked round, as if about
to move away.
"Perhaps a week longer. I have already paid a visitation, but the house
is comfortable, the girls agreeable, and the _padrone_ unobtrusive."
"If you had not been in such luxurious quarters, and enjoying such
excellent sport, I should have asked you to try a day or two on the moor
I have at Glenraven."
"Thank you; I should have been most happy, but am engaged to Lord
Parchmount after the twenty-fifth."
"Did you ever meet any of Lady Fergusson's people, the Savilles she is
so fond of talking about; I fancy there was a brother of hers in the
--th Hussars?"
"A brother of her former husband's, you mean. I don't believe Lady
Fergusson ever had a brother or a father, or any blood tie of any kind,
but sprang up full-blown, lovely, ambitious, aristocratic, at the touch
of some magic wand; or, to come to a commonplace simile, in a single
night's growth, like a toad-stool. She has been eminently successful
too. What a catch Sir Peter was! Now, if that wretched boy were to
die--for which consummation, no doubt, her ladyship devoutly prays--and
Helen Saville would play her cards with the commonest discretion, she
might secure the fortune for herself and her sisters; but she is a very
uncertain person, a woman on whom no one could count." And St. George
shook his head, as though he had given the subject mature consideration.
"I suppose you have seen the son and heir?" asked Wilton.
"Frequently. He dislikes me, and I am amused at the elaborate display he
makes of it. I also like to air my Italian with his interesting little
companion."
"You knew her in Italy; I think Miss Saville said," remarked Wilton.
"Knew her? Never. I fancy, from what she says, I have met some of the
people her father associated with--a very disreputable set."
"Sharpers and blacklegs, I suppose," said Wilton carelessly.
"No; politically disreputable; dreamers of utopian dreams, troublesome
items to governments; amiable men, who will make martyrs of themselves.
You have no idea in England what a nuisance these fellows are; of course
there are plenty of desperate fanatics mixed up with them. I do not
remember the name of Rivers among those I have met, but I imagine that
picturesque girl at Brosedale was among the better class. She really
looks like a gentlewoman; with her knowledge of language and air of
refinement she would make a charming travelling companion."
As the accomplished _attaché_ uttered this with a soft arch smile, as
though it were an infantine jest, he little thought what a large amount
of self-control he called into action in his cousin's mind. To have
seized him by the collar, and shaken him till he retracted the insulting
words, would have been a great relief; to have rebuked him sternly for
speaking lightly of a girl of whom he knew no evil, would have been some
satisfaction; but modern manners forbade the first, and a due sense of
the ridiculous the second. Control himself as Wilton might, he could not
call up the answering smile which St. George expected, but instead
stared at him with a fixed haughty stare, which, although rather
unaccountable to its object, seemed sufficiently disagreeable to make
him turn away and seek more congenial companionship.
Wilton, too, talked and laughed, and played his part with a proper
degree of animation; but a bruised, galled sensation clung to him all
the evening. There is a large class of men for whom such a remark as St.
George Wilton's would have been fatally destructive to the charm and
romance enfolding an object of admiration. To find what is precious to
them, common and unholy in the eyes of another, would destroy the
preciousness and desecrate the holiness! But there is another, a
smaller, though nobler and stronger class, whom the voice of the
scoffer, scoff he never so subtly, cannot incite to doubt or
disloyalty--to whom love is still lovely, and beauty still beautiful;
although others apply different terms to what they have recognized as
either one or the other. These are the men who see with their own eyes,
and Wilton was one of them. It was with the sort of indignation a
crusader might have felt to see an infidel handling a holy relic, that
he thought of his cousin's careless words. Nay, more, reflecting that
St. George was but one of many who would have thus felt and spoken of a
girl to whom he dared not address a word of love lest it might check or
destroy the sweet, frank friendliness with which she treated him, he
asked himself again, what was to be the end thereof? Then he for the
first time acknowledged to himself what he had often indistinctly felt
before, that to tell her he loved her, to ask her to be his wife, to
read astonishment, perhaps dawning tenderness, in her wonderful eyes, to
hold her to his heart, to own her before the world, to shelter her from
difficulty so far as one mortal can another, would be heaven to him!
She had struck some deeper, truer chord in his nature than had ever been
touched before; and his whole being answered; all that seemed impossible
and insurmountable gradually faded into insignificance compared to his
mighty need for that quiet, pale, dark-eyed little girl!
The day after Wilton's return from D---- Castle, feeling exceedingly
restless and unaccountably expectant, he sallied forth with his gun on
his shoulder, more as any excuse than with any active sporting
intentions. As he passed the gate into the road, a large half-bred
mastiff, belonging to Sir Peter Fergusson, rushed up, and Wilton,
knowing he was an ill-tempered brute, called his own dogs to heel, but
the mastiff did not notice them; he kept snuffing about as though he
had lost his master, and then set off in a long, swinging gallop toward
Brosedale.
Wilton, deep in thought, went on to the brae he so often visited in the
commencement of his stay at Glenraven. He had not long quitted the high
road, when he perceived a well-known figure, as usual clothed in gray,
walking rather slowly before him, and looking wonderfully in accordance
with the soft, neutral tints of sky and stones and hill-side--it was one
of those still, mild winter days that have in them something of the
tenderness and resignation of old age; and which, in our variable
climate, sometimes come with a startling change of atmosphere
immediately after severe cold. As he hastened to overtake her, Wilton
fancied her step was less firm and elastic than usual; that her head
drooped slightly as if depressed; yet there was a little more color than
was ordinary in her cheek, and certainly an expression of pleasure in
her eyes that made his heart beat when she turned at his salutation. She
wore a small turban hat of black velvet, with a rosette in front, which
looked Spanish, and most becoming to her dark eyes and pale, refined
face.
"At last, Miss Rivers! I thought you must have abjured this brae since
Moncrief and myself became temporary proprietors. I began to fear I
should never meet you out of doors again."
"I have not been out for a long time alone," she replied; "but to-day
some great man from London, a doctor, was to see poor Donald, and I was
free for awhile, so I rambled away far up that hill-side. It was
delightful--so still, so grave, so soft."
"You have been up the hill," cried Wilton, infinitely annoyed to think
he had been lounging and writing in the house when he might have had a
long walk with his companion. "I wish I had been with you. I imagine it
must double one's enjoyment of scenery to look at it with a thorough
artist like yourself."
Miss Rivers did not reply at once, but, after a moment's pause, asked,
"Are you going out now to shoot?"
"Well, yes--at least it is my first appearance to-day."
"Would it be very inconvenient to you to walk back to Brosedale, or part
of the way, with me?" She spoke with a slight, graceful hesitation.
"Inconvenient! No, certainly not," returned Wilton, trying to keep his
eyes and voice from expressing too plainly the joy her request gave him.
"It is a charity to employ me. You know I have lost my chum, Major
Moncrief, and I feel somewhat adrift. But I thought young Fergusson was
better. Miss Saville said so."
Miss Rivers shook her head. "They know nothing about it. He will never
be better; but it is not because he is worse that this great doctor
comes. He pays periodical visits. Donald always suffers; and I think he
frets because his step-sisters and that cousin of yours come and sketch
and talk in our room so often; it does him no good."
"Am I wrong in interpreting your emphasis on '_that_ cousin of yours' as
an unfavorable expression?"
"Do you like him?" she asked, looking straight into his eyes.
"No," replied Wilton, uncompromisingly; while he gave back her gaze with
interest.
"It is curious," she said, musingly, "for he never offends; he is
accomplished; his voice is pleasant. Why do you not like him?"
"I cannot tell. Why don't you?"
"Ah! it is different. I--I am foolish, perhaps, to be so influenced by
unreasoning instinct; but I fancy--I feel--he is not honest--not true.
Are you really kinsmen?--of the same race, the same blood?"
"Yes, I believe so! And may I infer from your question that you believe
I am tolerably honest--beyond deserving to be intrusted with the forks
and spoons, I mean?"
"I do--I do, indeed." She spoke quite earnestly, and the words made
Wilton's heart beat. Before, however, he had time to reply, a gentleman
came round an angle of broken bank, crowned by a group of mountain ash,
which in summer formed a very picturesque point, and to Wilton's great
surprise he found himself face to face with St. George. Involuntarily he
looked at Ella Rivers, but she seemed not in the least astonished;
rather cold and collected. Suddenly it flashed into his mind that she
had asked his escort to avoid a _tête-à-tête_ with the agreeable
_attaché_, with a crowd of associated inferences not calculated to
increase his cousinly regard. St. George raised his hat with a gentle
smile.
"I did not expect to have the pleasure of meeting you, Colonel, though I
had intended paying you a visit. Miss Rivers, one has seldom a chance of
finding you so far afield. I presume it is a favorable indication of the
young laird's health that you can be spared to enjoy a ramble with
Colonel Wilton."
There was just the suspicion of a sneer about his lips as he spoke,
which completed the measure of Wilton's indignation. But Miss Rivers
replied with the most unmoved composure that Donald was as usual, and
then walked on in silence. After a few remarks, very shortly answered by
Wilton, the bland _attaché_ accepted his defeat.
"Did you see a large brown dog along here? I had the brute with me this
morning, and he has strayed. I do not like to return without him, for
he is rather a favorite with Sir Peter."
"Yes, I saw him just now further up the road, close to my gate,"
returned Wilton quickly, without adding what direction the animal had
taken.
"Thank you. Then I will prosecute my search instead of spoiling your
_tête-à-tête_"--with which parting shot St. George left them.
For some paces Wilton and his companion walked on in silence. He stole a
glance at her face; it was composed and thoughtful. "I suppose you were
not surprised by that apparition? Perhaps it was a choice of the smaller
evil that induced you to adopt a _tête-à-tête_ with me, instead of with
him?" He looked earnestly for her reply.
"It was," she said, without raising her eyes to his. "He passed me just
now in the dog-cart with another gentleman, and I thought it possible he
might return; so, as you have always been kind and friendly, I thought I
might ask you to come with me."
Another pause ensued, for Wilton's heated imagination conjured up an
array of serious annoyances deserving the severest castigation, and he
scarcely dared trust himself to speak, so fearful was he of checking her
confidence, or seeming to guess too much of the truth. At last he
exclaimed, with a sort of suppressed vehemence that startled Miss
Rivers into looking at him quickly, "By heaven, it is too bad that you
should be bored, in your rare moments of freedom, with the idle chatter
of that fellow."
"It is a bore, but that is all. It amuses him to speak Italian with
me"--an expression of superb disdain gleamed over her face for an
instant, and left it quiet and grave. "Though wonderfully civil, even
complimentary, he conveys, more than any one I ever met, the hatefulness
of class distinctions."
"I feel deeply thankful for the doubt you expressed just now that he
belonged to the same race as myself."
"You are quite different; but I dare say you have plenty of the
prejudices peculiar to your caste."
"I wish you would undertake my conversion. It might not be so difficult.
Your denunciation of soldiers has rung in my ears--no--rather haunted my
imagination ever since you showed me your sketch-book in that desolate
waiting-room."
"I remember," said she, gravely. "No, I shall never convert you; even if
I wrote a political thesis for your benefit." After a short pause, she
resumed abruptly, "Do you know, I fear poor Donald has not much of life
before him?"
"Indeed! What induces you to think so?"
"He is so weak, and feverish, and sleepless. He often rings for me to
read to him in the dead of the night. And then, with all his ill temper
and selfishness, he has at times such gleams of noble thought, such
flashes of intellectual light, that I cannot help feeling it is the
flicker of the dying lamp. I shall be profoundly grieved when his sad,
blighted life is over. No one knows him as I do; and no one cares for me
as he does. I have ventured to speak to Lady Fergusson, but she cannot
or will not see, and forbids my addressing Sir Peter on the subject."
"And if this unfortunate boy dies, what is to become of you?" asked
Wilton, too deeply interested to choose his words, yet a little
apprehensive lest he might offend.
"I do not know; I have never thought," she replied, quite naturally. "I
suppose I should go back to Mrs. Kershaw. She is fond of me in her way,
especially since I nursed her through that fever."
"And then," persisted Wilton, looking earnestly at her half-averted face
with an expression which, had she turned and caught it, would probably
have destroyed the pleasant, friendly tone of their intercourse.
"I do not know; but I do not dread work. To do honest service is no
degradation to me. I have always heard of work as the true religion of
humanity. No. I have very little fear of the future, because, perhaps, I
have so little hope."
"You are a strange girl," exclaimed Wilton, with a certain degree of
familiarity, which yet was perfectly respectful. "I fancy few men have
so much pluck I dare say Lady Fergusson would not like to lose so
charming a companion for her daughters."
"Lady Fergusson does not think me at all charming; and Miss Saville does
not like me, nor I her. But whether they like it or not, I shall not
remain if Donald dies."
"Mrs. Kershaw is the person in whose house your father died?" said
Wilton softly, and in the same confidential tone their conversation had
taken.
Miss Rivers bent her head.
"Where does she live?"
"At Kensington."
"Whereabouts? I know Kensington pretty well."
"Oh! in H---- Street. There is a little garden in front, so it is called
Gothic Villa, though there is very little that is Gothic about it." Here
Miss Rivers stopped.
"Yes!" exclaimed Wilton; "I see we are within the Brosedale boundaries;
but you must not dismiss your escort yet; that diplomatic relative of
mine may be on our heels."
"Do not imagine I fear to encounter him," said she, with an arch smile.
"I ought, perhaps, to apologize to you for taking you out of your way
for so slight a cause; but even if a fly alights on one's brow or hand,
the impulse is to brush it away."
"Do not dismiss me so soon, however. I am going away the day after
to-morrow, and may not see you again before I leave."
"You are going! I am sorry." She spoke with a simple sincerity that at
once charmed, and yet mortified him.
"You have always seemed more like an old friend than a stranger," she
continued; "and I shall miss you."
"If I could be of the smallest use--the slightest comfort to you," said
Wilton--his tones deepening unconsciously while he drew nearer to her,
feeling still fearful of awakening any consciousness of the passionate
feeling with which he regarded her--"I would willingly renounce my visit
to A----; but I am only going there for a few days, and hope to return
in time for some entertainment which is to take place in honor of Sir
Peter's birthday."
"Oh, yes; it was the same last year. A ball for the near neighbors and
tenants and dwellers in the house. I had no heart to see the last, but I
have promised Isabel to be present at this."
"Indeed! then, pray, make another promise--to dance with me."
"Yes; I will dance with you, if you remember about it, and come to claim
me."
"If!" repeated Wilton with eloquent emphasis; "If I am in life you will
see me there, even though I risk another railway smash to keep the
tryst."
There was a fervor and depth in his voice beyond what the mere words
required that struck his companion. She turned to him with a startled,
wondering expression in her eyes, which met his fully for a moment, and
then sank slowly, while a faint flitting blush came and went on her
cheek, the sweet curved lips quivered, and an unmistakable look of pain
and gravity stole over her face. Wilton was ready to curse his own want
of self-control for thus disturbing her, and yet this touch of emotion
and consciousness completed the potent spell she had laid upon him. He
burned to complete with his lips the confession his eyes had begun, but
he must not, dare not then; so, with an immense effort over himself, he
managed to say somewhat at random, "I suppose they have a good
band--good enough to dance to?"
"Yes, I believe so;" and then again she stood still. "You have come
quite far enough. I must say good-by. I do not wish to take you any
further." She again raised her eyes to his with a sort of effort, but
gravely and resolutely.
"I obey," replied Wilton as gravely, all anxiety to win her back to her
former easy, confidential tone; he raised his hat and looked in vain for
a movement on her side to hold out her hand. "Then I may count on you
for the first waltz at the birthday fête. I shall come for it, rest
assured; so remember if you let St. George or any one else persuade you
to break your promises, the results may be--fatal." He endeavored to
assume a light tone, but could not judge of its effect, for Miss Rivers
merely said in a low voice, "Good-by. I shall not forget."
Wilton sought for another glance in vain. She bent her head as he stood
aside to let her pass, and vanished quickly among the trees.
The walk back was accomplished almost unconsciously, so deeply was
Wilton absorbed in thought. Involuntarily he had torn away the veil
which had hitherto hidden the real character of their intercourse from
that proud, frank, simple girl, and how would she take it? With a woman
of her calibre anything like indirectness, of parleying with generous
impulses, would consign him to the limbo of her contempt; and the grand
scorn of her face when she spoke of St. George Wilton amusing himself
with her, flashed back upon him. Of that he could not bear to think, nor
of giving her up and seeking safety in flight, nor of tormenting himself
by hanging about her vaguely. There was but one way out of it all--wild,
imprudent, insane as it must appear, even to decent worldlings like
Moncrief--and that was to go in gallantly and dauntlessly for marriage
at all risks. Wilton's pulses throbbed at the idea; once certain of
himself and his motives, he felt that he could break down any barrier of
reserve Ella Rivers might erect against him, and, at least, ascertain
what were his chances, or if he had any.
In this mood the next day's dinner at Brosedale was a great trial,
though a slight increase of friendliness toward St. George, who had
evidently held his tongue about their rencontre. All passed over
serenely, and promising faithfully to return in time for the ball, he
bid the Brosedale party "good-night." Not sorry to try his own
impressions by the test of change, both of scene and company, he started
for A---- the next morning.
CHAPTER VII.
The annual entertainment at Brosedale was on an unusual scale this year.
The house was full, and full of eligible people. Mr. St. George Wilton,
it is true, had departed without laying himself and his diplomatic
honors at Miss Saville's feet; but that accomplished young lady was
upheld by the consciousness that his soldier-cousin would be there to
fill his place, and would be no mean substitute.
This celebration of Sir Peter Fergusson's birthday was instituted by his
admiring wife, who found it useful as a sort of rallying point at a
difficult season, and helped the family radiance to obliterate the
whilom revered Grits of Brosedale; and Sir Peter, to whom money was no
object, allowed himself to be flattered and fooled into this piece of
popularity-hunting as "advisable" and the "right thing."
Wilton dressed and drove over to Brosedale, in a mingled state of
resolution and anxiety. Although he seemed as pleasant a companion, as
good a shot, as bold a rider as ever to his Hussar hosts, he found
plenty of time to think, to examine, and to torment himself. He had not
reached his thirty-fifth year without a sprinkling of love affairs, some
of them, especially of early date, fiery enough; but no previous fancy
or passion had taken such deep hold upon him as the present one. Like
many of the better sort of men, he looked on women as pretty, charming
toys; to be kindly and honorably treated, cared for and protected, but
chiefly created for man's pleasure, to give a certain grace to his
existence when good, and to spoil it when wicked. A woman with
convictions, with an individual inner life; a woman he could talk to, as
to a friend, apart from her personal attraction; a woman who spoke to
him as if love-making was not thought of between them; a woman to whom
he dared not make love lest he should lose those delicious glimpses of
heart and mind, so fresh, so utterly unconscious of their own
charm--this was something quite beyond his experience. Then, to a true
gentleman, her strangely forlorn, isolated position hedged her round
with a strong though invisible fence; and the great difficulty of
meeting her alone, of finding opportunities to win her, and rouse her
from her pleasant but provoking ease and friendliness--all conspired to
fan the steadily increasing fire. Occupy himself as he might, the sound
of her voice was ever in his ear; her soft, earnest, fearless eyes
forever in his sight. What a companion she would be, with her bright
intelligence, her quick sympathy, her artistic taste! and through all
this attraction of fancy and intelligence ran the electric current of
strong passion, the intense longing to read love in her eyes, to feel
the clasp of her slender arms, to hold her to his heart, and press his
lips to hers! He had known many fairer women, but none before had
stirred his deeper, better nature like this friendless, obscure girl, on
whom he involuntarily looked with more of reverence than the haughtiest
peeress had called forth; and come what might, he would not lose her for
lack of boldness to face the possible ills of an unequal match.
Wilton did not deceive himself as to the seeming insanity of such a
marriage. He knew what Moncrief would say; what the world in which he
lived would say--for that he cared little; but he looked ahead. He knew
his means were limited for a man in his position; then there were good
appointments in India and elsewhere for military men with administrative
capacities and tolerable interest; and with Ella Rivers and plenty of
work, home and happiness would exist anywhere, everywhere! Lord St.
George! Ay; there lay a difficulty. However, he was certainly a
perfectly free agent; but it went sorely against him to resign the
prospect of wealth to support the rank which must come to him.
Insensibly he had appropriated it in his mind since his interview with
the old peer, and now he wished more than ever to secure it for Ella's
sake. Whatever might be the obscurity of her origin, she would give new
dignity to a coronet, if she would accept him. It was this "if" that lay
at the root of the anxiety with which Wilton drove to Brosedale, and
struggled to be lively and agreeable while the guests assembled, for he
was unusually early. Who could foresee whether that wonderful
unconsciousness which characterized Miss Rivers's manner might not be
the result of a preoccupied heart? At the idea of a rival--a successful
rival--Wilton felt murderous, while smiling and complimenting Miss
Saville as they stood together in the music-room, where the first
arrivals were received.
"I thought St. George had left some time ago," he said, observing that
gentleman approach.
"He returned for the ball," replied Miss Saville, who was looking very
handsome in a superb toilet. "He dances divinely. We could not have got
on without him."
"Dancing is a diplomatic accomplishment," said Wilton gravely. "I am
told there used to be a competition ballet once a year at Whitehall, for
which leave was granted at remote missions; but the advantages possessed
by the Paris and Vienna _attachés_ over those in Vancouver's Land and
the Cannibal Islands were so unfair that it has been discontinued;
besides, old H---- is opposed to the graces."
This speech permitted St. George to come up, and he immediately engaged
the beautiful Helen for the first waltz.
"I think we may as well begin, Helen," said Lady Fergusson; "we can make
up two or three quadrilles. Come, Lord Ogilvie"--this to a fledgling
lord, who had been caught for the occasion--"take Miss Saville to the
ball-room."
"Where is your youngest daughter, Lady Fergusson?" asked Colonel Wilton.
"I suppose on such an occasion she is permitted to share the pomps and
vanities. Eh?"
"Oh, Isabel! She has already gone into the ball-room with Miss Walker;
but I cannot permit you to throw yourself away on a school girl. Let me
introduce you to--"
"My dear Lady Fergusson, you must permit me the liberty of choice.
Isabel or nothing," he interrupted.
"Very well," said Lady Fergusson, with a slight, but pleased smile.
Colonel Wilton offered his arm, and they proceeded to the ball-room. It
was the largest of two large drawing-rooms, only separated by handsome
columns. Cleared of furniture and profusely decorated with flowers, it
was spacious and attractive enough to satisfy the wildest D----shire
imagination, nor was it beneath the approval of the experienced
Londoners staying in the house. At one end it opened on a large fragrant
conservatory; here the band was stationed; the further end of the second
drawing-room was an apartment devoted to refreshments, and again
communicating with the conservatory by a glass-covered passage lined
with tropical shrubs, lighted by soft, ground-glass lamps, and warmed to
a delicious temperature. When Wilton entered the ball-room the first
sets of quadrilles were being formed. He soon perceived Isabel standing
beside her step-father, and Miss Walker, in festive attire, conversing
with a learned-looking old gentleman in spectacles at a little distance.
Wilton's heart failed him. Where was Ella Rivers? Had Donald insisted on
keeping her a prisoner lest she might enjoy a pleasure he could not
share?
However, he asked the delighted school-girl to dance with a suitable air
of enjoyment, and before the third figure had begun had extracted the
following information.
"Donald has been frightfully cross all day; he always is when we have a
ball; and he has kept Miss Rivers so late! But I think she is ready now;
she was to wait in the conservatory till Miss Walker went for her, as
she could not very well come in alone."
After which communication Miss Isabel Saville found her partner slightly
absent, and given rather to spasmodic spurts of conversation than to
continuous agreeability. In truth, the quadrille seemed very long. He
watched Miss Walker carefully; she was still alone, and--if such a
phrase could be applied to anything so rigid--fluttering amiably from
one dowager to another among the smaller gentry invited once a year.
"Now Colonel Wilton," said Lady Fergusson when the quadrille was over,
"I will introduce you to a charming partner--an heiress, a belle--"
"Do not think of it," he interrupted. "I have almost forgotten how to
dance; you had better keep me as a reserve fund for the partnerless and
forlorn."
Wilton stepped back to make way for some new arrivals; still, no sign of
Ella. Miss Walker was in deep conversation with a stout lady in maroon
satin and black lace; she had evidently forgotten her promise; so,
slipping through the rapidly-increasing crowd, Wilton executed a bold
and skilful flank movement.
Passing behind the prettily ornamented stand occupied by the musicians,
just as they struck up a delicious waltz, he plunged into the
dimly-lighted recesses of the conservatory in search of the missing
girl. She was not there, so he dared to penetrate into the passage
before mentioned, on which one or two doors opened; one of them was
open, letting in a brilliant light from the room behind, and just upon
the threshold stood Ella Rivers, with an expectant look in her eyes.
Wilton paused in his approach, so impressed was he by her air of
distinction. The delicate white of her neck and arms showed through her
dress of black gauze; her dark brown, glossy hair braided back into wide
plaited loops behind her small shell-like ear, and brought round the
head in a sort of crown, against which lay her only ornament, a white
camellia with its dark green leaves. As she stood thus, still and
composed, waiting patiently, and looking so purely, softly, colorless,
and fair, the quiet grace of her figure, the dusk transparency of her
drapery, associated her in Wilton's fancy with the tender beauty of
moonlight; but, as the thought passed through his brain, he stepped
forward and accosted her.
"I have come to claim the waltz you promised me, Miss Rivers."
She started, and colored slightly. "Yes," she replied, "I am ready, as
you have remembered. I am waiting for Miss Walker, who promised to come
for me."
"She is engaged with some people in the ball-room, so I ventured to
come in her place."
He bowed, and offered his arm as he spoke, with the utmost deference;
and Miss Rivers, with one quick, surprised glance, took it in silence.
"You remembered your promise to me?" asked Wilton, as they passed
through the conser
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