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_The Works of_
E . P . ROE
HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HIS WIFE
E. P. ROE
REMINISCENCES OF HIS LIFE
BY HIS SISTER, MARY A. ROE
ILLUSTRATED
NEW YORK
PETER FENELON COLLIER & SON
MCM
E. P. ROE
REMINISCENCES OF HIS LIFE
_Copyright, 1899_
BY DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY
INTRODUCTORY NOTE.
Since the death of Edward Payson Roe, in 1888, there have been
inquiries from time to time for some record of his life and work, and
it is in response to these repeated requests that this volume is
issued. While necessarily omitting much that is of too personal a
nature for publication, the editor has allowed the subject of these
Reminiscences to speak for himself as far as possible, although it has
been thought advisable to introduce here and there various papers from
outside sources that seem to throw additional light upon his character.
It is believed that in this way a clearer picture may be given than
would otherwise be obtained of the life of one who was, perhaps, the
most popular American author of his generation. The editor's own part
of the work has been confined to a simple statement of facts and to
supplying connecting links, when such seemed needed, between the
various letters and papers.
Thanks are due, and are hereby offered, to all who have kindly
contributed material or in other ways assisted in the preparation of
this volume.
CONTENTS
CHAPTER PAGE
I. BOYHOOD AND COLLEGE DAYS 1
II. LIFE AS CHAPLAIN 13
III. A WINTER CAMP 41
IV. MARRIAGE--THE RAID TOWARD RICHMOND 58
V. HAMPTON HOSPITAL 70
VI. THE HOSPITAL FARM AND CHAPEL 85
VII. PASTORATE AT HIGHLAND FALLS 95
VIII. RESIGNATION FROM THE MINISTRY 118
IX. FRUIT CULTURE AND LITERARY WORK 124
X. HOME LIFE 137
XI. SANTA BARBARA 154
XII. RETURN TO CORNWALL--LETTERS 181
XIII. LAST BOOK--DEATH 194
XIV. AN ACCOUNT OF E. P. ROE'S BOOKS 218
XV. THE TABLET AND MEMORIAL ADDRESS 231
ILLUSTRATIONS
E. P. ROE AT THE TIME OF HIS DEATH _Frontispiece_
TO FACE PAGE
E. P. ROE AS A STUDENT 10
E. P. ROE AS CHAPLAIN, AGE 26 38
VIEW FROM THE PIAZZA AT "ROELANDS" 128
THE STUDY AT "ROELANDS" 152
TABLET ON BOULDER IN "ROE PARK" 232
[Illustration: E. P. ROE AT THE TIME OF HIS DEATH.]
E. P. ROE
REMINISCENCES OF HIS LIFE
CHAPTER I
BOYHOOD AND COLLEGE DAYS
My brother Edward and I were the youngest of six children, and as he
was my senior by but a few years we were playmates and almost
inseparable companions in our childhood.
We were born in a roomy old-fashioned house, built by my mother's
father for his oldest son, but purchased by my father when he retired
from business in New York. A more ideal home for a happy childhood
could not easily be found. It stood near the entrance of a beautiful
valley through which flowed a clear stream, and was wind-sheltered by
high bluffs, yet commanded fine views of the mountains with glimpses of
the Hudson showing like lakes between them.
What we called the "side-hill," back of the house, was our chief
playground. My brother delighted in climbing the hickory and chestnut
trees that grew upon it, and it was here in spring that we searched for
wild flowers, from the little hepaticas just peeping above the snow, to
the laurel in its full glory. In after years Edward never visited the
old home without a tramp to the top of that side-hill or along the
wood-road at its base.
Our mother was always an invalid, and the housekeeper, Betsey Williams,
who was a member of our family for many years, became like a second
mother to us in her care and devotion. But she was no disciplinarian,
and I have heard that when Edward was in a childish passion and she
felt unable to cope with the situation she would pick him up bodily and
carry him to my mother's couch. There he would sit beside her, not
daring to move until he could promise obedience, held spellbound by the
authority in her keen black eyes, though she was too weak to raise her
hand to her head.
Edward's love of nature was inherited from both father and mother.
Often, on lovely June days, he would draw mother's wheeled chair
through the broad walks of our large square garden, where the borders
on either side were gorgeous with flowers, while I gathered and piled
the fragrant blossoms on her lap until she was fairly embowered. Yet
one scarcely missed those that were plucked.
Back of the garden ran a clear brook, the overflow from a spring of
soft, cool water at the base of the side-hill, and in it we often
played and tumbled, soaking and soiling many a fresh clean suit.
As is usually the case with younger sisters, I always followed my
brother's lead, and one summer day's adventure in particular stands
clearly in my memory. We little children had started off with the
avowed intention of looking for wild strawberries. We had secretly
planned to visit the old house where my mother was born, which was some
distance farther up the valley and at that time was unoccupied, but we
thought it best not to make any announcement of this project in
advance.
Edward had heard that in the cellar there was a stone vault in which
our Grandfather Williams kept the money that General Washington had
entrusted to his care until it was required to pay off the soldiers of
the Revolution while they were encamped near Newburgh. Edward was eager
to visit the cellar, thinking that possibly there might still be a few
coins left. We entered the empty house by a back door and wandered
through the rooms, he entertaining me the while with stories mother had
told him of her childhood there.
Then we timidly groped our way down into the large cellar and found the
stone vault--but it was filled only with cobwebs and dust!
When we came out and stood in the great kitchen Edward told me another
Revolutionary story connected with the spot in our great-grandmother's
day.
A company of British soldiers had been quartered upon the family, and
the old kitchen swarmed with redcoats and negro servants, for those
were still days of slavery in the North. Grandmother Brewster, who was
a notable cook, had just placed in the heated brick oven a large baking
of bread, pies, and cake. One of the soldiers asked her if they could
have these good things provided they could take them away without her
knowledge, but while she was in the kitchen. She, believing this
impossible, said yes. He waited until everything was removed from the
oven and placed upon a large table to cool. Suddenly a quarrel arose
between several of the soldiers and one of her favorite colored boys.
Fearing the lad would be killed she rushed into the midst of the crowd
and at length succeeded in stopping the fight. When at last peace and
quiet were restored, she turned round to find her morning's baking
gone--and in a moment she understood the ruse they had practised upon
her.
As Edward talked the whole story seemed very real to us, but when he
had finished we walked up to the old oven, and looking into its
cavernous depths he said: "_That's_ here and the stone vault down
cellar, but all those people are dead and gone. How strange and lonely
it seems! Let's go."
Then we hurried off to a field near by which we called "the
rose-patch." Not far from this spot stood formerly an old mill where
snuff was manufactured, and the rose-bushes that in bygone days had
yielded their blossoms to scent the snuff were still living and
flowering. But among the roses was an abundance of wild strawberries,
and the two children soon lost all thoughts of the past in their
enjoyment of the luscious fruit. But the old deserted house with its
Revolutionary associations never ceased to have great attractions for
us. Across the road from it, and nearer the creek, was a mound of
cinders marking the spot where once stood the forge upon which our
grandfather wrought the great iron chain which was stretched across the
Hudson for the purpose of keeping British ships from sailing beyond it.
Some links of this chain are now kept as relics in the Washington
"Headquarters" at Newburgh.
In later years Edward planned to write a story entitled "The Fair
Captives of Brooklyn Heights," embodying some incidents in the lives of
our Grandfather Williams' sisters, who lived there with their widowed
mother. During the Revolution a number of British officers installed
themselves at her house, and the old lady promptly locked up her
daughters in order to prevent any possible love-making. One of the
girls eluded her vigilance, however, married an officer, and fled with
him to Canada. She returned after the war was over, but her mother, who
had never forgiven the deception, refused to receive her, and she and
her husband went to England to live.
In our home at Moodna was always to be found a generous hospitality.
Among our most loved and honored guests was Dr. Samuel Cox, who was for
many years a prominent clergyman in New York and Brooklyn. My father
had been a member of his church and they were lifelong friends. Often,
in summer, he and his family spent weeks at a time with us, and we
children, as well as our elders, were always charmed listeners to his
conversation. He had a fine memory, and it was remarkably well stored
with classic poetry. Sometimes he would entertain us with selections
from the "Iliad," but more often, when other guests were present and
Edward and I were seated on the piazza steps, on warm moonlight
evenings, he would repeat whole cantos from "Marmion" or "Lady of the
Lake," or perhaps some fine passages from "Paradise Lost."
At times the conversation would turn upon ancient history, and I
remember on one occasion he asked Edward and me if we could give him
the names of the first Roman triumvirate. At this period of our
existence the name "Caesar" was associated exclusively with an old
colored man whom we often visited and who lived upon a lonely road
which is still called "Caesar's Lane." We were vastly astonished,
therefore, to learn that the name had ever been borne by any more
illustrious personage than our dusky friend. But we listened,
entranced, while the doctor told of the rivalries and conflicts of
those two great generals, Caesar and Pompey, for the empire of the
world. He could not remember the name of the third triumvir, and it
troubled him greatly. That night, about two o'clock, I was startled by
a loud knock at my bedroom door, and Dr. Cox called out, "Mary, are you
awake?" I replied that I was--as, indeed, was every one else in the
house by that time. "It's Crassus," he said, then returned to his room
greatly relieved that he had finally recalled the name. Edward and I
never forgot our first lesson in Roman History.
This learned clergyman was often very absent-minded. During one of his
visits to us he had been for a drive with his wife and our mother. On
their return he stopped at the horse-block, near where Edward and I
were playing, threw down the reins, and, engrossed in some train of
thought, walked into the house, utterly forgetful of the ladies on the
back seat. They, very much amused, continued their conversation and
waited to see if he would remember them. Finally, however, as he did
not reappear, Edward was called to assist them from the carriage and
unharness the horse. Some time afterward the doctor rushed out of the
front door and around the house, having just remembered where he left
the companions of his drive.
The first school Edward and I attended was a private one for boys and
girls kept by our eldest brother Alfred, in the village of Canterbury,
two miles distant from our home. We trudged over the hills together on
pleasant days and drove over when the weather was stormy. I well
remember the abnormal interest we felt in the health of an aunt of ours
who lived near the school and who had some fine fruit trees on her
place. After our inquiries in regard to her welfare had been answered
she was sure to invite us to examine the ground beneath those trees,
while the merry twinkle in her eyes showed appreciation of the fact
that our devotion to her was not altogether disinterested.
Of my brother's later school and college days, the Rev. A. Moss Merwin,
now of Pasadena, California, writes:--
"It was at Cornwall-on-the-Hudson I first met Edward, a fellow student
in his brother Alfred's classical school. His face and manners were
attractive, and intellectually he ranked high among his companions.
Well informed as to current events, with a wider knowledge of books
than is usual with young men of his years, and with great facility in
expressing his thoughts orally and in writing, he commanded our respect
from the first. And when we saw from time to time articles from his pen
in the New York _Evangelist_ descriptive of stirring events, our
respect grew into admiration for him who was _facile princeps_ in our
small literary world. Then as we came to know something of his kindness
of heart and enthusiasm for the good and true we loved him.
"His particular friends among the boarding pupils enjoyed the privilege
of being invited occasionally to the hospitable home of his parents.
What a home it was! Abundant comfort without ostentation or luxury. The
father a retired business man, kindly, philanthropic, and an ardent
lover of plants and flowers. The mother an invalid in her wheeled
chair, a woman with sunshine in eye and voice, of unusual intelligence,
highly cultivated, with charming conversational powers.
"In the little Presbyterian church near the school, planted mainly
through the exertions of his father and elder brothers, there came a
time of special religious interest when Edward was deeply impressed.
With loving purpose he sought out two of his most intimate companions,
and through his instrumentality they then began the Christian life. One
became a successful business man in Chicago, and to the day of his
death remembered with gratitude the helping hand and earnest words of
E. P. Roe. The other friend remembers that soon after that decision,
when he and Edward were walking through the grounds of the Friends'
meeting-house, they covenanted together to study for the ministry.
"We were together again preparing for college at Burr and Burton
Seminary, Manchester, Vermont. How enthusiastic he was over the
beautiful scenery of that now far-famed summer resort in the Green
Mountains! How delighted to send his father a present through his own
earnings by sawing several cords of wood!"
About this time our father's property in New York City was destroyed by
fire, and owing to the expense of rebuilding he was obliged for a time
to practise close economy. But fortunately it was not found necessary
to take any of his children from school or college. To quote Mr. Merwin
further:--
"At Williams College we saw much of each other. Roe was a fair scholar,
more intent at getting at the meaning of the text, and its mythological
and historical relations, than in making what is called a fair
recitation. His ability as a writer and speaker was recognized early in
his college course when elected speaker of his class at a Washington's
Birthday banquet. Friends he easily made, and with many remained in
pleasant relations to the close of his life. Trouble with his eyes
caused him to shorten his course at college, but the authorities, in
view of his subsequent success as a writer, gave him his diploma."
My brother excelled in athletic sports in his youth, particularly in
swimming and skating. On one occasion when he was home on vacation, he
and a young companion were skating on the river. His friend, who was
skimming along in advance of him, suddenly fell into an air-hole and
sank out of sight. Edward instantly realized that if he went to the
spot to rescue him, he also would break through. With quick presence of
mind, therefore, he unwound a long worsted muffler from his neck and
threw one end of it into the opening. As soon as the struggling boy
rose to the surface, Edward shouted, "Take hold of that tippet and I'll
pull you out!" His friend did as he was directed and Edward, by
exerting all his strength, succeeded in drawing him out of the water
and upon the solid ice, fortunately not much the worse for his
immersion.
Adjoining our father's property was that of Mr. Nathaniel Sands, a
"Friend" and a gentleman in all that the words imply, who was loved and
respected by the whole community. His residence commanded an extended
view of the river and mountains and especially of the narrow Gap of the
Highlands. At his death the old homestead became the summer residence
of his eldest son, Dr. David Sands, the head of a well-known firm of
druggists in New York.
While my brother was at the theological seminary, and just about the
beginning of the Civil War, he became engaged to Dr. Sands' second
daughter, Anna. The young people had known each other from childhood,
and this happy culmination of their long friendship was not unexpected
by either family.
CHAPTER II
LIFE AS CHAPLAIN
One of Edward's schoolmates at Cornwall, writing of him, said: "We met
again on a most memorable evening in the early days of the war, when
with two young ladies, one of whom became his wife, we rowed out on the
Hudson River, under the shadow of Storm King, while the whole sky from
west to east flamed with crimson-tinted clouds, that seemed a portent
of the scenes to follow. When we reached the dock on our return the
evening papers brought the details of the battle of Bull Run, fought on
the previous day."
I remember Edward's intense excitement on his return home that night,
and his remark that if he were only through his seminary course he
would join the army as chaplain. From that time I believe the purpose
was constantly in his mind; and the next year, 1862, although his
studies were not then completed, he became chaplain of the famous
Harris Light Cavalry, under the command of the gallant Kilpatrick,
later Brigadier and Major General, who was always my brother's firm
friend.
The following testimony to Edward's work among the soldiers was written
upon the field by a correspondent of the New York _Tribune_.
"Chaplain Roe, of the Second New York (Harris Light) Cavalry, is a
man whose praises are in the mouth of every one for timely and
efficient services. He is always with the regiment, and his whole
time is devoted to the temporal and spiritual welfare of the men.
He is their friend, adviser, and counsellor, and commands the
respect of all who know him--something that cannot be said of every
chaplain in the army."
[Illustration: E. P. ROE AS A STUDENT.]
The _Observer_ of that year also published a letter written by a
private in the Harris Light Cavalry to his parents. In it is found this
reference to their chaplain.
"To-day is Sunday, and, as a great exception, it has appeared like
Sunday. This morning we had service at headquarters, the chaplain
of our regiment officiating, and I think I can safely call him a
pious army chaplain, which I cannot say of any others that _I_ ever
knew; and notwithstanding the little respect most chaplains have
shown to them, and still less encouragement, this one, by his mild,
gentle, manly, humble, and Christian-like demeanor, has won the
respect of all with whom he has had intercourse, from the most
profane and vulgar to the most gentlemanly, which few chaplains
have been able to do. In a fight he is seen encouraging the men; in
the hospital administering to the soldier's wants, both spiritually
and bodily. Last winter, during the worst days of a Virginia
winter, I have seen him going from camp to camp, distributing his
books and papers; and with his own earnings he would buy delicacies
that a poor sick soldier would otherwise in vain long for. These
and other innumerable like acts have gradually caused every one to
at least respect him, and some to love him. His name is Rev. E. P.
Roe, Chaplain Harris Light Cavalry. I have been informed that he
had just graduated when he came into the army. I think Dr. P----
may know him. I believe he is a Presbyterian. If you had any idea
what a chaplain had to contend with, in order to lead a consistent
life, you might then understand why I speak so of him.
"S."
While with this regiment Edward acted as weekly correspondent for the
New York _Evangelist_. A few of his letters to that paper are here
reprinted, in the hope that they may still be found of interest. They
are characteristic of the writer and give a clearer idea of his life at
this time than can be obtained in any other way.
"CAMP HALL'S HILL, Oct. 15, 1862.
"MESSRS. EDITORS:--Till within a few days past we have been
enjoying splendid weather, days as warm and sunny as those of June,
and moonlight nights so clear and beautiful that one could sit at
his tent door and read ordinary type with perfect ease and
pleasure. Of course we improved such favourable weather and held
our prayer-meetings nearly every night. I shall never forget one
religious service that we had last week.
"As usual a large fire was kindled in front of the chaplain's tent,
and the men, having disposed of their suppers, were beginning to
assemble. Soon the musical "church-call" sounded to hasten the
lagging ones, and by the time our exercises commenced about two
hundred were present. Our meetings are of a free and general
character, open to all who are willing to take part in them. We
commence by singing two or three hymns or patriotic songs in
succession, the sound of music calling the men together. A prayer
is then offered, after which I endeavor by some anecdote or
illustration to force home the truth and necessity of a Saviour
upon the minds of those present. The Christian members of the
regiment then follow in prayer, singing, and exhortation, till we
are dispersed by the roll-call. We have interruptions in this, our
usual programme, of such a nature, and with such frequency, that we
have great reason to be thankful and encouraged. They are
occasioned by the stepping forth of soldiers in front of the fire
who have hitherto been silent in our meetings, and who either ask
the prayers of Christians that they may be led to the Saviour, or
calmly and firmly state their intention to enlist under the banner
of the Cross, and urge their comrades to do likewise.
"Towards the close of the service I have mentioned, three young men
rose up together, and calmly and firmly one after another stated
their resolution, with God's help, to live a Christian life. O that
some of our cold, half-hearted professors could have been here
then. Would to God that the voices of those young soldiers, as they
urged with simple and earnest eloquence their comrades to come to
the Saviour likewise, might be heard throughout all the churches of
the North, and sound in every prayer-meeting, in our land. Such
earnest tones and words would soon disperse the moral and religious
apathy that seems to reign undisturbed in many localities, for they
would prove that the Spirit of God was present. It was a scene that
would have moved the coldest heart, and stirred the most sluggish
nature. The starry sky, the full moon overhead flooding all the
landscape with the softest and most beautiful radiance, the white
tents covering the hillsides, the large fire blazing fitfully up,
surrounded by two hundred or more men who might readily be taken at
first glance to be a band of Spanish brigands, all conspired to
make a picture that any artist would wish to copy. But as you
listened to the words of those young men, and the earnest prayer
and songs of praise that followed, all such fanciful thoughts of
banditti and romance would melt away, and the strange, peculiar
costume of those present would become simply the ordinary dress
that the rude taste or necessity of the men during their campaign
had led them to assume, and the dark-bearded faces, made still more
sombre and sinister by the partial light, would resolve themselves
into the bronzed honest features of our American soldiers, now
expressive of solemn thought and feeling. Never was a sound more
unwelcome and discordant than the roll-call which broke up that
assembly.
"After the roll-call a group generally lingers around the fire, and
I often find in it those who wish to be spoken with on the subject
of religion. So it happened this night. A soldier chanced to be
passing by our encampment, and, attracted by the sound of music,
stopped at our meeting. A few days before he had received a letter
from home stating that his mother was very ill and not expected to
live many days. He knew he should never see her again, and his
heart was tender and sad. Thus prepared for the truth by the
Providence of God, his steps were directed to us, and as he sat
there and listened to those three young men as they stated their
resolution from thenceforth to serve God, he too resolved to be a
Christian, and has since found peace in believing. I told him how
our prayer-meeting had been started by two or three Christian
soldiers meeting openly for prayer, and that the same happy state
of things might be brought about in his regiment in a similar
manner. He promised that the prayer-meeting should be commenced.
"The 18th of this month (October) was as beautiful and bright a
Sabbath morning as ever dawned on Virginia. Though the day and all
nature spoke of peace, yet men would not hearken, for it was soon
evident that our brief repose was again to be broken. The Third
Division of cavalry was encamped on the northwestern edge of the
old Bull Run battlefield. The day before we occupied the
battlefield itself. The earlier part of the day was spent by the
different regiments in preparing to march, and by noon the
concentration of the entire command began. Distant outposts,
regiments on picket, and scouting parties were drawn in, and soon
after the battle-flags of General Kilpatrick, General Davies, and
General Custer were seen fluttering through forests or over hills
in the direction of the Warrenton and Alexandria pike. Following
them were long lines of cavalry and artillery, and above all, a
bright October sun that gave to the scene anything but the grimness
of war. As evening approached we came out on Warrenton pike.
General Davies' brigade had the advance, and part of the Harris
Light Cavalry was thrown out as skirmishers. It soon struck the
enemy's pickets, and then a running fight was kept up until within
a short distance of Gainesville. Our flying artillery took
advantage of every high position to send a shell shrieking after
the enemy. It was now dark night. The head of our column had
advanced up within a short distance of the point where the railroad
crossed the pike before entering the village. For a short time
there had been an ominous silence on the part of the rebels, and it
became necessary to send forward part of the Harris Light Cavalry
to find what had become of them. The detachment moved on to cross
the railroad embankment, when suddenly, from over its top, at a
given signal, a line of fire at least three hundred yards long
flashed out into the night, and a perfect storm of bullets rained
over their heads. Fortunately the enemy fired too high to do much
execution, and only a few were wounded. Our boys returned the
volley, and then retired to a small piece of woods, and for a time
a hot skirmish was maintained. Having no knowledge of the force
that might be concealed in the place, and the position being too
strong to be carried by a night assault, further operations were
deferred till morning. The 1st Virginia were left on picket close
to the enemy and the rest of the command fell somewhat back and
went into camp.
"To one not familiar with army life in the field, our mode of
encamping that night would have been extremely interesting and
suggestive. We were in the face of the enemy, which is no place for
careless security. Each brigade was placed by itself, supporting
the batteries which were put in position ready to be used at a
moment's notice. The horses of each regiment were drawn up in ranks
and tied to stakes driven into the ground for the purpose. Each man
slept at the head of his horse, which he kept saddled, and part of
the time bridled. Within three minutes the entire division could
have been out in line of battle. I have known our regiment to
saddle their horses, lead out from the woods, form ranks, count
four and stand ready to charge into anything that might oppose,
within just three minutes by the watch. In the rear of this warlike
array the ammunition wagons and ambulances were parked in regular
order, the team horses standing ready harnessed. Thus Kilpatrick's
little fighting division lay there that night like a panther
crouched ready to spring. During the night wagons came up with
rations, which were soon distributed. The groupings around the
fires, after this, were picturesque in the extreme. Some of the
men, shrouded in their great military overcoats, stood quietly
warming themselves, throwing out immense shadows that stretched
away till lost in the surrounding darkness. The dusky forms of
others might be seen passing to and fro in the preparation of their
rude meal of fried pork and hardtack, while the flickering blaze
revealed the burly forms of a still greater number reposing upon
the ground in all varieties of attitude. At last the entire
division, except the vigilant pickets and sentinels, was wrapped in
slumber. At four o'clock the bugle sounded reveille, and the camp
was soon all astir. Soon after we saw a flash in the direction of
the enemy, and listened breathlessly a moment for the report of
rebel cannon, but the long interval and distant heavy rumble that
followed satisfied us that a storm other than that of war was about
to break over us; and soon it came, with high cold winds and
drenching rain. As we cowered around our smoking, dying fires in
the dim twilight of that wild October morning--ah! then we thought
of being tucked away in snug feather-beds under the old roof-tree
at home; but there was no repining, though we all knew that on the
coming night many would sleep colder than ever before--so cold that
nothing but the breath of God could give warmth again.
"But we were not long left to reflection of any kind, for regiment
after regiment now began to take position upon the line of march.
General Custer's brigade had the advance. Soon scattering shots and
an occasional boom of a cannon told us that we had again found the
enemy. But no stand was made until we reached Broad Run, and there
the firing became rapid and sharp. Our brigade now came up and was
placed in position, and the battle became general. Every now and
then a shell would whiz over our heads and explode, inspiring
anything but agreeable emotions. Several charges were made on both
sides. I wonder if it is possible to give any idea of a rebel
charge. Their cries and yells are so peculiar, so wild, shrill,
feverish, so ghastly (I had almost said ghostly), for the sounds
seem so unreal, more like horrid shrieks heard in a dream than the
utterances of living men. The shouting of our men is deeper and
hoarser, and partakes more of the chest tone in its character, but
the rebels charge with a yell that is something between the shriek
of a woman and the scream of a panther. At times you can close your
eyes and imagine that some fierce conflict of another age is
passing before you in a dream, so strange and unnatural does it
seem to see men engaged in mortal combat. We finally dislodged the
enemy from their very strong position and advanced across Broad
Run. General Custer took a strong position on a hill above the
stream, while General Davies was ordered with his brigade to
advance as far as possible toward Warrenton, for General Kilpatrick
had received written orders to move out as far as he could upon
this road in order to discover the force and intentions of the
enemy. The surgeons and ambulances halted in a field between the
two brigades. I stayed with them, and was trying to get a feed for
my horse, which was evidently beginning to feel the effects of long
marches and short rations, when suddenly I heard firing nearly
opposite us, on our left flank. At first I thought it was a mere
skirmish with some rebels left in the woods and discovered by our
men; but the firing became more rapid every moment, and soon
General Custer's battery began to shell the woods most vigorously.
I saw that the woods were full of men, but could not distinguish
ours from the rebels. Two or three aids galloped by in the
direction General Davies had taken.
"One remarked in passing, with an ominous look and shake of his
head, 'You had better be getting out of here,' which was not a very
comforting suggestion to those who had no orders to 'get out of
here' or where to get to. It was very evident that something was
wrong, and that matters were getting serious. Wagon and ambulance
drivers, surgeons and their attendants, contrabands with their led
horses--in short, all of us--were like a covey of startled quails,
their heads up, aware of danger, but not knowing which way to fly.
We could not very well show fight, for a charge by a wagon train
would be almost as great a novelty as General Kilpatrick's
attacking gun-boats with cavalry, which he actually did last summer
on the Rappahannock, and destroyed them, too. But we, not at all
envious, were glad to receive orders to retrace our steps; for
nothing is so uncomfortable for a soldier as to hear firing in his
rear. We were proceeding leisurely and in good order, when an
orderly rode rapidly up to our front and turned us off on a by-road
through the woods, with an injunction to move rapidly and come out
on the main pike near Gainesville. Away we went in the direction of
Thoroughfare Gap, the wagons banging and bouncing over stones and
stumps, through streams and mud-holes, as we followed the
sinuosities of a narrow wood-road which finally led into the open
fields. Here I felt like crying and laughing both--crying with rage
at what I then considered our disgraceful retreat; but when I
afterwards learned what odds we were contending against, I was
satisfied that the best generalship was displayed in rapid retreat.
And gravity itself would have laughed at the figure we cut.
Contrabands and camp followers were careering by in all states of
panic. Many had lost their hats in coming through the woods, and it
seemed in some cases now that their wool fairly stood upon end,
while they, rolling their eyes over their shoulders in the
direction of the enemy, exhibited only their whites to the observer
in front. Here might be seen an unfortunate darkie hauling on a
stubborn mule that with its wonted perversity wanted to turn around
and run the other way; there a man trying to raise a horse that had
fallen with him; while 'Git up, dar; git up, I tell yer,' resounded
from every side. Some poor mules and some led horses fairly got
frantic, for what with the beating they received, and with tin
kettles rattling and captured chickens cackling between their legs,
it was enough to distract any brute; so they kicked and floundered
till they burst their girths, and galloped away rejoicing in their
freedom. But the comic was soon lost in the tragic. The pursuing
enemy was now closing upon us from all sides. The rear guard, which
was the Harris Light Cavalry, made many a gallant stand, but what
could a few men do against twenty times their number? With many it
became a sad race for life and liberty. But before dusk we had the
satisfaction of effectually checking the enemy. For the first time
in my life I found myself rallying a body of men in a fight.
Officers and men coming in rapidly, we soon had a respectable line
formed and the enemy's advance was now decidedly checked. Captain
Elder, who had brought off all his guns in safety, planted them on
an eminence, and soon they were thundering defiance to the baffled
enemy. Shell after shell screamed over our heads and exploded. Soon
after a part of the First Corps came up, formed a line of battle,
and relieved our thinned and wearied ranks. We retired to the
friendly shelter of a neighbouring forest, and that deep sleep
which follows great excitement and exertion quietly stretched us
out as motionless and unconscious seemingly as the lifeless forms
of our brave comrades that lay cold and stark along the line of our
bloody retreat."
"Many changes and much marching and counter-marching have taken
place since the soldiers of the Harris Light Cavalry gathered
nightly under the old apple tree, or in front of the chaplain's
tent, during the warm moonlight evenings of September and October.
The rich autumn foliage that then made even poor old desolated
Virginia look beautiful has dropped away, and stern winter,
rendered all the more grim and forbidding by the ravages of war,
now reigns supreme. Many of our number, also, like the leaves, have
dropped away. Some, having obtained and squandered their bounty,
have treacherously deserted and sneaked away like thievish hounds.
The bullet, accident, and sickness have each conspired to lessen
our number, and many a noble-hearted fellow who was always first
and foremost in all a soldier's duty is now languishing in some
hospital, or sleeping beneath the sod that last sleep from which no
bugle call shall waken him.
"It seems as if God was teaching us to look to himself, and not to
men, for among those that sickness has for the present removed from
our number were three who were the very stay and central pillars of
our regimental church. Especially do I feel the loss of Brother
Farber, who was as noble a specimen of a Christian soldier as it
has ever been my fortune to meet. Uniting culture of heart and mind
with a happy disposition, a shrewd and quick perception of
character, and a manner that made him popular with all, he was just
such an ally as the chaplain needed in the ranks. Though he made
his religion respected by all, he also made it attractive, and his
society was not shunned, even by the wildest spirits of the
regiment. His cheerful smile and words were better than medicine in
the hospital, and I almost always found him there when off duty.
Nearly two months ago he left us for a hospital in Washington, sick
with the typhoid fever, contracted doubtless by over-fatigue in his
care of the sick and bodies of the deceased, and by breathing air
tainted with disease. I have since received a letter from him
stating that he was very sick, and that the surgeon said it would
be months before he could join the regiment again, if ever. For
aught I know his warfare may now be over and he at rest, for I have
received no answer to my reply to his letter. Brothers Vernon and
Stillwell are also away sick. Only pastors, and they not fully, can
realize the loss that such men are to a chaplain. He has so few
capable, warm-hearted co-adjutors in a regiment as a general thing.
There is such a torrent of evil influences rushing in on every
side, that he sorely feels the need of men possessing firm and
established Christian characters, who would quietly and
consistently stand up for, and live religion on all occasions. Here
he has none of the conventionalities and restraints of society to
aid him, and even the heavenly influence of Christian parents, of
pure sisters, and loving wives is weakened by distance, absence,
and sin. But in grappling with the many and powerful demoralizing
influences and vices of camp life, one soon learns that but little
can be accomplished except by the direct aid and interposition of
the Holy Spirit, for nothing short of the grace of God can enable
the soldier to resist the evil that assails him on every side.
"While I was on a brief business visit to the North, the regiment
had joined the advance, and on my return I found it out in the
neighborhood of Warrenton. After waiting a few days in what
remained of our old camp, I found an opportunity of going out to
the front with Captain Cook, of our regiment, and a small squad of
men. The ride out to Rappahannock Station, where our regiment was
last heard from, was full of novelty and interest to one who had
never been on a long march before. Captain Cook is a gentleman as
well as a good soldier, and his familiarity with the historic
region through which we passed made him an exceedingly agreeable
companion. The evening of the second day of our journey, which was
Sunday, found us considerably beyond Manassas. A dismantled house
stood on the brow of a hill in a grove some distance from the road.
We rode up to it and concluded to spend the night there. Though it
was half ruinous, without windows and doors, and the floor covered
with rubbish of every description, but a few moments sufficed to
make it sufficiently comfortable for a soldier's purpose. A fire
blazing on the hearth, the rubbish cleared away, a blanket hung
over the windows and doors, made our night quarters complete. Then
gathering around the fire, each broiled his slip of bacon on the
end of a stick, and enjoyed this rude repast far better than many a
well appointed banquet in the North, for 'hunger was our sauce.'
After supper we had, as it were, family prayers. The old
dilapidated mansion, the costume, arms, and varied expressions of
the soldiers as they lounged around listening to the Word of God,
all brought into view by the flickering blaze that roared within
the chimney, made a scene that any artist might wish to copy.
"After marching all the next day we joined our wagon train at dusk,
near Rappahannock Station, and found that we were just in time, for
the whole army was on the move to Fredericksburg. Joining the
train, I marched half the night with them in the darkness and rain.
As there was no shelter near, the next day was spent in the rain
under a tree; and an attack on the wagon train being expected on
the following night, my slumbers were neither very sound nor long
continued. But such is the wonderful vitality that life in the open
air gives, that one soon recovers from loss of sleep and fatigue.
Our regiment moved down to Brook's Station, where it remained doing
picket duty till it joined the advance on Fredericksburg.
"Our brigade, with our beloved and lamented General Bayard in
command, was drawn up on a hillside preparatory to marching, and I
assure you that the long lines and dense masses of cavalry made a
splendid and imposing appearance. It was nearly night before we
filed off towards Falmouth. The night was dark and misty and the
roads broken and wild. Sometimes we would plunge down into a deep
gully, at others scramble up the slippery and frozen sides of a
steep hill. Every now and then horse and rider would be down, to
the great merriment of all witnesses. But the joke became too
serious when a horse fell and broke one poor fellow's leg.
"Seen through the mist and darkness, the long extended column,
winding among the broken hills, now coming out in bold relief on
the brow of one of them, and then descending again into the valley
or the gloom of some forest, had a shadowy and phantom-like
appearance, and seemed more like a procession in a dream than a
goodly number of well armed troopers on a march. Especially was
this spectral effect heightened when a distant part of the column
would pass within the lurid glare of some brilliant camp-fire.
After floundering through streams and quagmires, and filing through
gorges that reminded one of the old Indian ambuscades, we turned
off into a forest to encamp for the night. Selecting a tree from
under which the snow had partially melted away, a few of us built a
fire, then spread our blankets and slept on the ground in the
clear, frosty starlight as well as on the softest couch our limbs
had ever pressed. Long before daylight, the bugle sounded 'boots
and saddles,' and the woods soon resounded with the customary
martial clamor of an encampment.
"Suddenly every sound was hushed, for the distant boom of the two
guns that opened the battle of Fredericksburg broke upon our ears.
The silence was succeeded by wild shouts of enthusiasm, and soon we
were on our way to the scene of action. The sharp rattle of
musketry now began to mingle with the report of cannon. As we
approached the river the roar of the artillery was truly grand and
awful. I can only compare it to a very violent thunder-storm,
wherein you hear, at one and the same time, the rumble and mutter
of some peal dying away in the distance, the heavy, jarring roll
more near, and the loud stunning explosion from the flash overhead.
Our cavalry was crowded on a plain in the rear of our batteries. We
did not know that the rebels were not replying to our guns, and
expected every minute they would get our range. As we remained
undisturbed, I concluded that our distance from the river was much
greater than I had first supposed; but when the order came to
march, and we filed off, by twos, down towards the river, past our
batteries, I expected every moment to see the head of our column
broken and shattered by shot and shell. I have heard much about
"lazy soldiers and large pay," but I thought at that time that the
soldier who marches steadily and determinedly forward on such
occasions earns in five minutes all the pay he ever gets. But the
heavy cannonading was only from our own guns, for the rebels were
reserving their fire. We soon found that our orders were not to
cross, but to go down the river and do picket duty on the extreme
left flank. As we marched along, a shell from one of our batteries
on a hill above me passed directly over my head. As it hissed by,
it gave me an idea of the infinitely short space of time in which
many of our poor boys are dashed into eternity.
"The early dawn of Saturday morning saw us returning to the
battlefield. About nine o'clock we mounted the hill, and formed
upon the plain on the opposite side of the river. As we were taking
our position, I heard a whizzing sound, and saw the earth torn up
by a solid shot quite near me. They soon screamed over our heads
and fell all around us; but, as a general thing, the enemy fired
too high. A few hundred yards to our front, the shells were
bursting constantly. We remained on the plain all that day and
night, the fire in front of us sometimes slackening, and sometimes
ceasing altogether. We often cast anxious glances at some rebel
batteries quite near us on the right, and often wondered why they
did not open upon us, for if they did, they could have swept us
from the plain in a few moments. Either our batteries occupied
them, or they reserved their fire for some purpose. A little after
noon, we heard that General Bayard, our division commander, was
mortally wounded. Soon after word came that cavalry was needed. Two
regiments of the enemy were running, it was said, and the Harris
Light Cavalry was wanted to follow them up. Off dashed our men in
close column, at full gallop, to the place designated, the surgeon
and myself going to the hospital to prepare for our wounded. As we
started, the road over which the regiment had just passed, and
directly in front of us, was torn up by a solid shot. Whose earnest
prayers were heard that day, and the Harris Light Cavalry saved
from almost a massacre? The order for cavalry had to pass through
three different hands before it reached us, and by the time our men
arrived at the spot it was discovered that the enemy's retreat was
only a feint, and that batteries were so arranged as to place the
party who should follow them between two fires. Our regiment
approached near enough to the trap, and were exposed to a
sufficiently hot fire, for a few minutes, to be satisfied that if
they had charged, as was intended, but few would have returned.
"At the hospital we found poor Bayard. Of all the ghastly wounds I
saw that day his was the most awful. It needed but a glance to see,
as he calmly stated to those who visited him, "that his days on
earth were numbered." If his wound had been a mere scratch, he
could not have been more cool, quiet, and collected. He talked
calmly of his death as of a settled thing, and only inquired
particularly how much time he had left on earth. He was told,
'perhaps forty-eight hours.' He did not live twenty-four. My heart
sank within me as he gave me his hand in farewell, and I almost
murmured, 'Why are the best taken?' The large house to which the
wounded were brought was now filled with mutilated and dying men.
Cries and groans resounded from every apartment. Ghastly and bloody
wounds met the eye in every direction. Some had their eyes shot
out; the tongues of some were swollen out of their mouths; some had
their bodies shot through; others were torn and mangled by shell
and solid shot, and all were crowded wherever there was any space.
The surgeons were hacking off limbs and arms by the dozen. The odor
of blood was oppressive. One man called me to him, thinking I was a
surgeon, and said that one of his wounds had been dressed, but he
found that he had another, which was bleeding rapidly. Another poor
fellow held up his arm to me, with a great bulging hole in it, and
asked with an expression of pain and anxiety that I could scarcely
endure, whether I thought he would have to lose it? Such is the
horrid reality of war behind the painted scenes of honor, glory,
and romance. However cold an ear the poor fellows may have turned
to the story of the Cross when in health, as a general thing they
were ready enough now to listen to the offers of mercy. One wounded
boy had his leg taken off just as he was entering the hospital,
which building was under fire all day, and was repeatedly struck.
The scene from the windows of the hospital was truly splendid as
night came on. Innumerable camp-fires gleamed from the hillsides,
and occasionally the darkness was lighted up by the flash of
cannon. But weariness, and the knowledge that our own regiment
might be engaged the next day, caused me to seek a place of rest.
The medical department of our brigade had been rendered small by
the absence of some of its members, and it might be that our duties
on the morrow would be very arduous. The ground outside the
hospital was so tramped up, muddy, and filled with horses, that it
was impossible to sleep there. But there was a stone alley-way
under the hospital, filled with tobacco in the leaf, part of it
lying on the ground, and part drying overhead. One end of this
place was already filled with wounded men, but the surgeon in
charge said that the other would not be occupied before morning,
and that I had better stay there. As a light came I saw something
white lying near the wall. I first thought it was a dog, and going
up, I stirred the object with my foot. On looking closer, I found
that it was a ghastly pile of arms and legs from the
amputating-room. But I had seen so much of blood and horror during
the day that I had grown callous. I quietly spread my blanket
within ten feet of the bloody heap, and listened sadly to the
shrieks and groans from the hospital above till I fell asleep. The
re-opening of the battle on Sunday morning awoke me, and as I was
rolling up my blankets, a shell bursting near warned me to hasten.
I joined the regiment, and with it recrossed the river. We have
since been doing picket duty on the Rappahannock.
[Illustration: E. P. ROE AS CHAPLAIN, AGE 26.]
"Many a careless, light-hearted soldier wore an anxious, troubled
look that day, as we stood facing the rebel batteries, and many a
loud-mouthed, coarse, swearing fellow was quiet and pale. But I saw
no flinching or skulking. You at the North, who cosily read about
battles in an arm-chair, know little of a man's sensations who
stands in front of the enemy's guns. He hears shot and shell scream
and explode over and around him. Before him arises the sulphurous
smoke of the conflict. From out of that obscurity he knows that at
any moment some swift messenger of death may be speeding on its way
to his heart. He thinks of unfinished plans, of bright prospects
and hopes for the future. His home, its beloved inmates, and the
forms and features of those friends that hold the chief places
within his soul rise up before him, and he knows that at any moment
he may be snatched from all these, and lie a mangled, bleeding
corpse upon the ground. And then come graver and still more solemn
thoughts of the shadowy world beyond, and 'conscience, which makes
cowards of us all,' awakes. In the mad excitement and tumult of a
charge, everything is forgotten. When patiently standing under
fire, everything is remembered, and this, of all that the soldier
has to do and endure, is the most difficult and dreaded."
An occasional amusing incident would occur, however, to relieve the
gloom of these tragic times. I remember hearing my brother tell of one
that took place while crossing a narrow pontoon bridge. A mule, ridden
by a contraband, and having a number of kettles strung on one side of
the saddle and on the other some chickens that had been captured from
henroosts along the march, suddenly became stubborn when about half-way
across the bridge, and resisted all efforts on the part of his rider to
make him move on. He was blocking the way for the whole troop. An
officer, seeing the situation, shouted the order: "Charge mule!"
Instantly half a dozen men rode up and with the points of their sabres
convinced the animal of the necessity for a speedy advance. He started
off at a dead run, scattering the rattling kettles and squawking hens
by the wayside, the poor contraband holding on with arms clasped around
the mule's neck, while the troopers followed in wild pursuit, amid
shouts and laughter.
CHAPTER III
A WINTER CAMP
The following letters were written from the winter quarters of the
regiment on the Rappahannock, and explain themselves.
"In this letter I merely propose to give some glimpses of camp
life. When the army lay quiet for two or three weeks after the
battle of Fredericksburg, we began to think of winter quarters; so
one fine morning our whole division started out in search of a
desirable locality. In some respects it was a rather novel
expedition. We were seeking a place that would probably be our home
for months; and I assure you, as we marched along, that unknown
spot of ground became to us an object of no small anxiety and
interest. Those officers who had designs on Washington, rather than
Richmond, hoped it would be near the steamboat landing on the
Potomac. Many wishes were expressed that wood would be plenty and
convenient; for winter quarters without wood is an impossibility.
Speculations were indulged in regard to the locality and soil,
whether it would be a dry, sheltered little valley, or a bleak
cornfield capable of all degrees of mud. The place of encampment
selected for our regiment was apparently the latter. I must say
that many of us were not very enthusiastic about the position, and
we could not feel indifferent, for our comfort and perhaps health
depended on the suitableness of the place.
"Imagine yourself, my reader, riding into a large, bleak, hilly
cornfield, the stalks still standing, with your whole personal
property in this region of the world strapped behind you on the
saddle, your horse sinking at every step fetlock deep in the soft,
spongy soil, and being coolly told to make yourself comfortable
here for the winter. Probably you would feel as we suppose the
Israelites did when required to make bricks without straw. But
necessity and experience have taught the soldier many lessons, and
he knows well how to make the best of everything. In a few minutes
the long picket lines are uncoiled and stretched from post to post
inserted for the purpose. To these the horses are tied and then
unsaddled. The little shelter tents range themselves, as if by
magic, in long rows between them, and within a half-hour or so the
place begins to assume the appearance of a well laid out
encampment.
"But this is merely temporary, and the building of regular winter
quarters is next in order. The size and character of the huts being
left to the fancy and ingenuity of each individual, there is, with
much apparent sameness, a great deal of diversity and originality
to be observed. The most simple is merely a 'dug-out,' as it is
termed. A hole is dug six or seven feet square, and from two to
four feet deep, and over this is placed the tent. The floor and
sides are lined with boards if they are to be had, otherwise round
poles and rails answer the purpose. Opening into this 'dug-out' is
a small trench two or three feet long, wide at its mouth, and
narrowing towards the end farthest from the tent. Across this
trench are laid any old pieces of iron that can be found, and upon
them is placed earth so as to exclude the air entirely except at a
small aperture at the farther end, around which is built a sod
chimney; and your winter quarters are complete. Thus you may have
in your tent all the warmth and cheerfulness of an open fire.
"Myself and servant alone built one of these in an afternoon, and I
spent in it some of the coldest weather we have had this winter
very comfortably. The 'dug-out' principle enters into the
construction of nearly all our little cabins; and, like the foxes,
we have holes, and literally live in the 'caves and dens of the
earth.' The officers generally build their quarters in the side of
a bank, and have them logged up nicely, and they are very
comfortable except in a long storm. Sometimes our frail canvas
covering sways terribly in the wintry blasts, and I have often laid
down to sleep more than half expecting to find my house gone when I
awoke. Still our little holes in the ground are a hundredfold
better than no shelter at all, and far preferable to those in which
the soldier 'sleeps the sleep that knows no waking.' Some of the
men who have the faculty of making anything and everything with an
axe put up quite large substantial log shanties, with two or three
tiers of berths, as in a steamboat. Some have quite a neat,
homelike appearance, and are furnished with fanciful little tables
and shelves according to the tastes and wants of the occupants.
Others are dismal and dirty in the extreme, and are mere dens.
Nothing shows the character of the men more thoroughly than the
little huts they inhabit. A few are too indolent to build
themselves anything, and are still living in their shelter tents.
But over the heads of us all is merely a canvas roof, which will
often leak, and it is a very common thing to see puddles of water,
or a muddy floor, in our winter quarters.
"Still those who are well live in the main a very comfortable life.
The abundance of pure air and exercise makes us strong and
vigorous. It does not always storm. We have many days that are warm
and sunny, and then give me camp life in preference to any other.
The soldiers sit and lounge around their cabin doors in motley
groups, reading (if they have anything to read), smoking, and
gossiping, for a camp is a little miniature city, with its daily
budget of news and sensations, its streets, squares, and centers,
and also many of its nuisances. For the roar of New York we have a
drowsy, diminutive hum, frequently broken rudely by a loud laugh or
command, the clangor of weapons, and sometimes, I am sorry to say,
by loud oaths. Instead of musical chimes from Trinity and her
sister steeples, the silvery notes of the bugles proclaim the hours
and duties of the day. Our lights glimmer and flicker out upon the
night like long rows of glowworms rather than Broadway lamps; and
instead of the heavy tramp of police armed with star and club, the
night-long rattle of sabres shows that the guards and sentinels are
on their posts of duty. Sometimes there will be a heavy fall of
snow during the night, and then the tents and cabins look like huge
snow-banks, and the poor horses shiver all the more under the cold
white blankets so summarily furnished, the only ones they ever get.
These suffer more than the men, for in the main they can have no
shelter, and often have to do hard work on short rations. Their
gaunt appearance and the number of their dead tells its own story.
Our colonel remarked one day that he hoped the mud would get so
soft and deep that the horses would sink in sufficiently to enable
them to stand upright.
"The greatest hardship of a soldier's life in winter is picket
duty. For instance, our whole brigade, recently assigned to Colonel
Kilpatrick, left their comfortable quarters a few mornings ago, and
went out on picket duty for ten days. A cold, wet snow filled the
air and clung to and dampened everything. It settled on one's hair
and neck, melted, and ran down his back, producing a general
feeling of discomfort. As the men formed preparatory to marching,
their uniforms of blue rapidly changed to white, and as they filed
off in the dim morning light they presented a shadowy, ghost-like
appearance. When you realize what it is to march eighteen or twenty
miles in such a storm over horrible roads, and then form a cordon
of pickets twenty miles long in a wild, desolate country, you have
some idea of the not unusual experience of a soldier.
"When he reaches his destination, it is not a disagreeable journey
over, and comfortable quarters in which to dry and refresh himself.
All his conditions of comfort are carried on his person, or
strapped to his saddle, and he is thankful even for the shelter of
a pine wood. Immediately on arrival, without time for rest, a large
detachment must form the picket line, and stand ever on the alert
from two to four hours at a time, be it day or night. It should not
be forgotten, during these long winter evenings when the stormy
wind sweeps and howls around your comfortable dwellings, that among
the wild woods and hills of Virginia, or on the plains of the far
West, the patient sentinel walks his desolate beat, or sits like an
equestrian statue on his horse, thus forming with his own chilled
and weary frame a living breastwork and defence for your homes.
Pray for him, that during these long, lonely hours of hardship and
danger our merciful God may excite within his mind thoughts of that
better life and happier world where the weary are at rest--where
even the names of enemy and war are forgotten."
"The regiment referred to is the Ninth New York Cavalry. Their
chaplain is not with them at present. My offer to preach for them
on the Sabbath was readily accepted, and though at the time of
service it was cold and even raining slightly, a large congregation
turned out and remained patiently throughout the service. One of
their officers remarked afterwards that he had not had the pleasure
of attending anything of the kind before for five months.
"If Christians North, who have piles of reading matter lying idly
about their houses, could see how eagerly those men pressed forward
to get the few tracts I offered, they would suffer it to remain
thus useless no longer. Our soldiers seem to be hungry and almost
starving for the want of mental and moral nourishment.
"I often feel it my duty to be somewhat officious, and to offer my
service outside of my regiment sometimes, for even such as I can
give is better than nothing, which would be their lot if some did
not go forward. I think Christians should be aggressive in their
character, and seek opportunities to extend the dominion of their
King. There are too many professors who are like a certain
chaplain, concerning whom I heard an officer remark "that he was a
good, inoffensive man, and never disturbed the devil nor any one
else in the camp." A prayer-meeting was appointed on Monday
evening, but on the morning of that day the regiment received
marching orders and departed for parts unknown.
"One of the most remarkable conversions in our regiment is that of
a quartermaster's sergeant. The man, although around the camp
attending to his duties, is in a critical state of health, bleeding
almost daily at the lungs. When but a mere boy he ran away from
home because punished severely by his father for some fault, and
was not heard from for over two years, during which time he
suffered many hardships in the West. Not long after his discovery
his father died and left a mother and a sister dependent upon him
for support. This responsibility he nobly undertook, and worked
hard, early and late, and denied himself everything to give them
the comforts of life. Still, he was noted for his fiery and
ungovernable spirit, which often got him into trouble. At an early
age he went to sea and visited nearly all parts of the world. He
engaged extensively in smuggling, which occupation he followed both
in English and Spanish waters. He returned home from this roving,
reckless life but a short time before the war broke out, and was
among the first to enlist. During the past summer he has often been
in circumstances of the greatest peril, but escaped unharmed. Once,
in the confusion of battle, he found himself directly in front of a
battery loaded with grape and canister. For some reason or other
his horse would not move but stood stock still, and thus he had to
wait for the terrible discharge which soon came. He said it seemed
as if a perfect torrent of iron hail rushed by and all around him,
and that his only thought was that his time had come now, and that
the devil had got him then surely. By a miracle, as it seemed to
him, he escaped unharmed, and was enabled to get out of range. Many
and many a time he had heard the bullets hiss by his ears, and the
shrill screams of shell overhead, but they raised in his mind no
thoughts of God or repentance.
"As I described in a former letter, a prayer-meeting was started in
the camp, and held in the quarters of the new recruits. He heard
the singing, and passing by the next day remarked to a new recruit
that 'they seemed happy down there last night--guessed they must
have had some whiskey.' The person addressed happened to be one of
the three Christian men who first started the prayer-meeting, and
he explained to the sergeant the somewhat different source and
occasion of their happiness. The sergeant promised to attend that
evening, which he did, and the 'still small voice' of the Spirit
spoke to him louder than the thunders of the battlefield.
"An evening or two after that I noticed him among those who had
come to the chaplain's tent to be conversed with on the subject of
religion. I was struck by the contented, happy expression of his
face. He told me that he had gone from that prayer-meeting to his
tent, and commenced reading a Testament. His tent-mate came along,
and he immediately put out his light and hid his book. When he was
alone again he knelt and prayed for the first time in his life, and
afterwards, he said, 'he felt so happy he could not sleep.'
"The next day, while about his work, something vexed him, and he
swore, before he thought, as usual. He said 'it grieved him so that
he sat down and cried.' Though, as it were, alone in the world and
bereft by death of almost every friend he loved, and now seemingly
suffering from an incurable disease, he is a happy Christian man.
"In our meetings he has to be constantly on his guard against
over-excitement, since it would cause him to bleed at his lungs,
but the expression of his face, as he sits quietly in one corner or
beside the fire, shows how intense and keen is his enjoyment of
that which he is forbidden to take part in actively. At first his
change of life caused a good deal of remark and some merriment in
his company. He would be asked 'when he was going up to heaven.'
When he commenced his evening devotions there was at first a good
deal of jesting. 'The quartermaster is going to pray' would be
called out, and remarks of a similar nature. They soon saw that he
was sincere and respected him, and 'now,' he says, 'he can hear a
pin drop while he is at prayer.'
"This is one of many of the interesting cases of conversion in our
regiment. The chief feature of this work, however, seems to be the
renewal of backsliders in their allegiance to God. But time will
not permit me to write more at present."
"How often when a boy I have shuddered at Indian atrocities. With
what morbid pleasure I have searched through the early records of
colonial history for details of horror, fatal surprise, and
midnight massacre. How I have watched in imagination, with
suspended breath, the wary, noiseless approach of the painted
savages, till with one wide-ringing war-whoop they rushed upon
their unconscious victims, destined now to either death or
captivity. The dangers and terrors of open battle seemed nothing to
this constant dread of an unseen treacherous foe. I little thought
that it would one day be my fortune to live under very similar
circumstances, for life in Virginia now is not so very different
from that of our forefathers a century or more ago. Pioneers in
this wilderness of despotism and treason, we are exposed to dangers
and hardships not much inferior to theirs. Ever near us we know
there is a great army watching with sleepless vigilance, and, like
a wild beast crouching for its leap, it is ready to take advantage
of the slightest mistake or show of weakness on our part. It is
very strange, truly, when one comes to realize it, this living for
years within a few miles of thousands who would take your life in a
moment if they got a chance.
"The forests and country around us swarm with guerillas. In place
of some savage Indian chief, the terror of the whole border, the
frontiers of our army are infested by the ubiquitous Mosby. The
capture of a sutler's train near Fairfax and a raid upon an outpost
on the Rappahannock occurring at the same time are both ascribed to
Mosby in person by the soldiers. If a picket hears a distant gallop
in the night upon one flank of the army, and a sudden shot startles
the air upon the other flank, Mosby is invariably the author of
both alarms. No wonder the poor contrabands say 'Mosby mus' be like
de debbel and go all ober to oncst.' He was once captured by our
regiment while bearing dispatches and afterwards exchanged. After
he was taken he tried to escape by running his horse, but one of
our men sent a bullet whistling so near his head that it produced a
sober second thought, and he, from that time, followed quietly. But
he was not so famous then, and had not so many trained associates
like-minded with himself. Now they follow a marching column like
hungry sharks about a ship, and woe be to the man that lags behind
or strays from the main body.
"This evil has one great advantage, however, and that is the almost
entire suppression of straggling. Mosby and his companions have
done more to abolish this disgraceful custom in our army than all
the orders and edicts from the War Department and Major Generals
down. A year or more ago, I saw bodies of men marching in a way
that reminded one of a comet, the head of the regiment being the
nucleus, the density decreasing rapidly as you went toward the
rear, and finally a straggling raft of men scattered over two or
three miles of territory constituting the tail. Now you will find a
column moving trimly and compactly, and the rear files often
looking suspiciously over their shoulders among the dark pines
through which they are passing, for sometimes, especially at
nights, shots are fired into the rear.
"There are very few in the cavalry that have not had narrow
escapes, for our position on the front and flanks of the army
always brings us next to Mosby. Just before we crossed the
Rappahannock the last time, our division commissary, Lieutenant
Hedges, was returning to his quarters from a short ride to another
part of the army, when he was hailed and ordered to surrender.
'Never,' he replied, at the same time striking spurs to his horse
and leaning down upon him. He succeeded in escaping, but not before
the guerilla, or as it is affirmed, Mosby in person, put a ball
through his body. For some days he was not expected to live, but is
now recovering slowly. I have had two or three narrow escapes
myself where it almost seemed that Providence interfered to save my
life. Once, when our regiment was doing picket duty at a distant
outpost, I rode down to General Kilpatrick's headquarters on some
business. As I was starting to return in the dusk of the evening,
the general came out and asked me to stay with him that night. I
replied that with his permission I would come again in the morning,
and that I would rather be with my regiment at night; but as he
insisted upon it, I stayed. The next morning, a little after
daylight, one of our men was shot dead and robbed upon the road
that I would have taken. A woman living near said that two
bushwhackers had spent the night upon the road with the avowed
intention of murdering and robbing the first man that went by. As
no one passed that way during the early part of the night, they
went into a house and slept till morning, and again were on the
road in time to meet poor Francher of Company B, who had been after
his pay. They took this, for his pocket was found turned inside
out. It was my sad duty to bury him the next day, and as we lowered
him into his lonely grave, I could not help asking myself, Why am I
not in his place?
"Once again, last November, while on the march, Lieutenant Whitaker
and myself were about to pass over a road between our wagon train
and General Kilpatrick's headquarters, when a little incident
detained us about fifteen minutes. As we were going by the house of
quite a noted secessionist, some of our boys began to make free in
his cabbage garden and poultry yard, and a scuffle ensued between
the old citizen, his wife and daughter, and the soldiers. An
infantry colonel who was at the house came violently out, and
instead of quietly showing his rank and firmly ordering the men
away, commenced cutting them with his sword, and made some quite
serious wounds. It was with great difficulty that we prevented our
men from killing him on the spot. But as the colonel outranked us,
we could do nothing with him, and so passed on, but before we got
fairly started upon the road again we met a man running,
breathless, with his hat off, who said that he had just escaped
from the guerillas. Lieutenant Newton of the First Vermont Cavalry
was passing over the road with several men, when fifteen rebels
sprang out upon him, killed one, took two prisoners, and the rest
saved themselves only by rapid flight. If we had not been detained,
we would have arrived at the same spot a few minutes earlier and
received their concentrated fire.
"At times they have captured our mail, and afterwards they have
taunted us by shouting out the contents of our letters to our
pickets across the Rappahannock. One very dark night they slipped
into the quarters of one of our officers while he was on picket,
shot his colored servant, and carried him off to Richmond. Thus
vigilance is a cardinal virtue in this, as well as in the Christian
warfare. But we never suffered as much on the south as on the north
side of the Rappahannock. The country between the two rivers is now
thoroughly occupied by our troops, and our picket lines so close
and well posted as to render it almost impossible for the rebels to
indulge themselves this winter in many murdering and horse-stealing
expeditions."
CHAPTER IV
MARRIAGE--THE RAID TOWARD RICHMOND
In November, 1863, Edward received a month's leave of absence from his
regiment, and during this time was married to Miss Anna Sands. The
ceremony was performed by the venerable Dr. Adams in Madison Square
church, and was followed by a large reception at the bride's home in
Seventeenth Street, New York. Leaving his bride there when the furlough
was over, my brother returned to his regiment.
In this letter, written just after reaching camp, he dwells upon some
of the contrasts of army life.
"After a long absence I experienced a decided thrill of pleasure on
finding myself once more among the white tents and familiar scenes
of the camp, for there is something very fascinating about army
life, notwithstanding its hardship and exposure. Very pleasant,
too, was the hearty welcome I received, and numberless great brown
hands, reeking with moisture and pork grease from the meal they
were superintending, gave me a grip that made my joints snap again.
Still I much preferred it to your fashionable Northern two-fingered
touch. It had a language whose meaning I liked. It showed I had the
first requisite for doing good amongst them--their confidence and
affection. I found only a part, though a large part, of my regiment
at this place, which is a dismounted cavalry camp, containing the
fragments of twenty or thirty regiments. Men whose horses have
given out or been killed at the front come here and remain till
they are again mounted and equipped, when they rejoin their
commands. Our stay here will probably be brief, for we are ordered
to the front as soon as possible.
"One Saturday morning the monotony of camp life was decidedly
broken. The day had been warm, and for a time the hum of camp
activity had subsided almost into silence. The orderlies went to
and fro as usual, but their horses had a listless, indolent canter,
characteristic of all exertion at such a time. But as the day
declined there were marks of unusual bustle at headquarters. A ball
was to be given that evening by the commanding officer. All
officers present of our regiment were invited. As far as I could
learn, music, dancing, and drinking were to be the staple
amusements of the evening. Not caring to participate in the two
latter, and as I could enjoy the first in my tent, I expected to
remain very quietly at my quarters. At dusk the revelry commenced.
At nine o'clock a carriage drove up to our quarters. It contained
Captain Downing of our regiment, who had just come in from the
front, bringing with him the dead body of one of our officers who
had been drowned while bathing. This was sad news indeed, for
Lieutenant Stewart was a good soldier and very popular. The captain
wished to see the officer in command of our detachment. I went up
to the headquarters to assist in finding him. All was gayety and
frolic there. It was truly a beautiful scene. The trees were hung
with Chinese lanterns of many colors. The guards paced backward and
forward on the spacious lawn, their arms glittering in the
moonlight, which glimmered through the grand old trees. In the
distance the Potomac lay like a silver lake, with here and there a
white sail upon its bosom. Over the green turf gayly dressed ladies
and officers in rich uniform were tripping some light measure,
while the clinking of glasses showed that the wine was passing
freely. No one could help enjoying the music from the full military
band.
"Having noted the picturesque beauty of the scene, and moralized to
myself awhile unnoticed among the throng, I thought I would step
over to the hospital and see how the sick boys were enjoying the
revel. It was not over fifty yards from the music-stand. Though it
might be pleasure to others, it was death to them. One poor fellow,
far gone with the typhoid fever, and excited by the music and
noise, was talking to himself in wild delirium. He has since died.
All were restless and sleepless. I said a few quieting words, and
was about leaving when a man asked me if I would not offer a
prayer. "I am not a Christian man," he remarked, "but I would like
to hear a prayer to-night." Of course I complied, and soon the
words of supplication were mingling with the gay notes of the
quickstep. I have seen the man since several times, and have good
reason to believe that he has become a sincere, earnest Christian.
The contrast in his two modes of life will be most marked. He told
me that when at home he would often take his wife to church, and
then ride on further and trade horses during the service, and call
for his wife on his return. As may be imagined, army life had not
improved his morals. Still the influence of his Christian wife
followed him, and during his days of sickness came back in tenfold
power, and the kindly Spirit of our merciful Father, ever-striving,
led him to the Saviour.
"After leaving the hospital I met the sergeant of the guard, and
found him arming a body of men. "We are going to have trouble
to-night," he said to me. The camp below was in a ferment. There
were many there who loved whisky as well as the more privileged at
headquarters. At first the rioters (who were mainly from a regiment
of regulars) threatened to appropriate the officers' stores and
break up the ball. But hardly daring to do that, they turned their
attention to a sutler's tent and eating-house. They soon demolished
his establishment and set fire to his premises. They here obtained
the much desired whisky, and excited by liquor, they boldly began
preparations to attack another sutler who was unpopular. The riot
was now getting formidable. From my tent I could overlook the whole
camp and scenes at headquarters. Meantime our regiment was arming
and procuring ammunition. Fifty of our men were already acting as
guards. They formed and received their cartridges in front of our
tents, thus drawing attention to the headquarters of our
detachment, which I thought at one time would provoke an attack
upon us. I dreaded this, for one of our officers had left his wife
in my charge at the commencement of the disturbance. Our men then
marched to headquarters, fearing the first attack would be there.
For a few moments all was still throughout the camp. Then there
were signals in all directions. In a few moments more the mules
were stampeded from the corrall. They then proceeded to attack the
sutler's tent just below us. Here the guards fired upon them, which
caused them to retreat to the burning sutler's tent in the middle
of the camp. Then I could see our men coming down from the
headquarters on a full run. Wheeling at a certain point, they
charged without a moment's hesitation. For a short time shots were
fired in rapid succession, when the rioters broke and ran. The ball
was arrested. The order was given, 'Every officer to his post.' The
ladies, pale and frightened, were huddled together, asking anxious
questions. Many of the officers might be seen in their ball-dress
walking and riding through the camp with sword and pistol driving
the men into their tents. Such volleys of horrible oaths as were
heard in every direction I hope may never shock my ears again.
Officers cursed the men, and the men cursed the officers. For a
time things looked rather serious. Meanwhile our boys stood grim
and expectant, ready to quell any show of resistance. In a few
minutes the whole camp was under arms, but the ringleaders having
been caught, quiet was eventually restored. My heart ached for the
young wife who saw the exposure of her husband and felt her own
danger, and who was compelled to listen to the awful profanity of
the hour. I will say, for the benefit of all concerned, that there
was nothing of a political nature in the outbreak. Whatever may be
the soldiers' vices, they have not yet sunk so far as to sympathize
with Northern 'copperheads.' The cause, as far as I could learn,
was the unpopularity of the sutlers, jealousy of our regiment
because the guard of honor for the evening was chosen from it, and
a desire for whisky, for which a certain class will do and dare
anything. After quiet was restored the dancing, music, and drinking
were resumed as though nothing had happened. Meanwhile, on one side
the poor fellows in the hospital tossed and moaned and raved in
their restlessness and delirium, and on the other lay the two
rioters stiff and stark upon the ground, their souls rudely thrust
out into the unknown amidst riot and intoxication, soon to be
sobered but too well by their abrupt plunge into the dusk waters of
death. Life presents to the close observer peculiar phases and
contrasts at all times, but it seems that in the events of this
evening there was a strange mingling of life and death, pleasure
and pain. Yet in the sick and repentant soldier God was at least
fashioning one soul from out this moral and social chaos for the
perfect symmetry of heaven. I had hoped that after the night's
uproar we should have a quiet Sabbath, but was disappointed in
this, for orders came in the morning to arm, mount, and equip every
available man and send them all to the front. And so throughout the
day the clangor of arms, the trampling of men and horses, and the
words of command, made the quiet peacefulness of a Northern Sabbath
a thing scarcely to be imagined."
Late in February, 1864, Edward joined General Kilpatrick in his famous
raid towards Richmond. He wrote a brief account of this, which was
published in _Lippincott's Magazine_.
"In the dusk of Sunday evening four thousand men were masked in the
woods on the banks of the Rapidan. Our scouts opened the way, by
wading the stream and pouncing upon the unsuspecting picket of
twenty Confederates opposite. Then away we went across a cold,
rapid river, marching all that night through the dim woods and
openings in a country that was emphatically the enemy's. Lee's
entire army was on our right, the main Confederate cavalry force on
our left. The strength of our column and its objective point could
not remain long unknown.
"In some unimportant ways I acted as aid for Kilpatrick. A few
hundred yards in advance of the main body rode a vanguard of two
hundred men thrown forward to warn us should we strike any
considerable number of the enemy's cavalry. As is ever the case,
the horses of a small force will walk away from a much larger body,
and it was necessary from time to time to send word to the
vanguard, ordering it to 'slow up.' This order was occasionally
intrusted to me. I was to gallop over the interval between the two
columns, then draw up by the roadside and sit motionless on my
horse till the general with his staff came up. The slightest
irregularity of action would bring a shot from our own men, while
the prospect of an interview with the Johnnies while thus isolated
was always good. I saw one of our officers shot that night. He had
ridden carelessly into the woods, and rode out again just before
the head of the column, without instantly accounting for himself.
As it was of vital importance to keep the movement secret as long
as possible, the poor fellow was silenced in sad error as to his
identity.
"On we rode, night and day, with the briefest possible halts. At
one point we nearly captured a railroad train, and might easily
have succeeded had not the station and warehouses been in flames.
As it was, the train approached us closely, then backed, the
shrieking engine giving the impression of being startled to the
last degree.
"On a dreary, drizzling, foggy day we passed a milestone on which
was lettered, 'Four miles to Richmond.' It was still 'on to
Richmond' with us for what seemed a long way farther, and then came
a considerable period of hesitancy, in which the command was drawn
up for the final dash. The enemy shelled a field near us
vigorously, but fortunately, or unfortunately, the fog was so dense
that neither party could make accurate observations or do much
execution.
"For reasons that have passed into history, the attack was not
made. We withdrew six miles from the city and went into camp.
"I had scarcely begun to enjoy much-needed rest before the
Confederates came up in the darkness and shelled us out of such
quarters as we had found. We had to leave our boiling coffee behind
us--one of the greatest hardships I have ever known. Then followed
a long night ride down the Peninsula, in driving sleet and rain.
"The next morning the sun broke out gloriously, warming and drying
our chilled, wet forms. Nearly all that day we maintained a line of
battle confronting the pursuing enemy. One brigade would take a
defensive position, while the other would march about five miles to
a commanding point, where it in turn would form a line. The first
brigade would then give way, pass through the second, and take
position well to the rear. Thus, although retreating, we were
always ready to fight. At one point the enemy pressed us closely,
and I saw a magnificent cavalry charge down a gentle descent in the
road. Every sabre seemed tipped with fire in the brilliant
sunshine.
"In the afternoon it became evident that there was a body of troops
before us. Who or what they were was at first unknown, and for a
time the impression prevailed that we would have to cut our way
through by a headlong charge. We soon learned, however, that the
force was a brigade of colored infantry, sent up to cover our
retreat. It was the first time we had seen negro troops, but as the
long line of glistening bayonets and light-blue uniforms came into
view, prejudices, if any there were, vanished at once, and a cheer
from the begrimed troopers rang down our line, waking the echoes.
It was a pleasant thing to march past that array of faces, friendly
though black, and know we were safe. They represented the F.F.V.'s
of Old Virginia we then wished to see. On the last day of the
march my horse gave out, compelling me to walk and lead him.
"On the day after our arrival at Yorktown Kilpatrick gave me
despatches for the authorities at Washington. President Lincoln,
learning that I had just returned from the raid, sent for me, and I
had a memorable interview with him alone in his private room. He
expressed profound solicitude for Colonel Dahlgren and his party.
They had been detached from the main force, and I could give no
information concerning them. We eventually learned of the death of
that heroic young officer, Colonel Dahlgren."
CHAPTER V
HAMPTON HOSPITAL
In March, 1864, Edward began his duties as chaplain of Hampton
Hospital, having been appointed to this position before the raid
described in the preceding chapter was undertaken. Mrs. Roe joined him
at Washington and they went to Hampton together. A tribute is here due
the brave young wife, who, leaving a home of luxury, accepted without a
word of regret the privations of hospital life and was untiring in her
devotion to the sick and wounded. The letters which follow show what
that life was during the last two years of the war. The first is an
appeal for books for the sick soldiers made through _The Evangelist_,
and is preceded by a note of explanation from the editors of that
paper.
"We have received the following letter from the esteemed and
efficient chaplain of the Hampton Hospital, Virginia, Rev. Mr. Roe,
who, as it will be seen, is desirous of securing a well-selected
soldiers' library for the use of the hospital. Many of our readers
formed an agreeable acquaintance with Mr. Roe, through his
correspondence with _The Evangelist_ while chaplain of the Harris
Light Cavalry; and we would refer all others for an estimate of the
man, as also of the nature and extent of his duties in his new
position, to an interesting paper in the August number of _Harper's
Magazine_, on the Chesapeake and Hampton Hospitals. We shall take
pleasure in aiding this praiseworthy object in every way in our
power, and we trust that the money required for the purchase of
these books will be speedily contributed.
'U.S. GENERAL HOSPITAL, FORTRESS MONROE, VA.
July 27, 1864.
'READERS OF THE EVANGELIST:--Pardon me if I say a few plain
words in preface to a request. I wish to appeal to a quality
that I hope is universal--gratitude. That the North is grateful
for the self-sacrifice of its soldiers is well proved by its
noble charities in their behalf. But, my Northern friends, you
who dwell securely in beautiful and healthful homes, can you
not give a little more for those who are giving all for you?
'_The U.S. General Hospital at Hampton, Va.,_ is very large
this summer. The average is two thousand five hundred patients,
and we often have three thousand. Accommodations are in process
of construction for still larger numbers. This is now the
nearest permanent hospital to General Grant's army. Almost
daily transports from the front leave at our wharf sick and
mutilated men by hundreds, and we in turn send those North who
are able to bear further transportation. Thus our wards become
mainly filled with what are termed the "worst cases"--men with
whom the struggle for life will be long and doubtful. I could
take you through our wards, and show you long rows of men with
thigh amputations, fractured thighs; men who have lost arms,
hands, and both their feet; and in short, men with great
gaping, ghastly wounds in every part of the body. With such
injuries nothing will sustain but cheerful courage; despondency
is almost always fatal. The only true basis of such courage is
God's religion, but to this all-important condition much can be
added that is most excellent. But could you ask for more than
these men have done and suffered? I think they have done their
part. Yours is not so hard, but it is important. In your
abundant provisions for their suffering bodies, do not forget
rations for their minds. There are hundreds in this hospital
who must lie upon their beds, weeks, and even months, before
they can even hope to hobble out into the world again with
crutch and cane. How shall they spend these long, hot, weary
days? Give them cheerful, entertaining, instructive books, and
the question is about solved. Who can calculate the value of a
brave, cheerful book? It stimulates and strengthens the mind,
which reacts upon the weakened body, and the man is at once
made stronger, wiser, and better. I felt that first of all I
ought to have a religious library, and through some effort, and
the kindness of friends, have obtained a very fair collection.
But cheerful, light, entertaining books are few and far
between, while there is almost an entire dearth of histories,
travels, etc. I find that sick soldiers, even the best of them,
are like good people North, they do not like religious reading
all the time. The works of Irving, John S. C. Abbott, Dickens,
Cooper, Scott, and T. S. Arthur, would be invaluable from both
a sanitary and a moral point of view, for they would remove the
parent of all evils--idleness. Poetry also is very much asked
for. My simple request, therefore, is that out of gratitude to
the brave suffering men who throng the wards of Hampton
Hospital, you would send them good cheerful books. I have an
excellent librarian, and I promise that they shall be carefully
looked after and preserved. Among the thousands who have been
here and gone away, I have scarcely lost a book.
'Messrs. Harpers, and Appletons, and other prominent city
publishers, have generously offered me their books at half
price for hospital purposes. All contributions in money sent
to me, or to the offices of the New York _Evangelist_, _The
Observer_, and the Brooklyn _Daily Union_, will be promptly
and judiciously laid out for such books as are needed. All
contributions in books sent to the above-named places will be
forwarded to the hospital in my care.'"
Some years after the war was over, my brother took a trip to Fortress
Monroe and visited the scenes of his former labors. I quote from a
letter telling of the result of his appeal for a soldier's library and
of the subsequent use that was made of the books.
"We entered the fort, presented our letter to General Barry, in
command, who received us with the utmost courtesy. The band
discoursed delightful music. We examined the mitrailleuse, of which
the world has heard so much of late. One of the most interesting
points to me was the Post Library. Here among many others I found
all the books that once formed our hospital library. Loyal Northern
friends, who were ever caring for the soldier's well-being, enabled
me to gather and purchase about three thousand volumes. I know that
it will be gratifying to them to learn that their gifts, so far
from being lost or destroyed, are all here in excellent order, and
still doing the work for which they were designed. When a book
becomes badly worn it is sent away and rebound. The private
soldiers, of which there are several hundred, as well as the
officers, have free access to them. I was told by the soldier in
charge that between two and three hundred of these books were taken
out and read monthly. Under General Barry's careful supervision
they will be in use for years to come. He evidently regards his men
as something more than machines."
It was inevitable that my brother should witness many sad partings
during those long years of conflict, and the strain upon his sympathies
was very great, as may be seen from the letters that follow.
"Among the painful and tragic events that occurred in our hospital
at Fortress Monroe, there was one wherein heaven and earth were
strangely mingled. The arm of a strong, powerful man had been
amputated at the shoulder joint. He was full of vitality and made a
long but vain struggle for life. Day after day, and week after
week, he lay, scarcely daring to move, lest the artery should break
and his life blood ebb away. But ever at his side (it seemed to me
that she almost never left him) sat his true, patient wife. Strange
and incongruous did her slight and graceful form, her pale,
beautiful face appear in that place of wounds and death. The rough
soldiers were never rough or profane in her presence, and their
kindly sympathy often touched me. For long weeks the scale turned
for neither life nor death, but at last the sharp agony of hope and
fear ended in the dull pain of despair. He must die. The artery
broke and bled again and again, and skill would soon be of no
avail. Some time previous to this, a message had come to the poor
wife that her mother was dying, and she was requested to return
home immediately.
"'No,' she said, 'my mother is among friends; my husband is alone;
I must stay with him.'
"Late one night, when the certainty of death was apparent, they
sent for me, and we three had a long, calm talk in the dim, crowded
ward. The brave, true soldier did not regret that he had entered
his country's service, though it cost him so dearly, but he spoke a
few words in regard to those who caused the war that must ever hang
upon them like millstones. Turning to his young wife with an
affection beautiful to look upon, he said:--
"'Mary, you have prepared me to die, now you must go home and do
the same for your poor mother.'
"These brief words revealed a world of meaning. She had not been
sitting at his side in helpless pain, looking with fearful eyes
into the dreary future when she should be alone and dependent with
her child in a cold, selfish world. Forgetting her own heart-break,
she had been untiring in her efforts to brighten his pathway down
into the dark valley with the hope of heaven. God had blessed her
angel work, for he seemed a Christian. I went away from that
bedside more awed than if I had come from the presence of a king.
"Early one morning I was hastily summoned to the ward. It was
crowded and confused. The last hours had now come. The artery had
broken away beyond remedy, and from the ghastly wound the poor
man's life-blood poured away in torrents, crimsoning the floor far
and near. His face was pale and wild, for death had come at last in
an awful form. In mistaken kindness they had kept his wife from
him, fearing the effect of the scene upon her. Drawn by her frantic
cries to the ward-master's room, I went and said to her--'My poor
friend, you can go to your husband, but for his sake you must be
perfectly calm. We can do nothing for him if he is excited.' For
his sake, ah! yes, for his sake she could do anything, even master
the whirlwind of sorrow at her heart. In a moment she became as
quiet and gentle as a lamb, and crept noiselessly to his side. The
man rallied and lived a short time, and husband and wife were left
alone. We may well draw the veil over that last solemn farewell.
"For a brief space the pair sat on the shores of time, the extreme
cape and promontory of life. All around rolled the ocean of
eternity. Then one went forward into the unknown, and the curtain
between the two worlds fell. In wild agony she clasped his lifeless
form. The ward-master sought tenderly to lift her and lead her
away. For a moment the tempest in her soul found expression and she
sprang upon him like a tigress. Then came again the strange,
unnatural calm like that when the Master said, 'Peace, be still!'
Quietly, thoughtfully she made all her arrangements and soon went
northward to her dying mother, taking the precious dust of him she
had loved with her, and we saw her no more. But her sad, pale,
patient face will haunt me through life.
"If all the bits of romance in these hospitals were gathered up
they would make volumes. I will instance only two cases.
"It is somewhat common to get shot now, and yet for all that it is
none the less rather a painful and tragical experience. Well, two
of our soldiers were shot; one had his arm taken off, and the other
lost an arm and a leg also. They both wrote to their respective
fair ones, expressing the fear that they would no longer wish to
unite themselves with such mutilated specimens of humanity, and if
such were their feelings they were free. The female engaged to the
man who had lost an arm availed herself of his release. She could
not think of marrying him under such circumstances. The blow was
fatal to the poor fellow. He became hopelessly deranged, and is now
in the asylum in this city. Still, considering her character,
perhaps he escaped a worse fate.
"The lady engaged to the soldier who had lost both his arm and leg
replied that she honored him for his wounds; that she loved him all
the more for his patriotism and the heroism which led him to incur
them; and that if he would permit her she would come on, and take
care of him. She did so, and married him."
One turns with a feeling of relief, after the harrowing details in the
letters already given, to this account of the Christmas festivities at
Hampton Hospital.
"We are told that 'the desert shall blossom as the rose.' We
believe it, for even the hospital,--the house of disease and
wounds, the spot ever shadowed by the wings of the dark
angel,--even this place of sombre associations can wreathe itself
in festive garlands and resound with songs. Doctor McClellan,
surgeon in charge, has the enlightened opinion that pills and
physics are not the only health-restoring influences that can be
brought to bear upon his patients. All efforts to celebrate the
holidays with spirit have received his hearty sympathy and
cooperation. The joyous season, so full of happy memories, has not
passed in dull monotony. Though winds blew high and cold, still,
throughout Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, the axes rang merrily in
the woods. Huge masses of holly, cedar, and pine might be seen
moving towards the different wards, and approaching near you would
find a nurse or convalescent staggering along beneath the green and
fragrant burden. Under the magic of many skilful hands the pliant
boughs are soon tied and twisted into a thousand devices. Men with
only one hand worked with the rest. Men possessing but a single leg
were busy as the others. Thump, thump, over the floor go the
crutches, as old battered veterans hobbled about in all directions,
to view in different lights the artistic and fantastic results of
their labors. Even the dull face of chronic pain lights up and
wanly smiles, while dim eyes, fast closing on earthly scenes, gaze
wistfully on the fragrant evergreens and query to themselves if
they are to be the symbols of their memories at distant homes.
"But though many wards blossomed out into holiday garlands, the
crowning glories of the kind were to be found in Ward C. Quaint
devices, hanging festoons, wreaths and shields and graceful arches,
draped the place in varied beauties like the tapestry of old, which
turned rough and gloomy apartments into warm and silken bowers. The
feathery cedar, tasselled pine, and far-famed laurel formed the
rich background for the bright berries of the Christmas holly which
glistened like rubies set in emerald folds. Flags were looped
across the stage, and the curtains in the rear also showed the
stars and stripes. The hospital choir and glee-club had here
prepared an entertainment most agreeable to the tastes of all.
Their motto, a beautiful transparency, explains its character, 'We
come with songs to greet you.' As darkness fell a throng surrounded
every door. Up the high steps to the main entrance, an hour before
the doors were opened, crowding, jostling hundreds gathered,
seeming like a human wave lifted by some powerful impulse from the
sea of heads below. Around the building in circling eddies, knots
of men sauntered talking, wondering, and anticipating concerning
the pleasures of the evening. Above the swaying masses numerous
crutches might be seen. Thus raised aloft they seemed like
standards, showing well the spirit of our soldiers. It is not in
wounds to keep them at home. If they have the sad misfortune not to
have two legs beneath them, they are sure to go on one if anything
unusual calls them out. Within, now, the lamps are lighted, down
the long and echoing ward, and through the festoons and glistening
arches, they wink and twinkle like fireflies in a cedar forest. The
doors are opened and, under Doctor McClellan's wise and careful
supervision, at least a thousand persons are soon admitted and
seated. Those not so fortunate as to get seats fill every space of
standing room. The hall is full, and those who cannot gain
admittance crowd around outside the windows, where faces gleam in
the fitful light, like framed and grotesque pictures.
"At a given signal the orchestra commenced, and the hum and buzz of
many voices died away like a breeze in the forest. But it is
useless to attempt to describe music--songs and anthems that seem
like living spirits which by powerful spells may be called up to
float and pass before you, and stir the soul with magic influences.
It was no rude affair. Ears that have been educated at the Academy
of Music would have tingled with novel and delightful sensations,
could they have heard those deep, rich soldiers' voices accompanied
by our lady nurses, and the lady teachers of the Tyler House,
chanting our national anthems, or exciting irresistible mirth by
their comic songs. Mr. Tilden's ripe, powerful, mellow voice moved
every heart, and more than satisfied the nicest and most critical
ear. Mr. George Terry, changeful as an April day, now convulsed the
audience with laughter, and again, a moment afterwards, caused all
eyes to overflow. Mrs. Meachann, Miss Eastman, Mr. Sears, and Mr.
Allen sustained their parts with marked ability, and little Miss
Mary White brought down the house by singing a ballad whose simple
beauty was universally appreciated. But where all perfectly
performed the parts assigned to them, it is almost invidious to
make distinctions. Mr. Metcalf, the leader of the choir, must have
been satisfied with the performances, as certainly all others were.
'Home, Sweet Home,' closed the entertainment, and carried us all
back to that dear and never-to-be-forgotten place. Again in fancy
we gathered around the familiar hearthstone, made warm and bright
by blazing fire and sweet memories of other days. God grant that
another Christmas day may find us all there.
"But in the hospital there were hundreds confined by sickness,
wounds, and weakness to their beds. However good their will may
have been they were physically unable to join with their more
fortunate companions in outside enjoyments. They were not forgotten
or neglected. On Sabbath afternoon the choir again assembled, and
commencing with Ward One, we passed through fourteen wards, making
the old walls ring again with Christmas anthems. This, with wishing
the patients a merry Christmas, and that another return of the
happy day might find them all safe at home, and the reading, in
Luke ii., of the angelic announcement to the shepherds of the
'unspeakable gift' to us all, constituted the simple service. On
Monday there was much high feeding. Sleek cattle and corpulent pigs
were roasted whole, and there was a powerful mortality in the
hospital poultry-yard. Men who could never carve their fortunes
showed wonderful ability in carving turkey. These substantial
luxuries, seasoned by the recent victories, made for us a royal
feast, to which the sovereigns in blue sat down with unmingled
satisfaction."
CHAPTER VI
THE HOSPITAL FARM AND CHAPEL
In a letter to the Hon. William Cullen Bryant, then editor of the
_Evening Post_, Edward gives an account of the establishment of his
hospital farm, and tells of its benefit to the men under his care.
"HON. WILLIAM C. BRYANT--DEAR SIR: The meeting in behalf of 'New
York's disabled soldiers' has deeply interested me and awakened
many war memories. During the last two years of the Rebellion I had
some experience, in a small way, which may suggest useful features
in a Soldiers' Home. At that time I was one of the chaplains of the
Fortress Monroe hospitals, and the campaigns in the vicinity of
Petersburg and Richmond often filled our long barracks to repletion
and also covered the adjacent acres with temporary tent wards.
Lying around the hospital there was an abundance of idle and
unfenced land. With the sanction of Doctor McClellan, the surgeon
in charge, I had this enclosed and planted with such vegetables as
were most useful and conducive to health, the odorous onion taking
the lead. The tulip mania had its day, but the weakness of average
humanity for this bulb is as old as history--see Numbers xi.,
5--and apparently it is only growing more prevalent with the ages.
If this is evolution in the wrong direction Mr. Huxley should look
after it.
"The labor of the hospital farm was performed by the patients
themselves, and very many soon became deeply interested in their
tasks. When a man became so far convalescent from illness or wounds
as to be able to do a little work, he was detailed for the garden
and employed in its lighter labors. As he grew stronger he was put
at heavier work. Heroes who had lost arms and legs supplemented
each other's deficiencies, the two maimed men contriving to do
between them far more than many a stout fellow who now demands
$1.50 a day. A man with one hand could sow seed and weed the
growing vegetables, while his comrade hitched along on his crutch
and vigorously hoed the ground between the rows. I sometimes had as
many as a hundred men at work, and I ever found that such tasks
benefited body and soul. It did one's heart good to see pallid
faces grow brown and ruddy, and flabby muscles round and hard. It
did one more good thus easily to banish home-sickness and the
miserable incubus of _ennui_ from which the sufferer is prone
to seek relief in some form of vicious excitement. For the
satisfaction of those who ask for more practical results I can
state that we were able to send green vegetables to the hospital
kitchens by the wagonload. As the record of the second year at the
farm, made at the time, I find among other items the following: 700
bushels of snap beans in the pod, 120 do. lima beans, 130 do.
carrots, 125 do. peas, 470 do. potatoes, 250 do. tomatoes, 1,500
bunches of green onions, 30,000 heads of cabbage, 26,900 ears of
sweet corn, 2,500 muskmelons, etc. A large poultry yard, enclosing
four acres, was also built, and many other improvements made, all
being accomplished by the willing labor of the convalescents
themselves, who more rapidly regained their strength while thus
furnishing the means of health to those still confined within the
walls.
"Recalling these facts I am greatly pleased to learn that the 'New
York Home' is to be located on a farm, for thus it may be made a
_home_ in reality. Providence put the first man into a garden, and
few men have lived since who have not felt more at home when a
garden lay about the door."
During the years that Edward was at Hampton Hospital, his friend
Mr. Merwin was doing a noble work among the soldiers in the
hospitals at the front, under the direction of the Christian
Commission. My brother at one time wished to be relieved of his
duties as chaplain for several weeks, and Mr. Merwin kindly
consented to take his place. He afterwards wrote of this time:--
"I found that Edward's presence among the sick and wounded was
sadly missed, and that he had labored in many ways to contribute to
their comfort and happiness. He brought from the North an
experienced farmer and supplied the hospital with an abundance of
excellent vegetables. Subsequently a church was erected by his
efforts for the growing needs of that post."
While absent at the North my brother raised most of the funds necessary
to build this chapel at Hampton. When he revisited the place years
afterward, he found the chapel still in use. He was gratified also to
learn that the hospital library continued to be of service. He says:
"Some of us rode out to the former site of the hospital. Many
pleasant changes have occurred. The acres of ground occupied by
sick and wounded men are now covered with orchards and the homes of
peaceful industry. The hospital garden has in part become the
grounds of a college for freed-men, and is in a high state of
cultivation. The college itself is a fine building, and under the
able, energetic administration of General Armstrong, is full of
promise for the race that we have so long kept in ignorance. He is
teaching them many things of vital use, and among these one of the
most important is a wise, economical culture of the ground. The
chapel to which we have referred is inclosed within the cemetery
grounds, and only needs a few repairs now and then, to preserve it
a substantial church for many years to come. I was told that there
had been religious services in it nearly every Sabbath since the
war.
"The soldiers' monument, now seen for the first time, impressed me
most favorably. In its severe simplicity it truthfully commemorates
the lives and characters of those who sleep beneath. Over three
hundred dollars was given to me by the soldiers in twenty-five and
fifty cent stamps and one-dollar bills, and with some these gifts
were almost like the widow's mite--all they had. It was most
gratifying to see how nobly their wish and purpose had been carried
out. That it has been so is due to that friend of the soldier and
of all humanity, Miss D. L. Dix, who to the mites of the hospital
patients added thousands of dollars collected elsewhere."
From another letter I take Edward's description of the chapel.
"The building is cruciform in its shape, and at the foot rises a
light and graceful tower and spire, sixty feet high, surmounted by
a cross showing each way. The style of architecture is Gothic. The
chapel-room is thirty feet by sixty, with a high, arched ceiling.
It is beautifully and smoothly plastered, and whitened with some
kind of hard finish. Two aisles run down the room, thus making
three tiers of seats. These are somewhat Gothic in their form, and
are stained black-walnut, surmounted by a white round moulding,
which makes a pleasing contrast. In the place where the head of the
cross should have been, there is merely a small projection from the
main building, forming in the large chapel-room an alcove or
recess. A beautiful Gothic frame containing two medium-sized and
one large window of stained glass forms the rear of this
projection, and aids in lighting the room. All the windows in the
chapel part are of stained glass, and they render the light very
soft and pleasant. I found them about as cheap as curtains, and
much more pretty and durable. The space in the alcove is occupied
by a slightly raised platform and a plain, simple pulpit, still
lacking a cushion. It is a very easy room to speak in, and in it
music sounds remarkably well. The left arm of the cross, towards
the hospital, constitutes the library, and is a large, airy room,
thirty feet by twenty-four, furnished with tables, book-shelves,
and reading-desks. Our collection of books is said to be one of the
finest in the hospital service. Here also will be found the
magazines, dailies, and weeklies, and prominent among our files
will be _The Evangelist_. The right arm of the cross consists
of four small but pleasant rooms, and will now be used as the
chaplain's quarters, and at some future time as a parsonage.
"The building is of a dark color, with white doors and
window-frames. Around the entire structure has been built a rustic
Gothic fence, constructed of smooth pine poles, and forming a
heart-shaped enclosure. Therefore we have the following device: the
church in the centre of the heart."
Soon after Edward's return from the North to his work at the hospital
there was a marked revival of religion among the sick and wounded men.
He says:--
"I think the most marked feature of the revival is the reclamation
of those who have gone astray--who have found the temptations of
camp life too powerful to be resisted. Since I have been in the
service I have met hundreds of soldiers who acknowledged that they
had been professors of religion at home. They had entered the army
with the best of intentions, but the lack of Sabbath privileges, of
the sacred influences of the hearth, and all the numberless aids
which bolster up a church member at the North, together with the
strong and positive allurements to sin in the field, had discovered
to them their weakness and they had fallen. But in most cases it
would seem that the old vital spark still smouldered at the bottom
of their hearts. According to their own confessions, they are
restless and dissatisfied, and unable to attain to the stolid or
reckless apathy of those who have never tasted of the heavenly
manna. Put them under the influence of an earnest prayer-meeting or
faithful sermon, and they are like old rheumatic flies in an April
sun, or the apparently dead and leafless trees in the warm breath
of spring, or the veteran soldier who hears the familiar call to
arms after years of ignoble peace. It is very interesting to watch
them in our meetings. The first evening they take seats far back,
and look around with an uneasy air, as if almost ashamed to be
seen. The next evening they sit near the leader. They soon venture
to respond faintly to some of the more earnest prayers. At last,
unable to restrain the rising tide of feeling, they rise up, and
often with tears and penitence confess their backslidings, resolve
to be faithful hereafter, and ask the prayers of all present that
they may never be so weak as to wander again. They then take their
places amongst those whom I call the fighting part of the
congregation--those whose active aid I can rely upon.
"In one of the wards, where 'the straightforward Christian' (as I
call him) is on duty, they are having a little revival by
themselves. He gives its inmates no peace till they become
Christians in self-defence. During the beautiful moonlight nights
of last month, he organized a little prayer-meeting, which met on
the banks of an arm of the bay that runs up into the mainland near
the ward, and there claimed and verified the promise of 'Where two
or three are gathered together in My name, there am I in the midst
of them.'
"God does seem near the soldiers, and the soldiers as a general
thing are ready to respond to His gracious invitations, not only
here but elsewhere, and in fact in every place where Christians are
willing to come down, or rather up to their level, and work among
them with a genuine, heartfelt sympathy.
"In a recent letter from the front, my brother, Rev. Alfred C. Roe,
Chaplain 104th N.Y.V., writes: 'We have weekly and almost daily
conversions. Our prayer-meetings, though held in the trenches, and
often in close proximity to the enemy, are largely attended, and
unless prevented by important business the colonel is always
present. The staff at headquarters is like a Christian family.'
"I have found by experience that the formal presentation of Gospel
truth once a week by an officer in chaplain's uniform, or in any
other, does not amount to much, unless faithfully followed up by
personal effort and the social prayer-meeting. The religion of our
Saviour, presented in the spirit of our Saviour, rarely fails to
move even the rough soldier. I have found a most efficient
colaborer in Chaplain Billingsly, also in Chaplain Raymond."
CHAPTER VII
PASTORATE AT HIGHLAND FALLS
Soon after the close of the war Edward accepted a call to the little
church at Highland Falls, about a mile below West Point. This was his
only charge, and here he spent nine happy, useful years. His first
impressions of the church and congregation may be gathered from the
following letter.
"I found myself in a true orthodox Presbyterian church, for
although the thermometer stood far below zero and the roads were
snowy and unbroken, still the number of ladies present far exceeded
that of the gentlemen. I regarded this fact as a good omen, for if
a pastor can depend upon a few strong-hearted women (not
strong-minded in the cant sense of the phrase), he has only to go
forward prudently to certain success. Summing up the entire
congregation, small and great, it nearly made that number so well
known, alas, in country churches, which is appropriately termed 'a
handful.'
"These good people were thinly scattered over a plain little
audience room that would seat comfortably one hundred and twenty.
The church was bitter cold, and the situation of the pulpit,
between the two doors, seemed designed to chill anything like
enthusiasm on the part of the speaker. The construction of the
building bore evidence that some architect of the olden time
determined to achieve celebrity, in that he placed its back toward
the street, and faced it toward nothing in particular. This, with
minor eccentricities, really entitled the edifice to the
antiquarian's attention. But I intend not a disrespectful word
against the little church, for precious souls have been gathered
there and trained for heaven."
It was in February that Edward received a unanimous call to this
church, and from that time he gave himself up to the work of collecting
funds for the erection of a new building. The majority of the people
were not wealthy and many of them were very poor, but they did all they
possibly could, many giving at the cost of great personal sacrifice.
The brunt of the enterprise, however, necessarily fell upon my brother.
About this time he began giving lectures on his experiences in the
Civil War, often travelling many miles to deliver them, going wherever
there was a chance to make money and so help forward his cherished
object. He also obtained large sums from wealthy city churches and from
friends, through personal solicitation.
At the end of two years Edward and his co-workers felt justified in
laying the corner-stone of the new church. Here is his description of
the ceremony.
"Patient effort seldom fails of its reward, and the day we had long
toiled and prayed for, when we could lay the corner-stone of our
new church, at length arrived. The 16th of September dawned, cloudy
and dubious, like the commencement of the enterprise. The morning
hours brought disappointment and heavy rain, as the two long years
of work and waiting had brought many discouragements. Rev. Dr.
William Adams of New York, who was to have made the address, was
unavoidably detained; and the skies frowned so darkly it was
thought best to defer the ceremony. But before the hour appointed
there was a general brightening up. The clouds broke away and
vanished over Crow Nest and the adjoining mountains. The sun smiled
out in irresistible invitation and the people gathered in such
numbers that it was thought best to go forward with the ceremony.
This we were most anxious to do, as the North River Presbytery had
honored our church as the place of its Fall meeting, and most of
its members could upon this day be present with us.
"As the shadows were lengthening eastward, we gathered among the
evergreens that surround the solid foundation of the new edifice.
It was just such a gathering as we love to see at a
church--representatives from every age and class in the community.
Little barefooted urchins climbed up into the cedars and looked on
with wondering eyes. All right! the church is as truly for them as
for the President, should he honor us with a visit. In a huge block
of granite at the northeast corner of the building a receptacle had
been cut. Around this we gathered. The Hon. John Bigelow, our
former Minister to France, commenced the simple ceremony with a
very happy address. In simple periods of classic beauty he spoke of
church edifices as the highest and most disinterested expressions
of the benevolence and culture of a community; and in words that
were good omens of the future he dwelt upon the beneficent
influences flowing therefrom. The Pastor next came forward, and
stated that a copy of the Scriptures _only_, as published by the
American Bible Society, would be deposited in the stone. In this
solemn and emblematic act we wished to leave out everything that
would take from the simplicity and force of the figure. God's Word
alone in its purity should underlie the material structure, and so
we hoped His Word alone, unmixed and undistorted by human opinions,
would be the foundation of the spiritual church that should be
built there in coming years. Therefore no papers, coins, or records
of any kind, were placed in the sealed box with the Bible. If after
the lapse of centuries this solid wall were taken down, this
solitary Bible, unmarred by pen or pencil, will be a clearer record
than long and formal documents, of a church that sought to honor
God, and not man, and to keep His name before the people, and not
that of some human instrument. With the usual words the massy block
of granite was lowered to its place, and, humanly speaking,
generations will pass away before these leaves again are turned.
"The Rev. Dr. Wheeler of Poughkeepsie, who kindly offered to act in
Dr. Adams's place, spoke in a vein of strong original eloquence
which chained the attention of all for a brief time. As an
impromptu effort it was singularly appropriate and hope-inspiring.
He closed with a prayer, in the fervor of which a lady said that
she could almost see the walls and spire rising to beautiful and
entire completion. Rev. Mr. Teal of Cornwall pronounced the
benediction, and thus closed the ceremony.
"We are building of the blue granite found in abundance upon the
ground. The walls rise from the rocky foundation in massive
thickness of plain, hammer-dressed stone, and thus are in keeping
with the rugged mountain scenery. Time will rather strengthen the
work than weaken it. We build from the rock with the rock, and
trust that the great Spiritual Rock will underlie it all.
"It will cost us twenty thousand dollars to complete the church,
and of this sum we have on hand, or promised, nearly half. The
building is under contract to be finished the first of June next,
and whatever indebtedness there exists will be provided for by a
mortgage. The ladies of the church and the Sabbath-school children
have pledged themselves by fairs and concerts to provide for the
interest of the debt until the principal is paid. The people are
proving that they are in earnest by their deeds. By their hearty
sympathy and cooperation, Mr. Cozzens, the proprietor of the hotel,
and his lady have greatly contributed to our success.
"The guests of the house have been very liberal and attentive, and
show an increasing interest in the enterprise. At a time of
hesitancy and doubt a generous gift of five hundred dollars, from
C. K. Garrison, Esq., of New York, soon after followed by five
hundred dollars more from Richard Schell, Esq., enabled us to go
forward with hope and confidence. Mr. Garrison is a native of our
region, and happy would it be for the country if, following his
example, those who have won wealth and distinction abroad would
return and enrich their birthplace by such noble proofs of their
benevolence. Monuments of this kind perpetuate one's name better
than tombstones. Among the summer worshippers at our little church
under the trees, we have been glad to recognize so long the kindly
face of Rev. J. G. Craighead of _The Evangelist_, and long and
gratefully will our people remember his words from the pulpit and
in the social meeting. Rev. Dr. Robinson of Harrisburgh, Pa., has
also been one of our summer residents, and one that we shall soon
sadly miss."
Four years longer minister and people worked unceasingly in the
interests of their new church, my brother continuing to give his
lectures wherever opportunity offered. One delivered at Providence,
Rhode Island, was quoted at some length in a daily paper of that city,
and is here reprinted.
"The Rev. E. P. Roe, of West Point, lectured last night before a
fair audience, at Harrington's Opera House, under the auspices of
Prescott Post No. 1, G.A.R., on 'Secret Service at the Front; or
Scouting and Guerrillas.' During the war, said the speaker, the
northern people regarded guerrillas as irresponsible bands of
outlaws, living by violence and plunder, and while leaning to and
assisting the rebels, ready to murder and rob without much regard
for either side. The majority of the guerrillas were, no doubt, as
bad as generally supposed, but there were among them trusty and
intelligent scouts, whose employment was to trace out the position
and movements of the Union army, and who, no matter how much
robbing and murdering they might do on their own account, never
lost sight of the main object of their service. The acuteness of
these scouts and the various disguises which they assumed were more
than surprising. As a division of the Union army passed along, an
old citizen might have been seen building a rail fence. Surely that
ancient-looking farmer knows nothing, the passing troops would
readily think. But under that old felt hat gleamed a watchful eye
and listened attentive ears, observing and hearing everything
worthy of remark. As soon as the army passed, he throws down his
rails and slips off to the swamp, mounts a fleet horse, and soon
the numbers, destination and condition of the Union division are
reported at the nearest rebel headquarters. Sometimes the woods on
both sides of the marching column swarmed with prowling guerrillas;
sometimes an affable stranger in Union colors would approach, enter
into conversation with the weary straggler, gain all the
information he could, and then shoot down his informant. They were
very bold in their operations. One day an orderly was riding with
important despatches far within the Union lines, when he was
startled by a mounted rebel, who made his appearance from the
woodside, and who, presenting a pistol at his breast, demanded his
arms and despatches. After, as he imagined, cleaning out the
orderly, the rebel invited him to come along and accept a little
Southern hospitality. The scout rode a little forward, and as he
did so, a quiet grin played stealthfully over his furious
countenance; a little pistol was withdrawn from a side pocket, the
cold muzzle applied to the rebel's ear, and in a very few moments
the rebel was disarmed and on his way to a Northern prison. But the
bold deeds of the rebels in scouting through the Union lines paled
before the achievements of General Sharpe and his bureau of
military information. The promotion of this bureau was recommended
by General Butterfield to General Hooper, in 1863, for the purpose
of ascertaining the numbers, positions, and intentions of the
enemy. To this bureau was gathered all the information of the
signal corps and of the hundreds of scouts and spies who traversed
the rebel army and country. Trusty and intelligent men were picked
from the rank and file of the army and placed under command of
General Sharpe. The first piece of work undertaken by the general
was to obtain a full roster of Lee's army as it lay on the
Rappahannock, the numbers and titles of regiments and the names of
the corps, division, brigade, regimental and company commanders. He
picked out General Heath's brigade of A. P. Hill's corps as the
first one to operate on, and by daringly scouting in person through
the lines of that brigade, conversing with its pickets, and
mingling with its men, he succeeded in obtaining not only a full
list of its officers, and an accurate detail of its strength, but a
correct description of the personal appearance and habits of these
officers. After mastering Heath's division he picked out an
intelligent soldier whom he crammed with all he knew himself about
the division, dressed him up in a rebel uniform, and sent him into
another division of Hill's corps. Of course the man was at once
apprehended and taken before a provost marshal, but made such a
plain statement, giving the names of the officers of the regiments
in Heath's division, to which he claimed to belong, and describing
their personal appearance and habits with more accuracy than
reverence, that he was dismissed, with a reprimand for his want of
respect for his superior officers, and ordered to report back at
once to his regiment. After looking around him and ascertaining
everything worth noting with regard to the command, he returned to
General Sharpe; and thus the particulars, as ascertained by every
new scout, facilitated the means of getting more. At length Sharpe
had a roster of the whole of Lee's army, and could tell its
strength at any time within a thousand or so, that thousand being
the changing mass of stragglers, furloughed, and sick, to whom no
special location could be assigned. He could also tell the name of
every officer in that army, and rebel generals of divisions might
have gone to him for information concerning their own subordinates.
The great usefulness of thus possessing the precise knowledge of
the strength and formation of the enemy's forces was particularly
illustrated at Gettysburg, where the anxious spirits of the Union
commanders were relieved by ascertaining from General Sharpe that
every brigade but one of Lee's army had been engaged in the fight,
and that that general had no reserve with which to follow success
or break defeat. Not least among the resources from which valuable
information was obtained were the contrabands, whose fidelity and
truthfulness were remarkable, considering their want of education,
and consequent lack of intelligence.
"Amusing and interesting instances were given by the speaker of the
hairbreadth escapes and reckless daring of General Sharpe's scouts,
and he concluded an entertaining discourse by paying a hearty and
well-deserved tribute to their patriotic and fearless devotion, to
which was greatly owing, in his opinion, the winning of some of our
greatest victories, and the fortunate issue of the war itself."
In 1868 the church was completed, a building "whose granite walls are
so thick, and hard-wood finish so substantial, that passing centuries
should add only the mellowness of age." Edward would not allow his name
deposited in the corner-stone, as many wished, but since his death a
bronze tablet, with the following inscription, has been placed in the
vestibule.
In Memoriam,
Rev. Edward Payson Roe,
Minister of the
First Presbyterian Ch. of the Highlands.
1866-1875.
Author, Pastor, Friend,
This Building Stands the Monument of
His Earnest Labors.
Erected:
1868.
After the completion of the church the old parsonage was enlarged and
remodelled, and so during his pastorate thirty thousand dollars were
raised and expended in permanent improvements.
While living at Highland Falls Edward continually met the officers and
soldiers of West Point. A soldier at one time was the leader of his
choir, in which was also a quartet from the military band. He writes as
follows of a mountain camp at West Point which recalled some of his own
army life:--
"About the middle of August the Cadet Corps left their airy tent
villas on the plain at West Point, and took up their line of march
for the mountains. The pioneers had preceded, and the road was
practicable not only for infantry, but for carriages and stages
laden with fair ladies from the hotels. The selected camping
ground, though rough indeed compared with the velvet lawns of West
Point, was admirably adapted for the purpose. It was a broken,
uneven field, on the property of T. Cozzens, Esq. Here in the midst
of the wildest mountain scenery the young soldiers experienced, to
quite an extent, the realities of life at the front, minus the
element of danger. But the mimicry was almost perfect, and so
suggestive of bygone days to an old campaigner, that I cannot
refrain from indulging in a brief description.
"A wild, romantic drive of three or four miles through winding
valleys, jagged boulders and ledges, and overshadowing trees,
brought us to the edge of the camp-ground. Along the road ran the
familiar military telegraph, the wire now looped up to a convenient
tree, now sustained by the slender portable pole that bends but
never breaks beneath the seemingly gossamer strand. Just before
reaching the place we struck off upon one of those temporary roads
that we were ever extemporizing in Virginia. First we saw the white
tents through the foliage, then the gleaming of a sentry's musket,
the cover of an ambulance, and in a moment more we were in the
midst of the encampment, and the spell was complete. Through the
strong laws of association the old life rushed back again, and what
often seems a far-away dream was as present and real as six years
ago. But apart from all its suggestiveness to those who dwelt in
canvas cities and engaged in war's realities, the scene was novel,
beautiful, and deeply interesting. Here in the midst of the wooded
highlands was a fac-simile, reproduced in miniature, of thousands
of encampments, created by the Rebellion, in the equally wild
regions of the Southern States. Here were our future generals
learning to apply practically to the roughness of nature the
principles and tactics that might seem comparatively easy on paper
or grassy plain. Sloping down to the right, the encampment bordered
on Round Pond, a beautiful, transparent little lake, fringed with
water-lilies, and mirroring back the rocks and foliage of its
rugged banks. Through the courtesy of Mr. Cozzens we and others
were soon skimming its surface in an airy little pleasure boat. A
quarter of a mile to the left, in full view, with a descent of a
hundred feet, Long Pond glistened in the bright August sun. All
around rose the green billowy hills as far as the eye could reach.
We had hardly noted this beautiful commingling of wood and water
before the stirring notes of the drum announced skirmish drill. On
each side of the camp a squad marched briskly out, and was soon
lost in the forest. Soon from its unseen depths there came a shot,
then another, then several, ending in a rapid, scattering fire, and
I was back again on the skirmish line in Virginia. By this time the
other detachment had reached position, and were 'popping' away in
the old familiar style. The hills caught up the reports and echoed
them down again multiplied a hundredfold.
"Rock, glen, and cavern paid them back;
To many mingled sounds at once,
The awakened mountain gave response;"
and these regions of silvan peace and solitude were disturbed as
they never had been since the days when Washington made West Point
his military base, and Fort Putnam was the chief Highland
stronghold.
"On a high eminence to the right fluttered a signal flag. I shall
never forget the last time that my special attention was called to
that very significant object. It was on a bold ledge of the Blue
Ridge west of Culpepper, Va. We were out on picket, lounging away a
long bright October afternoon, when in the far distance a white
flutter like that of a lady's handkerchief caught the wary eye of
the colonel. Listlessness vanished. All glasses were out, but
practised eyes discovered, not a token of ladies' favor, but a
signal of stern war. Lee was turning our right flank, and then
followed the famous race for Centreville heights.
"But the sun had sunk behind a blue Highland, and the tap of the
drum announcing parade recalled from reminiscences of the past.
Creaking, groaning, crunching up the rough road came stages,
carriages, and wagons of all descriptions laden with fair
ladies, who in bright summer costumes seemed airy indeed, but
from the looks of the jaded horses, were anything but
thistle-downs. The wild mountain camp was soon brilliant with
Fifth Avenue toilets. There was a general 'presenting of arms,'
though not with belligerent aspect, and it required no
astrologer to predict a conjunction of Mars and Venus. Old fogy
that I was, recalling the days of our humdrum soldiering long
and well gone by, here I was in the midst of a brilliant active
campaign, where wounds were given and received, human hearts
pierced to the very circumference--perhaps deeper sometimes. Yon
tall, soldierly figure of the commandant is a secondary one
here. Cupid is the field marshal of the day. With the near
approach of night there was a suspension of hostilities. The
fair invaders gradually drew off their attacking forces, and
soon were lost in the deeper shadows that lay at the mountain
base. The next morning at 8 A.M., the Cadet Corps returned to their
encampment on the plain at West Point."
My brother's attitude toward West Point is clearly shown in the
following vigorous defence of the National Academy which was published
in _The Evangelist_.
"The Military Academy here has lately had an unenviable degree of
notoriety and of severe criticism. Some go so far as to advise the
breaking up of the entire institution. No one so thought when the
gallant Reynolds at the cost of his life made such vigorous battle
at Gettysburg as to check Lee, and secure to us a favourable
position for fighting out the decisive conflict of the war. No one
so advised when a graduate of West Point announced the surrender of
Vicksburg; when another marched from Atlanta to the sea; and
another swept down the Shenandoah Valley like a whirlwind. During
our national struggle for life, trained soldiers did for us what
educated lawyers, physicians, clergymen, and statesmen do for a
community at all times. Next to the courage and patriotism of the
people, we have to thank the skill of West Point, that we are One
Nation to-day.
"There are those who advocate State military schools, in other
words that we have an army officered by men of local interests and
feelings. We shall then have generals to whom a single State is
more than the whole Union. We shall have patriots educated by the
New York ring, and the champions of Tammany Hall. No, the soldiers
and sailors of the United States--as they are in the service of the
whole country--should be educated by the whole country, and upon
their maps State boundaries should be blotted out.
"Others advise, instead of this National Academy, that a course of
military instruction be added to our colleges. But in this way
students would only pick up a smattering of military science, in
connection with a dozen other sciences, that would be quite useless
in time of war. If we are to be fully armed against attack, we need
men thoroughly educated in military science by the Nation, and
therefore bound by every instinct of honor, gratitude, and
association to defend her in her hour of peril.
"Does West Point now furnish such an education and such men? Yes,
as truly as it ever has done; and I think it could be shown that it
was never in better condition than it is this day. But what does
the recent 'outrage' indicate, and what the 'persecution of Cadet
Smith?' Living near the institution, and yet having no connection
with it--nothing to gain or lose--I can form as correct and
unprejudiced an opinion as those who base theirs upon partial,
imperfect reports of isolated incidents. One needs but to visit the
Point daily, or nightly, in order to see that perfect discipline is
maintained. The 'outrage' referred to was the expelling of three
students by the first class. This action no one defends. From no
source have I heard it so severely condemned as by the officers
themselves. If it could have been foreseen it would have been
prevented. In the most quiet communities there are sudden outbreaks
of passion and violence. Is the community where such an event
occurs, and which goes on its orderly way the remaining three
hundred and sixty-four days of the year, to be called 'lawless?' Is
the hasty, passionate act of a few, wrong as it may be, to give
character to all? Moreover, in judging acts we should consider the
motives. In this case they throw much light on the action. The
sentiment of the corps is one of intense disgust at the vice of
lying. A cadet cannot commit a more serious offence against the
received code of honor. The parties expelled were believed to have
been guilty of this offence, and their dismissal was a sudden and
lawless expression of the general anger and disgust. The action was
contrary to the character of a soldier--the man of discipline and
iron rules. But was it contrary to the character of frank,
impulsive youth? Are those who have scarcely reached their majority
to be judged in the same light as cool, grey-bearded veterans? I do
not see how the officers are to blame because they could not
foresee the trouble. Is a careful housekeeper 'reckless' because a
kerosene lamp explodes? Do you say she ought to use non-explosive
material? Then you must send sexagenarians to West Point instead of
boys.
"The same principle applies to the 'persecution.' Critical editors,
and advanced politicians like Ben. Butler, require of a class of
young men gathered from every part of the land what they could
scarcely obtain from the reformers of New England as a body. There
is no use in ignoring the general and widespread prejudice of race.
Many who grieve most at the wrongs of the colored people still feel
that instinctive drawing back from social contact. Do those that
condemn the young men most severely introduce the colored element
largely into their own social circles? If not, then they should not
be so ready to throw stones. Colored cadets sent to West Point must
be treated in precisely the same way as the others. The law forms
them all into a social community with equal rights. Is it to be
expected that the utmost cordiality should be shown by hot-blooded,
unformed, and often unwise youth, having in somewhat intenser form
the same prejudices with those who condemn them? They have probably
acted in the matter very much as the sons of the editors and
ministers and reformers, who have been so severe upon them, would
have acted in like circumstances. That happy day when the
brotherhood of the race shall be honestly and lovingly acknowledged
I fear is yet far distant, nor is it to be hastened by attempting
to force a social intercourse against which there may be a natural
aversion. As far as the officers are concerned, I believe that they
have tried to treat young Smith with strict impartiality, and to
give him every opportunity. The affairs of the Academy seem to go
forward like clock-work. Considering the sore and excited state of
mind among the cadets, their order and subordination have been
remarkable. Of course two hundred and brought together from every
diversity of life, could not be expected to act like nicely
adjusted machines; but with the exception of those two affairs,
what has there been to justify the charges of 'lawlessness' or
'looseness of discipline?'
"In view of its services, it is strange that anyone should speak
seriously of breaking up West Point. It has paid back to the nation
all that has been spent upon it a hundredfold.
"P.S.--May I add a word in regard to the commandant of this post,
who is the officer who has special care of the students in the
Academy. Political attacks do not spare anybody, and during the
recent troubles slurs have been thrown out even against General
Upton. It has been intimated that fear of the authorities at
Washington has made him over-lenient and slack in his discipline
toward the first class, as President Grant and others high in power
have sons in this class.
"These disparaging remarks are made either by those who know
nothing of General Upton's character and antecedents, or else they
are the grossest slanders. Search the army through and it would be
impossible to find a man more utterly devoid of the spirit that
truckles to power. Nature never put into his composition the least
spice of obsequiousness, and one has only to look into the man's
face and hear him speak five words in order to know it. He belongs
to that class of men who pay more attention to the poor and humble
than to the high and haughty.
"I think my testimony in this matter is worth something. During
nearly four years of life in the army, and five years' residence
within one mile of the West Point Academy, I have met with a great
many officers of the volunteer and regular service, and never has a
man more thoroughly impressed me with the fact that he was a
gentleman, and conscientious in duty even to the slightest
particular, than General Upton. Moreover, he is an enthusiast in
his profession, and therefore successful. He is the author of the
Infantry Tactics now in use in our army, and said to be the finest
in the world. From frequent intercourse with the Point, I know that
he maintains a daily discipline among the cadets as nearly perfect
as anything of the kind can be. It is my belief that investigation
of the recent troubles will show that the institution was never
better officered than at present.
"Moreover, General Upton is a sincere Christian--one that lives up
to his profession. His influence in this respect is most marked and
happy upon the corps. We cannot overestimate the importance of the
fact that the officer directly in charge of the young men at the
Point is guided in all respects, not only by strict military honor
and duty, but by the highest Christian principle."
CHAPTER VIII
RESIGNATION FROM THE MINISTRY
While at Highland Falls Edward wrote his first novel, "Barriers Burned
Away." He had told of his plan for a story to be based upon the scenes
he had witnessed among the ruins of the great Chicago fire, and when I
received a letter from him the following winter asking me to make him a
visit as soon as possible, I suspected that he wanted my opinion of
what he had written. And I was not disappointed, for on the evening
after my arrival he read to me a number of chapters, and we talked over
his plan for the story until after midnight, he going over the outlines
that he then had in mind, though he afterward made some changes. The
next day he called upon Dr. Field, editor of _The Evangelist_, and
owing to his kind encouragement the visit was repeated, the result
being that the story was finally accepted for serial publication in
that paper.
From that time on, my brother read to me every one of his stories in
manuscript, and I enjoyed them the more from the fact that in every
case I recognized the originals from which he had drawn his scenes and
characters, idealized as they were.
In 1874 his health had become so much impaired by overwork that his
physician strongly urged him to give up either writing or preaching.
After giving the matter serious consideration and consulting with
friends whose advice he valued, my brother reluctantly decided to
retire from the ministry. How his people parted with him is told in a
letter to _The Evangelist_, whose readers had followed with so much
interest and substantial aid my brother's efforts to build a new
church.
"I have been very much surprised. Last Sabbath, the 7th of March,
was my birthday. On the 6th I sat quietly in my study until the sun
was behind the mountains, and then was sent out of the house on
false pretences. The young people of the church were getting up an
entertainment, and suddenly took it into their heads that they
needed my assistance. There seemed many delays, but we at last got
through. Then I received a startling message that a neighbor wished
to see me immediately. Surmising sudden illness or trouble, I did
not go home, but started off in great haste. I found not sickness,
but mystery, at this neighbor's, which I could not fathom. My
friend and his wife were unusually entertaining and I could not get
away, though I knew I was keeping tea waiting at home. Finally
there came another mysterious message--'Two gentlemen and two
ladies wished to see me at the parsonage.' 'O, I understand now,' I
thought. 'It is a wedding; but they are managing it rather oddly.'
"But imagine my surprise when I opened the door, and found about
one hundred and fifty people present. Well, to be brief, they just
overwhelmed us with kindness. They gave us fine music, and provided
a supper for five hundred instead of one hundred and fifty.
"Mrs. Roe thought that she was in the secret; but they surprised
her also by presenting, with cordial words, a handsome sum of money
at the close of the evening.
"My resignation has not yet been accepted, but we expect that the
pastoral relation will be dissolved at the next meeting of
Presbytery. As soon as spring comes in reality, and the embargo of
ice and snow is over, we must be upon the wing; and this
spontaneous and hearty proof of the friendliness of my people was
very grateful to me. During the nine years of my pastorate they
have been called to pass through many trying and difficult times.
They have often been asked to give beyond their means, and have
often done so. With the very limited amount of wealth in the
congregation, even the generous aid received from abroad and from
visitors could not prevent the effort to erect a new church and
parsonage from being an exceedingly heavy burden, involving
perplexing and vexatious questions. When I remember how patiently
they have borne these burdens, how hard many have worked, and how
many instances of genuine self-denial there have been, I feel that
too much cannot be said in their praise. It is my hope and my
belief that they will deal as kindly with my successor as they have
with me."
Dr. Edgar A. Mearns of the United States army was one of my brother's
devoted friends who knew him intimately during the years of his
ministry. In 1888, from Fort Snelling, Minn., he writes as follows:--
"The sad news of the death of Rev. E. P. Roe, at
Cornwall-on-Hudson, reached me to-day, and filled my heart with
sadness. During the long years of my sojourn upon the western
frontier, I have looked forward with unspeakable pleasure to the
time when I could grasp the hand of this true friend, and walk and
talk with him, and enjoy once more the society of his dear family.
I had planned a leave of absence from my station in the
desert-wilderness of Arizona for last spring, in response to his
urgent invitations; but other duties awaited me, and I was not
permitted to realize the fulfilment of this ardent desire. We were
to walk through the woodlands, drive over the mountains, and sail
on our native Hudson. I saw in mental vision the very rock under
which we used to poke at the woodchucks with a stick, and on which
we gathered the walking fern, and seemed once more to hear him
discoursing of small fruits in his delightful garden, or reading to
the family circle from his latest manuscripts. In the West many
hearts have been pierced by this sorrow, for he made friends
wherever he went.
"To write a word of the lost friend, who has been a very pillar of
support in times of struggle or affliction, will perhaps relieve a
pain at the heart which is hard to bear. It is not as an author
justly celebrated, that I must speak of him, but of the private
life of one who combined every attribute of mind and heart to
endear him to his friends. I have known him as a pastor, laboring
assiduously among the members of his flock, dispensing liberal
charity among the poor, and lightening everybody's burden. He was a
rock to lay hold of when other friendships were borne away by the
cruel winds of adversity. Then it was that the genial warmth of his
smile, the kindly hand-pressure, and the cheerful encouragement of
his voice fettered sore hearts to his.
"I have seen him as a hero, struggling in the water and broken ice,
bearing in his arms the bodies of children for whom he risked his
life. He had heard a cry for help, and that alone was enough to
enlist the sympathy and secure the highest sacrifice of which our
nature is capable. Then, paying no heed to personal sickness and
injury, he strove to comfort the bereaved hearts of mothers, whose
boys were drowned, perhaps by exposure laying the seeds of the
disease which recently caused his death.
"His zealous devotion to his calling, together with exposure to
various hardships encountered on frequent lecturing tours made for
the purpose of obtaining funds for the erection of a suitable
church for his congregation, made such inroads into his naturally
vigorous constitution that, having accomplished his task, he was
compelled to resign his charge as pastor, after about nine years of
faithful service. The beautiful stone Presbyterian church at
Highland Falls is a monument to his untiring efforts."
CHAPTER IX
FRUIT CULTURE AND LITERARY WORK
After my brother's resignation from the ministry, he bought a plain,
old-fashioned house with considerable ground about it, at
Cornwall-on-the-Hudson, two miles distant from his childhood home, and
went there to live.
It soon became evident, however, that Edward could not depend upon his
literary work alone for the support of his growing family. He had for
some years taken much interest in the cultivation of small fruits, and
after the removal to Cornwall he carried on this work upon a larger
scale, finding it profitable as well as interesting.
I remember the piles of letters that came to him each day for several
years containing orders for plants. Although in general not a
methodical man, yet the painstaking care which he was known to exercise
in keeping the many varieties distinct enabled his customers to rely
implicitly upon his statements as to the kind and value of the plants
ordered. He often employed many men and boys on his place, but always
engaged them with the understanding that if through carelessness the
varieties of plants became mixed the offender was to be dismissed at
once, and a few examples soon taught his assistants that he meant what
he said. But when they were faithful to their duty, they invariably
found him considerate and kind.
The strawberry was Edward's favorite among the small fruits, and he
made many experiments with new varieties. When the vines were bearing,
sometimes as many as forty bushels of berries were picked in a single
day. Some of them were of mammoth size. I remember on one occasion we
took from a basket four berries which filled to the brim a large
coffee-cup, and notwithstanding their enormous size they were solid and
sweet. During this period he wrote the articles on "Success with Small
Fruits," published in _Scribner's Magazine_.
Currants came next in his favor. Writing of them he says: "Let me
recommend the currant cure. If any one is languid, depressed in
spirits, inclined to headaches, and generally 'out of sorts,' let him
finish his breakfast daily for a month with a dish of freshly picked
currants. He will soon doubt his own identity, and may even think that
he is becoming a good man. In brief, the truth of the ancient pun will
be verified, 'That the power to live a good life depends largely upon
the _liver_.' Let it be taught at the theological seminaries that
the currant is a means of grace. It is a corrective, and that is what
average humanity most needs."
Mr. Charles Downing of Newburgh, a noted horticulturist, was Edward's
valued friend. He was especially successful in fruit culture, and it
was his custom to forward to my brother for trial novelties sent to him
from every part of the country. Then on pleasant summer afternoons the
old gentleman would visit my brother, and, side by side, they would
compare the much-heralded strangers with the standard varieties. Often
forty or fifty kinds were bearing under precisely the same conditions.
The two lovers of Nature thus gained knowledge of many of her secrets.
Edward's coming to live in Cornwall was a source of great pleasure to
our father, who, although then past eighty years of age, was still
vigorous, and as full of enthusiasm for his garden as when he first
moved to the country. Often on summer mornings, before the sun was
fairly above the eastern mountains, father would drive over to my
brother's, taking in his phaeton a basket of fruit or vegetables that
he believed were earlier than any in my brother's garden. These he
would leave at the front door for Edward to discover when he came
downstairs, and return in time for our breakfast. He would laugh with
the keenest enjoyment if he found that his beans or sweet corn had
ripened first. Frequently he would remain at his son's house for
breakfast, and afterwards the two would wander together over the
grounds while the dew was still fresh upon the fruit and flowers. Many
of the rosebushes and shrubs had been transplanted from the old garden,
and it delighted my father and brother to see that they were
flourishing and blooming in their new environment.
When Edward first moved to Cornwall several newspapers severely
criticised him for giving up the ministry to write novels. I was
sitting with him alone in his library one day when such a criticism
came to him through the mail. After reading it he handed it quietly to
me, went to his desk and took down a bundle of letters, saying: "These
are mostly from young men, not one of whom I know, who have written to
me of the benefit received from my books." He then read to me some of
those touching letters of confession and thanks for his inspiring help
to a better life.
When he finished reading the letters he said: "I know my books are read
by thousands; my voice reached at most but a few hundred. I believe
many who would never think of writing to me such letters as these are
also helped. Do you think I have made a mistake? My object in writing,
as in preaching, is to do good, and the question is, Which can I do
best? I think with the pen, and I shall go on writing, no matter what
the critics say."
Still his name was retained on the rolls of the North River Presbytery,
and he was always ready to preach when needed, especially in neglected
districts. For a long time after father's death he kept up the little
Sunday-school that had been father's special care.
His home commanded a fine view of the river and mountains, and he would
watch with great delight the grand thunder-storms that so often sweep
over the Highlands. I take this description of a storm from one of his
letters:--
"This moist summer has given a rich, dark luxuriance to the
foliage, that contrasts favorably to the parched, withered aspect
of everything last year. The oldest inhabitants (that class so
sorely perplexed in this age of innovations) were astonished to
learn that a sharp frost occurred in the mountains back of us, just
before the Fourth. Even the seasons have caught the infection of
the times, and no longer continue their usual jog-trot through the
year, but indulge in the strangest extremes and freaks.
"A person living in the city can have little idea of thunder-storms
as they occur in this mountain region. The hills about us, while
they attract the electrified clouds, are also our protection, for,
abounding in iron ore, they become huge lightning-rods above the
houses and hamlets at their bases. But little recks old Bear
Mountain, or Cro' Nest, Jove's most fiery bolts. The rocky
splinters fly for a moment; some oak or chestnut comes quivering
down; but soon the mosses, like kindly charity, have covered up the
wounded rock, and three or four saplings have grown from the roots
of the blighted tree.
"But the storm we witness from our safe and sheltered homes is
often grand beyond description. At first, in the distant west, a
cloud rises so dark that you can scarcely distinguish it from a
blue highland. But a low muttering of thunder vibrates through the
sultry air, and we know what is coming. Soon the afternoon sun is
shaded, and a deep, unnatural twilight settles upon the landscape
like the shadow of a great sorrow on a face that was smiling a
moment before. The thunder grows heavier, like the rumble and roar
of an approaching battle. The western arch of the sky is black as
night. The eastern arch is bright and sunny, and as you glance from
side to side, you cannot but think of those who, comparatively
innocent and happy at first, cloud their lives in maturer years
with evil and crime, and darken the future with the wrath of
heaven. At last the vanguard of black flying clouds, disjointed,
jagged, the rough skirmish line of the advancing storm, is over our
heads. Back of these, in one dark, solid mass, comes the tempest.
For a moment there is a sort of hush of expectation, like the lull
before a battle. The trees on the distant brow of a mountain are
seen to toss and writhe, but as yet no sound is heard. Soon there
is a faint, far-away rushing noise, the low, deep prelude of
nature's grand musical discord that is to follow. There is a vivid
flash, and a startling peal of thunder breaks forth overhead, and
rolls away with countless reverberations among the hills. In the
meantime the distant rushing sound has developed into an increasing
roar. Half-way down the mountain-side the trees are swaying wildly.
At the base stands a grove, motionless, expectant, like a square of
infantry awaiting an impetuous cavalry charge. In a moment it
comes. At first the shock seems terrible. Every branch bends low.
Dead limbs rattle down like hail. Leaves, torn away, fly wildly
through the air. But the sturdy trunks stand their ground, and the
baffled tempest passes on. Mingling with the rush of the wind and
reverberations of thunder, a new sound, a new part now enters into
the grand harmony. At first it is a low, continuous roar, caused by
the falling rain upon the leaves. It grows louder fast, like the
pattering feet of a coming multitude. Then the great drops fall
around, yards apart, like scattering shots. They grow closer, and
soon a streaming torrent drives you to shelter. The next heavy peal
is to the eastward, showing that the bulk of the shower is past.
The roar of the thunder just dies away down the river. The thickly
falling rain contracts your vision to a narrow circle, out of which
Cozzens's great hotel and Bear Mountain loom vaguely. The flowers
and shrubbery bend to the moisture with the air of one who stands
and takes it. The steady, continuous plash upon the roof slackens
into a quiet pattering of raindrops. The west is lightening up; by
and by a long line of blue is seen above Cro' Nest. The setting sun
shines out upon a purified and more beautiful landscape. Every
leaf, every spear of grass is brilliant with gems of moisture. The
cloud scenery has all changed. The sun is setting in unclouded
splendor. Not the west but the east is now black with storm; but
the rainbow, emblem of hope and God's mercy, spans its blackness,
and in the skies we again have suggested to us a life, once clouded
and darkly threatened by evil, but now, through penitence and
reform, ending in peace and beauty, God spanning the wrong of the
past with His rich and varied promises of forgiveness. At last the
skies are clear again. Along the eastern horizon the retreating
storm sends up occasional flashes, that seem like regretful
thoughts of the past. Then night comes on, cool, moonlit,
breathless. Not a leaf stirs where an hour before the sturdiest
limbs bent to the earth. This must be nature's commentary on the
'peace that passeth all understanding.'"
At this period Dr. Lyman Abbott made his permanent home in Cornwall,
going almost daily to the city to attend to his duties as editor of the
_Christian Union_.
In a short article written for that paper my brother describes a drive
taken over the mountains when Dr. Abbott was entertaining the Brooklyn
Association of Congregational Ministers.
"Pleasures long planned and anticipated often prove 'flat, stale,
and unprofitable' when at last they disappoint us in their sorry
contrast with our hopes, while on the other hand good times that
come unexpectedly are enjoyed all the more keenly because such
agreeable surprises. The other morning the editor of the _Christian
Union_, Dr. Lyman Abbott, who is a near neighbor and a nearer
friend, appeared at my door with the announcement that he was to
meet on the morrow at the West Point landing the New York and
Brooklyn Association of Congregational Ministers, at the same time
giving me an invitation to accompany him, which I accepted on the
spot. The morning of the 27th found us leading an array of
carriages up the Cornwall slope of the mountain, for it had been
arranged that the gentlemen whom Mr. and Mrs. Abbott were to
entertain for the day should land at West Point and enjoy one of
the finest drives in America across the Highlands, instead of a
prosaic ride down from Newburgh through the brickyards. The Albany
day boat was on time, and so were we, and there stepped on shore a
venerable body of divinity, or rather several bodies, led by Rev.
Henry Ward Beecher and his brother, Dr. Edward Beecher. A shower
the previous evening had left less dust than could be found in the
immaculate parlor of a spinster, and the heated air had been cooled
to such a nicety of adjustment that we grew warm in the praise of
its balminess. With much good-natured badinage and repartee we
climbed the West Point hill and took the outer avenue that skirts
the river edge of the plain and campus. 'The brethren' gazed with
mild curiosity at 'Flirtation Walk' where it led demurely and
openly from the main road, but soon lost itself in winding
intricacies, mysterious copsewood, and the still deeper mysteries
suggested by the imagination. Let no grave reader lift a disdainful
nose. Perhaps this same secluded path of frivolous name has had a
greater influence on human destiny than himself.
"The trim plain and trimmer cadets were soon left far behind, and
nature began to wear the aspect it had shown to our great
grandfathers when children. Through the skilful engineering of Mr.
Charles Caldwell, a most excellent road of easy grades winds across
Cro' Nest and Butter Hill (the latter was rechristened 'Storm King'
some years since by the poet, N. P. Willis). As our path zigzagged
up the shaggy sides of Cro' Nest, wider and superber views opened
out before us, until at last West Point with its gleaming tents,
the winding river with its silver sheen, and the village of Cold
Spring lay at our feet, while to the southwest a multitude of green
highlands lifted their crests like a confusion of emerald waves. A
few moments more brought us to the summit, and although we were but
a thousand feet nearer heaven than when we started, the air was so
pure and sweet and the sky so blue that it might well seem to those
who had so recently left the stifling city that they had climbed
half-way thither. A half an hour's ride brought us to the northern
slope of the mountains. Here we made a halt at Mr. Cobb's 'School
on the Heights," and were entertained with unlimited cherries,
which by some strange providence had escaped the boys, and also by
some exceedingly interesting gymnastic exercises that were
performed to the rhythm of gay music. There are probably few finer
views on the river than that from Mr. Cobb's piazza and grounds,
and thus his pupils are under the best of influences out of doors
as well as within. As Mr. Abbott's guests looked down upon the
broad expanse of Newburgh Bay, the city itself, the picturesque
village of Cornwall, and the great swale of rich diversified
country that lay between our lofty eyrie and the dim and distant
Shawangunk Mountains that blended with the clouds, they must have
felt indebted to their host for one of the richest pleasures of
their lives.
[Illustration: VIEW FROM THE PIAZZA AT "ROELANDS."]
"At last Mr. Beecher said that he carried an internal clock which
plainly intimated that it was time for dinner. The _descensus_ was
easy, but Mrs. Abbott's warm welcome and hot dinner suggested an
_avernus_ only by blissful contrast. The fun, wit, and jollity of
the remainder of the evening can no more be reproduced than the
sparkle of yesterday's dew or the ripple of yesterday's waves. It
was a pleasant thing to see those gray-haired men, many of whom had
been burdened with care more than half a century, becoming boy-like
again in feeling and mirthfulness."
During Edward's residence in Cornwall, each year about the middle of
June, when the roses and strawberries were in their prime, it was his
custom to send an annual invitation to the Philolethean Club of
clergymen in New York City to visit him for a day at his home. Dr.
Howard Crosby, Dr. Lyman Abbott, Dr. Schaeffer, and many other
well-known clergymen were members of this club. At these meetings the
learned and dignified clergymen threw aside all formality and were like
a company of college boys off for a frolic. Their keen wit, quick
repartee, and droll stories at these times will never be forgotten by
those privileged to listen.
In 1882 heavy financial loss came upon us as a family owing to the
failure of an elder brother. Edward, in his efforts to help him, became
deeply involved, and to satisfy his creditors was obliged to sell the
copyrights of several of his earlier books. These were bought by a
friend without his knowledge at the time. After several years of
incessant labor he worked his way out of these difficulties, and, owing
to the immense sale of his books, was able to redeem his copyrights. He
then felt free to take rest and change of scene in a trip to Southern
California.
CHAPTER X
HOME LIFE
As a matter of course, my brother had frequent calls from newspaper
correspondents and others who were interested in, and curious about,
the private life of a successful author. The first of the articles here
quoted was entitled "A Talk with E. P. Roe," and was printed in a
Brooklyn newspaper in 1886; the second appeared in a Detroit journal.
"The works of few novelists of the present day have had such
remarkable sales as those of Mr. E. P. Roe, and this will be the
more readily granted when it is known that one million copies of
his novels have been sold in America alone, to which nearly
one-half of that number may be added as representing their sale in
England, Canada, Australia, and the different languages into which
they have been translated.
"In appearance the novelist is a man of a trifle over the medium
size, with a pleasant, intellectual face, which is almost covered
with a rich and handsome coal-black beard and mustache. Mr. Roe is
in the prime of manhood, being about forty-five years of age, and
his manners and conversation are the most kindly and engaging. He
is of a generous disposition, hospitable, a kind friend, and never
happier than when in the bosom of his family, to which he is
devotedly attached.
"It was the pleasure of the writer a few evenings ago to meet the
novelist and engage him in conversation regarding himself and his
works.
"'I have just returned from an afternoon stroll,' remarked the
novelist. 'This is my invariable custom after my day's work. When
do I work? Well, I generally sit down immediately after breakfast,
which I have about eight o'clock, and with the exception of an hour
for lunch, I write continuously from that time until three or four
in the afternoon. Then I go out for my walk.'
"'You never work at night, then?' was asked.
"'No; it is a bad practice, and one that I rarely indulge in. There
was a time when I did so, but my work always showed it. A writer's
work at night is almost always morbid. There is no better time to
work than during the morning.'
"'How much work constitutes a day's labor with you?'
"'That varies a great deal. Sometimes I write four or five pages of
foolscap, and other days I will write as much as fifteen. I have no
average, but do as much as I feel like doing, or have time to do,
and then I stop.'
"'Do you derive genuine pleasure from your work?'
"'Always, for I am absorbed in whatever I am writing. I presume I
derived the most pleasure from my "Nature's Serial Story," for it
was an out-of-door study, and anything about nature always finds a
responsive chord in me. Then, two of the characters of that work
portray my father and my mother, and their memory is blessed and
sacred to me. All the other characters are imaginary.'
"'Are your stories and novels based on facts and real happenings,
as a rule?'
"'In every case,' replied Mr. Roe. 'I never manufacture a story; I
couldn't do it. Of course, I elaborate and idealize, but the actual
facts are always drawn from real life. I am always on the alert for
these incidents, and when I see one that I think is adapted for a
story I make a note of it.'
"'Speaking of your correspondence, like that of most authors, I
presume it is of a various nature?'
"'Yes, indeed,' laughingly replied the novelist. 'It is surprising
what letters I sometimes receive, and how difficult it is for some
persons to realize that an author's time is valuable. Of course, I
am not a stranger to the autograph craze, and of these requests I
receive, I think, more than my share. But what is most surprising
is the number of manuscripts I receive from young, aspiring
authors. I am often asked "to read them, revise them carefully, and
express an opinion as to the merit of the contribution." Why, I
have frequently been requested to do a whole month's work on a
single manuscript. What do I do with these? Well, the best I can.
If I have a spare moment, I look over the story or article, and
encourage the writer, if possible. But at times the supply is too
great for physical endurance.'
"'What exercise do you most indulge in, and what particular one do
you recommend?'
"'So far as I am concerned, I like a good, long walk, and this is
what I would recommend to all who work with the brain and are
confined. Exercise should never, in my opinion, be taken before
sitting down to work, always after the task of the day has been
completed. Then one receives far more benefit from it than if taken
before work. I also like to work in my garden, and there is hardly
a better means of exercise. Hunting and fishing are also favorite
sports with me, and I keep a good gun and a fishing-rod close at
hand.'
"'Have you entirely given up gardening for literature?'
"'Yes, almost entirely, even in an amateur way. Of course I still
retain an active interest in everything that is interesting or new
about a garden or a farm. But as to any active participation, as
formerly, I have been obliged to desist.'
"It may be interesting here to mention that the grounds surrounding
Mr. Roe's rural retreat at Cornwall-on-the-Hudson show no lack of
proper care and attention. The property consists of twenty-three
acres and is all cultivated for floral and farming purposes. The
novelist has on these grounds alone over one hundred and twelve
different varieties of grapes, and has had in his strawberry beds
seventy different varieties of that luscious berry in bearing at
one time. One year Mr. Roe's orchards yielded him, among other
products, one hundred and fifty barrels of apples, and this year
about forty bushels of pears will be taken from his trees.
"'What are your immediate plans?' was asked the novelist, as he
courteously showed the writer into the dining-room in response to
the merry jingle of the dinner-bell.
"'I am now taking a brief holiday, resting from overwork. In about
two months I leave the North for Santa Barbara, California, where I
may remain for a year, or may return next spring. All depends upon
how my family and myself like the country there. I go there partly
for pleasure and partly for work. I shall doubtless gather
considerable new material, and this I shall incorporate in future
works. I shall study the life of the people of that region, and
intend more especially to devote myself to studying nature in the
direction of trees, plants, as well as the animals, birds, etc., of
that charming country. My return North is uncertain, as I have
said, and should everything prove agreeable, I may extend my
residence there indefinitely.'
"And here ended the writer's chat with perhaps the most popular
author of the day. Mr. Roe is extremely retiring in disposition; he
never courts notoriety, but always strictly avoids it whenever
possible. And with his large black slouched hat set carelessly on
his head a stranger would more readily mistake him for a Cuban
planter, with his dark complexion, than the author of the novels
which have entered into thousands of American homes."
"Cornwall is situated on the western bank of the Hudson, just north
of the Highlands. If you arrive by steamer you find an energetic
crowd of 'bus men, who are eager to be of service to you. Most of
the vehicles have four horses attached, which seem to tell of a
hill in the neighborhood. We passed Cornwall several times by boat,
and saw enough of the energy of the hackmen to make us resolve to
reach the place some time when they were absent. Consequently we
sailed down on Cornwall as General Wolfe sailed down on Quebec--in
a small boat, and captured the place easily.
"As we walked up the rickety steps that lead from the water to the
wharf, there was no deputation there to meet us.
"'Now the first thing,' said my companion, 'is to find out where
Mr. Roe lives.'
"'No, that's the second thing,' I replied. 'The first thing is to
find out where we are to get supper.'
"The reasonableness of this proposal was so apparent that further
remark was not so necessary as finding a hotel well stocked with
provisions.
"We found it in the shape of an unpretentious brick structure at
the foot of the hill. By the way, everything is at the foot of the
hill at Cornwall Landing. The landlady, who was the pink of
neatness, promised us all we could eat on our return, although if
she had known my talents in that line she would have hesitated. I
noticed that she referred to 'Mr. Roe, the author,' while our
fellow voyager in the small boat spoke of him as 'the strawberry
man.' Probably the boor who relished the production of Mr. Roe's
garden would have been surprised to know that the productions of
his pen were even more sought after than that delicious fruit.
"But evening is coming on and we have a long hill before us, so we
must proceed. A Cornwall road is always either going up or down,
and a person gets great opportunities for rising in the world as he
turns his back on the Hudson and climbs to Cornwall. The road winds
up the hill, often shaded by trees and always accompanied by a
mountain torrent whose rocky bed lies deep beside the pathway. This
stream lacks only one thing to make it a success--and that is
water. No doubt after a heavy rain it would show commendable
enterprise, but now the rocks were dry. A thin thread of clear
spring water trickled along the bottom of the ravine, now forming a
silvery-toned waterfall, then losing itself among the loose rocks,
next finding itself again, and sometimes making the mistake which
humanity often makes, of spreading itself too much and trying to
put on the airs of larger streams.
"Half-way up is a spring, surrounded by benches, welcome to the
pedestrian who finds tramping uphill business. The clear, cold
water pours out, and an iron dipper, like Prometheus 'chained to a
pillar,' invites the thirsty to have a drink. The benches form a
semicircle around this fountain, and on the backs thereof some one
has painted in large letters the legend 'Please don't cut an old
friend.' But 'excelsior' is our motto, and we climb. When we reach
the top of the mountain we part company with the rivulet, thinking,
with perhaps a sigh, what a vast advantage water has over
people--it always goes down hill. Cornwall now begins to show its
beauties. It seems to be a big village composed of splendid
residences and elegant family hotels--or rather huge summer
boarding-houses. Excellent roads run in all directions, up and
down, turning now to the right and now to the left, until a
stranger loses all idea of the points of the compass.
"About a mile from the landing, if you are in a carriage, or about
five miles if you are on foot, you come to an open gateway, through
which a road turns that might be mistaken for one of the many
offshoots of the public street, were it not that a notice
conspicuously posted up informs the traveller that the way is
private property. A cottage, probably a gardener's residence,
stands beside the gate. The land slopes gently downward from the
road and then rises beyond, leaving a wide valley between the
street and a large two-story frame building that stands on the
rising ground. This is the home of E. P. Roe, author of 'Barriers
Burned Away,' 'Opening of a Chestnut Burr,' 'From Jest to Earnest,'
and other well-known works, read and enjoyed by thousands in
America and in England. Between the house and the road are long
rows of strawberry plants that looked tempting even in September.
The house stands in about the centre of a plot of twenty-three
acres. The side is toward the road, and a broad piazza runs along
the length of it, from which glimpses of the distant Hudson can be
had through the framework of trees and hills. The piazza is reached
by broad steps, and is high enough from the ground to make a grand
tumbling-off place for the numerous jovial and robust youngsters
that romp around there and call Mr. Roe 'papa.' A wide hall runs
through the centre of the house, and the whole dwelling has a roomy
air that reminds one of the generous and hospitable mansions for
which the South is famous. Mr. Roe's house is without any attempt
at architectural ornamentation, unless the roof window in the
centre can be called an ornament; but there is something very
homelike about the place, something that is far beyond the powers
of architecture to supply.
"My fellow-traveller sat down in one of the rural chairs that stood
invitingly on the piazza, and I manipulated the door-bell.
"While the servant is coming to open the door I may as well confess
that I have undertaken to write the play of Hamlet with Hamlet left
out.
"Mr. Roe was not at home.
"I tell this now so that the reader will not be disappointed when
the girl opens the door.
"The door opens.
"Could we see Mr. Roe?
"Mr. Roe had left that very morning for New York.
"'He evidently heard in some way we were coming,' said my
companion, _sotto voce_.
"When would he return?
"Perhaps not this week. Would we walk in and see Mrs. Roe?
"The next thing to seeing an author is to see the author's wife, so
we accepted the invitation and walked into the parlor. Before we
walked out we came to the conclusion that the next thing to seeing
the author's wife is to see the author.
"Now, of course, I might have taken an inventory of the articles in
the parlor, just as if I were a deputy sheriff, or a tax collector,
or something of that sort, but I didn't. I might tell of the piano
that stood in one corner and the pile of music that reached from
the floor to the top of it, and of the little table covered with
stereoscopic views, and the photograph of Mr. Roe framed above it,
and of the two low front windows with their river view and their
lace curtains, and the large folding-doors opening into the
library, the workshop of Mr. Roe, and of the quiet, neutral tints
of the carpet, or the many contents of the whatnot in the corner,
and the paintings and engravings on the walls, and the comfortable
easy-chairs, and the books scattered here and there, and of dozens
of other things that made up an author's parlor, but I will not
mention one of them.
"I had the idea that E. P. Roe was a kindly old gentleman with gray
hair. Kindly he undoubtedly is, but old he is not. His portrait
shows him to have a frank, manly countenance, with an earnest and
somewhat sad expressi
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